chapter 10
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Sebastian: Is It true did your uncle hurt you In that
Me: no okay I lied okay my uncle was a mess up man he was not molester
Sebastain: Liz please be honest with me
Me: It doesn't matter now okay If he did what are you going to do know
Summer walked In I was done with this I wish I could help her now not play games with her helper were the same and I want to help her we were kinda thought the same
Me: I’m sorry that happen to you and your and family drama okay I don’t want to fight with you anymore over a human being like we all are okay It wrong for me to say any of It must had been wrong for you to live that but as you know I’m leaving now
Summer: thank you It was hard for me to live
I waited for my dad and then I went to the gift shop maybe I could get like a case for a phone I got him and then I also got my dad an Ipad I know It was an apple holiday but It was cute as hell Summer came down the stairs
Summer: If you want to talk we can about our past
Me: you shouldn’t let your dad do that to you
Me: but yeah I would love to talk with you
Summer: yeah your right maybe we can get coffee sometime can I get your number
Me: sure
I don’t know I know I can’t help her without getting help for myself but I will help her In anyway I can she needs It more than me anyway she needs someone
Me: would you like to get a drink my dad won’t be here for me a few
Summer: yes I need a drink and thank you your my life saver
I walked out to the bar with her we sat at booth the water came up to us and asked for our order and then I order a chesesburger and a fries and a beer
Summer: a beer what the f**k
Me: well hen I was with Sebastain It was a beer
Summer: yeah okay you know I never knew why he would drink because I would never let him
Me: why he should be able to do what he want
Summer: no like come on like that not clear for me my subtext
Me: you know what I think he should have the right to be him
Summer: If you want to talk we can about our past
Me: you shouldn’t let your dad do that to you
Me: but yeah I would love to talk with you
Summer: yeah your right maybe we can get coffee sometime can I get your number
Me: sure
I don’t know I know I can’t help her without getting help for myself but I will help her In anyway I can she needs It more than me anyway she needs someone
Me: would you like to get a drink my dad won’t be here for me a few
Summer: yes I need a drink and thank you your my life saver
I walked out to the bar with her we sat at booth the water came up to us and asked for our order and then I order a chesesburger and a fries and a beer
Summer: a beer what the f**k
Me: well hen I was with Sebastain It was a beer
Summer: yeah okay you know I never knew why he would drink because I would never let him
Me: why he should be able to do what he want
Summer: no like come on like that not clear for me my subtext
Me: you know what I think he should have the right to be him
Summer: eww like no waiter take the beer back and get her a pina colda
Me: oh wow freak much
I took the drink I better It eat the burger before she complained about red meat also like a can’t believe that she think she can choses my life like why dose she
Me: you know what you don’t own me okay I get that I’m only here to help and that It
Summer: okay what am I supposed to do okay
Me: how did It start
Summer: after my dad came back to jail he was drunk which was wrong for him and he wasn’t supposed to but the drinking brought him to my room that night my mom was gone and I was 6 he was drunk I told him not to but he didn’t listen
Then I got a text from my dad saying he was here I didn’t eat the food she took It I got up and then I got Into the car I didn’t want to want to say anything
Dad: what happend y’all were supposed to stay till tommrow
Me: well change of plans
Dad: well Liz we can talk about It If you want
Me: why was Alexis wearing mom neaklace that was In my room
Dad: Liz she wanted something for a reminder
Me: but It was In my room and she wearing It In party
Dad: what party
I handed him the address and then he started to drive I wanted my neaklace and my dad really did all this I wanted to get ice cream I need that dad was driving to the party the high rode It was making faster we had about 20 min more I didn’t stop looking at the car driving by me like there like there no reason I had my face on the cold glass and then smiled at the car and had my hand on the glass
*Justin: peaches are you okay
*me: yeah why wouldn’t I be
*Justin: well he not taking It okay
*me: oh well we shouldn’t think we should talk
I put my down and keep rnaaging and ranging like come on stop I didn’t know what to do It wasn’t only Justin texting me and also Sebastain calling and texting me like just stop okay don’t text me don’t call me like just stop okay leave me alone
Dad: are you okay Liz
Me: yeah and no
Dad: want to talk about It
Me; yeah over ice cream but I want my neaklace back
Dad: I talk to her
Me: and my dress she taking my stuff I will take her shopping but I want my stuff back
Dad: okay Liz okay she just wanted to feel In the family okay that It
Everyone drives slow but the drive was fast and when we got there I went In I didn’t wanted my dad to go In It would be embressed on Alexis when I walked In I yelled her name something told me to go to the bathroom she was drunk and this guy was on top of her
Guy: oh It a twin thing
Me: no I’m trlling you now my dad In the car outside and he a cop get off of her
Guy: and why would I
