I always give Into Sebastian like come on can I not say no once to anyone like please like I my mind I want to say no how was going to explain to Victoria one of the editors to the school blog why Sebastian Is In my hotel room It crazy that he here and I can’t explain why I have this one this I could lie tell her Justin and me are dating and that my dad Is weird about me dating him that why he has Sebastian here watching our dates
Victoria: know what I like your make-up
Me: yeah Kevin here Is a goddess at this
Kevin: aww baby thanks
Me: we need to be like best friend like you know
Kevin: girl If anyone could be an issue to the devil in Prada then we are already best friends
KatelynSebastian: what just happened
Victoria: oh what are you doing here
I could lie I could tell the truth I could lie but I don’t know what I should do okay It would be weird like saying hey yeah It true I’m dating my teacher but I feel like that would be to we seen that
Victoria: Liz you been In your mind for a while now you okay
Me: because I’m trying to find a way to explain this
Victoria: you want to hear what I think
Me: okay take a try at It
Victoria: hashtag teacher pet was a real thing and you and our sexy well groom of a teacher Mr.Jackson are dating and this hotel room Is a get away from home and guy are related by god and It just something I found out by the putting the puzzle together like come on Liz he picked up from an amazing party like you getting laid cause you would never leave amazing party and now we’re going with him and his friend who you spent most of the day with who looks like he has an accent like come on he looks like that guy
Me: how can you talk that much I can’t even
Victoria: It a gift so I am I right
Me: yeah I guess
Victoria: okay how long have y’all been dating
Me: we started in when he came into the school and then I would say 3 months now
Victoria: okay that good
Justin: peaches we have to go can hurry your process up
Sebastian: this is what I have to deal with It take It take her an hour to get ready
Me: okay It may not take about few
Kevin: should we do something with the glitter
Me: yes you guess should work with Eve in dressing and Katleen In hair, oh and as for you boys we will take an uber
Sebastian: you took an uber and that uber drive was child lover freak
Me: well he has to do my lips and then my the other eye
Sebastian: and now you also have to get your hair done and get dress
Me: look on the bright side It 6:00 you have time to drink before you get there and we need a non-drinking driver I can drive cause I’m planning on drinking like one there a bar go get drunk
Ashley: she does have a point you can’t go to a bar and not be sober before you walked In
Me: okay since I’m the driver I need a s*x on the beach out like I don’t want to be sober more than drunk I wanted to be mixed at the same time
Ashley: got It drink orders I have my fake I.d
Sebastian: should you be saying that at loud
Ashley: like come on you less of an adult then any of us are Liz is more an adult than you are
Justin: she has a point bro and this is the number 2 time that you got burned
Ashley: omgosh that accent Is everything It a mix and It hot as fuck
Me: Ash keep It In your pants and go get drinks Justin can you go with her
Kevin was done and It was great that I looked amazing and I loved It now Victoria sat on the chair and she only told him to do something easy and done my eye were like euphoria make-up It was everything with the sunset color and with the rhinestone and the lip were amazing matching the It was everything I asked Kevin for his number
Kateen: what are you thinking about doing for your hair
Me: okay I want blue and pink like with chalk highlight
Katleen: omgosh yes okay I got It
Started to wash my hair and then dry it and then she flaten then clipped the enders and added some fake hair at the ends and then she add the chalk and flatten It she was doing It was like a mix of my hair with highlights In my hair and then she was done and flatten It in and then she was done so Samthan sat In the seat with Katleen and she told her to just flatten and then and braid It
Kevin: Liz I have to fix your nails and then we’re good to go
Justin and Ashley came back up stairs and It was everything I grabbed the s*x on the beach and then took a sip and then I smiled as I was looking at the dresses and then this one called out to me and It was everything and It was a blue and green and there was a v back dress and It was a mini dress I went bathroom and tried It on and then bathroom It covered up everything and I loved It
Kevin: omgosh b***h you snapped I loved that on you boo
Me: thank you you guys killed It okay hurry up do your s**t you Katleen Eve and Kevin were going out bitches
Eve: you could still my job you know that but can you chooses my outfit
Me: okay got It
It was lace top the back of the top of the dress from the front to back and it was lace dark red and amazing bottom the bottom looked amazing and handed It to Eve
I took a pic in the hallway and posted It on was one slutty but cute for my insta that I don’t add my dad on and Luke and Sebastian cause I never had the time then added a funny one to my family-friendly one and then one that was like girl next door for school friends then I walked back in the room
Ashley: I like the baddie Liz pic It everything
Samantha: I like the girl next door one all she wants to is sit at home and read the classic
Victoria: I vote for 2 baddie
Sebastian: what are they talking about
