Falling into Her

Chapter 7

JAYMEE pov's

(missing her)

Nagising akong sobrang bigat nang ulo ko.It's already 6 in the morning at ngayon na ang balik namin pamanila.Kaya agad akong tumayo and i want to prepare myself.But I suddenly felt something different sa katawan ko.Ang sakit nang balakang ko, actually buong katawan ko.And I just realized na masakit din pala ang private area ko.

Agad naman akong napamura nang maalala ko kung anung nangyari last night.

Shit...I have to remembered what happened!

" NO WAY!!NO FREAKING WAY!!" I yelled as I forced myself to stand at ganun nalang ang panlulumo ko,when I saw bloods in my bed.Hindi ko mapigilan ang mapaluha at mapamura sa sarili ko as I saw the blood stain in the bed. Sobrang nanlalambot ako!

" What have Ive done?? what the hell I've done!This is so Crazy! ganun naba talaga ako ka istupida? for making this stupid things?I just- I just f*cking gave up my virginity to that man I really hates? ARRRGH....I JUST WANNA DIE!" I was so very disappointed of myself habang unti unti kong naalala kung anung nangyari sa akin kagabi.

Wala akong nagawa kundi ang umiyak nang umiyak,pakiramdam ko,I was the very worst woman in this world.

Mabilis kong pinahid ang mga luha ko at agad kung niligpit ang mga gamit ko at nagbihis. Gusto kunang umalis agad at ayaw kong makita ang Lucas na yun!

At akmang lalabas na sana ako ay sakto namang dating ni Gabrielle.

" Hey....I'm glad you're ready,were going to leave now." Gabrielle said and he's smiling at me pilit naman akong ngumite sa kanya at agad kung sinuot ang cap at shades ko ayaw kong mahalata niyang umiyak ako.

" akin na to,ako nang magdadala nito." Gab took my bag at bitbit niya iyon papuntang sasakyan niya.And there I saw him.

Nakasandal siya sa kotse ni Gab and starting to look at me agad kung iniwas ang tingin ko sa kanya.I hate him so much for what he did to me .I was drunk!dapat hindi niya nalang ako pinatulan,were too young for this!Sumakay na kami sa kotse at hindi ako umiimik I'm so pissed.

"Ang tahimik niyo ah...Jaymee san mo gustong magbreakfast ?" Gab ask me.

" ahm..maybe sa condo nalang ako magbribreakfast." simple Kmkong sagot sa kanya.

" ikaw bro,San mo gusto magbreakfast ?" he asked to Lucas na agad naman lumingon sa akin,agad ko naman siyang inirapan.

" Just drive gab,I want to go home,may hang over pa ako!"Lucas said.

" Teka nga,so dahil natapos na ang project natin,balik sa dati na din kayo? enemy na naman? oh come on guys!" Gab said

" I'm just tired bro,I just want to rest." agad itong nagtaklob nang jacket sa mukha niya.

Nanggigil akong makita ang manyak nato,humanda ka sa talaga sa akin!

At nang dumating na kami sa Academy ay dahil dun namin iniwanan ang kanya kanya naming sasakyan ay agad akong bumaba.

Gabrielle has an emergency daw,kaya agad agad siyang umalis pagkababa namin ni Lucas.

Papunta na akong kotse ko,nang bigla akong hinawakan ni Lucas.

" Jaymee...wait..I just want to say So- " I cut him off and slap him on his face.

" Ang kapal nang mukha mo!! why did you do that?how could you do that?" I yelled at him!

" Jaymee please listen to me...I did not intend to do it-" he said.

" but you did!!! I was drunk for god sake!! nasa ispirito ako nang alak,I didn't even meant what I've said last night!! you should've known that at the very first place !!" I yelled again.

" Jaymee I'm so sorry,I've tried to stop myself,but..you provoked me!tao lang din ako.I was tempted..I'm so sorry !" he apologize .

" I can't believe I lost my virginity for just a man like you!!" I told him

" Jaymee please...handa akong panagutan ka, whatever it takes!" he said.

" stop that bullsh*t Lucas!! i don't like you! and worst you hated me more!!dapat alam mo yan bago mo ako ginalaw! " I cried hindi ko mapigilang maging emosyon dahil hindi ko na maibalik ang nangyari!

" Jaymee...I know ..I was a jerk I know,but PLEASE..forgive me..." he begged.

" We are not in the old way of living Lucas! The damage has been done!! just pretend nothing happened to us! Forget that f*cking night and back into strangers again!" I said to him.

" But Jaymee how can I forgot that night with you?I never planned those,but Fu*ck!you made me damn crazy!! panu kung mabuntis kita?" he exclaimed.

" just please do what I say!Just forget what happened,and I will never ever bother you ever!" I said at agad akong pumasok sa sasakyan ko at pinaharurut ko na ito!

I can't believe all of this happening to me!! simple lang naman ang gusto ko,Ang makatapos sa pag aaral at be on my own version.Pero bakit nangyayari ang ganito sa akin?