I kicked him In the balls and I slammed his head into the sink and grabbed Alexis guys are d***s Alexis should know that like come on the crowd was easy to get by and then when I seen his face and he was mad with the blood on his face I put Alexis In the back seat and let her lay there I took the neaklace and I uncippled It off her neak that was mines
Me: she drunk an guy was trying to think It easy to sleep with a drunk girl
Dad: well It was good thing you were there
Me: yeah I guess you know
Dad: she need to rest you want to go get ice cream
Me: yeah
Dad: we can go to the place when you were a child and you could get brithday cake mixed with cookie and cream and with the chesescake bites hot fuged
Me: yeah and you got rocky road and you would take the ice cream and put a bit on my noes
Dad: yeah Liz I had this thing In my mind like you replacing me with Sebastian
Me: no I’m not I would never replace you
Dad: Lizzie got It that all I wanted to hear
Me: okay
I felt this sad feeling after we talked about It but I needed to find away to sweeten up the talking but now I know how my dad feels about me and Sebastain
Me: I didn’t mean to make It seem that way but dad you were always at work and I thought you hate me so I distance my self from you
Dad: Liz I didn’t ever want you think that Liz
Me: I did I always thought your work everything Is better than me like dad we never anything together dad It was always you and and everyone else
I took out my phone and then texted peolpe like they were not done talking to me and then I asked Sebastain to stop texting me that we can talk right now or for a while and then Justin texted me
*Justin: what did you do to him
* me: I didn’t do anything I just told him we should be or talking for a while like It not thefrist time I told him that
*Justin: well like he got closer to you than the frist time you did It
*Me: well I’m sorry but I can’t be with him with him right now
*Justin: okay peaches just work yourself out and then date
*Me: thank you get It
When we got to the place were they got to the ice cream place from my childhood and I haven’t been here In a while I smiled as my face by the sign and I order an cone bowl and with mint ic cream and then dad order the rocky road which I never knew why but he would always get It
Dad:okay what going on Is It boy issues
Me: kinda but I can’t be with him cause his ex is back In the picture and I don’t know there kinda another guy I don’t maybe there a chance maybe there not
Dad: this is like when you made me read vampire diaries and you like Kathrine cause she said It okay to likr them both cause she did
Me: I know but It not like I can’t do that to them there great guys but no and I don’t date and this is werid for me to tell my dad
Dad: yeah It werid to hear this stuff from my daughter but still Liz do what make you heart happy and If he bad and hurts you I will kill him
Me: okay dad but don’t tell me I don’t want to lie in court that would be wrong you know
Dad: yeah that would but you maybe good at It
Me: yeah but I don’t want to It
I grabbed a spoonful of my ice cream and then took a pick of my cone bowl and then bite the choclate one and then I looked at the sign and then light was amazing and then after were done we went back In the car I gave Alexis a bag and then I let her throw up In it and then when we got home dad carried her to her room and then I went into my room and then started to read cause I needed to have a me break and then I’m done and I would go on goodread and then write about the book and then I got a knock on my door Luke walked in and then sat on my bed and then after I was done I looked at my phone
Luke: I heared what happend to you and Sebastain
Me: his ex came back in the picture there nothing that I could I do about It
Luke: well he care about you
Me: I can’t be with him
Luke: hide you guys have been doing It for a while you guys are cute together
Me: Luke I can’t risk It he could go to jail for me
Luke: It not rape he has your consent
Me: I will be 18 in a few months okay and then we could be together we went on two dates and It was amazing and I can’t deal with that pain of loving someone that I can’t date
Luke: I’m just saying you love him you shouldn’t have a girl choses and stop you love him
Me: yeah I do but I can’t
I hugged him and then let him go on his way and then put my book back up and then started to read again and then after I was done like it werid that my brother and then after I was questoing my life my dad came in here running
Dad: get in the car we have to go get Ashley was there anyone else that went to the party with you
Me: well Vitoria and Samantha and Ashley and that was it
Dad: let go
I texted themand asked them to go back to the hotel and stay In the front I was coming and then dad put his shoes on It amazing how Ashley has grew in his eye as from his daugheter childhood friend to his daughter he apoted her and yet It was fun she calls him pop that was cute okay like come you guys have to think that as the drive to the hotel which was about an hour and they weren’t drunk Ashley was and then I moved my sit back and then laid back and started to play music on my phone and then after I was done
Dad: are we there yet I don’t know where I’m going
Me: okay here turn right
Then he turned his car and then when I looked at the car around me and all I thought was what Sebastain said if I could be anywhere real or fake were would It be when we got to the hotel and then they were staying in front and Summer was still In the front and then I brought her into the car along with my friends I don’t think I should leave her here with guys comung to get her
Dad: why is Summer Rose In our car
