how to love 2 : Nate.

chapter 19

Nathan.

I walked in and set myself at her bar putting my bags down and getting my burger out she stands on the other side just watching me.

" I brought extra if you are hungry"

I say looking at her and she looks worried

" I um already ate thanks though"

I nod nod and continue my burger. it's silent for some time before she huffs out

" Nate what are you doing here?"

I look her in her eyes

" it's sir tonight"

I see her body tense and her face change

she looks me over and at the bag I don't say anything and continue eating

" okay what are you doing here"

smart she chose not to say sir or my name.

I let my eyes drift over her

" do you want to be with me?"

I ask and she looks at me confused." what?"

" do. you. want. to. be. with.me?"

I ask slowly and she shakes her head slightly

" Nathan .."

I cut her off with a sharp look

she clears her throat

" sir this will never work. you need someone you can be proud to have on your.."

I cut her off again

" don't speak down on yourself"

her body tenses again and I try not to smirk at her

" now answer my question little one"

she sighs running her hands through her hair

" of course I want to be with you!"

I smile at this she's frustrated and that's fine we will work that out later.

" okay well here I am. I'm done with the space, you need to take things slower that's fine but now more ignoring me. no more running"

her eyes are big and she seems to be thinking

" and the girl"

I get up washing my hands before grabbing hers and pulling her gently to her bedroom.

I set the bag down looking around. I can work with this.

I take the straps out as I feel her eyes watching me then the lube and set everything down on her bed letting her see everything I have.

" for running I'm spanking your ass red. then I'm going to tie you to this bed and make you scream my name until you can't anymore, then hopefully you will understand a jack ass of an ex isn't enough to make me walk away"

she goes to speak but I press my finger to her lips

" no. I don't care what he says."

I pull her robe off letting it drop.

then her gown, it finding it's self a spot next to the robe as my eyes wander over her perfect body.

groaning at the fact I'm already hard.

her big plump ass not even sitting in the panties she has on.

her hands go to cover herself but I walk behind her grabbing her ass roughly

making her gasp

" drop them"

she takes sharp breath

" yes sir"

I smirk into her neck as I lay soft kisses along it"

these couple of days have been hell on me

little one"

her head falls back intake a step back looking her over

Nichole.

damn he shouldn't be able to work my body and mind this way! I have things to say but he wont let me. I'm not good enough for him he needs to see that! and that girl ugh that girl I want him to tell me what they did.

he's walking around looking at me and I finally find my voice

" who is she?"

she looks at me brow raised

" jealous?"

and I know I blush nodding

he takes my chin making me look at him

" she's nobody, old friend who wants to f**k me. but that won't ever happen I'm not interested "

I scoff and roll my eyes as he smirks at me

" you are only adding to the spankings little one"

I gulp

" David though he may actually have a chance to take you from me. so tonight I'm going to worship this body In hopes of showing you how much I care for you."

he kisses my nipples

" and then everyday after that I will continue to show you in other ways. but you have to stop running "

I don't say anything I'm lost again as his tongue slide down my stomach heading to my core but he stops right before it making me whimper

he chuckles.

bending me other the bed willing l as he gently rubs my bottom, I should be scared or embarrassed but I'm not I know what's to come and I am ready for it. i need it.

* smack*

my body jerks

*smack*

*smack*

my hips now roll against the bed on their own

" such a naughty girl thinking I'd walk away from all this"

his deep voice says as he rubs my bottom

* smack*

* f**k Nichole I've thought about this for days now"

I moan out as he spanks me again.

this time his hand rubs my bottom but he makes his way to my core feeling my juices everywhere I blush at the thought of being so wet from something so simple

he groans.

" this is going to be so fun little one"

he flips my body over kissing my lips and he must have tasted me because I taste myself on his tongue.

I sigh as he pulls away. he grabs the lube and a box and I look at him confused he just smiles at me

" wanna try something new?"

I bite my lip nodding

always with him. I trust him

" do you trust me?"

I nod

" words little one"

" yes sir"

he puts something at my lips and my mouth opens taking it in and he groans

" good girl get that nice and wet for me. I'm gonna put it in this nice ass of yours"

I'm sure he sees the shock on my face

" trust me"

I just nod again. he squirts some lube on his hands and rubs them together then he goes to my core touch I me only for a moment before going to my bottom, I tense up and he takes his other hand and rubs my thigh

" relax baby I've got you"

my body does as he says and he continues to rub then I feel him poking a finger into me and I cant help but moan out. I was embarrassed with myself with how good that felt. he licks me a few times cause me to groan in the pain a was feeling but then his mouth made contact with my core taking the pain from my mind, after not sure how long of him licking he came up and hovered over me with his hand asking for the thing in my mouth. I let it fall into his hands.

