Me: well we can’t do anything with words okay we can’t be together okay you know that the world you say he nice guy he would never they will flip your words and say rape okay and I don’t want to be your hide-way girlfriend okay while your living a fake love story with Summer and who knows maybe my dad will let me date Justin
Sebastain: and what forget us Liz don’t
Me: it the right think to go I will go in this yeah an new me an forget about the old me with me graduating and college I have everything I could do in life waiting for me like I could do anything in life and I want to but I can’t be waiting on you even this is like a goodbye but isn’t okay like we shouldn’t even be around eachother my dad thinks i’m trying to replace him with you and my friends I don’t have time for them cause i’m always with you and I have to fake a smile when I see you with Summer because I know you shouldn’t be with someone like that
Sebastain : then who should I be with
Me: you know what I’m going to say but don’t I can’t do this
I walked out the closet and then walked to my dad and I know like what the worse that can happen he knows that I was crying and dose what like come on I was in the right place telling Sebastian off even if I still love him but I can’t be with him while everyone was feeling happy I was sad then Justin came back
Me: hey what happend
Justin: tell your dad I'm moving out
What did Sebastain say or do that made Justin want to move out like this was low and f****d up for Sebastain to do I texted him meet me in the closet I walked over to it and then waited for him
Me: what did you to Justin to make him want to leave
Sebastain: nothing what the hell that last person he talked to was my mom
Me: If you lying to me I will trust you again
Sebastain: it almost 12 can at least a kiss n the cheek for the good year
Me: you know what if I find out you had nothing to do with this I will say i’m sorry by giving you a kiss on midnight
I walked out and over to Pam and then when she with her husband and I just sat there that was it like there no way I will leave untill I talk to her
Pam : may I help you
Me: what did you tell Justin
Pam: I paid him off to leave you alone and gave him an house
Me: why would you do that
Pam: why do I do anything for Sebastain
Me: did he ask you to do it
Pam: no but I could tell he wanted him gone
Me: have an nice party goodbye Pam
I walked out I was going to call an cab to go home my dad walked up to me and I didn’t have to saying and I didn’t care I was dobe with all of it
Dad: what you Justin
Me: we were friends I don’t know if I was trying to be more but we were
Dad: I know he like you
Me: no Justin nice with he was my friend dad that ll okay and he was more into Ashley anyway
Dad: i’m not talking about Justin
Me: then who
Dad: I didn’t think the lies in the school were true
Me: I get what your saying now it over before you kick me out the house and say i’m not your daughter
Dad: no Liz I understand it but do you love him
Me: I did well I still do but ther no there nothing going on and it going to be fine now that it over I can take care of my self how did you know
Dad: Liz we talked about it me and Sebastain did
Me: you know what dad i’m glad you did tell that f**k face I have no plan on being his girlfriend
Dad: then show him that don’t leave cause he going to think he could get under your skin
Me: what would you say if I wanted to be with him
Dad: I would be supported to a point Liz
Me: okay then help from distace
I walked back in there and sat at my table Pam looked at me she glared at me with an evil eyes I texted Sebasatain I can’t deal with that crap I told him to meet me in the closet I didn’t have time for that crap and I told him to met me in the closet that when I seen Victoria and Luke walked in smiling and lovey dovey
Me: hey how are you guys
Luke: were good where are you going z
Me: I have to go get a coat from the closet
Luke: okay do you need help
Me: no i’m am fine I have it
I need to know some stuff on my own like why am I waiting to deal with Sebastain bullshit like come one I don’t need you in my life to break everything down I walked to the closet past on and then another and then the bathroom and water the water went down my throat and it was cold and I passed a libary on my way with all these old books they were old of the classic and this was crazy they were all these book that were here I picked up and looked at it and the smiled I always wanted these book
Owner of the country: my wife gave everyone one of thses books
Me: I loved these book from Wuthering heights
Mr.Beck: hello i’m Mr.Beck I own the place and you are Eilzabthe Stone Sebastain always talks about you
Me: oh well
Mr.Beck: would you like to take one and bring it back when done
Me: no thank you I won’t be able to come back
Mr.Beck: why not you seem like a bright girl
Me: i’msorry I have to go
I walked out the study/small libary and then when I got to the closet and I put my bag down and these high heels were hurting my feet I sat on the bench chair my f*****g feet hurt I laid on the chair when the door open he had a glass of wine and two glasses
Me: were not doing okay I just came here to talk okay because at the end of day your an asshole and you told my dad everything which with any chace of getting back together will never happen now you know that
