WINONA POV
It’s been two days since he closed the bunker door in my face. I’m starting to think that it doesn’t matter if I figure out what I want, if rejecting him is the right choice or not. He might just come back and reject me. Which I would totally deserve. “Stop moping. We have gotten past that, plus, isn’t that what you wanted all along? No mate. You make me dizzy with your indecisiveness.” Lucy has been extra moody lately.
She won’t speak to me unless it’s to give me some snide remark. Which I accept since I’m too numb to fight back. I feel empty, like I’m missing a limb. This is exactly what I had wanted to avoid. At this point, Dev and I had only been in close proximity twice and I missed him. Not just like I missed him before, when we were just friends. There is a void that no
