One Sided Love

chap 14

(After one week)

Kate 

Today is my wedding day, unlike every girl's wedding mine was just so dull and tragic.

I have no wedding gown, no bridesmaid, no one happy for my new  journey and a groom who wishes to be anywhere else than here.  My own  father is not willing to fully participate in this day nor he has given me to  Alex.

 And what exactly I was expecting I will have a proper wedding day with  cake and celebrations. I’m sitting in a marriage office in my white chiffon  summer dress with peach floral patterns and Alex is waiting for his friend/lawyer Shawn  to draw a prenup before the wedding and it hurts he thinks so low of me but  according to him I trap him so it might be his precautionary step. 

Shawn came and gave documents to Alex.

 Alex read carefully and then he  passed it to me.

I roll my eyes at what a start it is. 

As I started reading those documents , I was shell shocked what it was written in as it said if somehow we get divorce,  I will be entitled with not a single penny except the child allowance till he or she  turns 18 not a surprise there but what surprised me is that it is mentioned  that our unborn baby will not get any ownership in any Robbins property and assets .

 I thought it might be wrongly typed. Alex won't do that.

I asked him in my puzzlement  ' Alex I think there is a mistake it is mentioned here that if  somehow our marriage does not work out our baby will be not entitled  to any assets and property of Robbins' 

He arrogantly looked up and said ' why love aren't you satisfied that you're  getting married to me .... well I can assure you there is no mistake in this  document ... your unborn baby will not be considered as heir to the  Robbins even if we do get divorce or even if we are married in any case he or  she will get a monthly allowance that will cover the basic need...only Emma is  entitled to all.' 

I looked so shocked and speechless with the news that my stupid tears were thrathing to be coming in full blown  were coming.

How can he disown his own child. Like me my child is also  unloved and unwanted. 

I protectively put my hands to my stomach and promise that I don't care about money but my baby will be loved and I will do  anything to make Alex love him or her.

I looked at the shawn and asked where I should sign. He looked apologetically  and gave me a sad smile. 

After signing the prenup, Shawn told us that within an hour. Our wedding will start when he leaves the room. 

Alex was quiet and was involved in his own thinking. may be remembering his  and Emily's wedding day. I kinda feel bad for him because he truly loved Emily and now he stuck with me.

Alex looked to me and said ' there is something I want to talk about ...after  marriage you have to leave your job and completely give your time to  emma... you should not be that involved in your pregnancy that You  neglect emma for one second ... if I ever felt you are giving your time to  your baby and forgetting emma then you have hell to pay'... he coldly warned me

I had enough and I lost it too and said ' I don't even know that you can be so cruel... I loved my job  and for Emma I loved her more than my life but I also love this baby  too. I can love both my kids. And what do you mean if I’m involved in my pregnancy? I'm involved with Alex. Did you say the same things to Emily when she was pregnant?

He looked a little embarrassed and upset but he overcame that n said' kate  these are my demands. And you know how I feel about this baby?

I tiredly touch my head ‘Alex whats this baby fault. Tell me why our unborn child needs to suffer just because we lost something. You tell me what if the baby becomes sick or he needs me then what? Should I ignore him also' 

He was speechless and his eyes looked so sad for a moment like he was also thinking what he demanded from her  ‘ Of Course you can tend the needs of the baby. I'm just telling you my expectation that you need to obey’

I was fuming in anger. God why can't he understand why my point so I burst out and said ' ok my lord then should I signed another documents for  this' 

He grabbed my face roughly and said ' careful pretty girl  don't you dare to  use this tone in front of me otherwise you will not like the  consequences' 

Our faces were so close that I thought in any minute he was going to kiss me  but then his expression changed like he was disgusted with the idea of kissing  me so he pushed me.

 I get disbalanced but I suddenly hold the coffee table to hold myself  otherwise I can seriously hurt myself and my innocent baby.

Alex realized what  he did and he was horrified and immediately tried to pick me but I pushed his hand  because I was so afraid of him right now and then I went directly to the door.  Shawn looked confused when he saw my teary face and tried to ask me but I didn't  wait for him and went to the restroom.