My bad boy

Chapter 15

Jimin POV

Jungkook words replay in my head thousand times. >You don't have to suffer. You don't need to punish yourself Jimin! Do what you really wantJiminii?--- next morning ---

Jungkook POV

I wake up and look at Jimin who sleeps next to me. He looks so peaceful and handsome and not like a dangerous gang member. I don't know what the future will have for us but even if he'll still be in a gang or I don't know... Repair cars or whatever, I'll be with him.

My heart jumps as I think about our date yesterday. He was so nervous and it made me happy. I truly mean something to him. I check the time on my nightstand and notice something.. A sheet of paper is placed on it but yesterday it wasn't there. I am curious and so I grab it and gasp by what it is.. It's me. And it's so good, every single detail of me sleeping. I look at Jimin who's hand is wrapped around my waist and it slowly begins to tighten. I place the sheet back and cuddle closer to Jimin. He drew me yesterday? Me?

'Morning baby.' He says with closed eyes but opens them slowly. He looks so cute while being half asleep.

'Morning.' I smile and look at him grinning.

'What?' I ask nervously and he chuckles

'Last night you talked in your sleep .' I blush.. Oh god, what did I say?

'You called me Jiminii.'

I giggle by that.. I don't remember but

'It really sounds cute you know.' He raises his eyebrow and changes our position so I'm trapped with wide spread legs under him. Damn that was fast.

'You think it's cute?!' I stop giggling and nod

'And you think cute suits me?' He c***s his head to the side and licks over his lips

'You'll see baby boy.' He smirks and pulls my shirt over my head but not fully off. He grabs my hands and pins them over my head, then my shirt again and ties my hands with it. I widen my eyes by his action and struggle but it was damn tight.

'You still think that's cute?' He asks and I couldn't speak. Oh god is this happening? He smirks while moving down my body and takes off my and then his boxer. He is half hard and God the view makes me horny. He leans down and claims my lips. His tongue parts my lips and so he enters my mouth, tastes every inch of my cavern. I moan into his mouth, move my lips back against his like a thirsty man. His hand travels to my n*****s, pinches and play with them cause he know's I'm sensitive there. I close my eyes by the pleasure but I feel his eyes on me the whole time. He leans apart and a string of salvia bonds us. So sinful.

He goes back down on me and spreads my asscheeks apart. I mewl as the cold air hits my hole, makes me clench around nothing.

'Aww so cute.' Jimin sing sang but I hear the need in them. I blush deeply as his head moves down as well and I throw my head into the pillow as his tongue licks on my rim

'J...Jiminii....' I moan loudly and he looks at me.

'Is that cute?' He raises his eyebrow and I pant heavily.

'Please....' I beg and he smirks

'Please what?' Why is he teasing me?!

'Please do it again.. Don't stop, please!' I beg and pull on my hands but the knot is too strong.

'Say my name!' He orders and I bite my lip..

'J..Jimin... Daddy please.' My body screams for his attention so I wrap my leg around his waist and try to pull him closer but I am too weak.

'So cute while begging...' He kisses me hard and swallows my moans which fills his mouth.

'Daddy!'

'Say that again.' He breathes into my ear, his deep sensual voice brings me goosebumps

'Please daddy... Daddy I need you.' I beg and with that he goes back down, his tongue plays with my rim. I move my ass back on him, want more and loud moans leaves my mouth by his actions. His hands grab my thighs and holds my on place.

'D..daddy ahh!' I moan feel myself getting closer. I want to move so bad, want to touch him but it makes it more intense. I arch my back as he enters his tongue and thrusts inside me.

I try to spread my legs more, want more friction and love to feel his tongue inside me. Such a good morning!

'D..daddy!' I moan louder as he suddenly enters a finger.

'I want to be inside you so bad... I miss your insides.' Jimins words making my heart stop. Dirty talk is so sexy.. He stares intensly at me while moving his finger and enters another one. He tasted me.. And I want to taste him.. This isn't fair..

'D..daddy..' I moan out and he comes closer to my face, his lip touches mine

'What baby?'