" if it's uncomfortable just say so and we will stop"

with that I nodded waiting to see what would happen.

after the thing was inserted it felt odd, not a bad odd just new and I knew I'd definitely be sore tomorrow.

he then moved to my arms strapping them to my headboard and my feet the same. I couldn't slow my heart as he stood over me smiling down at me

" sir?"

I didn't know what I was asking I just knew I needed him to touch me.

" shh little one you'll enjoy this"

he crawled over my body placing wet kisses along the way with the occasional nip.

once he met my core again I was whimpering

his tongue flicked over my clit making my body jerk then he thrust two fingers in making me scream out

" how that feel?"

my head was spinning I didn't know if I could dorm a sentence

" full."

taking a deep breath

" amazing"

he thrust harder making me basically scream again

" ahh! Nathan"

it wasn't long before I was falling over the edge as he sat on his knees still in his clothes watching me.

he then ate me like a crazy man Making me c*m undone all over again. I was out of breath from cummin so hard. he let me legs go first rubbing my ankles softly, I figured they'd be sore from my moving but they weren't.

he then kissed his way back up my body and let my arms free kissing my wrist gently

" bend over little one"

I looked into his eyes and I saw nothing but deep fire of lust, I did as he said and he got off the bed I'm assuming getting undressed.

I then heard the sound of the condom package ripping and I knew he was going to be inside me soon and my body starting aching in anticipation

he got behind me raising my body so I was on all fours and then he rubbed my bottom before spanking it causing the plug to move

" oh f**k Nathan"

" feel okay in there still little one?"

I look back at him so I know he knows I'm okay

" yes sir. please f**k me"

his eyes danced as I said it and I didn't have to ask again because he was soon in me Making me feel unbelievable full.

Nathan.

I'm glad she didn't fight it like I thought she would. her body gave into mine just the way I like, trying new things well that's just a plus for the both of us. I want her to be open with me with what she wants to explore in the bedroom.

my d**k has been aching since I got her undressed just the thought of being inside her.

I have her a few orgasms because I'm scared once I get in that p***y I won't last long at all.

after I asked if the plug still felt okay

hearing her say there words

"yes sir. please f**k me"

almost had me cumming.

I thrust into her hard but stayed put letting her body get used to two things at once.

I slowly start to move as she starts rocking her hips against me. moaning loudly and I know I'm letting my own moans out right now

" f**k Nichole you feel f*****g amazing!"

" Nathan!!"

I thrust harder pressing the plug a little hoping it helps her along.

my other hand holding on to her hip as I continue to go in and out.

her legs start to shake and she drops the front of her body as she screams out

" ah f**k"

I bust right there and pull out watching her squirt all over the bed her body still jerking. letting my hand press her clit to help her ride it out.

I grab her in my arms and hold her closely as we both come down from that.

" I will clean that sorry"

she whispers into my chest.

my body currently laying on her juices and I couldn't care less.

" little one don't apologize for that. you just squirted more usual and trust me I aim to make that happen again"

she looks up at me with wide eyes and I chuckle kissing her nose.

" let me start us a shower. then I'll change the sheets. then you are going to crawl in this bed and let me hold you until morning"

she thinks it over

" and then in the morning?"

I can hear the worry in her voice

" well I know a certain cat that has eaten my work shoes this week that would love to see his mama.

and also two people should still be in town for you to meet if you want"

she smiles at me. I real smile I haven't seen since our date and I can't help it I kiss those lips

" if you will still let me I'd love to meet them Nathan"

I get us up and in the shower cleaning her first and then myself letting her stay in a little longer while I change the sheets then I get her out and in one of my tees. after I took the plug out she said she is a little sore but didn't hate it. so that's a good sign.

we both sat on the bed against her head board with our legs tangled and her head on my chest

" I want you to explore whatever you want in the bed room baby. "

" but I don't know what I want to explore"

I sigh

" I enjoy trying things with you but if I'm always the one saying we have to do it I'm scared I'm pushing you into something you don't want to do"

she looks at me straddling me

" I like when you take the lead. I like your ideas so far, if I ever don't want to do something I'll let you know"

I smile

" so does this mean I won? you letting me back in?"

she smiles blushing

" I'm sorry. I just thought you'd see it was for the best. I won't ever be a size 2 and I will always be who I am, he tried to change that even says now if I change it I'll be the perfect arm candy for him. but I can't do that I can't let myself go"

she rambles on as I just smile at her shaking my head

" Nicole I never once asked you to change, do I want you to stop thinking so low of yourself? yes, but that's something you can continue to work on together with me. trust me I've got my own problems, but together we're happy. at least I am and if you aren't then tell me what to do but I don't want to lose you"

she kisses my lips

" together?"

I nod

" together baby"

our lips find each other again before we go a slow round of both of us just needing to be as close as possible.

then we fell back in bed as I held her and she fell asleep I'm 100% positive I'm in love with her, but I'm going to wait before I say anything I don't want to rush her