The Abused Luna

chapter 21

Third Person Pov:

Aurora cried thinking about the situation that she got struck in. She neither had the support of her so called Alpha family, nor the support of her pack on the day of her first shifting. And like a cherry on top of the cake, Even her mate rejected her, and left her alone to face her miserable fate.

She was abandoned, and left alone in the middle of the forest with no one to help her.

This fact alone made Aurora to feel even more sad, as even though she had her family, a destined mate, and a whole pack with numerous members, none of them would even try to take a step in her direction to help her out of her tricky situation, even if they had saw her right now.

They would literally just pass by her, like they saw nothing out there, and would treat her like an invisible person.

Thus all these facts made her to cry out loudly subconsciously, as the pain she was experiencing in both of her body, and her heart was now too much for her to handle, all alone by herself.

After a long period of struggling, rolling, and withering in pain on the forest floor, Aurora thought that she would have shifted into her wolf form at last.

As she had felt the unbearable pain of each , and every one of her bones breaking in the past few minutes.

But to her utter dismay, she could still feel, and slightly move her human legs, and hands, if she use dime force, making her to frown in confusion, in the midst of all the pain.

As she had clearly saw before, at the time of the shifting process of the other pack members that after a long period of time, the teen wolves would shift into their wolf form.

When she was thinking what was happening to her in confused state, a light, and faint voice like a painful whisper was heard inside her head.

“Aurora….I am. …I am your Wolf. I am sorry, Aurora. The pain you are feeling right now is all because of me. I can’t handle the pain of our mate’s rejection.

And your body was already very weak to begin with. As I too was emotionally too weak, due to our mate’s rejection, your body can’t handle the shifting process.

I am sorry, Rory. I am sorry”, her inner wolf murmured sadly in a grave tone.

“I am sorry again, dear. I am sorry for being weak, that I can’t handle the heartbreak from our mate’s rejection, and for being a coward. In the time, when I had to give you strength, and be your moral support, I am leaving you all alone to fend for yourself.

I am going. The pain of our mate’s rejection was too much to handle for me”, was the last thing, Aurora has heard before she felt an eerie kind of silence within herself, and that weird feeling of emptiness in her mind.

This meant only one thing. Her wolf went away due to the rejection.

‘she lost her inner wolf!!!!’.

Even before getting her inner wolf fully, she lost her chance of shifting into her wolf form.

Aurora cried miserably, when she realized the impact of that terrible fact.

She lost the two most precious things that a Werewolf teen would get in her whole life.

Both her mate, and her inner wolf. That too on the very same day of her 18th birthday.

The 18th birthday, which should have been a blessing in disguise, and a happy day for her, like it was for the other werewolf teens, which they had experienced, instead it turned out to be a cursed day to her.

Thinking about all these things, Aurora could only shed tears of pain, and blood, and wallow her heart out in pure agony, as even moving her body a little, seemed like an impossible task for her right now.

So she just laid on the forest ground, and looked at the stars, that are shining brightly above her, in the night sky.

Aurora POV:

I just laid there on the forest floor like a lifeless doll, and looked into the night sky, that was filled with several stars shining brightly above me.

The night view of the sky looked very gorgeous, more particularly today, and the little stars that were scattered in the sky, twinkled brightly with the dark black night as their background, making it look like a fabulous painting, that came straight out of a kid’s fairy tale book.

But all these beautiful view, that are worth appreciating above me, which used to give me so much joy, and strength, instead of the doing the same as before, and giving me happiness today, made me feel totally bitter inside, when I compare the way I was living, or more like the way, I have been treated by the people, I call my own family, and pack members.

My mom, Lily Bentick, the most kindest woman, the Violet Moon pack ever had, was the most lovable Luna of the Violet Moon pack.

My mom used to say that the starry night sky gave her so much happiness to her, and a sense of peace, giving a serene environment to enjoy the end of a day.

She used to say that all the problems, and stress, that she had would disappear like a dust, when she gaze into the night sky, which was filled with numerous stars that shine brightly.

Even I felt like that, as enjoying the same thing that my mom used to love, made me think that she was near me, and made me feel a little bit closer to her emotionally.

But to me today, the starry night sky made me sad, as my life was so miserable now, that I can’t even have the luxury to appreciate, and enjoy the beautiful scene, that my mom used to love.

The starry night sky above me, some how made me feel so lonely, and depressed, as to me the only thing that caught my eyes were the dark background of the night, and the stars in them seemed to be some how invisible to me.

As all I could see in front of me was endless darkness that was devouring me little by little, as if it had made an oath to do so to someone.

