I Love My Husband But....

Chapter 33

 *  "I'll be right back," he says as he walks to the door after quickly putting on his shorts with no undies and a t-shirt. (Why is just the thought of him like this turning me on?) "Don't move," "Stay just... like that," he says as he turns to wink at me. 

I cover myself to tease him and he smiles, then I laugh as he hurries out the door. I sit up and I grab the controller until I find an action movie. (All men like action movies, don't they?) 

"Oh my gosh, he's eating him!" "They're cannibals girl, get out of there!" I yell as I prepare to cover my face with the blanket. He surprises me by jumping on the bed, then he pulls at the covers and lays on top of me. 

"You're a jewel" he says against my cheek, before he kisses it. (I would be lying if I didn't wish that his kiss had been for my lips) (I know it's against the rules that I set, but it's not like he always follows them) 

"I have to leave in a little bit" I say feeling like I'm enjoying myself a little too much. (This is becoming more of a problem the more time I spend with him) "At least finish watching the movie with me" "Okay, well give me a piece of pizza" I say so that he can stop being so... him. (Which is almost perfect) (I don't say perfect because I need to get to know him better) 

  He jumps up to get the pizza and I try to hide my smile, as I sit up and slide to the edge of the bed. It's a good thing I have my lounge dress on because I would feel awkward trying to eat naked. 

"I hope I can see you later," he says as he holds my chin up so that I can't avoid his eyes, which has become a habit of his. I stayed away from him as we ate by moving over to the loveseat, and even though he followed me, he didn't get too close. (I guess he could tell that I was trying to distance myself)

"I'll see you later" I whisper. He bends down to peck my lips. "Bye" he says as I turn to walk towards the elevator. "Bye Willis" I says as I turn to wave. I can't help but tear up in the elevator, but I don't know why. (It could be because I'm cheating on my husband or maybe because I'm realizing more and more that I like the person I'm cheating with)

I promised myself that I was going to really finally distance myself from him before the trip. (At least sexually) I still can't believe he showed up, and now just the little time we've spent together alone, he has me feeling things I shouldn't be feeling. 

I didn't expect to enjoy this trip at all, but thanks to him, I'm feeling guilty about the fun that I am having. (Neither my husband or Willis deserve to be treated this way) If I could go back to the first day that we made love, I can't say that I wouldn't do it, because being with him has really helped me so much and he says that it has helped him too. 

If this is going to work, we need to try and make sure that we don't break the kissing rule. (I guess I have to go over the rules again) Maybe this will help me to keep my feelings for him from growing into more than just a crush and I get to keep my friend, because I really don't want to stop hanging out with him.      

Who knows how long I stayed in the elevator conversing with myself. (Yes I have full conversations in my mind, I just don't answer back) (At least not all the time) I take a deep breath as I wipe away my tears, then I press the button to the floor I want to go to. Every time it would open, I would close it again. (I only hope no one was waiting to get on)

I walk out taking deep breaths as I make my way to the door, and I think about turning around after I knock, but I convince myself to stay. "Yep, you forgot your towel again,'' he says with a small smile. "I did, but I came to see you" I smile at the surprised look on his face and I grab the bottom of his shirt and I slowly lift it up.

"Baby," he says in a deep moan as he helps me to take it off my dress. He bends down to kiss and suck on my breasts and I moan and hug his head as he walks me towards the bed without stopping. 

I slide back on the bed as he steps out off his shorts. (Still no undies, not that he needs them now) He is quickly on top of me and I just lay back and let him do what he always does. (If it's not broken don't fix it)  

"I need to talk to you when we get back home" I say as I lay on his arm. "Okay" he says as he turns to hug me. "I need to leave soon" "I have to pick my family up" "So you just ditched them?" he asks before he kisses my forehead. "Yeah, I thought I could handle his sister but, it's too hard and it's like she doesn't even try" 

"Well what does the man of the hour say?" "She's his favorite sister so he probably doesn't want to argue with her especially since they rarely see each other" "Jess, you're his wife and you should be his top priority" "There is a way he can talk to his sister to let her know that she has crossed the line and he can do this is private" he says calmly. (I'm relieved that he isn't as mad as the other day, then again he could be, but it's not like he can go home right now) 

"It doesn't bother me anymore" "I don't want to ruin their relationship, just because me and her don't get along" "It doesn't have to be ruined baby, but it will make it easier on you" "You said that people don't have to get along," "It doesn't mean that they hate each other Sir" I say trying to mock him. He chuckles and squeezes me into a tight hug. 

"Fine we won't talk about them" "What do you want to tell me" "Wait until we get back" "Is it bad?" "No it's not... at least I don't think it is" "Will I still get to see you" he asks pulling back to look at me. "Yes, unless you decide to stop" "Well that's not going to happen" "But what if you meet someone,?" I ask curious to know if he'll be a cheater like me or if he'll stick to his morals. (If he has any which I'm sure he does)

"I'm not looking, so that won't happen" "But what if someone just happens to come across your path?" "Lets watch a movie" he says as he grabs the controller from the nightstand. "I won't" he says after he turns on the television, then he goes back to holding me. 

I wake up to him lightly tapping my hip. "Jess baby it's late, you may need to call your husband" he whispers. "What time is it?" I ask as I sit up. "Eight forty-five" he says as he rubs my leg. "Oh no and I think I left my phone in the room'' "Use the hotel phone'' "Okay" 

I sit up to crawl over him and I quickly call Alex. "I've been calling you for hours we're ready!" "Okay well I left my phone in the room" I say wanting to slap myself. Hopefully he doesn't catch ask me how I'm calling him and hopefully the caller ID doesn't show a room number.

"Okay, I'm sorry I'm on my way," I say to cut him off, so that he doesn't keep up his rant. (Sometimes when he starts, it's hard to stop him) "Just tell him that you were tired and you took a nap" "Okay, he's probably a little upset since I ditched them as well" "Take that and me not answering the phone and you have a very angry husband" "Well you had your reasons and your mental sanity and self respect comes before everyone even your husband and children" he says surprising me. 

"Okay I'll see you later" I say after staring at him, for at least a half a minute. He just always surprises me with his way of thinking. (Which is a good think)