I was going to let him talk I just grabbed the bottle from his hnad and a glass and poured it in the glass but nothing was going to change it was over anything and then I thought what the point hearing anything out I will just still go thought with not being together
Sebastain: okay you know your plans in life and I know mine and mines are with you and Lizzie I will be with you even if you don’t want it but I told your dad cause before Summer went back to the house I ended everything between us
Me: that still won’t do anything were still done
Sebastain: yeah and I also know that your father asked you to wait things out to stay here Liz I knew you years on the inside and yet I want to spend the rest of my life with you
Me: umm what going on what the hell do you mean rest of your life with me wait I don’t want to know this is crazy
I got up and grabbed my shoes and I was not dealing with this today he was propsing to me no that not what i’m doing this an I can’t do it now I grabbed my bag and went somewere quite to cry like come you spring that on someone and then my dad knew who else knew maybe Luke did and Luke must have told Victoria and Alexis knew but I didn’t but I can’t deal with this bullshit right now I texted dad to come outside when he came outside ge acted like he didn’t know anything
Me: did you know and don’t lie
Dad: knw what
Me: he prosped yeah that happend and nothing I mean nothing woukd have been more crazier that you knew and you didn’t say anything
Dad: yes I did a few peolpe knew
I got into the car that honked cause that car was here for me and I sat in the front I didn’t have time to say anything
Me: he propsed to me
Justin: what
Me: yeah in a closet and everyone knew yet didn’t say anything would
Justin: well that crazy would you say yes
Me: yeah maybe I don’t know not now like not even a yeah ago I wasn’t even dating and now why would not be thinking about dating
Justin: okay
Me: well now he calling me
Justin: what are you going to do
Me: can drive around and then I see what
I texted Sebastain and just told him that I was fine and that was just taken a drive and that was it and we stopped and then we pasted a taco bell and I begged Justin to stop and then when we got there cheeesy roll up and then a hard and sotf taco and Justin got a soda and noacho and then we went back to to the country club with our food and went in the back in the kitchen and then I tried to take some oh his nachos but he wasn’t having it
Me: why did you take the monay anyway
Justin: I didn’t want to but I felt like I was getting in way to into my head about it Peaches
Me: the reson I need to not say any answer know is cause I don’t know how you feel about me
Justin: I mean at frist I did and then I know you would love him I gave up on that and started to think of some one else
Me: I think I know what i’m going to do but I feel like I don’t cause you know what if marrige breaks us apart and I lose my best friend and then I lose you cause you chosed Sebastain side and then I lost a friend too
Justin: you will never lose me peaches like come on I asked Ashley on a date and now your like stuck with me
Me: it okay you like your going to hate me as a friend
I took out my phone and texted him I feel like I should explan to him about everything like I won’t marry him and I waited until he got to the pond were I was skipping rocks
Me: I can’t marry you okay it nice but I just can’t like college okay and if we do and if it don’t work out then we lose our friend
Sebastain: what you want to do than
Me: we can try to go out again but marriage i’m not really thinking
Sebastain: yeah I think we can work that out
Me: okay meet me in the closet in five
Sebastain: no were not going that anymore
Me: what do you mean were not having s*x anymore
Sebastain: were not hiding anymore I want to show you off as my girlfriend
Me: well you know what school we can’t be going all around school kissing and making out
Sebastain: yeah when were not at school then it for the foe world to know your mine
Me: I like that but i’m eating now
Justin: you should go peaches
Me: nah i’m eating and i’m hungry and I need to eat
I went with my food and then sat at the table and then started to eat my food and then a when they came over with wine I took a sip and then rolled my eyes as Pam looked my way and I know that ment come and I didn’t caus e I wasn’t going to listen to her she had nothing on me and then Sebastain came back to me and gave me a kiss in the cheek and took a napkin and then that Pam walked over I got upand the walked away I know it rude but she paid off one of my friends to leave me alone then Pam came over to me and smiled
Pam: oh Eilzabeth dear what going on with you are you sick eating that garbage food
Me: yeah the worms that they put the plate are like why would I want to eat that the foor is amazing
Pam: Eilzabeth why can’t you be like your sister
I rolled my eyes like come on why are the girlfriend always dealing with this crap and I know that I will be the one who will have to deal with this maybe later when later when i’m having a baby and i’m carrying it and she just come over
Me: you know what Pam i’m me and Sebastain loves that I don’t need to change for you
Pam: yeah and I gave up but if your going to be a part of our family you have to be like your sister
Me: no Sebastain like me the way I am and I do too and thet all I don’t have to change for you
Sebastain: oh Lizzie talking to my mom good think I hope
