Graduation
1791 Words
***Hailey***
Over the past two weeks have been obvious that me and Ethan has been living in some sort of dream world where I'm not going away to Maryland and there is nothing to trouble us. We don't talk about it, ever which means that we never hang out at my house with my oh so proud parents and boxes that I've just started to pack. It's weird not talking about something that will be taking over all of my time in three months. Like I'm hiding a part of myself cause he can't handle it. I'm not a fan of us being apart from each other either but this is something I have to do and I'm not giving it up. I wish that he wasn't the future alpha and having so much responsibilities after graduation sometimes. I keep fantasizing about a magic free life with him without all the pressures and ties we have to our pack. It would make life so much easier and hurt a whole lot less. But we don't have that luxury and I've even doubted my decision to go every single day, especially when I look into Ethan's eyes and drown. But the thought of all the pain that will come from leaving have me going to the desperate thought of rejecting him. But I try my best to shake that off every time cause that would be to painful and having to see his face as I'd have to say the words makes it pretty much impossible.
***Ethan***
I've been doing my best to not think about her leaving buts it's hard. Last week I got the make up test to focus on so that helped but not enough. The s*x helps though and I believe I've memorized every inch of her body, her moans from different places of pleasure and all her sensitive spots. Cause if she was being away from me for eight years I'm gonna need all the memories of her moaning and screaming my name to get through it. Her soft lips and hands at my skin, gripping, pulling, scratching.. "Earth to Ethan!" of course Chase would bring me out of my s*x dreaming, he truly had bad timing sometimes. "what?!" I looked at my surroundings and remembered that we were in the gym at school and getting ready to walk out to the graduation ceremony. "what's up with you man?" I had been this easily irritated ever since Hailey told me about her graduating with us, right about now. "Sorry, I just have a lot on my mind. Come on let's graduate." I just wanted to get this over with. I found Hailey across the hall but I couldn't just do what I wanted in that moment which was take her in my arms and kiss her but we still kept to the 'not telling the pack' rule. Which in my opinion sucks but if Hailey wants it, she gets it.
"Come on everyone, time to find your places. We start walking in ten minutes!" Principle Stonehill yelled to the loud crowd and easily got their attention. Hailey had made her way over to us as her and Chase's places were here in the back. "Hi." it was an awkward tone in her voice as she said it. This had been a part of her big secret over the last months and with it finally being here and us avoiding the subject made it beyond awkward. "Hi. See you after okay." I said before walking of towards the front. I couldn't look at her and having to go against all of my emotions and reactions of wanting her close to me.
Soon we started walking out the doors towards our seats on the field below all the families and friends that filled the bleachers. I took my seat four rows from the back on the left side with Marcus Richie on my left and Catherine Pyth on my left I plastered on my big fake smile and looked around over the rows in front of us. Seven rows ahead a bit to the right from me they sat down, her hair fell beautifully down her back. I heard Xavier growl deep at the sight of her as Mrs Stonehill began her opening speech and welcoming everyone to the graduation of the class of 2019. It was a long boring speech about all the different accomplishments of our schools various teams and clubs. Then the juniors music class did a performance with Josie in the front as predicted. I could see how Chase couldn't take his eyes of her from all the way back here, it's still amazing how he could be so head over heels for her when she's not his mate. It seemed like they had a mate bond even if they didn't. At times I thought they were both liberum electi's which means that they don't have mates and have a free choice in their soulmate. A lot of people that are liberum electi's become strong warriors or dedicate their lives to the pack and live their lives alone. But we still had to wait and see how their lives worked out in the future. It was finally time to walk and get our diplomas and it didn't take long for them to reach Chase and Hailey as their last name was Everton. "Chase Everton." Chase walked up the steps and took his diploma from the principle before hold it to the air and doing a jump causing the crowd to scream in response. "Hailey Everton" Hailey walked slowly across the stage before reaching Stonehill. I could see how she congratulate Hailey on her early graduation and to getting into Hopkins. She said a low thank you as she took her diploma and walked of stage not looking up at anyone. I tried to fight my urges to talk to her but I caved to my feelings.
~Congratulations love~ I felt the smile on her face even if I couldn't see it.
~Thanks babe, I still have a hard time believing that I actually made it~ I can't believe that she doubted herself, she can succeed with anything she sets her mind to.
~I'm so proud of you, You can do anything you want to. ~ she turned around in her seat and gave me a smile and I practically melted right then and there. I felt Marcus elbow at my side, oh s**t I had missed that our line started walking.
~Smooth babe.~ she laughed, god I loved her laugh. How was I gonna survive without hearing that every day?
~I'm forever blaming you for distracting me with that magic smile of yours~ she blushed as my eyes found her as we walked by their row. I stood in line and my eyes on hers, getting lost in them as I always did.
***Hailey***
Ethan was about to walk on stage but as intensely he was looking at me I was sure he was gonna miss his turn and then trip on the steps. But he took his eyes of Mt at the sound of his name being called by Mrs Stonehill. "Ethan Reed" by the sound of it the whole crowd was screaming and shouting for him. Guess that's what it's like to be an alpha, all eyes on you for both the good and the bad. He got his diploma and flashed me his heartbreaking smile and winking before jumping and doing a f*****g backflip making everyone screaming even louder. That was Ethan for you, always giving a little extra, showing off and was just so confident and damn it was sexy to see. He walked back to his seat and saying 'thank you's to people along the way and once he reached his seat I mindlinked him again.
~You and me, Mr Thomas classroom after this is over.~ I had to have him, touch him, kiss him, feel him and I needed it now.
~I can smell you all the way over here. It doesn't smell like you're going to be able to make it until after the ceremony is over.
~ I could feel how Xavier was in the game as well now, this could be oh so fun and extremely pleasant.
~When the caps fly, run~ I could sense his erection and lust from where I was sitting making my core even wetter at the thought of him inside of me. Thrusting, filling my up with his length as moans escape my throat at the pleasure of him pulsating in me.
~I'm dying to taste your juices and hear you screaming my name as I make you come over and over again. Feeling your soft lips on my c**k, suckling and licking, running your tongue along a of me before I take you fast and hard on the teachers desk. You moaning and screaming my name as your walls tighten around me making me come and filling you with my cum.~ I felt my clit vibrating at his words, I have to fight every fiber of my being not to moan at the intensity building inside me at the moment. I felt like my wish came true as Mrs Stonehill called out for our graduating class and everyone stood up and threw their caps in the air and I turned and saw that Ethan was gone and in the next second so was I.
I slowly opened the door to Mr Thomas classroom and finding Ethan standing by the window watching out over all the students searching for their families. He looked deep in thought, almost dreaming. "Penny for your thoughts." He turned and gave me a half smile before turning back to the window before speaking. "I can't help but wonder if we ever get to do that." I walked over to the window to see what he was talking about. All I saw was people all over the place, hugging, taking pictures and talking. "Do what?" We did just graduate so what part of it was he talking about. "Cheering for our kids as they graduate high school." His voice sounded like he was talking about a dream that was never coming true. "one day Ethan, maybe we will."
"You really believe in that? That neither of us will fall under pressure during these years ahead. It's gonna be hell Hailey and I don't want to take a chance on a 'maybe'. I love you Hailey and I will wait for you to do this but I wanna know that you will come back to me when you're done. So I'm asking you Hailey Everton, will you marry me?"
"I… Ethan.. I love you, I don't.. "
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