Jungkook POV
What just happened? First he was so sweet and caring and then changed into this mysterious, monotone guy. And this only cause I asked about his scar? Did I make a mistake? I begin to play with my fingers, feel nervous and lightly afraid. The feeling of not understanding anything makes me go crazy and I think he doesn't tell me something. He has a secret but then I am supposed to tell him everything?? Do I have to understand this?
Should I go to him? I am just about to open the door as I stop my actions. He doesn't want to tell me so he doesn't trust me enough or his feelings for me aren't real. Tears build in my eyes by all these thoughts and my heart feels heavier.
Maybe he lies to me. I'm sure he did this often and is good in it because he's a gang member. My pants and sofa got a bit wet from the milk so clean it and then I take a shower and change into new clothes. I don't look into the mirror while changing cause I don't want to see the marks Suga made.
Seriously what's wrong with Jimin ?! I want to know more about him so bad but he won't talk about it!
I check the time
'I have to go to work. Gureum today it will be a bit later than usual okay? Don't miss me too much baby.' I cuddle him and search for my bag and make me some food. After that I leave the house and stop a moment to look at Jimins door. A part of me wants to knock on it, wants to be inside his arms but another wants to ask him about everything. Maybe later Jungkook, now you have to go to work.
-4 hours later / At work--
'Hi Jungkook, how's Yuki?' Yuna, a 27 years old woman joins my small office in the orphanage. I look at her and a small smile decorates my lips
'She's good. Very playful with the other kids and she begins to befriend with Eunji. She doesn't talk much but she plays with Yuki. That's very good.'
'That's nice, I'm glad. Eunji is such a shy girl. I was worried she will never talk.' She says worried
'She talks.. With me, not much but she talks.' I say and she raises one eyebrow but nods at the end.
'Ohh and before I forgot, Nana told me to give you this. The documents about the kids.' She explains and gives me a huge amount of papers. So many I think inside. This will take long hours
'Okay. I will make this and thank you.'
'It's okay and good luck for the future.' She smiles and leaves me so I can start my work.
I spend the next 2 hours with sitting on my ass and filling the documents. I hate this much of paperwork. I like to be with kids more so I'm glad I'm finish now. I really need to move cause my ass hurts from sitting too much.
I leave the office and walk to Yukis room, knock on the door and open it after hearing a girly "yes"
Her room is okay. I mean it isn't like when you have a real home. The walls are paint in a light yellow but Yuki doesn't like the color so she pinned her paintings on it. In the room is her bed, a wardrobe, a shelf with toys and a small sofa. That's it. It's not special.
'Hi Yuki!' I smile and she giggles.
'Gukiiiii!' She jumps into my arms and cuddles me tightly.
'Missed me?' I laugh and she nods
'How are you?' I stroke through her dark bangs and look into her shining eyes. They are full of life whenever I visit her. Usually they're dark and emotionless.
'Good, you're here.' She says and let's go of me but pulls me on the bed.
'Drawing?!' She says eagerly and I nod.
She likes to draw so much and she always gives me some. I never throw them away, they are too precious to me.
After 30 minutes we both drew a sky with many trees and flowers. In the middle is a house and two people. She explained me that the girl is her and the guy me. It saddens and makes me happy at the same time.
I look at my watch. I still have some time left before I have to check on Eunji.
Hunger starts to send me signals and so I grab my bag and I look at Yuki and then grab the choclate.
'You want some?' I ask her and show to the chocolate. Her eyes widen till I thought they fall out
'Yes, yes yes, thank you oppa!' We both eat it and I enjoy it so much but the time passes and I have to leave her.
I cuddle her tightly and my eyes widen as I feel something wet on my cheek. She just gave me a sweet kiss.
'Goodbye Guki.' She says and I see sadness in her big eyes.
'Bye!' I smile and wave.
I check on Eunji and ask her about Yuki. She tells me that Yuki is a nice girl and that she likes her. She improves more and more. It makes me proud to see it cause 2 weeks ago she didn't speak one word and now she plays with the others.
Hopefully it will go more like this in the future.
Now my workday's finish and I can go home. It's late afternoon and the sun settles down and the sky begins to get dark slowly.
Suddenly Jimin jumps back into my mind. The work distracted me but now he comes back. Maybe I can ask him now or should I apologize? Mmmh maybe yes but I'm not sure.
20 minutes later I arrive home and walk upstairs. I groan by the thought of going out with Gureum but I have to.
'He doesn't do nor will so, Yeah Rap mon. Yes we'll talk. I'll be still there like Suga told me. I won't do mistakes. I've never do these. Okay bye.' I hear Jimin speaking on the phone while I go upstairs carefully. He hasn't noticed me. Who doesn't know what? Maybe me? Aish I hate this!
I finish the steps as Jimin catches me suddenly. His pupils widen and do I see relief? But they are also dark.