Me: I don’t want to lie to you
Sebastain: okay mom Mr.Beck was looking for you
She walked away and new years was like a big deal for what going all out for a year and then I thought like what could I do like my life could I grabbed Sebastain hand and went up to the roof
Me: if you could choses a place real or fake what would it be
Sebastain: your using a my teching lesson over me
Me: yes ,no answer the question
Sebastain: I would go to egland because you wanted to go and we could have romactic get-a-way
Me: yeah that would be nice
Sebastain: but we will get there
Me; funny thing maybe you should propose there
Sebastain: yeah maybe I should
Me: It was a joke but yeah that would be cute we could get a hotel room and have a night togteher
I kissed him and then we back over to the wall and I kiss him I undid his belt and sticked his pants and jerked him off as we kised he sticked his hand his phone went off I sighed and then I removed my hand from his pants like come on I had a few min to midnight and I went downstairts because I got a text from my dad to come down when I got there and when I seen him
Me: yes dad
Dad: where were you
Me: oh i’m on the roof
Dad: yeah and Liz I was questioning why are you in the roof
Like okay it was boring but Sebastain was on the phone and I had to suck it up and five four three two one and then I smiled and then that when Sebastain came down
Me: you miss the countdown
Sebastain: i’m sorry
Me: I want to go home because thses shoes hurt and I did all this when I really wanted to wear sweats and shoes like these high heel hurt like wish my dress was long enought to walk with thses shoes off
Dad: well i’m leaving in a few we know your leaving and what about
Me; he a mommy boy he going to stay
Dad: so you guys dating is like y’all as friends
Me: yeah pretty much I will be waiting in the car kids
I walked to the car and then unlocked the door and then the light up of the car lights ,placed on the tree as the driver drove it up and I thanked him and then went laid in the back of the car like come on if they get in the car late I will fall asleep I took off thses shoes and threw them in the back and then I texted my dad i’m going to sleep fighting to stay up I don’t know great time to let go I don’t like when they say they have to leave and then they say hi to everyone then I got a tap on the glass
Sebastain:I gave your dad my keys he staying here
Me: and what about you mommy boy
Sebastain: well i’m driving you home the world crazy Lizzie
Me: you know what i’ll take it i’m tried as hell
Like I was tried but I wasn’t to tried to text Samnatha about the things that happend tonight Justin likes Ashley I almost got enagned my dad was fliritng with Pam when he dating Kaley like what the f**k Sebastain brother is his uncel son and that his uncel also drugged Summer I guess Pam and her husabnd are on the rocks cause she was alaso flriting with Mr.Beck and that the cuntry club owner and I got back together with Sebastain oh ansd my dad knows were together and after all of that she gave me was a k like come on a k like what the f**k I could do anything else but when you gave me any letter in the alphbet that when i’m mad like come on k I just tried to forget it but like at the same time why would I forget it
Me: we should get ice cream
Sebastain: I thought you were tried
Me: and I thought you wnted to show me off
Seabastain: I do but your hiding in the back
I put my feet on the armrest and then he started to massage my feet and kissing them I moved them away and then away from him and then we stop at ice cream yay he parked and then I moved to the front and kissed him
Me: omgosh I love you
Sebastain: me or the ice cream
Me: why can’t it just be both
Sebastain: nope it can’t be okay
Me: we’ll I love ice cream
Sebastain: wow that cold Lizzie
He grabbed my hand we’ll this felt werid hold hand in public like we never did this and now that we are I don’t know how we we’re reacting
Me: I don’t know how to react about this
Sebastain: about us holding hands
Me: yeah this new and I don’t know how to react about it Sebastain: I did say I was going to show you off and you tested that
Me: oh okay got it but if your going to normal ice cream
Sebastain: yeah you know what
The past few days was okay there wasn’t nothing that great that happend just the same okay the sunday before school Summer knocked on my door
Me: yess may I help you
Summer: let go shopping
Me: why all my clothing are nices
Summer: yeah but not Summer nice and you and Sebastain are couple now new wardorb
Me: wait we we’re always
Summer: okay were going to a moive shower of a moive that is playing gthat mine for the frist time and my dad going to be there and I need you to come with me Sebastain already said he was going if you go and I should have knew that cause your one of the bravest peolpe I know and as I said my dad going to be there
Me: okay i’ll go
Summer: okay let go shopping
Me: what wrong with the way I dress anyway
Summer: it been fine the way you dress cause yu have a team and they make you look eless ugly and they are doing a good job and they should keep doing an good job
Me: you know what you suck at giving completment you know that right
Summer: it not something I like to give out anyway
Me: good cause you suck at them
Summer: have you and Sebastain planed your frist date yet
