/Allen’s POV/
It’s unbelievable, I felt like I was dreaming. I still find it hard to believe that I actually had s*x with Eleanor. The idea had always repulsed me but now I feel overjoyed by the fact. Could I be broken somewhere? I wondered, ecstatic as I ran my hands down my hair, draining it from the water which soaked it from the running shower. I had raced out of the house to get her the drugs without having a proper bath after s*x, I must have been out of my mind but I do lose my mind whenever I’m with her anyway. I never think straight when I’m around her, I’m always wondering what she was thinking and how she saw me, I become a fool…how strange, I’ve never felt this way for her before why now? I sighed stopping the shower before reaching for my bathrobe.
I slowly made my way out o