'Where were you?' His low pissed voice fills the corridor and he steps closer to me, makes me step back and I don't know why.
'I uhh I was working.' Why is my voice so quiet?
'God I was so worried.' He ruffles through his hair and makes my heart pounding faster.
'W..worried? Why?' I ask and he fixes his dark eyes on me
'Yesterday you were attacked and as I wanted to go to you you didn't open the damn door so I thought Suga came back.' I lick over my dry lips
'B..but you l..left me..' My heart hurts but is still affected by his words. He wanted to go back to me.
'Y..yeah I'm sorry but I wanted to apologize and came back. I'm sorry for reacting this harsh.' He says and strokes over my cheek
'I'm not good with this stuff, this relationship couple things. I know nothing about them ..' He explains and I lean into his warm touch. Just then I realize he took a bandage on them. Maybe I just think too much about it. I don't need to know everything when he doesn't want to.
'O..okay.. D..does it hurt bad?' I ask and grab his hand softly.
'It's okay.' He smiles for a second and leans in.
'I really missed you and this is very new for me.' He suddenly says and presses his hot body against mine. Something hard pressed against my front and I blush by what it is.
'J..jimmmph--' his tongue dominates my mouth and he grabs my thighs. I jump up like he wants me and wrap them around his waist. He presses me against the wall and kisses me like a dying man.
'f**k I want you so much, I missed you and your body. The last time was too long ago.' He groans and sucks hard on my neck, making me mewl. He suckes so hard that I feel pain but this one feels good. He breaks apart and looks at the hickies he made, a smirk decorates his lips as I look at him with half lided eyes
'Keys.' I see him moving his lips but don't respond. This sinful lips.
'Keys!' He repeats louder and I shake my head.
'W..what?!' I ask and embarrassment fills me.
'Does Daddy has to give you another lesson? You know I hate to repeat myself and now I have to say it for the third time so where are your keys?!' Excitement makes my body hotter and my throat dry. He's so sexy while being so dominant and I feel my hole clenching, wanting to be filled with his c**k again.
'I..in my right pocket.' He claims my lips hard, bites into my lower lip but licks over it to ease the pain.
His right hand travels lower to my pocket which was above my ass and good he gave me a hard squeeze while pulling it out. He doesn't break the kiss while he opens the door and closes it with his foot and walks us to my bedroom. He throws my on my bed and rips off my clothes and throws my bag onto the ground. Lust and need fills the room and the air gets hotter. He takes off his clothes too and I am in awe while looking at this attractive masterpiece.
'Baby boy, now I have to punish you for two things, such a naughty little boy.' Jimin says and leans down. I whimper as he bites my n****e but licks over it, making it wet and hard. I arch into his touch.
'D..daddy ahhh' I mewl as he bites into my other n****e, sucking the numb into his mouth.
'Tell daddy you're sorry. You were a really naughty boy, let Daddy repeating himself three times.' He licks over his lips and grabs my thighs, making himself comfortable between them. He stares intensly with dark, dangerous eyes at me and I forget my words.
'AHHH!' I half moan, half scream as he slaps my inner thigh very hard but my c**k twitches by it, wanting more.
'Use your mouth baby boy..'
'I'm s..sorry daddy' I say and see his eyes flashing.
'Again' he orders
'I'm very sorry daddy, please forgive me.' I am turned on by the scene. Calling him daddy and his look, God his whole dominance makes me wanting him to f**k me till I die. Oh my god, where's my innocence?! This man changes me into a s*x monster and this is just my second time.
'So polite...' He leans down and kisses my lips while stroking down my inner thighs. My body feels sensitive and I mewl inside his mouth wanting more.
'Please daddy...' I beg and he smirks.
'What? Use your words.'
'I want more, daddy.' I beg and blush.
He leans down slowly
'But... I still have to punish you!' With that he turns me around so I am on my stomach but he pulls my lower body up so my ass is on full display. I feel exposed and lightly embarrassed cause he can see everything. I am like a small bunny while he's a strong big wolf, wanting his prey.
I turn my head to look at him and I freeze. He bores holes into me and smirks.
'Such a sexy ass baby boy.' He licks over his lips but then slaps my cheek.
'AHHH!' He gives me another slap and stops by the fourth. I close my eyes and feel the hot sting on it.. But it makes me only wanting him more. Such a god
'Your ass looks so delicious and I'm very hungry.' He then says >what does he mean?< I moan loudly as I feel something wet licking on the rim of my hole.
'Ahhh d..Daahhhh daddy!' I moan and jerk my hips. This sensation is so new for my body I don't know how long I can take this.
'f**k you taste so good!' He says before inserting his wet tongue inside me. So his tongue is also useful on my ass and not only on my mouth. He spreads my cheeks apart and thrusts in deeper, makes me moaning like a w***e. So I press my face into my pillow and hold on it for dear life. But his action stops. What?