Victoria: he doesn't add you on insta
Me: well not Liz_undercover
Sebastain: do I even want to ask what on that account
Me: aww okay fine
I took another sip of my drink as Kevin was doing my nails with holographic green I loved it the long nails I was like Catwoman but green then Eve and Kathleen had two dresses each
Me: Kat come on you're not more of sexy green hand that to Victoria okay for you navy blue and the dress is like skirt and then the top lace and a v neck
Kat: Thanks for that cute nickname
Eve: now me
Me: okay let me think sliver okay with the leg opening
Eve: In love thanks
I took a sip of the drink and then looked at my nails I needed a few more of these to be driving back here like I’m doing all this for what like come one Is It even worth { break Into the fourth wall} I did all this to go to a party like come I know he my boyfriend I love him but come on I going to need a drink or while I’m at this party getting s**t faced by girl who think there more prettier than me like come on no but like what do you think should I just tell them that I don’t want to drive and we should just get an uber like come on
Me: come on like I don’t want to drive and none of you do so let just get an uber
Ashley: yeah
Me: I want to share one with Eve and Kat and omgosh shut the f**k Kevin
Eve: aww I want a nickname
Me: Evealiious
Eve: omgosh I love It
Ashley: now I want to be nicknamed by Liz
Me: aww babydoll
Ashley: okay y’all only call me babydoll Sebastian you must love the nicknames she gives you
Sebastian: nope I do not okay
Samantha: why not
Me: cause the only nicknames I have are from his famous models and actress girlfriend
Ashley: like who can you name a few
I took a sip of my drink I was going to need another drink like come on here about your boyfriends ex’s I walked out the door and went to the elevator and order a drink I needed this he ( the bartender) gave me a cup of rum and agreely and then I started to drink It I slammed It on the bar and then he fell It up to the top like thank you I hated that half up bullshit I had a tapped on the back
Sebastain: were leaving the uber Is here now okay
Me: nah I’m good at the bar
Sebastain: nope come on you had us sit up there for three hours with your make-up and hair and nails and your dresses and almost everything
Me: but are you complaining tho have you seen me now
I walked with them and then the uber driver and Kevin sat In the font with the driver Eve and Kat sat In the second row I took off my shoes and then put my feet on Sebastian
Sebastian: I want to get cringy real quick
I sat on his lap and then I started I played to play with his hair I started to curl his hair with my finger and then I started to make-out with him and then we kissed he moved his hand down my butt and then I gasp oh my god wow he didn’t think he would put his finger In where wow okay as I said wow okay he started he started to massage me I moved my head back on Sebastian shoulder I don’t want to moan cause I’m In a car with other
Sebastian: ( whispered) don’t moan but baby your soaking right now
Me: ( I whispered back) no come on I don’t want to mess up this man car
Sebastian: It fine we will give him a tip you know he will never know like baby I seen all those picture of you on the Liz_undercover and baby those pictures had me throbbing hard as hell
Me No wrong and I will not do It
I moved off his lap like I have class I would not do anything to anyone car well that one time when I had s*x In Sebastain car but he was okay with It was this because of the girlfriend thing when he talked about his ex’s I mostly I don’t care like okay thoes are his ex’s I’m his girlfriend now why would I care about them I looked out the window I just waiting to get out I can a drink cause I will need It so bad and I will be the sober on this whole party cause you nevr know what happend when we got here I got out I went somewhere and puked my guts out like I don’t know why but I did I just let what I last ate go and Justin handed me a water he had I took It and drinked
Justin: look like someone can’t keep up their drinks
Me: I can okay I’m fine
Really did not want to go to this yet they dragged me I could been In my pj’s reading a book or watching a movie or something If I feel It In my gut to go home I will and I will call an uber and go back to the hotel and then rest It out at least what I could fake a smile like I wanted to be here when I didn’t and It kinda too late to get out of It I went to the bar and order a water and I didn’t want to be like I was broke I order a beer and found a tablet sit down I would stay here for an hour or less and then leave okay they won’t know I left I took a swing of beer and then after I was done with cause I was taking little sips It was 10 min In and I just wanted to walk out but then a girl In a dress that the same one I had in the house and she looked like me Alexis I walked up to her
Me: Alexis Is that my dress
Alexis: yes okay I’m sorry I been texting you and you didn’t say anything when I was In New York I would party all the time
Me: wow okay that what I did not see coming
Alexis: you’re leaving
Me: yeah
Alexis: why come on stay
Me: I don’t really feel good and partying not my thing anyway really as much as I act like It is It not
Then Justin walked up to us and looked at both of us like he thought he was already drunk and It was good to play off this whole thing
Me: Justin this is sister yes we're twins I did not know until today to and no your not drunk and I’m leaving