Me: she was drunk were kinda friends she the ex yes my ex dated her
Dad: how old is your ex-boyfriend
Me: he a year older than me he just turned 18 this year
Dad: okay dose he have a plan for college
Me: yeah I guess It dosen’t matter were done anyway dad
Victoria: are you really like come non I met him today and you guys are like endgame
Me: well we had to end okay
When we got home I put grabbed Summer and helped her to the room and then placed her on the couch that was in my room then she was slowly getting up
Summer: what the f**k yu kidnapped me
Me: you were drunk and anyone could have taken you thinking your easy cause your drunk and even thought we have the werid term cause of ur ex I just wouldn’t want that to happen to anyone you can leave but your drunk that on you I just tried to help
Summer: okay fine go get me a water with a little bit of ice
Me: no okay I’m not your maid okay I bring you here
Summer: okay I’m sorry
Then he phone ranged her dad ranged her phone and then I told her not answer It like come on I’m helping her she could do better
Summer: okay thanks can you please can you show me to the tolet and then can you get me some water
Me: okay and I will get you some
I took her to the bathroom and then walked down to get her some water like If I was ever related to Summer I would hit her and that would be it and then I gave her and I poured some water for her and Ashley and then went to Ashley to check on her when I walked in there Samantha and here were sharing on a bed she was helping her I close the door and then I had Victoria and Samantha come up to me
Victoria: why are you helping your byfriend ex
Me: well he my ex and you know I don’t want to let anyone drunk she was going thought something she shouldn’t have been in a bar buy herself with a bunch of guys
Samantha: wait you guys broke up
Me: yeah because of her but that it
Victoria: like you guys are end game you well like evrything and I’m sad as f**k Lizziecakes like come one
Me: you know what just give her the water
I walked out the room and then went into the bathroom where Summer was still puking her guts out still and gave her some water I went back downto the kitchen and got some ice cream and I had a book in my hand the house door opened I jumped as someone walked up to me I droped the glass bowl and then I started to pick it the person helped me
Sebastain: don’t be dumb picking up glass
Me: it fine I got it
Sebastain: the room down in the basment clear
Me: why
Sebastain: justin
Me: yeah I explain to dad the basement clear he can go down there and don’t go in the bathroom
Sebastain: why
Me: well
Sebastain: Lizzie what is it
Me: well Summer here and she was drunk I couldn’t leave her in that bar drunk with guys that could get her well her past I don’t want anything to happen to her
I took the broom and cleaned up the glass and then grabbed anothere one should I tell him I grabbed a spoon and ate ice cream I took a spoonful and then smiled as I took some out the container and I don’t know I didn’t want to break up with him the next few days were having a new years party Sebastain mother invited us to one an meaning that the whole family
Dad: come on Liz get ready we’re leaving in a 4 hours and we know ow you are when you get ready you take forever
Me: I don’t want to go okay
Dad: everyone going
( breaking the fourth wall cause I don’t want to deal with my promble s**t)
Okay like you know I don’t want to Pam new years party and fake a smile with her and Sebastain and Summer who has been staying her along with Justin liek come on were there home like come on and my dad had no issue with okay how would y’all feel if to hang out with your ex his mom that was going to pay you to sleep with her husband and then his ex that was blackmailing you
Okay I called the baddist botch or the block Kevin and katleen and Eve over to help me with the mess that is me can I have 4 hours and It was 8pm and like I wasn’t going to look like main snack there the new year ball like come and Eve had just the dress like the sliver dress and shoes and makeit like everything and then when they got here Katleen was going to do my hair frist
Kathleen: what are you thinking
Me: well did you see after Molly hair is everything and the books she the bad b***h I want that hair to show that I’m going into that
I showed her Molly hair is brown with dark pink highlight and I’m dyeing my hair I don’t want to do It now cause that going to take to long and we have 3 hours cause were leaving at 11pm and then I just wanted dark pink tips and she did that and was like everything I mean It she washed my hair and then while she was dying my hair or well the tips I was done and she added the color here and she started with her small bowl and then painted my ends of my hair and then washed it in while she was doing it the water was hitting my forehaead and it was hot as s**t like now that s**t was hot and the to make It worse she put the dry on like deep in my head and this was always like when I was little and my dad would do my hair
Me: you guys can take a break okay we have water and snack down in the kitchen help your self
While they were going down to the kitchen I went into the bathroom I turned on the water and some music with the showerhead speaker like I played the my queen Pia Mia like why not like we all need that bitter love b***h and I was looking cute my hair she like omg wtf then I got out and I clipped on a my lace blue bra and then and then the matching pantie set and the put on my robe I got an kock on door like why I opened it
Sebastain: can you help me with my tie
Me: yeah sure