'What are you doing baby? Being naughty again?!' Jimin breaths into my ear and yanks my hair back. My breath is fast, sweat rolls down on the side of my face.
'D..daddy wants to hear you!' He orders and I swallow
'S..sorry daddy.' He smirks and let's go of my hairs, going to his old action and pushes his tongue in again. This time I don't hide my noises and moan like he ordered me too. I feel him smirking against my skin as he eats me out. I move my ass against his face, want him to go deeper. My body feels hot like fire and I get closer as he's busy with opening me for his c**k.
I feel my orgasm coming but before I do he stops, makes me pout.
'D..daddy!' I whimper. Tears build in my eyes cause I was so close.
'Aww not like this baby! We're just starting here and besides that's your punishment.' He growls and slaps my ass once again.
'So red, so f*****g hot.' He growls and grabs both of my hips, makes me whimpering painfully cause the right one still hurts badly.
'Ohh, I'm sorry baby boy.' Jimin apologizes and lets go of the right one, but the left one tightens and his other grabs hold on my neck to push me down.
'I'm gonna f**k you so hard you will never misbehave again.' He says before he thrusts in me. The air gets cut in my throat as his big member slides into me. I grab the sheets of my bed so hard, I think they'll rip every moment.
'D..daddy' my voice is so small from the pain but I also enjoy the lust and desire. Jimin stops for a couple of seconds but then pulls out and thrusts back hard and fast. Oh this time is a real lesson and god it's so dirty and I like it.
My moans and screams echo in the room and I hope the people in the other apartments above and under me won't hear me.
'f**k, so tight. Your ass is taking me so good!' Jimin moans and thrusts right into my prostate
'DADDY!' He fastens his pace and f***s me into the matress.
'I was so worried ahh about you..... This feelings are so nngh new, don't ahh know what to do.' I almost didn't hear him by my loud moans but catch every single word. My heart clenches before it explodes by them.
'D..daddy ahhh' I moan and clench around him, feel his c**k rubbing against my walks and bashing into my special spot. I don't know how much more I can take cause I was so damn close.
'I ahhh so c..close daddy' I whimper and a tear rolls down my cheek. It feels so good and the pleasure overcomes me.
'Yeah nngh me too baby!' He lets go of my neck and leans down, sucks on my ear whole thrusting inside me. I arch my back.
'Now baby *thrusting hard* be a good boy and c*m for me... I want to feel you getting tight a..around me!' He orders and I c*m almost the second he tells me. I clench harder around him and spurt my seed right into the sheets and on me. More tears decorate my cheeks as the pleasure becomes too much. Jimin groans like an animal behind me, thrusts 3, hard times before he comes deep inside me. I mewl by the feeling of his hot, thick seed hitting my prostate. It feels so good and me so happy but also exhausted.
Jimin pulls out and my whole body lies back onto the matress. He lies beside me but pulls me close on his chest. His skin is sweaty and warm but so good. He decorates my cheek, neck and shoulder with feather light kisses and strokes his nose on my cheek.
'Now you learnt your lesson.' He smirks and I nod
'Y..yeah..my whole body feels like jelly.' He chuckles by my words.
'Good so you can't go away from me...' He says and my heart beats faster
'B..but I don't go away from you.... Y..you do it.' I stutter the last part quietly
'I'm sorry baby..... *deep breath* What I feel for you overwhelms me.' He explains and I widen my eyes. His feelings?
I turn around to look at him and he strokes over my hip softly. He seems to see my curiosity as he speaks
'I was always alone. I just had one-night stands nor did I f**k the same person two times... And then you came along and now I'm here for the second time.........
And I don't think on letting you go....' My breath stops, just like my whole world. I don't realize a tear makes it's way down my cheek but Jimin kisses it away gentle and holds me in his strong arms.
'You made me lose control but I don't want to have it back when I'm with you.' He says and kisses me softly. This time it's not filled with lust or need. But with the word he never said: Love.
At this moment I know that I want to be with him forever. This all makes it more clear for me. And I don't mind of not knowing everything. I want him even with his secrets, I want him to be my bad boy.
'I love you.' I say with soft voice against his lips which are touching mine. His hold tightens on my waist. I look at his eyes to see his reaction. His pupils widen and something flashes inside and makes them glisten. He doesn't answer first and negative thoughts jump into my head. He opens his mouth
'Even when I'm a bad guy and you're afraid of me?' He asks and I bite my lower lip. I am but my feelings for you are too strong and I'm to weak to stay away from you.
'Y..yeah...' My voice was so small and full of insecurity. Will he say more?
'I love you too.' First I am shock. He really said it? He meant it? A small smile on his lips makes me realizing it's real. I break out and hug him deeply.
'Beautiful.' He says and strokes through my hair
'And now sleep..'
'W..will you be still there when I'll wake up?' I panic a bit but he pecks my lips softly
'I'll be.. I promise.'
And so I feel asleep in the arms of my bad boy.