Comet was sitting back in the same room where she had slashed the throat of the therapist who had confess the fact that he had been linked and a part of the ring which kidnapped women and then tested them like Guinea pigs and sold them off too billionaires all over the world so that they could have toys to play with and break.
Lester had made sure that the body was not going to be a problem for them. It was going to be taken care of by some people who were professionals when it came to taking care of such corpses.
“Who was he talking about? Is it the same one?”
“I cannot believe that it would be the same woman. After all do you think that we would be making such a mistake?” asked Lester. This was going on at the back of his mind as well but he did not wish to believe it.
“I don’t think that you would know or you do a mistake knowingly. However it might be extremely possible since I checked that there are not many women who are therapists and who use hypnosis as a part of their therapy in this place named Judith. And if that is the case then I don’t know if she already knows and was sent to us as a part of their plan,” Comet muttered. She was still buck naked and was extremely comfortable in her own skin.
“We can think about that later on. But right now I want to know what are you feeling about this. This was the first time that you actively killed a man. And I know that you might seem very comfortable with it but comment you have to understand that this is not a simple thing however comfortable you might be. Everyone has some kind of reaction to their first killing. You need to tell me how you are feeling right now.”
“Isn’t that the reason that you sent me to talk to a therapist about my feelings? Now the fact that you were dipping your d**k inside her is a different issue altogether however I don’t want to talk about anything right now.”
“No Comet. Whatever you might think that was not the reason why we thought that a therapist would be able to help you. The reason was something different you were going through a phase where you were harming yourself. You wanted pain like you were a f*****g masochist. Then you wished for us to hurt you so bad so that you could forget the pain that you already had endured. And me and your uncle we both might be bastards but we love you very much. It is not very normal thing to do. We wanted you to come out of whatever night made you had locked yourself in. How is that wrong on our part?”
Comet looked up at him and then felt that she was seeing her Daddy after quite a long time and she smiled at him brightly.
“I am broken Daddy. I really am broken,” she said in a bright manner and the whisper made Lester’s heart break.
“How do you feel? You have to tell me today, Comet. Enough has been done and enough has been said but I need to hear it from you. I need to hear your nightmares so that I can understand what is happening,” said Lester.
“Beneath my feet the terrain crumbled as pulsating tension mountain in the back of my head and neck. Shocks of White Hart pain had my body convulsing as the screams echoed around me their voices resembling metal against metal. My vision goes blurry from the pain radiating over me I was on the verge of begging. Begging it to stop. Begging for relief. I used to beg to them every single day. I used to beg to him to kill me or either let me go. But I was going to lose my goddamned mind if it didn’t. Everything hurts so f*****g much.”
Comet spoke up and there was only blank void in her eyes. Probably her tears had dried long ago, but Lester listened to her. He should have listened to her but she could not speak then.
“You have no idea how many times I lost my voice. My voice went hoarse from my screaming but nothing compared to those larger demanding bellows of pain. There had been many a times when I felt my head hit the marble floor underneath me as the sleek crimson blood which had been flowing from my bodies had soaked my skin and clothes and her. I had squeezed my eyes shut and sent a prayer to anyone who had been listening because I knew that God had forsaken me long back so that this would stop. So that he would kill me. But he did not.”
“I made a mistake letting him leave. Didn’t I? I should have killed him,” said Lester with a grim realization hearing from Comet and she said,” I also think so. Killing him would be very satisfactory. But trust me on this Daddy, I want to kill every single one of them and if this b***h is a part of this then make no mistake about this Daddy I am going to strip her of every single inch of skin on her body and that too when she is f*****g conscious.”
Lester started speaking but Comet put up her hand and continued speaking. She was not done yet.
“Every single night I feel like my energy snapped against like me like a whip as fresh tears leaked out of my closed eyes in relief. I knew that I would be okay soon. I knew that I was back home. I knew that I will say. However I could feel myself ascending further and further along as the pain disappeared. The screams stop. And those were my screams. The nightmares that tethered me to earth were absent leaving me in a daze and numb state. No expectations or judging eyes on me. No pressure or cruel hands that pulled at me. No pain that was so severe I ended up begging for death. Every single time. And I did not know how I was supposed to tell this to you. And now coming to hear that there have been a lot of women suffering the same fate that I have been and they have not been rescued from that living hell that they have been subjected to you have no idea how angry that makes me.”
“We are in the process, Comet. Things like this take time. It is not a normal kidnapping or they don’t ask for ransoms. You do realise that we are dealing with an organization which makes us look like children playing with toys. One small mistake they are going to make sure that every single girl all around the world is chopped into pieces and then burnt,” said Lester as he huffed.
“When I had to force my eyes open I used to reach out to grab onto anything around me feeling a bit dizzy as I tried to keep myself and curd. It was a pain to be living every single day. I had no idea where I was any concept of direction was completely gone and it had made almost impossible for me to find my way back home. That man used to tell me every single day that I was never going to be able to go back to my home because I was lost. There was no one looking for me. And you know what the worst part was. I actually believed him. I wanted to think that there was someone out there who was going to come for me and save me from this hellish torture that was going on but there was no one who came. And finally I almost forgot that I was even a human being.”
“But you do have a home. You always have a home with us. I have always told you and I used to tell this to your mother as well that home is not a place that we live in today we can go to any other place and live in a motel as well but as long as we have all the people that we love with us we are actually home.”
“Home. It is a strange concept. At that point of time I used to feel that I used to have a home but not anymore. Did I even want to make it back? Maybe I could stay up here stay safe and unaffected. I knew that I had reached where they wanted me when everything came to a standstill. I used to take pain like a diva. He used to cut me up with knives and then let me bath in salt the burn and the stings which happened to me I still recall today. That is the reason why I can’t use bath bombs or bath salts even now. Consciously.
That guy whose name I don’t recall at the moment but I can remember his face he would do as he wished and nothing I could do would stop him. I wanted to fight him. But I could not. He had bound my hands and my feet. He used to electrocute me to see me shudder in the worst possible way and then he used to laugh in glee. He told that I was the only one who had been taking it like a pro for so long. Are you sure that you wish to hear more daddy?”
“Yes. I wish to hear more. I wish to hear every single thing that they did to you, baby girl,” Lester continued with gritted teeth.
“Sometimes I was surprised that he had pulled back enough to allow me to scream. Then again he was a sick f**k so he did not shock me all that much. I used to think that he wanted me to be silent. And then he wanted me to screen. He wanted to show to all his friends that how much strong he was by showing that I could scream. My eyes were closed most of the time. And I knew that I was not going to fare much better than all those women who had disappeared before me. Somewhere along the line the hope that I had been holding onto that someone would be coming for me was so gone that when you came I didn’t even realise it was you.”
“But you are better now darling. You are with us. You are going to do everything in your power and I am going to help you all along the way to do whatever you wish. You are going to have your vengeance. I will make sure of that you are healing.” Lester promised her as he sat down before her on his knees as he kissed her bloodied hands.
“Was this healing? Or is it simply a bandage on an open artery? Maybe it is both. Maybe it is a bandage to eat mean keeping my soul together until I figured out how to save myself up. Because right now the wound was open and the blood that is coming out of the ooze and hearing everything that he spoke is making me event this year because I feel like a fool and disappointment. I don’t know how am I supposed to hold myself together with the pieces fracturing and the skin playing as the savage wounds deepened with every single memory that filtered through my sober brain.”