/Eleanor’s POV/ No one was quick to get on my nerves the way Allen was, he annoys me even in the slightest ways but as silly as it may sound I found even the smallest things about him admirable. The moment I start to think that, I knew then I was beyond saving. Could I still want him close after pushing him away? Why do I find solace in those gray orbs of his, why do my stomach churn and flutter when he ogles at me? I hate how he made me feel but the feelings were mutual, at least I was glad about that. The moment he said out loud that he had come to like the person I am now more than the person I was in the past, I felt my face turn a lighter shade of red. Not wanting him to witness how flushed I was from embarrassment I had thrown him out of my room slamming the door behind him while