Sebastian: can I ask you something
Me: yeah shoot
Sebastain: Summer just need me for her world around boyfriend and I wanted
Me: I know like screen boyfriend but I can’t okay we went like on two date I thought it was but i’m not going to be in closed girlfriend Sebastain okay it to bad that i’m being dragged in your mother party by my dad were I have to fake friendship with you and your ex well show girlfriend there okay your tie done I can you go please
I got up and then push him out It would be hard for me not wanting to kiss him then Summer walked in after Sebastain like come on why they here like don’t thry have a place of there own that they could live in over do I have to deal with that I grabbed an apple from the down in the kitchen and then rolled my eyes
Justin: what going on peaches
Me: nothing just wish everyone in this f*****g house will just die
Justin: ouch well can give your old man the cut of my rent for the basement
Me: well not you but like Sebastain and his hollywood girlfriend
Justin: you still love him
Me:I do not okay they have each other they should be happy and that it
Justin: well okay
Me: can you be my date to this party like please It would be everything if you say yes
Justin: yes
I geve him an kiss on the cheeck and then went back up to my room and then sat back at my desk chair and waited for even to hand me the dress and when she did I just died flapper dress from the roaring 20’s is everything for me to go into 2020 with great gatsby look is everything and I put it one with my that Eve handed me the shoes and then Katleen started to flaten my hair like come what my hair looks like she amazing now and the while I had kevin doing my make-up
Me: Alex come in here
Kevin: is that your boyfriend
Me: no she Is my sister and what do you guys thinking about doing for her
She walked in she had her black hair I know she showered and her hair had to be washed even though were going to a party not a party she would think it is
Me: my good friends are going to doll you up
Justin and dad walked inlike I loved my looked like it was everything like the sliver eyeshadow is everything like I needed to take a picture of it on all my insat like come and make two for Alexis and for life and home useage were she keep track of the book she reads of quotes she reads
Me: what why are you looking at me like that this takes about 2 hours that all and we can have Alex done in a one
Justin: peaches I were leaving now
Me: oh give me an hour and we will drive ther Luke not here yet and we could meet him there or Sebastain can take us
Dad: he already left with Summer
Me:oh well Justin can you drive us please
Jsutin:yeah peaches
Me: thank you you are a life saver
I gave him kiss on a check and everyone eyes widen as I did that I smiled like wow come on like it was kiss on the cheek like what it was more friendly then my dad walked out
Me: you guys are like my everything you should come with us
My team of fashion fam: no the party with the witch
Me: come on I can’t be around her that long
Justin: yeah her husband werid
Me: she tried to pay me to have s*x with him and then told me that I was not good enough for her son
Justin: yeah like whet the f**k is wrong with her she needs help this why Sebastain dosen’t like here
Me: you know what I have this thing were don’t like to talk peolep out but she a b***h
Justin: Eilabeth really
Me: what she is like come on what would you say she is
Justin: well some would say she a cunt
Me: an vag wow
Alexis: who are we talking about
Me: Sebastain mother
Alex: I bet she not that bad
Me: you haven’t met her knowing her she going to mistake you for me and then say something smart about the break up
When they were done they left and then were ready to leave omgosh she looked just like me Alex omgosh look like me Justin drove there when we got there valet took his car and gave him a ticket when we walked in I grabbed Justin hand as we walked in like okay I know that it werid going to your ex party then the girl that everyone knew as Sebastain girlfriend and now i’m the here with his friend Sebastain walked up to us with Lizzie poofing his hair
Sebastain: hey Justin here the keys can you pleses take her back to the house my uncel gave her something
Me:yeah I’ll go with you
Alexis: which one is she
Me: well it not that hard to see her Sebastain show your mother like come on it not that hard to find a b***h
She walked up to me well us with the fake smile and that was as crazy as is she smiled and gave to kiss on the cheek what did Sebastain tell her Alexis gave her formal handshake
Me: this is my twin Alexis I need a drink I will talk to you later
Alexis walked near me and I know what she going to say she seem nice why do you call her a b***h like she nice and I really didn’t want to hear she may have had something to say
Alexis: she was amazing like come whry would you say anything bad about her
Me: Sebastain had to tell her that he had to be nice
Sebastain: can we talk
He grabbed my hand and then let his hand go like were no longer dating and we don’t have to hold hands because were not dating he took me to the closet the same closet I almost gave him a blowjob in but you know that the past
Sebastain: so what are you and Justin dating now
Me: no were friends why dose it matter even if we were
Sebastian: oh yeah why would It matter that your dating my friend
Me: okay and you don’t have to protcet your mother rude behavior from me
Sebastain: are you datng him
Me: why dose it matter if I was okay were still dumb
Sebastain: because I still love you
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