Me:no and it not that big of a deal anyway it just a date anc you know like he busy with work and I’m busy with work school and my dog and everything else and it just like we just don’t have the time like i’m happy with it
Summer: you guys are going to end in a break
Me: you know what I have no reason to deal with this
Summer; yeah you guys need a date like come on
Me: it fine like we don’t have to
Sebastain: what are you talking about
Me: nothing importanat anyway
Summer: no we were getting the idea that you and Lizzie here should have a date
Me: don’t put me apart of this
Summer: come on you said it would be nice
Me: yeah I did but we’re always busy and I give up trying to say no with you caause it mean yes to you
I grabbed my bag and rolled my eyes and then Summer left the room and I was left alone with Sebastain and my dog Rebecca I sat on my bed and pet Rebecca
Me: she crazy
Sebastain: the date stuff is not true
Me: I mean it would been nice but we’re always busy and it fine
Sebastain: we could plan like a small thing
Me: yeah maybe that would be nice I have to go because Summer crazy
Sebastain: yeah what do you think it like to date her
Me: yeah I think were friends now I don’t really know
I walked down and then she was with her water and salda an then started to stab it with her fork
Me: is that yogurt as dressing
Summer: yeah it more healthier
Me: let just go
I took a car and then drove and then when I got to mall we looked around and then she went into this story that made dresses they had prom dresses and ballgown and I loved the one that was like Elsa from from frozen and then Summer picked up this tangled inspride dress that was cute but she put it back
Summer: are you really wearing that to the
Me: what wrong with it
Summer: are you a child like frozen Me: I guess Sebastain taking me on a date that whatt the dress is for and then I don’t what to wear for that and i’m trying to make a big deal about it anyway but if you can make him want to have s*x with you but the end of the night
Me: i’m not doing this and it not a date we’re just going out to eat and I don’t think I can even do that i’m so busy
Summer: come Lizzie take risk you would have time to work tommrow anyway
Me: no I won’t I have back to school and I won’t have time i’m not even supposed to be shopping now
Summer: okay if we go back to the house then you can work and I can plan your outfit
Me: okay fine just let me get a drink from starbucks
Summer: oh good get me one
Me: I didn’t offer
Summer: also I didn’t ask
Me: good cause as I said I didn’t offer or ask for you
I smiled as I walked to starbuck and then thought of the main things I could be doing right now or who I could be with right now and I could be working or what but no i’m here with her and I have nothing to do but work while driving Summer was asking me a bunch of question
Summer: what chargers do you think my dad will get if I bring to your dad
Me: rape mostly along with abuse and he would also get 24 years and if you want you could get a bodygraud an restrainting order
Summer:okay
Me: why is that something your thinking of doing
Summer: yeah and the same with my uncel
Me: no that happend a years ago unless he still doing it is he still doing it
Summer: yeah sometime
Me: okay he would get it for 20 years also and then
Summer: okay that good we can do it again
When we got in the house and then I went back to do my room and started to work on the rest of the work I had to do and then when Sebastain came in the room after walking Rebecca
Sebastain: want to leave in an hour
Me: yeah I will be done in a few and then we can go
Summer: no give us an two hours and then that it Sebby boo-cakes that like it wrong to make you girlfriend go outside and then you can go
Sebastain: Summer when have you too over Lizzie life
Me: since she became my bffweb
Me: what
Summer: my best friend forever what ever baby
Ashley: no she my bestfr9iend
Summer: oh really quiz me I know everything about her she like goals I love her in a way
Me: when did my room become a spot
Summer: lizzie we had a bet if I win and you can’t complet it your getting that dress I want for the permire for the moive
Me: deal okay now go Ashley how may I help you
Ashley: okay what are your plans for tonight
Me: well in an hour i’m going on a date
Ashley: omgosh with who
Me: you know this cute guy I meet years ago that also my boyfriend
Ashley: oh Sebastain well I got an date an I need you to help me
Me: yes date idea spying on my friend
Sebastain: are we going to ignore how happy you are about this
Me: yeah I think we are now go get ready I have like two more question to answer and then I will be ready okay go
Ashley: you guys are going on a date really wow
Me: yeah I don’t know why it but it seems right you know like we should be doing this like we should be going
Sebastain: yeah
Ashley: your dumbass prospsed
Sebastain: that wasn’t a mistake tho
Ashley: yeah but she still said no
Me: I would have said yes but I have to much in life to lose my best friend
Ashley: aww thanks I Lizzie but I love you to
Me: I was talking about Sebastain but I think I would say no to also because were bestfriend
I smiled and then gave Sebastain an kiss on the cheek and then pushed him out the room and then kissed him I love him but he need to go and now i’m waiting for my friend to say anything
Ashley: okay what are you going to wear
Me: nothing that nice and not that it look like I try to hard