chapter 5
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nate.
I finished cleaning up the kitchen while nicole took a moment to relax I can tell she's over whelmed. once I put the last dish in the dishwashing I start it and turn to her as she's watching me with sleepy eyes I give her a soft smile. I make my way around the bar and take her hand leading in one of mine and her warm tea in the other, leading her to her couch. she says down and I sit next to her handing her her cup then I pull her legs into my lap gently rubbing her feet. she lets out a sigh
" so I guess I'll start by explaining Avery" she says and I look up from her feet nodding letting her know I'm a ears. she takes a sip.
" we've none each other's for forever and I've always been the " mom" of our friendship. so I'm guessing she's tired of not having me around to take care of things. don't get me wrong I love her and miss her but I'm just so tired of taking care of other people" she sighs and runs her hand through some of the hair that's fallen down.
" well seems fair you want to live your life the way you want to" I say softly trying not to get into her business to much
she gives me a small smile
" yeah but as you can see she's not liking it. I'm worried about her between the boyfriend and his little buddy I have a bad feeling they are bad news"
I nod my head gently squeezing her feet
and she sighs again
" she knows you are here when she needs you that's all that matters"
she smiles again
" okay well Richard then"
she says softly looks away from me
and my body tenses at his name. I saw his name and number in the counter but I'm not gonna say anything unless she does she isn't my girlfriend yet hell I'm just putting myself I'm her life within really Asking
" was he rude to you?" I question and she shakes her head
" no he just told me to be careful with you because he's never actually known you to be in a relationship so he thinks you are only after me because I'm new in town"
I chuckle a little making her eyes go wide.
I compose myself
" sorry sorry it's just funny that the dude doesn't even know me yet he wants to talk about me"
she laughs a little
" it has been a while since I've been in a relationship like I told you it isn't always easy between being military and then join the police my hours sometimes suck. and on top of that my taste are sometimes different like I told you. but you definitely aren't some score for me. I really like you Nicole" I tell her honest and she smiles at me
" I like you too Nathan.. he uh left his number today"
I nod my head
" you are free to be friends with who ever you want" I tell her hoping she doesn't choose him because I know he's an ass and I really like her
"I'm not gonna use it I just wanted you to know"
she says looking away blush I a little. I continue to rub her feet with a little more pressure and she lets out a soft moan. making her blush again
" sorry I'm not used to having some cater to me" she whispers
and I smile at her
" how about you go shower then we can cuddle until your ready for bed? I'll run your feet again once you are more relaxed"
I say to her and her eyes go wide. but she nods her head getting up
" I'll just be a few" she says as she's walking away
" take your time babygirl"
she turns and smiles at me before continuing to her room.
nicole.
it's so nice being able to have a conversation with him with out him freaking out. I mean I know Avery isn't done trying to get me to come home and I'm so worried her new friends maybe into drugs but he's right she knows I'm here if she needs me like I always am. he didn't get upset over Richard and I'm sure he saw his number I figured he'd get all jealousy and tell me not to talk to him. but the way he's here taking care of me and he hasn't asked for anything in return I'm in shock.
I let the warm water run over my body while my head is spinning with so many questions. I just don't underestimate why he's being so nice to me.
once I'm out I throw on an old t-shirt and some sleep shorts. it's nothing sexy but I also don't want to look like I'm a hoe. I dry my hair s little and look at myself in the morning. he's about to see me straight out the shower. ugh! why can't I just be a natural pretty person. I suck it up and walk back into the living room where he's turned the lights down and the tv on searching channels. he looks so sexy sitting there with his feet up his work boots now off just in his navy blue t-shirt and blue work pants. he sees me looking him over and smirks at me throwing the blanket up inviting me in. as I walk to him his eyes never leave my body making me nervous.
once I'm seated and covered up he throws his arm around me pulling me close and kisses the top of my head.
" you always smell so amazing" he whispers making me blush thankfully the lights are off.
" thank you"
he lands in a movie and we both just cuddle into each other while watching it. it feels so natural just being with him I don't feel like there any pressure. I listen to his heart for a while and I suddenly remember I have so many questions.
" can I ask you something?" I ask and he once again kisses my head
" of course babygirl" this makes me smile
" I uh was wondering we were to have s*x are you going to want to hurt me?"
I stammer out nervous of his reaction and answer
he pulls back s little making me look into his eyes. he's rest one hand under my chin while his thumb runs across my lips
" Nicole I won't ever do anything you aren't comfortable with but no I'm more into spanking and teasing you until you are begging for me"
his voice is so deep and his words turn me on in ways I can't explain k squeeze my legs together trying to calm myself back down.
I slowly nod my head as he smirks at me he kisses lightly on the lips not helping my now aching core. our kids turns heated and soon y arms are wrapped around his neck pulling him closer while one of his cups my face and the other rest on my bare back under my shirt.
we both enjoy our heated make out session until we pull apart to catch our breath. he rest his forehead against mine smiling at me and I smile in return.
soon we're back to cuddle and watching our movie. when it's over I notice it's pretty late and honestly I don't want him to leave but I don't think it's fair of me to ask him to stay since I really don't think I'm ready for s*x. even though everything in my body wants it. we stay there holding each other for a while longer before he kisses the top of my head.
" I'm gonna head out beautiful" I slowly get up and nod my head.
" thank you for checking on me and sorry I left my phone" . he chuckles getting to his feet
" you did have me a little worried"
I smile at him as he takes my hand walking towards my door.
" at least I got to spend some time with you even though it wasn't a real date" he says kissing my hand
" just so you know you don't have to make our dates over the top everytime. I'm more than happy to sit at home with you and watch movies"
this makes him smile then he softly kisses my lips.
" noted babygirl. get some rest I'll be seeing you"
my heart flutters
" let me know when you make it home please"
he nods kissing me again
" definitely will. sleep well"
he walks out my door and I do a happy dance before locking it and heading to bed grabbing my phone in case he text me.
nate.
as I'm getting in my truck my pants are extremely tight from having her body so close to mine. and damn that little make out session had me wanting to throw her in bed and take her! but I know she isn't ready for that and I can show her I can be a gentleman. she's definitely gotta start having a bra on because her big beautiful breast pressed against me when her n*****s were hard is what's gonna make it extremely hard for me to call asleep tonight.
I make it all the way to my apartment and throw my keys down before taking a quick shower. I grab my phone and head to bed. then it hits me. damn it! I was trying so hard not to let her see how hard I was in my bangs I forgot my belt and shirt with my badge.
nate- hey beautiful I made it home. sorry to bother you but I think I left my things.
Nicole- glad you made. it yes you did. what time do you leave I can run then to you in the morning?
nate- about 7 but I can come get them.
Nicole- I'll bring them so aren't rushing. coffee and donuts officer? ( smiley face)
nate- ha so funny. but definitely ( laughing face)
Nicole- thank you for tonight Nathan.
nate- anytime sweetheart.
Nicole- I'm gonna be honest I'm gonna need you to tell me one thing wrong with you because I feel like you maybe to good to be real
nate- hahaha hm lets see... once I finally get you bed you won't be able to be satisfied with anyone else ( wink face)
nicole- oh my goodness!!
nate- just being honest.. but really I'm clingy I'm looking to settle down with someone and most girls these days are looking for fun. I don't know.
nicole- I like that about you. don't change it.
nate- you like it now until you realize how much I like you already.
nicole- ( heart) I like you alot too Nathan. I'll see you in the morning
nate- see you then. sweet dreams beautiful
Nicole- sweet dreams
I lay there with a smile on my face. I really think she might be the one.
- Writer
