Being his halal

Chapter ten.

It's been a week now, since my wedding and everything seems to be going well Alhamdulilah. To my surprise annur has been behaving nice to me such that when we come close together I can feel butterflies packing up inside me with no knowledge why that is happening.

And I know it has only been a week since our wedding but things have been great and my feelings for him have been changing to the extent that I can't express what am feeling for him anymore.

Little things, I say.

He hasn't been giving me his cold shoulders anymore and I hope that doesn't change. He's been nice to me well except for his way of choosing words that i hate hearing. Apart from that everything has been going really well.

Annur left out early today saying he has to get something from somewhere he didn't tell me, so I was left alone with the maids and workers and it has been really lonely.

To say I've gotten used to I and annur being together always, no not that kind of together, I mean like his company, I've gotten quite fond of us that the house feels lonely. Though I'll never still understand why he wanted to marry when our first impression was so bad or should I say his first impression to me. I expected him to be cruel, cold hearted or so but to be honest he isn't, he actually treats me with respect except sometimes where he does give me cold shoulders

Since I took a leave from the office, i have time for myself. I decided that since I'm left all alone I can make it fun right?.

I took my flash containing series of movies that I haven't watched and went downstairs. I made popcorn to accompany me with my activity so it won't be boring.

I sat down scrolling down to which of the movies to begin with and saw one that caught my eye 'Suicide squad'. Oh lord I love these kind of movies.

I watched and watched till my eyes got watery and tired from the screen and then I decided to take a break and check the time.

"Ya Allah 6:30,oh no annur will soon be back and I haven't prepared anything for him to eat".

I hurriedly took my things going upstairs when I heard the front door opened.

"I'm back". I heard a familiar voice say.

Oh no he's back. I quicken my pace but I know that's not possible, right from when I was given birth too I was always a slow runner.

"Where are you running to". He said and his jaw dropped when he saw me. " why are still in your pajamas, well not really the one I saw you with in the morning, but why are you still in pajamas?".

"Um.. Well since I'm not going anywhere, so you know I just decided to um wear this" I smiled brightly hoping for him to drop the topic

"Really, God you're really something else". "Anyways I'm hungry, is the food ready?".he asks. So much for being a new bride huh?

Nothing like how are you? How was yours day? Huh?

"You see about that.. I um". Ya Allah he must think I'm a terrible wife.

"Don't tell me you didn't prepare anything".

I didn't say anything I just gave him a big smile hoping he'll take it. He decided to not say anything than just stare at me while I bow my head in shame and raise it up once in a while.

"Okay then, I'll forgive you for this, now go upstairs and get changed and wear something nice we're going out".

" huh?" I ask. Did I hear him clearly.

"I said get changed we're going out for dinner" he repeats. Wow he's not mad, you see what I'm saying sometimes, he's nice and sometimes he isn't. But thank God I met his nice authoritative side today.

Yeah that's true, if Annur is being nice to me, he's usually authoritative. I rarely just see him being just nice and husbandly.

"Okay thank you, am so sorry, it won't happen next time, I promise".

"Just go". He nods.

I went upstairs to my closet and picked out a light bronze gown that is demarcated with white from my navel upward and its head tie. I put some light make up on and packed my hair into a bun and came out.

"So where we going"I said asking annur, but to my surprise I saw him lost, lost in something I couldn't figure out but I think it is me.

"Um, yea when we get there you'll know". He says meeting my gaze but I quickly avert my eyes away. I'll always say this annur, is very handsome, he is the most handsome man I have ever seen no matter what he wears, he always looks good right now he's just with a jean and a turtle neck with a blazer but he looks so hot.

I never say all these in my head but ever since I got married to this man I realize why they actually call a person hot and handsome.

"Okay". I replied.

We went outside to the compound where the cars are parked and entered, a black BMW.

Silence took over almost through out the whole ride until he broke the silence.

"You look nice". He said looking at me, which made me blush

"Thank you". I replied turning to face him but he was already staring at the road.

We finally Made a stop and entered the building, it was a restaurant but a very beautiful one, I mean really beautiful. The inner environment was covered with dark milk colour and the tables were covered with red sheets and, It iss really huge and beautiful.

