I Love My Husband But....

Chapter 26

  * It's been a little minute since I've had a chance to leave the house or to go grocery shopping or to the park. My husbands mom came to visit so I have been the perfect daughter in law while she's here. (She really is the sweetest, so I have no problem with buying her things or spending time with her and she's great with the kids too)

I would like to take her to the park but I can't risk her seeing my special therapist and he's crazy enough to try and befriend her too. It's also hard for me to hide my feelings for him. Sometimes I smile when I think about him and he still makes me blush without trying, or does he? (Who am I kidding?) He's just naturally charming and handsome. 

Since, Alex's mom decided to make his favorite dish we went to the grocery store to get her the rest of the ingredients she needed. My husband rarely comes with me grocery shopping so I was surprised he willingly came. (He probably wants to impress his mom by showing her that he's the perfect husband) 

I wasn't too nervous about Willis starting up a conversation with us, because he knows that I'd kill him. I just wanted to get what we needed so that we could get back home. I'm hopeful that these next couple of days will go by fast, so that, we can go back to our routine. (Me and my family, not me and Willis)

Xane stayed to help his grandmother and Luci came with us. 

As we unload the jeep I get a text. "Okay now I know for sure, you're crazy!" I text. "Just come to see me tomorrow, I have something to tell you," "Okay but only for a short while" "Okay whatever you want" I roll my eyes and delete the texts. No my husband doesn't check my phone, but I want to be sure. 

I let my mother in law have the kitchen and I got to work. (At least I tried) I couldn't help wondering what Willis had to tell me or what he would do to me. "Don't embarrass me in front of my mom," says Alex snapping me out of my thoughts. "Alex she's cooking, and I'm working," "You know what never mind" I close my laptop then I get up to go help his mom in the kitchen. 

I don't feel like crying in front of his mom and he is the only one that can bring me to tears. I'm basically watching her cook, but I do help out a little, by getting the things out that she needs or cutting up an onion or two. 

I only fix myself a small plate because I'm not really hungry, but I don't want to offend my mother in law. "Are you on a diet sweetie?" "I'm trying to lose a little of my belly" I lie. I feel like being alone right now and I haven't done my breathing exercises since she's been here because my husband thinks that I am summoning Lucifer.   

The closest I can get to it is being in the shower, but it's not the same. I get Xane to help his grandma to clean the kitchen an put up the food, since she insisted that I needed a break. I knew she couldn't say no to Xane though.

I slept on the couch, even though, my mother in law has her own room when she comes to visit. My husband has a certain look on his face and I didn't feel like seeing what it was about. I also got the chance to do my breath work after everyone went to sleep. 

I helped my mother in law make breakfast then I gave her an excuse for why I had to leave. Then I happily made my way over to Willis's house. I just have to remember to stop by a store before I go back home so that I'm not empty handed. 

"You have no idea how much I missed you Jess," he says as he opens my door for me. I smile as I step down and he hugs me before I can fully get out of the car and my smile gets bigger as I hug him back. He surprises me by picking me up then he closes the door and carries me to his house as I giggle and hold on to his neck. 

"Okay put me down" I say when we're inside. "Let me take you to the couch" I don't say anything, but I don't stop him. He lays me on the couch long ways, and then, he sits down and grabs my feet. "What are you doing?" I ask when he takes off my shoes. 

"I figured you'd need a relaxer" "You know me so well" I moan out as he massages my feet. "Sir, please don't be gross'' I say when he goes from massaging, to kissing, to sucking on my toes. "Just relax and let me make you feel good" he says as he hits a sensitive spot on my foot. "Okay" I whisper like a little kitten.  

After he's done with my feet he pulls down my pants and I help him. "Wait" I say when he pulls at my panties. "I want to make you feel good" I say when he looks worried. "I feel good when you feel good Jess" he says as I sit up. 

"Just relax and let me make you feel good" I say causing him to smile. As I unbutton his shirt I softly kiss and suck on his hard chest, causing him to moan and I love being able to make him feel this way. 

I reach down to undo his belt and his pants then I pull at his pants. He helps me by lifting his butt and pulling down his boxers. Then he pulls at my panties again but I stop him. I pull my hair back as I get on my knees and I smile at the surprised look on his face. 

I slowly slide my lips over it, sucking lightly. Then I lick it and rub it on my lips, loving the taste and the feel of it. He moans my name as he gently puts his hands on my head. "Jess... you're amazing" he says as I hungrily devourer it.

 It has been so long since I've sucked one. Every time I tried to suck my husbands the taste and smell turned me off, but, I didn't tell him because I didn't want to hurt his feelings. He didn't really ask me to do it which was a relief. 

As I rub it over my lips again and then my teeth, I realize how much I missed doing this. It is so beautiful and I can't remember, how many hours of pleasure it has given me. (I am happy to return the favor) I swallow every drop, which I have never done before. (I'm a spitter, at least I used to be)    

I kiss it, as I look up to see that his eyes are closed. He surprises me by pulling me up into a kiss. I want to pull back but he is really a great kisser. My husband used to be the best kisser, it was how he used to get me in the mood, but Willis even beats him at that.      

"I told you no kissing" I say after he pulls back to hug me. "Can you tell me why again,?" "I forgot" he says with a sly smirk. I roll my eyes. "Because it's supposed to be only s*x" He smacks his teeth and I can't help but smile, but I quickly hide it.

 "But they're so soft and beautiful, I'll try really hard" "You don't have a problem with me kissing these lips do you?" He asks as he runs his fingers over the front of my panties as he looks into my eyes, causing me to get a shiver down my spine. 

He leads me over to the spot next to him on the sofa and he gets on his knees then he slides down my pants. "I f*****g hate you right now" I whisper as he fingers me while working his lips. "It doesn't sound like it" he says taking a break to brag. 

I quickly stop at a shopping center and I grab random clothes for my mother in law and also things for me and the children then I hurry home. (I didn't buy anything for my husband because he is difficult to buy for) I usually wait until he is with me or I ask him to give me an idea of what he wants.