The Abused Luna

chapter 20

Third Person Pov:

It was thousand times worse than what she thought it would be. She felt like her skin was being ripped from every inch of her body, and every vein in her body seemed to burst out of it’s place.

Those unbearable pain was the reason as to why she wanted to die so badly.

Aurora miserably hoped for someone to come, and help her. She wanted some one to hold her, and say that, everything was okay, and it was going to be alright very soon.

She wanted to hear some sort words of comfort to soothe her burning, and crying soul.

But on the second thought, even though, if any of the members of the Violet Moon pack saw her right now, everyone in the pack would only blame, and curse her, without a doubt.

They would blame her, for her bad luck, as they all hate her for losing their loving Luna.

They would tell her that she deserved this sort of treatment, and it was good that she got to be rejected by her mate, and she would never get any love, and affection of her mate in her whole life.

Aurora was so lost in her thoughts, that she didn’t even realize that she fell to the ground, and now was weeping silently, like a lost child yearning for her mother in the endless crowd, on the lap of the mother earth goddess.

In fact, that was the case for Aurora too. She was like a lost child weeping for her mother’s comfort, but the reality was that she would never get that sort of love.

The tears of blood that she had shed, slipped out of Aurora’s small, and dull looking eyes, because of the pain she was feeling in her chest right now.

Those tears rolled down her eyes, and left a track of its trail along her pale looking face, and fell on the ground.

Like the mother who would embrace, and wipe the tears of her child, when her kid was crying her heart out, similarly the ground absorbed her tears of pain, that fell on its surface, as if symbolically telling that it was there for her, to wipe her tears, as if a loving mother would do to her beloved little kid.

Well, symbolically the earth, and the ground surface of it that carry our weight all throughout our life, and from the start of the existence of all living things that took life on Earth, was no less than our mother, who carried us in her womb protecting us with her life till we were born.

Earth too supports and carry us from the moment we were born to the moment, we all take our last breath.

Like wise, for Aurora who crazily needed her mother’s embrace, subconsciously took solace in the lap of mother Earth goddess.

She took in the warmth that the ground surface offered her, even though it was the night time, the ground beneath her had a warm effect to it, while curling herself into a tiny ball, in the shape of fetus, in the hopes of protecting herself from all sorts of things, that hurt her both physically, and emotionally.

But sadly her pain was not caused by some external factors but by the words of that one person, who was supposed to love, cherish, and protect her all through out her life using his life, her MATE, Chance Gary.

The words of rejection that was uttered by Chance Gary was repeated in her ears like a never ending mantra, making her to wallow in pain, and cry in misery thinking about her pitiful life.

She really ….really wished, and even secretly prayed to the moon goddess, with the last bit of hope that she had, so that the great Moon goddess would be merciful enough on her pitiful life, and would bless her with a loving mate, who would take her out of this miserable life of hers, and give her a peaceful, and simple life.

But all her heart felt prayers, and wishes all seemed to went through the deaf ears, as even her one wish, that she had asked in all her life these years, turned out to be a curse, making her miserable life into a hellish one at that.

All she could hear was the words that caused her pain, and all she felt was pain….pain….and PAIN, all over her body, making her to curl even more into a tiny ball, subconsciously wanting to reduce the pain she was feeling, that seemed to increase as time went by.

Aurora felt pain on every inch of her body, and she could feel the extreme pain in the every tendons that was present in her body, as if they were pulled like a string, in all directions.

Her heart was the most painful one in her whole body, making all the other pains she was feeling on her body to be turn into nothing but a small drop in the vast sea, compared to the pain, she was feeling in her heart.

Aurora curled herself more as the pain in her chest increased ten fold than it was before, if that was even possible, as the time went by.

It was more unbearable for her that she cried out loud without her knowing what she was doing. She did not mind now that whether her cries of pain would attract the attention of the other pack members.

She even forgot that she would receive severe punishment, if she was caught making a scene by the Alpha of the pack, William Bentick, aka her dear old father, who always looks for an opportunity to make her to suffer, as if making the whole Violet Moon Pack to hate her, and making her life, a tortuous living hell was not enough already.