Justin: peaches no
Me:yes on this is a party full of actors and actress and models and I’m sick with food poisoning and I just want to go to bed okay
Justin: okay I’ll take you back to the hotel we can get an uber let me just tell Sebastain
Me: don’t okay he doesn’t need to know I got It
Alexis: I think he should know okay
Me: no he do that thing where he thinks he should do something but don’t know
Sebastian: hey what wrong Lizzie
Me: nothing I have to step out for a bit but I’ll be fine
Alexis: no she has food poisoning and has to go back to the hotel
Sebastian: I know she Is
Me: one I’m fine okay I’m not an actress okay I can’t fake being not sick I just not am I even told you I didn’t want to go to this dumb party an way okay
I walked over to the bar and then started to drink like I never drink I don’t care about anything anything then Sebastian came over with this actress who was a doctor In show like why is this want a be barbie
Sebastian: she was a doctor she can help you
Me: I know who she Summer Rose doctor In a show nobody cared about and one of your ex’s which Is wow I’m sorry I’m Lizzie Sebastain friend/ ex-girlfriend
I got up and walked away I Need to throw up but I wait until I get outside wow many thing just happened and I don’t know how to process It like come one why would you let your ex and your girlfriend met okay like no I broke up with him for what reason really and then lied about being sick and what for like come on why didn’t I just stay in the hotel like no I just had to get drunk like come on this Is like the worse day I have ever had In my life well not one of there like I could just order me an uber than Justin came outside
Me: If you’re going to tell me how bad I f****d up I know I’m leaving now
Justin: but It also his fault he knew how talking about his ex got to you why would he bring her to you
Me: thank you
Justin: but you should go In there and have fun and show that him and her don’t get to you cause he already making moves on her
Wow what the f**k thaat asshole but I did break up with him stll he really playing this s**t now I walked back In and then stared to dance like want to be barbie and Sebastain aren’t going to get to me then someone walked up to ( breaking the foruth wall again) okay you guys reading the guy Is not really important we’ll just call him no name he was smart tho he knew what used for
No name: you want to dance
Me: yeah I love to
I did some uncool moves I could feel someone eyes stand on me but It wasn’t enough to get the person to get up and then he offered to buy me a drink I said thanks when he handed me a water the water was the only thing keeping me puke free right now and then I whispered meet me in the bathroom and then kissed him on the lips and then I walked to the bathroom and I don’t know what happened then the bathroom opened It was my savor well not really he was kinda he placed me on the sink
Sebastain:asking bring random dudes In the bathroom with you Is asking for Elizabeth we talked about this your asking for It
Me: Maybe I am okay why does It phase you were not dating anymore
Sebastian: oh you meant that wow Liz that hurts but I know more about you then any of these asshole here who only want to get In you pants
Me: and I let them what do you know about me enlighten me
Sebastine: you say big words because you feel like It make you the smart one in a group It like your own code with the smart kids I know that the fact that places you on the sink thinking were going to have s*x make you wet right now
Me: your wrong okay you already settled who your taking back to the hotel room and why would I waste an another min In here with you anyway
Sebastain: yeah I did that your right and your sitting In here knows your biting your lip to think about kissing me or not but you want to
Me: no I don’t go back to Summer Justin seen you flirting with her and you to need each other
I got off the sink and walked out the bathroom maybe I made a mistake maybe all that stuff he told I wanted I really did cause I think I did I wanted to stay on that sink and I want to kiss me while he fingered me on the sink I can’t go back In cause It would look like he was right then Summer walked up to me with a bitchy look
Summer: sis you act like you don’t want to be but you d you want Sebastain but he doesn't want you In anyway
Me: fine take him he yours
Then I felt his arms around my waist I could smell his breath It was like mix of mint and rum and then I thought he was was never her he was mines not hers and she was never going to get him either
Sebastian:( whispered) Liz but I know your wet
Summer: what are you doing with her when you should be with me
Sebastain: there nothing says I should be with you okay and because I’m with Liz cause she not like you she like the stuff I like she like hang out with my friends It not always about her she lets me talk and It about both of us and she won’t question me when I knock out an man that want to sleep with her and yet she doesn't say anything about
Me: wait you did what Is he okay
Sebastains: yeah he fine Liz
Me: can we stop comparing me and Summer
Summer: yeah lie I don’t want to get compared to trash w***e
Me: b***h your wearing kid shoes like come on don’t talk about me
I walked away from I know a b***h that would fit Into my 4-years old cousin shoes like no baby girl don’t start with me like b***h think she could but can’t like no hoe don’t test me now I really want to go home