"Come in sir"the waiter said as we entered, I was kind of wondering as a big restaurant aren't they suppose to be reservations before entry but I shouldn't be, he is annur Abubakar, mutli - billionaire, so I don't blame them.

We took our sits and ordered what we wanted.

"So you said you wanted us to go somewhere for our honeymoon". Annur asked while we sat opposite each other.

"Yes, I said so". I replied looking up.

"Hmm" he said dipping his hand into his blazer and brought out two passports."These are two passport for you and I to paris, honeymoon there will be really nice".

"Oh, I.." As always I couldn't utter a word.

"Don't say anything just accept it, we'll be leaving tomorrow by 10".

" Thank you, very much, it means a lot".

"Well it for both of us so no need for the thank you".

The rest of the dinner was just random discussion and I got to know his favorite food is spaghetti and more things about him and so did he.

I wanted to bring up the lady I saw him with that day at spontaneous but decided to not ruin the moment and let it be, at the same time it wasn't my business.

Maybe it is

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"Hatina hurry up we'll be late".annur yelled.

"Hold on, I'm coming, just one minute. ".

"You've been in there for almost an hour".

"I'm sorry I'm almost done".

"Just come out".

I was all ready and went to meet annur. We quickly went to the airport as anuur wanted to get there on time. The plane was beautiful and big for a sole owner but well i don't need to say who he is. we got in till we waited to reach Paris.

"wow , Paris is beautiful". I said looking around.

"You've never come here". Annur said

"I haven't, I always wanted to but I couldn't get the time to come, I've always been so busy with work".

"Well now you're here, let's go before it get late". He says opening the door to the car for me. " thank you " I replied while he just nods.

"So are we staying in an hotel". I ask sitting properly while the driver drive off.

"Hotel?, why would I go to an hotel when I have my house". He turns to look at me surprisingly. " its like you don't know who you got married to" he smirks and oh God I almost fainted. Why does he have to be like this, it makes it hard for me to keep my heart away. And I know I won't be able to keep it much longer.

"Do you have houses everywhere?". Since he said I didn't know who I got married to, so I got inquisitive.

"No not really but in most place?".

"Hm okay then".

We arrived at the house, it was also beautiful and huge like the one we lived in but not as big as that.

The rest of the day was just normal, i got to know places in Paris and saw it was a really beautiful city as it was said.

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"Annur I'll be going out I need to see someone". I went to him while he sat on the couch.

"Who is it, I thought you've never been here?".

"Yes its my best friend she's in Paris for official duty we decided to catch up, I haven't seen her since our wedding and I'm really missing her. But I'll be back in the evening".

"You want to leave me at home, I'll be bored".

"Don't worry you'll be fine, I'm not leaving you, you can always text me and call, I won't stay too long".

"Okay, Don't stay too long."

"I won't".

I left the house and met haleema at a diner I just knew. We talked a lot, God I really missed her, she also informed me that she's getting married in a month's time. I'm so happy for her, she deserves a nice person because that the way she is.

Haleeema and I haven't really talked since I got married, she says I should have time for my husband. But a little call won't hurt? W hi itch I was mad at her for.

She says her dad has arranged a good guy from a hood family and she's okay with it, after all she's not getting any younger.

After so many talks it was getting late.I left Her to go and meet my husband before he goes AWOL.

Haha my husband. So weird.

I arrived home feeling so tired and just wanted to rest so I went straight to the room.

"Subhanalah annur what....you..". annur's lips all around a brunette's neck, as she pulled him closer to her, touching him, every where. Ya Allah he's shirt is even off. What would they have done if I came late...... Oh God why did he have to do this. I couldn't move I just watched him.

" hatina.. I" annur spoke getting away from her. What will he say? He can't even form a proper sentence. I can't take this. No no no.

Tears flushed down through my eyes as I stormed out but one thing remained in my head

That brunette girl where have I seen her?

Ya Allah its that hani lady.

Why, why, why is my life upside down, why can't i just be happy. Why did he do this. How could he and with her AGAIN.