'D..daddy ahh I ahh want to suck you.' His fingers stops inside me and his eyes widen, pupils get darker.

'Repeat.' He orders and I move my hips back on his fingers, like the burn without lube. It makes me more sensitive.

'D..daddy I want to suck your c**k, please.' I beg and he smirks, pulls his fingers out. He grabs my hips and changes our positions so his back is against the headboard and I sit on his lab.

'Then suck baby boy.' He growls and I look at his big, red c**k. I grab it shyly with my tied hands and move up and down. It feels rock hard but still soft in my hands. A deep throat moan leaves his plump lips, makes me more confident. The pulsing feeling turns me on and it feels so warm. His tip is swollen and a drop of precum leaks on it. I lick my lips and lean down to taste him. My tongue drives over his slit and a moan leaves his lips so I take him slowly into my mouth. I place my tied hands on his thigh and feel them vibrating as I take more of him.

'J..Jungkook nngh.' He moans and I take him whole. I relax my throat around him and was thankful that I don't have a gag reflex. I move my head up and down, hallow my cheeks and suck on him. More moans fill the room, make me moan around his c**k too cause he sounds so hot. I swirl my tongue around his tip, suck on his slit and taste him, I want more of him.

'Ahh so good, just like this!' He grabs my head and tries to moves his hips. I widen my eyes and harden my hold on them, try to hold him down. I move faster and look up. His chest goes up and down, he breathes heavily and plump red lips are parted, sweet low moans leave them the whole time. He pushes my head down and I moan around him. His noises become louder by that and so I do it again.

'f**k Jungkook.. I ahh.' He moans and I suck harder on him, use a bit of my theeth but not too hard.

'Holy f**k!' He moans out and arches his back. I feel his c**k swelling inside my mouth, lightly twitching and I love it. More precum hits the back of my throat and I swallow it thankful but I am eager for more.

'I ahh I'm gonna c*m baby and I want you to swallow it!' He breathes out, more moan but he didn't have to cause I want to swallow it. I want it so much.

I bury my nails inside the flesh of his muscular thigh and suck as hard as much as I could on his swollen tip, lick over his slit and he's gone. A deep throat moan echoes the room and he spurts his seed deep down my throat. The taste is unforgettable, so good and I never tasted something like him in my life. I stop and lean apart and stare at him. He's breathing hard and sweat covers his body.

'f**k baby, you're so f*****g hot.' He growls out and pulls me on my neck to him, smashes his lips against mine. I moan as he sucks on my tongue and a deep groan leaves him

'You taste like me.... But I think you taste better.' He smirks and pulls me closer to him. I moan as I feel his already hard c**k under my hole. Again?

'Go down baby.' He says and I do. I place my hand on his sweaty, tattooed chest as he fills me up, so good and deep. In this position he reaches me way deeper, making me so sensitive and full of pleasure.

'Do you feel this baby? I missed your insides so much and they missed me!' He growls into my ear and moves his hips into me.

'Ahhh!' I moan out

'Move baby, move this beautiful hips of yours.' He says and I do. I go up till he isn't inside me and ram down so he fills me up, makes me feel so full and good.

'Ahh so good!' He moans and I do the same. He meets my thrusts, thrusts his hips up when I come down, fills every inch of my insides. The hot pleasure overwhelms me and I fasten my pace. I bury my head in the sweaty grub of his neck and nib on it. Even his skin tastes good.

'Such a good boy.' Jimin breaths out and grabs my ass hard.

'Ahh Jimin! Daddy!' My nails yank down his chest cause I need a hold. His hips moves faster into me, his c**k rubs against my sensitive walls. I come closer and closer by him.

'Clench around me baby, show me how tight you can get!' He growls and his words make me clench around him, make it more intense. I cry out as he hits my prostate in a straight angle.

'Again baby! Give it to me!' He orders and tears of pure pleasure runs down my cheeks. I clench, feel his c**k bashes into my special spot. I just can't take it anymore.

'DADDY!' I scream as I c*m hard.

