Falling into Her

chapter 8

Jaymee pov's

(SECRET PLACE)

I was about to go home when I heard Athena called me.

" Hey, Jaymee can i ask a favor?" she said at nag puppy eyes pa ito.

" sure,ikaw pa..what's that?" i simply said.

" Gusto ko sana manuod nang practice nang basketball ihh,may game practice daw sila, can you go with me?cge na PLEASE...." she said at talagang nagpacute pa ito.

As much as i want to say no to her,pero anung idadahilan ko? Tss!makikita kona naman ang mukha nang Lucas na yun..

" Uhm..Anu kasi athena.." i said.

" Please.... please.?" she said.

" Sige na nga" agad kong sabi na agad naman niyang kinatuwa.

Nandito kami sa basketball court ngayon at nag uumpisa na ang game.I am surprise seeing Sean playing at magkalaban pala sila ni Lucas.

Agad naman napatingin si Gab sa akin at i saw him smiled,hindi niya siguro akalaing manunood ako.At agad naman napadaku ang mga tingin ko kay Lucas at grabe para akong matutunaw the way he looked at me now! Sobrang nakakailang! Kaya agad akong umiwas nang tingin sa kanya.

" Jaymee,i need to pee,restroom lang muna ako ah just wait me here.." Athena said at tumango lang ako at sakto namang time out ang game.

Nagulat naman ako nang lumapit si Sean sa akin.

" Hi Jaymee,your here,so pinapanuood mo ba akong maglaro?"Sean teased me.

" Tss...feeling nito!" Sabi ko sa kanya at agad akong ngumite.

" Why? we're friends.Tss!watch me kung paanu ko ilalampaso yang Lucas na yan!" he said sabay kindat pa sa akin at agad naman siyang bumalik na sa court.

Matatapos na halos ang game pero wala pa din si Athena,I'm about to call her when i saw her message..

" I'm sorry jaymee i have to go,my grandma is on the hospital i have to leave ..I'm really sorry." ang message ni Athena.

Agad nalang akong napabuntong hininga!

Kaya naman pala hindi na siya bumalik,well naintindihan ko naman.

" Jaymee,just wait here magbibihis lang ako.I'm taking you home." Sean said at bigla ko tuloy naalala na nag uo na nga pala ako kay Gab!sh*t!Anu bang gagawin ko maybe i just make an excuse to Sean.

" I'm sorry Sean but i have something important to do,maybe some other time." i said at agad naman itong sumang ayon sa akin.

Agad akong lumabas at dumerechu hanggang parking,i was about to get my key nang nakita ko ang dalawang pares nang sapatos sa harapan ko,Inangat ko ang tingin ko, at ganun nalang ang paglakas nang t***k nang puso ko,nang makitang sino ang ang may ari nang mga sapatos nayun!

" What are you doing here?" I'd asked him at kita ko ang mga pawis sa katawan niya at basang basang jersey na suot nito.So hindi talaga siya nagbihis?

" can you just move away,i want to go home!" i said

" Give me your key" he simply said

" And why should i? just leave please!" i said.

" okay, then I'll just wait here till maglabasan silang lahat nang makita nila tayo dito." he said habang nakangise pa ito!What the hell! alam na alam niya talaga panu ako Paganahin! Kaya agad kung ibinato ang susi sa kanya and i just saw him chuckled.

Agad naman akong pumasok sa kotse dahil ayaw ko din namang may makakita pa sa amin dito! I hate issues! At mabilis niya naman itong inistart.

Seryoso siyang nagmamaneho at halos nangingintab na ang buong katawan niya sa pawis.God i can't even believe this man! Anu ba kasing naiisip niya at hindi talaga siya nag bihis!

"What's between you and Sean?" he asked.

" It's none of your business! can you just take me home?" Ang pagsusungit ko sa kanya at agad naman niya itong pinaharurut ang sasakyan at agad kong napansin na lumalayo na kami.

" San moko dadalhin ha??can you just stop the car!i said stop the car!" i yelled at him.

" Stop yelling! may pupuntahan lang tayo, I won't do anything without your permission!"he said at sabay kindat pa.

"PERVERT" I said.

" Did i say,i want to go with you,huh?"

i ask him sarcastically.