Ang tanga tanga ko talaga!

Hindi ko tuloy maiwasang mapa isip,panu nga naman kung mabuntis ako? anung sasabihin ko sa parents ko? I don't even have suitor then suddenly mabubuntis ako bg ganun ganun lang! arghhhhh!! this is totally crap!

Lumipas ang ilang araw at halos mauubusan na ako nang dahilan para iwasan si Lucas,kahit sa pag upo ko sa room masyado na akong malayo sa kanila.

And Athena finds me very weird.Wala akong ni isang pinagsabihan about what happened to me and Lucas.Ayaw kong may makaalam kahit na kay Athena hindi ko sinabi iyon.

Napupuna ko din ang panakaw nakaw na titig ni Lucas sa akin.I can see in his eyes na pinagsisihan din naman niya ang nangyari.

Actually Hindi naman ako sobrang galit sa kanya gusto ko lang siyang iwasan talaga.Yes nagalit talaga ako nung una but as days pass by ay unti unti kong and narealized na parehas kaming may kasalanan.And yes I was upset and I was so very disappointed to myself.

This is our last subject for today, finally makakauwe na din ako, pakiramdam ko kasi ang bigat nang ganitong meron kang iniiwasan.

Our last subject is PE and we have to perform our dance number for today.The teacher decide who's gonna be our partner.

At agad naman namilog ang mga mata ko nang malaman ko kung sino ang magiging kapartner ko.This is so F*ck up! agad siyang lumapit sa akin.

" ahm....shall we? " he said at agad naman akong naging casual at sumunod sa kanya were doing the slow dance.

He hold my waist as his other hand holding my hand too.I don't know pero,my heart's beat so fast nung nagtama ang paningin namin,parang may kung anung kuryenteng gumagapang sa katawan ko na dumerechu sa aking tiyan na tila naging paru paru itong ngliliparas sa loob nang tiyan ko.

" how- how are you?" he asked.

" Fine." I simply answered.

" you're still mad of me?" he asked

I nodded,Agad ko namang naramdaman ang higpit nang hawak niya sa mga kamay ko at unti unting nilapit ang katawan niya sa katawan ko.

" What are you doing? " I whispered.

"I'm sorry....I just..missed you. " he whispered.What the hell!! manyak talaga tong g*gung to!

" Umayos ka! sisipain kita!" I whispered again and I saw him chuckled.

" can we talked later over dinner." he said

" No" agad kung sagot at sabay natapos ang music na agad akong bumalik sa upuan ko at nakita ko namang papalapit si Gab sa akin.

"Hey...binubully kana naman ba ni Lucas?" Gab asked me.

" No..ahm..alam mo naman allergy ako jan sa kaibigan mong yan!" I simply said at ngumite sa kanya.

" Uhm Jaymee can I take you home?" Gab asked.At bakit naman niya ako ihahatid.Hindi naman ako bata para maliligaw Tss!

" Gab it's okay,kaya kunang umuwe nang mag Isa noh." I told him.

" No.. I insist." gab said at makulit talaga S

siya

" okay,cge na nga..ikaw magdrive ah." I told him and smiled.

Lucas pov's

After what happened to me and Jaymee,Hindi na siya maalis alis sa isipan ko,it's crazy..But damn I'm so missing her so much.

Halos gabi gabi akong nag imagine sa kanya being with me!F*CK!,why I even felt this? sa daming babae nang dumaan sa akin bakit pkiramdam ko ay nbabaliw ako nang husto sa kanya? this is really insane!!

Ito naba ang karma ko ang mainlove sa mga target kong bubullihin?

It's our last subject today and we have to do the slow dance and the teacher decided kung sino magiging partner namin and fortunately umaayon sa akin ang fate,I am her my partner.My Jaymee.

Agad ko siyang nilapitan at agad sinayaw.But the F*ck! halos gusto kuna siyang halikan right that moment na hinawakan ko ang baywang niya,I remembered how she lifted her body while I kissing her that night! F*ck! I almost forgot na madaming nakatingin sa amin ngayon.Agad kung hinila ang katawan niya papalapit sa akin at ramdam na ramdam ko ang kakaibang init sa katawan ko ngayon.

And thank god ay nahinto na ang music dahil kung hindi I just really don't know ,kung anu pang magagawa ko! F*CK JAYMEE WHAT Did YOU DO TO ME?!

I saw her talking to Gab,I don't know pero agad akong nacurious, pasimple akong nakinig.I just heard Gab will taking home Jaymee.What?No the way!! I had to find a way!

" Gab bro,busy ka? we'll see you in the court after 30 minutes,we have practice bro." I said to gab.

" Bro pwede bang excuse muna ako,I have something to do,its very important." he said.

" our game is more important bro,we have to win." I simply said to Gab.

I'm sorry Gab but Jaymee is already mine,and I don't want to share what is mine!