Me: Okay now I’m really going back to the hotel one of should have dived If we didn’t drink that much
My fashion fam Is staying here they going to party there ass off tonight and as for the rest of us are going to ride back In the uber when we got into the hotel and then there she was summer In her coat like she princess of La and with daddy issue standing at the door
Summer: I heard something about you to she 17 and your 20 and also her teacher how would you think the news would put Ex-boyfriend of Summer Rose Sebastain Jackson Is dating his Student 17-years old Elizabeth Stone oh and Lizzie your dad a cop also right I can see It now
Me: you shady b***h
Summer: I know but being shady works I just seen Sebastian at this party It just mixed up some feeling I had for him Liz I know almost everything about you that beach trip when Sebastain broke up with me saying It was all about school when he couldn't stop looking at you during the break-up
Sebastain: well no I was not okay and I broke up with because of school and all you care about yourself
Me: maybe this is a good thing I’ll be 18 soon and we don’t have to hide In July It not the fact that your 3 years older they look at It the fact that you're my teacher okay that what there pissed at
Justin: aww what peaches what are you doing you didn’t see this s*x tape of Summer that I could post
Summer: I never liked you
Justin: the feeling the same I never liked you
Summer: Lies everyone likes me
Me: no you’re a shady b***h
( breaking the frouth wall) okay hi readers and writer who keeps me alive okay I know she a shady b***h but come on she grew up In life where her family was rich they lost everything when her father was arrested and all they had was that one house they let them keep and from there her parents made her act and Summer Rose the brown skin empowered girl who thinks she get what she wants with her black hair green eyes Is going to get what she wants cause I will let her take Sebastain even If the s*x tape Justin has Is realshe can or may have proof but I know like the last time with Josh you never know so I called her bull
Me: you have proof
Summer: oh sweets that what you should have asked Josh before he abused you and all that
Sebastian: that enough Summer
Summer: what I’m just getting started Sebby boo cakes
This shady eco b***h like come on she has daddy issue that why every guy she dates fakes It and goes and the bathroom to jerk It or cheat on her with a girl can keep them lasting but still Summer not that girl
Me: so Summer how your daddy Issues
Summer: excuse me
Me: well knowung your past you must have a bunch of them I know how they are oh and how are you parents are they still taking your checks the last reported s*x tape that was about your daddy issue I heard from a friend Victoria she said you had s*x with your dad cause you loved him wow want daddy love so bad you had to sleep with him
With Summer this was a game and I wanted to win I had everything on my phone I can exposed her
Me: like come on nothing you can say about It like I don’t f**k my teacher but you really wanted daddy love I know how that feels My dad hates me for killing my mother at brith, yeah you know the cop but your dad can go to jail he kinda raped you
I was getting into her head I know I was she was scared little girl who want daddy love I can make this work like come on If we’re going to play b***h let play I’m teacher and she the master yeah I know that weird for me to say knowing my dating life
Summer: yeah daddy a cop you don’t know what my father would do to me
Me: what call you back home make you feel like everything tell you he loves you and then do what he does and gives you cab money like you one of the whores down the street let me guess this all started at 6 when daddy left you alone with uncle and uncle touched you
I started to cry cause I had this past when I was alone with him and he slowly touched me he knew It was wrong and I yelled for him to stop he told me that this happens a lot people do this as long as I won’t tell It would be fine my dad won’t hate me but when one day Luke find out and he told dad I told dad everything and that when he and my uncle didn’t talk my dad didn’t hate me he protected me when I didn’t feel like going to school the next day he told me that I would have to go sooner or later and that he would let me stay home and that when I do go to school If I need him just call him
Justin: hey peaches are you okay
Summer: her uncle did the same as she was talking It was like reliving it right
Me: yeah forget It you know what I have to go to bed I have to be home In the morning
I walked in the hotel and then I texted my dad I thought all he did was protect me he may hate me for the mom thing but he didn’t held that over me at all anyway I then called him
Me: hi dad thanks for always protecting me and I’m sorry you hate me for killing mom If I could restart that day It would be me that died and you and Alexis and mom and Luke would have been happy
Dad: Liz I don’t hate you for that even though I didn’t like how the event turned out I don’t regret anything that happened the last 17 years with you
Me: thanks I love you
Dad: I love you
Me: see you tomorrow what can you picked me up please
Dad: okay I will can I just get the address
I needed to go back home this was to unreal for me I didn’t want to deal with this right now okay I’m not at the stable place to deal with that crap Sebastain walked In
Sebastian: where are you going
Me: I’m not In the right mind to stay here my dad Is picking me up