'f**k baby!' Jimin moans and cums deep inside me, fills me up. I need air in my lungs and mewl at the feeling of his juice hitting my prostate.

'This was so hot as f**k!' Jimin strokes over my sensitive hips and I nod.

'Was that cute?' He breathes out and I blush

'N..no.' I answer and he smirks

'Good.' I lean in and kiss his soft lips. I enjoy this good morning.

One hour later we both showered and now I cook breakfast for us, pancakes and eggs. The radio plays in the background and his drawing jumps back into my mind.

'J..Jimin.' I turn lightly to him and he shows me to continue

'D..did you draw me last night?' I ask and he blinks for one time.

'You found it?' He asks and comes closer while I nod

'Do you like it?' He asks and my heart pounds louder. What a question, of course I like it but this is an understatement.

'I really love it, I really look beautiful on it.' I ask a bit unsure cause I never say that I look beautiful....I don't like this.

'You're really beautiful. Always.' He makes my heart flutter all over.

'I want you to have it.' He adds and I smile.

'Thank you very much! I love it.' He really gave it to me!

'This smells good.' Jimin hugs me from behind and I catch him inhaling my scent again.

'W..why are you smelling me?' I ask and he places his head on my shoulder.

'Cause I love your scent. It makes me calm.' He says and butterflies fly through my stomach. My heart flutters and I giggle

'I like this sound.' He says and I flip the pancake. And I like when you tell me this.

'I could get used to this...' He says, makes me curious by what he means

'What are you talking about?' I ask and flip the other

'You.. This here. Waking up next to you, shower together, cook.. These couple things.' He says and I hum.

'Me too.' I giggle

'I want you to move in with me.' He suddenly says, makes me froze on spot.

'Y..you what?' Is he serious? He really looks like it

'I always want you by my side. I want to wake up with you, want to create a new life together with you.' He says and moves my hand with his to flip the third pancake so it won't burn. He then turns me around and says

'I want to leave Bangtan... I want to spend a new life.. With you!' His words fly through my whole body, my heart swells in affection and love. He want to change everything for me

'So.. Will you?' He asks and I jump at him

'Yes! Yes! I would love to!' He chuckles and wraps his arms around me as well to hold me.

'Great.' He says and I hear his smile in it. Suddenly insecurity jumps into my chest and I lean apart... He wants to change everything.. His whole life, his being.

'B..but is it really your decision to leave Bangtan? You don't have to if you don't really want to.' I say cause I don't want him to change when I'm the reason.

Jimins dark eyes look with amusement at me.

'First.' He begins and places me on the kitchen counter, then grabs the spoon and flips the pancakes again

'It's my decision baby.. It's right I wouldn't do it in the past or without you but you made me realize that this gang isn't who I am, that I don't need it.' My heart swells so much I can't breath. Tears build in my eyes and he strokes over my thighs

'Don't cry baby.. It's the true.. You made me realize all of this and so I want you with me.. Every morning and every night.' He adds and leans in, kisses my lips slow and lovely.

'I love you.' I tell him and grab hold on his shirt.

'Love you too.' He says and my eyes travel to the food. Just now I wake up from this dream and jump up. I breathe in relief cause it doesn't burn. Jimins chuckle makes my heart flutter and blush the same time.

10 minutes later the food is ready and we both eat it on the sofa.

'I like your cooking.' Jimin compliments me

'Thank you.' I smile

'Can't wait to eat it everyday.' He grins.. Is this really the man who's this mysterious, handsome neighbor? It seems so but it looks like a dream.

'W..when do you w..want us t..to move in together?' I stutter

'Soon... I have to do a couple of things and to make this clear with Bangtan, have to talk to Rap mon.' I understand him.

'What do you want to do then?' I ask him as he eats

'I don't really have a plan but like I once said the money isn't needed so.' He says. So he doesn't want to work anymore?! Does he really have this much?

'Don't worry baby.. Maybe I'll find something.' He adds and I nod while finish my breakfast.