“Dear sweet Moon goddess. Every one of them in our werewolf world would say that you are the mother to all the werewolves, and you would love all of your children very much, and equally too.

They would say that you are the most kindest Goddess, and you are very merciful, even to the most cruelest one in our world”.

I mumbled into the endless darkness, hoping earnestly that my desperate wailings, and cry for help could be heard by the great Moon Goddess, if I was lucky enough.

“Then, how come you are being so cruel to me. What sin did I commit against your wish, that you are punishing me in this cruel way??”, I cried, and complained out loud, as the tears of agony fell from both of my eyes.

“why are you hating me like this??.You took away my mom Lily, who I loved the most in the entire world, with all my heart.

Then as if it was not enough for you, you even snatched my family from me too, by making them hate me, and now to top it all that, you even made my destined mate to join that list.

Why are you being so cruel on me??. What did I ever do to you, for you to hate me to this extend???”, I yelled out in the dark, with the last bit of energy in me.

I cried, and asked all the questions, that I always wanted to ask to the great Moon Goddess, knowing very well that I will not be getting any answers, for any of the questions I had asked to her, so I just sniffed, and cried for the way, I live my life pathetically.

I just wanted to say out all the grievances that I have, out loud for once.

I scoffed looking at my naïve nature.

If the Moon goddess does listened to my questions, and prayers before, I would have gotten the answers for many of the strange questions, I had till now already.

Then the moon goddess would have already changed the way of my life for better, instead of making it to take a reverse gear to the worst.

Then I would not have gotten into such a bad situation in my life, and would be spending my time all alone, and miserable like I am now.

If the Moon Goddess was about to take pity on me, or either if she wanted to even shower a small drop of mercy on me, then she would have done that a very long time ago.

The Moon goddess must have hated me to the core, as she took everything I loved dear to me, and cherished in my life, away from me.

First it was my mom, Lily Bentick, then my dear family members, and the respect, and love showered upon me by the members of the pack, and then at last my inner wolf soul too.

After a long, and unknown period of time, with me crying alone in the ground of the forest, only a small whimpering, and hiccup sounds could be heard from me, as I had already lost all the strength, that I had in me, in withstanding the pain that coursed through my body all this period of time.

It was basically the early hours of the dawn, and only now I regained a little bit of my energy, to even more my legs, and hands.

I was basically weak from all the starving routine of mine, and only have a little bit of energy to begin with.

Thus it took a long time for me to gain that little bit of energy. My eyes were looking puffy from all the crying I did, and I know for sure that I looked like a total mess now.

When all the tears in my eyes had dried up, as my body had reached its maximum capacity of getting weary, and secreting tears, I slowly moved around, and got up from my position on the ground, and leaned against the trunk of the nearby tree.

With a heavy heart, and weak body, I managed to drag my body to the pack house in the pace of a snail.

Not wanting to be discovered by the other members of the pack, and not wanting to be ridiculed by them for getting rejected, or for the way I am looking now,(as they never leave a chance to slip past them in taunting me, even without any reason), I used the little bit of energy I had, to drag my weak, and pain filled body to the attic, my only safe haven in this entire pack.

Even till now, some of the members of the pack were talking, and having drinks, and enjoying the party to their heart’s content. Thus I silently sneaked around, and hid from the prying eyes of the members of the pack.

Without anyone noticing, I successfully dragged my weak body all the way to the attic.

With Each step, I took on the stairs made it very hard for me, as every fiber in my body screamed in extreme pain.

Within a few hours, the sun would soon paint the dark sky with its bright rays of light.

Normally it was the usual time for me to get up, and make breakfast for the whole pack.

But as if the last bit of mercy was showered on me unknowingly, my so called elder sister Andrea without her knowing, had done some good to me.

( if she had known that, what she was about to do, will be a benefit to me, she would have not done that, and would go to any lengths to stop from happening).

She had already ordered the event managing team to take care of that day’s breakfast, and lunch, helping me a great deal.

So I don’t have to worry about anything else, except for only making the night’s dinner today.

Not having to do all those tiresome heavy work with my painful, and weak body, I sighed heavily in relief, subconsciously, and fell on the floor once I entered inside the attic.

Without even spreading the mat, that I would usually use to sleep on, I fell on the hard wooden surface of the attic, and then again curled into a ball.

I do not even know when, but I closed my heavy eyelids, and fell into a deep, and not so peaceful sleep. I slept unknowingly, due to the tiredness, and all the things that I had experienced today had drained all the energy in my body.

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