The Abused Luna

chapter 34

Aurora POV:

The one who spoke was none other than Chance Gary, and he was speaking to one of his friends, Jack, in his room.

Jack was as worst as Chance Gary in his habits. He was such a man w***e, that he practically slept with most of the girls in the pack.

“I have given her enough time. But she did not accept it. So I have to do it the hard way.

One way, or the other, she will be mine, and I will make sure of it”, Chance Gary said to his friend, Jack, and I do not have to look at his face to say that he was sporting an evil look on his face right now.

“But what if that girl put up a fight, and shouts, and make a scene? “, Jack asked curiously.

“hah....not a chance. She can never be a match to my strength even on the normal days. Also now she was beaten black, and blue by Andrea, and her little gang of minions. So, she must be totally weak, and drained of her energy. This is my opportunity.

I am going to force myself on her, and she will not even have the strength to resist me, more so to shout out loud for help”, Chance Gary said making all the hairs on my body to raise in fear.

The blood running in my veins turned ice cold, as if I was standing on a ice block, as now, I know for sure that he was talking about not any other girl, but about me.

“I am going to f**k her hard, and have my way with her. It is her loss, that she refused my well proposed offer. Her bad, not mine though. Because what I am thinking is going to happen one way Or the other.

But however, I will make her mine tonight, and will keep her as my s*x slave. Only then, I will be able to calm down my crazy wolf, who was going crazy about that girl, making me to lose, my mind. that damned stubborn wolf”, Chance Gary said in an annoyed tone.

Hearing all these, my heart started to beat even faster. I had my heart in my throat in that moment.

So even after he had rejected me, and refused to accept me as his destined mate in front of the whole pack, he still wanted to use my body for his physical needs.

****’how can some one can have this much cruelty in him, and be this much of a heartless guy??. Just what did he made out of?? ‘, I thought to myself.

Just thinking about what I had heard just now, gripped my entire being with fear, and disgust, that I genuinely felt happy that he did not accept me, and rejected me as his mate.

He indirectly helped me, and freed me from the toxic mate bond relationship with him. I did not want to be near a person with such an evil, and disgusting personality, much less than being a mate to him.

I thanked the moon goddess for showing at least this much of mercy on me, and freed me from this wicked relationship.

When I was lost in my own train of thoughts, the next words that I had heard totally made me to stop breathing, and gripped me with unadulterated fear.

“whatever you say. But be careful in your actions, and do not get caught by the other pack members.

Just have this drug pill, for safety measures. Just in case that little b***h happens to be a little clear minded, and resist you, and tries to put up a fight against you, make her to eat this drug pill.

More importantly, this drug pill will stop her from shouting, and creating a scene “, that evil womanizer Jack, said to Chance Gary.

How can they be this inhumane??. Even if a girl did not want to be physically involved with them, and resist them by says no, they were going to use force, and drug pills to achieve their damned desire. What a disgusting thing to do???. Even animals did not have this kind of lowly behaviour..

**they were really not humans at all. They were real monsters!!!!.

I slowly retreated, and went back to the attic, as silently as I could possibly manage to do with my current trembling self.

I quickly locked that old lock on the door. The very next second, my trembling legs gave out, and I fell on the floor with a small thud sound.

Blocking my mouth with my shaky hands, so that my sounds would not be heard by others, I cried silently trying to control the mixed emotions that was raging inside me.

Just thinking about Chance Gary taking advantage of me, and using my body to satisfying his physical needs, gave me creeps, and clutched my insides in pure fear.

The old lock on the door that suddenly caught my eyes too taunted me mockingly. As I clearly know that, that worn out lock, or even the small door made of wood will not

be able to stop Chance Gary from coming inside, and taking advantage of me.

His strength was extraordinary among his peers, that with one kick he could break down this door very easily.

I clearly know that I was not a match to him, when compared to his strength.

All these disturbing thoughts messed up with my mind, and I was left out in a complicated situation which made my mind to be blank, and I did not know what to do.

But the one thing I know for sure, was that if I happened to stay here in this attic tonight, then I would be doomed for the rest of my life.

I will be like a struggling fish on the cutting board, for Chance Gary to do whatever he wanted to do with me.

The only thing, and the last bit of dignity that I have treasured all these years would be destroyed, if I stayed here in this attic.

The attic which I had considered as my safe heaven all these years would be my destroying hell, if I stayed.

So I made up my mind, and decided to run away from this hell hole.

That was the only thing that I can think of, and also the only reasonable conclusion which I could come up with, right now.

Even though I was afraid of cutting off all the ties with this pack, and going rogue, that seemed a lot less miserable, when compared to be staying here, and suffering at the hands of that selfish, and sadistic guy, who was once happened to be my mate.

The fact that Suffering alone, and fending myself in the woods, without the protection of the pack over my head, and facing the outside world alone, without even having my inner wolf to defend me, made me to fear for my life.

But even that thought did not make me to feel as terrified as the mere thought of being used by someone else for satisfying their physical needs.

All these years I had hoped that one day everyone would understand me, and realise that my mom Lily’s death was just an accident, and that they would realise that I was not at all at fault for their Luna’s, aka my mom’s death.

I had wished with the last bit of sincerity, and hopefulness that my family would accept me, and treat me better one day.

But all that hopes have seemed to be like hoping for a rain from the empty smoke cloud, that can never give out even a drop of water, in the form of rain.

My hope turned out to be only a wishful thinking, and all my efforts of waiting patiently too turned out to be a stupid futile attempt on my part.

So finally making up my mind, I wiped my eyes off the tears that flowed down like a never ending river, and decided to follow the gut feeling of mine.

I looked around the dark, and lonely room, which I have been living, more like surviving all these years.

Even though it looked like a worn out, and rusted shed, it was my very own safe heaven all these years.

All the things that I was subjected to, and the abuse that I had to tolerate, while I was working down in the pack house, the only thing that I used to pacify myself was that once I finished all the work that was given to me, I can go up to my own personal space, where no one can bother me.

That thought that I can go back to my own place after everything which I had to endure, the fact that I have a place, where I can feel safe in the entire pack territory, where no one would harm me in any sense, made it easier for me, and gave me strength to endure every taunts, and torments that was sent my way.

I looked around one last time as to what I can take with me, when I get out of this hell hole.

The worn out mattress, which I use to sleep was put up against the wall carefully, and the small wooden box, which I use as a Cupboard for storing my four clothes were the only thing present in the attic that I was able to see.

Truth to be told, there was nothing I could say that I had owned to myself in here, that was valuable enough to be taken along with me.

I went ahead, and opened the small wooden box, and looked into it.

In the corner, there was the box that I was looking for, neatly placed.

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