Suddenly my favorite song plays in the radio, Butterfly. Whenever I listen to this song Yuki jumps into my mind so Jimin too. He's the most important person to me. I don't want to lose him and all of this seems like a dream. I hope we will have a good time and that it will be good when he leaves Bangtan.

I am so into this beautiful song, the lyrics and the melody that I don't notice me singing along.. It's Jimin's eyes on me which make me blush. I stop instantly, want to apologize cause I don't sound good. I always sing for myself but he says

'Don't stop.. I like your voice.' I blush and his intense, strong eyes makes me doing it till the song ends.

'You sound wonderful.' He says, smiling softly.

'I uhm t..thank you.' I'm not used to all this compliments.

Suddenly my phone rings, makes me look at the display. It's my mother. What a surprise. The last time she called me was 8 months ago... She and my dad doesn't like me being gay. My father doesn't talk to me anymore but my mom tries only rare.. She isn't good with it, I hear it in her voice and see it in her eyes whenever I meet her but we don't meet often. The last time I saw her was 1 1/2 year ago.. It hurts to know that the people who raised you, the person who gave birth to you hates what you love, hate what you are.

'Baby? What's up?'

'M..my mom..' I mumble and answer it despite me not wanting to.

'Jungkook?' She asks with strong but nice voice.

'Yeah? Hello.' I answer, don't know what to tell her after the long time. She's always the one calling, not me cause I don't need such parents. People who don't respect my sexuality. I see the shame in their eyes and don't want them to look at me like that

'It's been so long my son.' She speaks and I get tears into my eyes. I'm sad and lightly mad at the same time. How can she call me son?

'Yes...' Is all I say

'Jungkook, talk to me. I called you!'

'Why should I talk to you? You never call nor visit me. And I always get to hear the same. I'm done with it!' I say harshly and fix my eyes on the table. Not on Jimin.

'Don't talk to me like this Jungkook! I can't do something about YOU being GAY but I try! I just wanted to ask how your life's going?' She's lightly pissed and it makes me even more mad. I'm sure she doesn't want to know about my life.

'My life? It's wonderful. Very awesome.' I say and look at Jimin for a couple of seconds.

'Really? How's that?' She asks

'I have a boyfriend mum!' I tell her and hear her breath hitching.

'Y..you what?'

'A boyfriend mom.'

'Y..yeah I understand. It's just that.. You never had one so I'm surprised.' She says

'Yeah...' I don't know what to say

'Maybe we should Uhhm should meet Jungkook. It's been so long.' She asks and I don't know..

'Maybe mom... But I don't have much time.' I say cause a part of me doesn't want to see her.

'Okay.. *loud gulb* We'll see okay?'

'Okay..... Then bye.' I say and end the call

'What's up baby? Are you okay?' My boyfriend asks and I look at him

'T..that was my mom.' I begin and he nods ' She and my father doesn't like me being gay so yeah.' I tell him and he picks me up, places me on his lab.

'Do you want to talk about it?' He asks and strokes over my thighs. I never really talked about this, not even to Hoseok but I want to tell Jimin. He told me about his parents too.

'I was 18 years old as I told them I'm gay and they didn't accept it. My father had called me these cruel names and hadn't even looked at me. I saw the shame in their eyes and I couldn't take it anymore so I searched for an apartment and left them, began to work so I can pay this. My mom tries and calls me but not this often.. I don't really have contact to my father but yeah it's okay... They find I'm a mistake..' My voice breaks at the end. Still it hurts to speak about this after all this years.

Jimin grabs my face and kisses me softly, my thoughts begin to calm down.

'You aren't a mistake baby.. I don't want you ever to think something like this. They should blame themselves for not spending time with their beautiful, strong son.' Jimin tells me

'I'm not strong....' I blur out cause if I am this wouldn't hurt me. I wouldn't cry over things like this.

'You are strong! Very strong to be honest. My strong little bunny.' Jimin smiles and pecks both of my cheeks. His new nickname distracted me and I feel better

'Don't think about them... Just think about me. I'm with you.'

'Forever?' I kiss his nose and he chuckles

'Forever and always.'