He just chuckled again habang umiiling iling ito.

Agad ko namang napansin na pumasok kami sa isang bakanteng lugar

agad niyang hininto ang kotse at lumabas ito.

Umiirap irap ako sa kanya,i saw him changing his shirt at napapikit nalang ako.Gabun nalang ang gulat ko nang bigla naman siyang tumapat sa may bintana ko kung San ako nakaupo.

" hey don't close your eyes,just enjoy the view" he said.

" Ang kapal mo!" i said at agad akong lumabas sa sasakyan ko.And I saw how quite the place is,kitang kita ko ang top view nang buong syudad.At ang hangin ay very fresh at sobrang nakakarelax ang ambiance nang lugar nato.

" I used to go here,kapag malungkot ako o masaya ako,this is my secret place." he said habang nkangite.Guapo naman talaga si Lucas,g,*gu nga lang talaga!

" if i know ito ang lugar na pinagdadalhan mo nang mga babae mo!"i said to him.

" Nope,ikaw ang pinaka unang babaeng dinala ko dito."he said na agad naman akong napairap.

" Gas gas na yang salitang yan Lucas,kumita na yan! Kaya wag muna akong bolahin pa!" i told him.

" Well it's for you to believe!" he said.

" Wait bakit mo ba ako dinala dito ha?" i asked him.

"I want to talked about us." he said na agad akong sumeryoso.

" Lucas i already told you, just forget what happened!that was a mistake! i don't want to talk about it ! Besides..there is nothing between us.." i told him.

" Jaymee,you just gave your virginity to me, wasn't that matters to you?" he asked me.

" it is!it matters to me.But we already did it.Wala nang mabago pa kahit magmumukmuk ako!" i said to him.

"Diba you like Athena?why don't you court her,at tigilan muna kakaguilty jan sa sarili mo for what happened..Because it's really okay,hindi kita inoobliga." i explained to him.

" Jaymee, please...can we have atleast -" i cut him off.

" Lucas stop,we don't have to be together,we don't have to force each other just because may nangyari sa atin.That night was just a mistake.At first i was so disappointed,but slowly i - i just realized that it was really my fault actually,you're right i provoked you,kaya may nangyari sa atin and please let's just forget about it.Maga bata pa tayo we don't need to be serious in that kind of matter.Besides we don't love each other kaya stop that guilt!" Ang mahaba kong sabi sa kanya at sumakay na akong muli sa sasakyan.

He just stared at me at pumasok din siya sa loob nang sasakyan.

" Please take me home" Ang mahina kong sabi sa kanya,na agad naman nitong pinaandar ang sasakyan.I just don't understand bakit kapag nakikita ko siya ay tila naninikip ang puso ko.Hindi ko maintindihan why everytime i see him,parang may kung anung saya sa puso kong hindi maipaliwanag.

" Your address" pormal niyang tanong sa akin na agad ko namang sinabi sa kanya.

Agad naman niya akong hinatid sa condo ko At ganun nalang ang gulat ko when we arrived here in my place I saw Sean's car.

Sh*t!makikita pa niyang kasama ko si Lucas,anung sasabihin ko? This is totally crap!! Agad akong lumabas nang sasakyan ko at naglakad papasok.I don't know pero ayaw kong may makaalam what's between me and Lucas because that was all a mistakes.Hindi na dapat pang ungkatin!

" Jaymee." Sean called me.

" Uhm Sean can we talk some other time? medyo masama pakiramdam ko kasi,i want to rest na." i said to him.

" So your with him?" he asked at agad ko namang nakita si Lucas na lumabas sa kotse ko

"Sean,it's not what you think,ahm...we- we had that research project,that's why magkasama kami,nothing else." I said at para ba akong Girlfriend ni Sean na nag explain sa kanya,i don't know why i even do this.

" I'm just worried about you Jaymee, hindi kasi mapagkatiwalaan yang gagung yan!" he said as he looked at Lucas direction.

" I'm fine Sean..thanks sa concern but I'm not really feeling well right now,i want to rest.." i told him at hinayaan niya na akong pumasok sa loob.Iniwan ko silang dalawa ni Lucas sa parking.Hay naku,Anu bang nangyayari sa buhay ko! bakit parang naging magulo na lahat.

It made me so sick.