My bad boy

Chapter 6

Jimin POV

I spend the night with Jungkook. To be honest this is the very first time in my life that someone lies in my arms the whole night. Even that I am with him is new. Actually I'm the type for one-night stands but he's special to me.

It's morning and the sun leaks through the curtains. I am the first to be awake and look at the sleeping male beside me. Jungkook cuddles into my body and my arms are wrapped around his waist, holding him tight like he wants it.

Suddenly the new mission comes back into my head

[Flashback: yesterday

Suga came to me and explained me the new mission we will have later.

'In 3 days, the Chongs will come with the weapons and guns. It's a brand new delivery, extra import from Germany.

We need them for ourselves and provide the most of them to the Bangs. They will pay much more as for what we bought them *laugh*

This time it's your job to talk about the price. Use your gun when he does some s**t. Rap Mon doesn't want to lose much money but at the end we will get the double price and more back so do your job!'

Flashback ends]

He gave me the address where this will happen and a part of me feels nervous. V told Suga about Jungkook and I'm so sure that Suga will tell it Rap monster. Jungkook has to be safe when I'm with him.

A sudden movement makes me come back into reality. Jungkooks eyes begin to flutter and finally jump open. His eyes are swollen and I feel a pang inside me. It's my fault, my fault that this beautiful being is in pain. His eyes fix on me, the pupils widen by my view. I stroke over his cheek, like the feeling of the soft flesh under it while saying

'Do you feel better?' First I feel him freezing but he shyly leans into my touch

'A..a bit... Thank you' he says and I raise my eyebrow

'For what?'

'F..for staying with me' he answers and smiles shyly.

'From now on I will always stay with you baby' I lean in slowly and kiss him.

Jungkook POV

My heart pounds so fast like it will explode by any second. I missed the feeling of his lips on mine and they distracted me from yesterday. But I couldn't miss the fact that he's also a part of this gang. I want to know more about it. So I break apart, almost pout cause it felt so damn good but this is important to me.

'What's up?' He asks and I lick over my lips.

'C..can I ask you something?' He nods and I sit on the bed, whimper a bit as the pain comes back.

'Be careful' Jimin says and I blush a bit. He seems worried and I like it.

'Y..you said you are also a part of this gang... Can you tell me more about it?' I ask and he ruffles through his hair which look really attractive but I try to concentrate of him.

'I uhh don't know what to say to be honest or where to begin with but I try.

I'm in the gang since I'm 17... That was 7 years ago.... Like I said Rap monster is the leader, then comes Suga, then Jin and V. I was the last who joined them. We're just 5 but we made a name for ourselves and are well-known in this business.'

He explains and I have the repeat this in my mind. He was just 17?!

'What do you mean with well-known?' I see him licking over his lip before he says

'In the illegal areas we're at the top. We provide much and get also much more back.'

'A..and you d..deal with d..dru..drugs and--'

'Guns' he finishes my sentence and says this words like it's nothing. I don't know what to think for sure. I can't imagine all of this. This is illegal.. A part of me knows that he won't hurt me but he still does bad things, illegal things for what he can go to prison.

'Hey, you know I won't hurt you. I could already do it if I wanted too.' He says and strokes with one hand over my thigh. I don't know if this should make me feeling better or not. I jump lightly but then relax. He is right. I mean he even has a gun so I could be dead by the first time I met him.

'W...why don't you have a r..real job?' I ask carefully cause I am so damn curious.

His dark eyes look pretty serious, don't blink as he says

'This is the only thing I'm good at.' My eyes widen by his words.

'Y..you mean the d..drugs and g..gu--'

'Yeah guns.' He finishes again and I close my mouth. I never met someone like him and now I know why he seemed so mysterious and he still is.

Long seconds of silence fills the room

'I can't believe I really do this.' He says quietly more to himself but I catch it.

What does he mean?

'W..what?' I ask and place my hand shyly on his.

'This all and protecting you.' His voice makes it sound like I'm a burden and I feel heavy. I pull my hand away and sadness fills me

'Y..you don't have t..to if you don't want. I'm not asking ymmmph--' I widen my eyes as he pulls me by the collar of my sweater and crashes his lips against mine. He licks his way into my mouth, makes me mewl and moan against him. It's embarrassing how fast I feel myself submissing for him, makes me forgetting everything but not him.

'Say. This. Not. Again. I do this cause I want it.' He growls deep with masculine voice and I hear the order in it.

'Understand?' He raises one eyebrow

'I understand.' I say and his face softens.

'Good' he smirks and my eyes travel to his naked chest. Yeah he got wet yesterday too of the rain and all his tattoos are on display. So beautiful

'J..Jimin?' He pads his thighs and I obey, immediately straddle him.

'What is it? More questions?'

I shake my head while saying no and then stroke over his chest. I feel the muscles tensing but then relaxing by my touch.

'You like them?' He smirks and I nod

'They're really beautiful.' I giggle and stroke over every little inch covered in ink from his bicep to his belly button and lower arm.

'You're beautiful.' He says and I look at him. A blush covers my cheeks

'T..thank you' I stutter and lean shyly in.

'So cute' he mumbles before he kisses me. I lose myself by the softness of his lips. The taste of him is addicting.

'You aren't afraid of me baby? Of this?' He suddenly asks after the passionate kiss and strokes over my thighs. I play with the hem of my sweater and my heart pounds faster. Truthfully I answer him

'I..I am afraid.. Of everything to be honest. I can't imagine all of this or you doing any of this........ But I trust your words.' A small smile decorates his lips and he pecks me.

'Trust me.' He says and I nod, lay my forehead against his.