It felt, as if her heart was squeezed roughly using a pair of iron clad hands, making it difficult for her to take a single breath smoothly.

She withered like a fallen leaf in a strong wind, and rolled on the forest floor, in the thought of reducing the amount of pain she was feeling.

The pain she felt was like her heart was ripped out of her chest with a pair of bare hands.

In the pin drop silence, that the dark lonely night provided, in the middle of the forest, Aurora withered in pain, and cried miserably, hoping for the pain that she was feeling to be stopped, some how, or anyhow.

All she wanted then was to escape from the hellish pain she was experiencing. And to her great misery, her messy, and dizzy mind too did not help her much, in coming up with few methods of easing the pain on her body.

The rejection of Chance Gary was like a massive, and heavy blow, rolling, and making her life upside down in a few seconds.

The rejection of her mate, was the final blow sent her way to make her hopes, and wishes to collapse, like a building made out of playing cards.

The pain in her heart seems to be increasing as time went by, and Aurora only cried silently, while staring into the darkness without anything to focus on particular, as it seemed like a very difficult task for her, to even move her body.

The whole body of hers was on fire, and it felt like each, and every bones in her body was being broken into several pieces, and rejoined again, twisting her from the inside out, in a wave of new pain.

She felt as if each, and every unit of tendons present in her body was pulled out one by one in several different directions, making her to wither in pain like a fly fell in a hot pan of oil.

Aurora who had still not yet came out of the pain, she was feeling from her rejection, was now thrown into a new streak of worst pain, which was on a whole lot of a different level.

Aurora rolled left, and right, and curled into a ball in the fake idea that the pain in her body might go away by doing like that. But she was wrong…very wrong…so much wrong.

In her confused, and dizzy state, Aurora searched through her hazy mind, for the reason for the new wave of pain she was feeling, as the new pain made her whole body to be in a weird state, where she felt like she was hanged using a stick, above a camp fire, like used for grilling, unlike the pain she felt from her rejection, which only made her to feel pain in her chest region.

After a few minutes of being in a confused daze like state, like a light bulb had went off in her messy mind, Aurora suddenly realized that the cause for the new wave of pain she was feeling right now, was due to the other reason, which was very important for every teen werewolf that reached the 18 years of old, which she had totally over looked, and more like forgotten about it, all because of her mate’s rejection.

She was in the middle of her shifting process. Her shift!!….HER FIRST SHIFT!!!!.

Well, All the werewolf teens get their wolf soul, their other animal part, once they turn into 18 years of old, on their birthday, and they shift into their new wolf body for the very first time.

It was like a rebirth for all the werewolves, as they really did get born newly into their wolf form, for the first time.

Usually the teen wolves on their 18th birthday, get their wolf part, and shift in front of the whole pack.

The whole pack would be present to welcome the newly shifted wolf into their pack, and would give their moral support to the shifting teen Wolf. The teen Wolf's parents would aid them in their shifting process.

Luckily if the Werewolf teens had found their mate before their shifting process, their mate would help, and support them throughout the shifting process.

The presence of their destined mate, reduces the pain of their shifting into another body in a great deal.

That was why the Werewolf teens who would find their mates on their 18th birthday before their first shifting process, or even before that, was considered the luckiest person, as their mate would be present with them to help them.

They would share, and reduce the pain of their partners, and support them physically, and emotional.

But that too turned out to be a dead end for Aurora, as even though she had found her mate before her first shifting process, instead of aiding, and reducing her pain, that she would feel on her first shifting process, ironically, her destined mate, Chance Gary rejected her as his destined mate, and caused her to under go extra pain because of his rejection.

Aurora cried thinking about the situation that she got struck in. She neither had the support of her so called Alpha family, nor the support of her pack on the day of her first shifting.

And like a cherry on top of the cake, Even her mate rejected her, and left her alone to face her miserable fate.

She was abandoned, and left alone in the middle of the forest with no one to help her.

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