Losing Control Upon My Feelings
573 Words
It was the night time.Luke didn't return home.I was thinking of calling him but I didn't.
Why should I care about wherever he was?
But the fact was,I did care.
My room door was open.I hoped I would see him walking by.
The night was really cold and silent.I walked outside and saw none of the maids were there.
I slowly walked downstairs,my hands touching the cold wall.
"Miss,do you need something?" A maid came rushing to me.
"I-um.Where's Luke?" I asked.
"Master is out for some work.Do you want me to make you some coffee?" She asked.
"Sure." I said and she walked towards the kitchen.I walked towards the huge living room and touched the couch.
When the hell is he returning?
I grabbed a duvet and sat on the living room couch.I laid down and drank my coffee to stay awake.
I was sleepy as hell.
I drank the whole mug of coffee but still fell asleep on the couch.
I didn't realize for how long I was sleeping.
The night went quieter each second.It was half past two in the morning.
I closed my eyes and dozed off.
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"Lucia?" The same gentle voice woke me up.He shook me by the arm.I opened my eyes and saw him.He smiled at me despite his terrible mood.
I slowly opened my eyes and frowned at him.His eyes were so hypnotizing.I mean,I can't look away if I look into it once.
"Shouldn't you be sleeping?" He asked as he touched my face and removed the messy hair off my face.
I looked down.He can't know that I was waiting for him but the question is why was I waiting for the man who destroyed my life?
He leaned forward and put his forehead on mine.His burning face sent a shiver to my entire body.I closed my eyes in his warmth.
No.This cannot be happening.He is my rival.
I tried to get up but he pulled me closer and hugged me.
"You shouldn't stay awake this late.If you want to see me just give me a call and I will come home?" He said with a mixture of tenderness and care in his voice.
He touched my broken hand,"Does it hurt?" He asked.
"Yes." I whispered.Why does he care about me?
"Go to your room and have a good night sleep,okay?" He said smilingly.I nodded and walked towards the stairs.He put his arm around my shoulder and accompanied me to my room.
I laid down and he sat beside me.He massaged my forehead for a while and stroke my hair with his burning fingers.
"What did you dream about that night?" I asked.He was shocked by my question.
His fingers caressed my cheek.He smiled at me but his smile showed deep agony and affliction.
I could feel the excruciating pain behind his extraordinary smile.
"I saw someone take you away from me." He said with the brightest smile.
His answer was ridiculous.
"Why would someone take me?" I asked.
"They will try but once I find them,I will tear their flesh apart because you belong to me." He said.
"Wait,what do you mean?" I asked in confusion.
"Sleep." He smiled and pressed his lips against my cheeks.
"Good night." He turned off the lights and left the room.
His answer reminded me of Alex.What did Alex do to betray him?
I wasn't Luke's in the first place but what is the secret that I don't know about?
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