Suddenly a small bark and another presence jumps on the bed. We both look to the side and watch Gureum.

My eyes widen cause I know what he wants.

'Ohh, you're hungry. I'm so sorry, I totally forget. How can I be so stupid.' I panic, lightly mad of myself cause I forgot about my dog only because I was hurt. I want to get up as Jimin throws me on my back and pins me down. I whimper surprised by the movement and my pulse begins to race as he looks with dark eyes at me

'You're not stupid.... Don't. Say. This. Again.' He speaks with dominance which makes me feeling small but a part on my still likes it.

'O..okay' I speak and his hand travels lower on my side, grabs my sweater to pull it up. His hand feels so hot against my skin, sends heat through my body.

'It looks like it hurts you a lot.' He says and I look at him. What does he mean?

'Ohhh' I say

'I..it's okay' I say and he strokes softly over the bruises, makes me whimper cause they're hurting bad. Maybe it's not that good.

'They hurt you so don't lie to me.' He says and pulls his hand away.

'I don't want you to lie to me okay?' I nod and he stares 3 seconds longer before he gets up and gives me a hand to help me. That's really nice and I take it.

He only wears his boxers, gives me a good chance to see him fully and I couldn't help but stare at his gorgous body and I see his scar on his belly button.

'Aww, staring again baby' he says while smirking.

'D..do you want something t..to w..wear?' I ask and his smirk goes wider

'Do you want me to?' I swallow hard. Of course no, my head screams but I can't concentrate with him like this.

'Y..yeah..' I stutter and his eyebrow raises

'Really? It doesn't seem so.' I blush by this and he comes closer

'You seem like you enjoy watching me like this.' He breathes into my ear and makes me shiver all over, but it feels pleasant.

'Y..yeah' I blush by what I said and he leans apart.

'Still blushing.' He teases and l look away feeling shy.

'You don't have to be shy. Sooner or later you won't feel like this anymore.' He winks and smirks. D..does he mean s..sex?

He catches my look and begins to laugh.

'Don't worry. I wear something. Hope you don't mind me taking some of yours?!' He asks and I nod

'No, just take something.' I say and he nods. At the time he changes I go to the kitchen to feed my dog

'I'm so sorry Gureum that I forgot about you but I won't do it in future, I promise. Eat well!' I giggle and get up. God, I hate this pain in my hip and arm while moving. I just make some coffee as I feel hands snake their way around my hips but careful not to hurt me.

'I like the smell of coffee.' Jimin confesses.

'Me too. You want to eat something?' I ask and he nods

'W...what do you want?'

'What you eat is fine. I don't need something special, just the usual.' I smile by his answer. I grab the cereals and he never loosens his grib on me, makes me smiling even more. I feel good with him and this while knowing he deals with drugs and this illegal things. Maybe he hurts people but this explains why he's so strong. I know he doesn't do this things with me.

'Is this really okay?' I ask as I fill the milk in the bowl with the cereals? I lightly feel bad cause this are just simple cereals.

'Yeah don't worry baby.' He says, let's go of me and fills the coffee into the two cups. I grab the bowls and we place them on the table. He sits first on the sofa and then grabs me softly by my waist and makes me sit on his lab. I blush hard by it cause this is the first time someone does it. And then someone like him, a handsome god, a bad boy.

All the things he said rush through my head, makes me thinking like crazy.

'S..so you're twenty-four?' He raises his eyebrows and sticks the spoon inside his mouth. He was 17 as he joined the gang and this was 7 years ago, so.

He nods and after swallowing the food he asks

'And you?'

'I'm twenty-one.'

'Y..your scar.' I begin and he meets my eyes, something flashes in it, makes me feel uncomfortable but I finish my words.

'W..where is it from?'

He stops eating and his eyes change from happy and serious to monotone, even annoyed to one second.

Jimin POV

'That's none of your business.'

[Flashback: 9 years ago

'You f*****g useless w***e! *punch* Why didn't you make it right? *slap* Always doing it wrong even when I tell you to do it right!' The 49 years old man yelled at his wife who laid on the ground, curled in herself and covered in her own blood. Her pulse got slower, the pain stronger.

'NO, LET HER GO, MOM! MOM!' I yelled, tears filled my vision and as I rushed to my father who abused my mom once again, just like always but back then I had to do something. I was weak, 15 years old but ripped him with all my strength away. His eyes were filled with pure anger and his fist clenched.

'Who the f**k made you think this would be a good idea Huuh?!' He grabbed my hair and punched into my abdomen. He didn't stop by the first one and punched again.. again, again and again till I couldn't feel something and coughed blood. This would create a big mark.

I knew I lost, am weak but he let go of my mother.

Flashback ends]

The painful memories make me feel mad, the anger comes back and I need more than just one cigarette.

'JIMIN!' Jungkooks shocked voice makes me stop thinking about the past and looking at him. His eyes are fixed on my hands and I look at them. To my surprise is the bowl with the cereals broken, decorates my pants and a bit of Jungkook and the sofa. Slivers of the bowl bore into my hands and a bit blood runs down on the side. It doesn't hurt. I feel no pain.

'Oh my god! A..are you okay? Jimin!' Jungkooks asks worried

'I go to take the first ate kit' he goes up and me as well

'No! I'm okay.' I say monotone and he looks at me with wide eyes. I know he doesn't understand any of this s**t but I don't want to tell him about my past. He won't understand it, he'll hate me if he knows this and I don't want this. I don't want to frighten him even more.

'I'll leave.' I say

'W..what? Jim--- *close the door*'

I feel like s**t.