Beta Jax
' Mate is here...' My wolf cries in happily.
I give an intrusion to our worrier about keeping eyes around the hospital for Alpha's safety. Then I smell her again. My wolf tells me she was around us. So I look in that direction and see her walking in my direction. She looks down when she walks; she seems scared and frustrated to me. Because of mate bound, I can her feeling a little bit. She avoids looking up at me and seeing this; it's hurt a lot.
' Why does she look sacred? Did someone bully her? ' My heart wants to know.
' She sacred of you. How often do I tell you to look good in front of others? Seeing your long hair and cold face with a beard, she feels scared. Women don't like what you look like right now... You look like almost a monster, you know... ' My wolf said mockingly.
' Hey, I do not look like a monster ... It's just I don't get time to cut my hair and other things to do... But I still look handsome, ok...' So what will you do when your wolf mocks your look?
Damn, it looks like I need to change to look good so that Mate will get impressed.
' I don't think so... You need a change...' He said in a mocking voice.
' Hey, can you stop mocking me? I'm going to tr toy talk to her... ' As I said, he got to shut up.
I walk to her in slow steps. Just in time, when I was going to talk to her, suddenly that stupid Nurse came to her and disturbed us. My wolf growls as I do in frustration. Why do all people step between us when I try to talk to her. Then she gets a chance to run away from me. Now I can see her sigh of relief. Did she never want us to stay alone? The question crosses my mind.
" Give me a pen..." Her soft and gentle voice melted my ears, and I felt to hear her voice more.
' Me too. I can't imagine how she sounds when we make love to her, and I want to hear her maon when we are pleasuring her on our bed. ' My wolf growls lustfully.
' Don't say words like that...' I can feel my little guy twisted imagining her in my bed. Gosh! My heart beat faster.
' Don't you agree with me? '
' Shut up! Stop saying that words. ' I try to stop him using my serious tone of voice.
' Fine. But it looks like Nurse does not have a pen with her. So now it's your chance. Give her your pen.'
As my wolf said, that Nurse doesn't have a pen.
" You can have mine..." I said, holding a pen to her.
Staying close to her made me forget everything, but I got so nervous when I needed to talk to her because I didn't want to sacred her.
She takes the pen from me without looking up at me.
' Mate, look up at us... just once...' My wolf growls in desperately.
' Calm down... She is scared and nervous like us. We need to get a slow step for her..," I try to reason.
After that, he got to quit. I can feel bad for him. he wants Mate to look and talk to us to get to each other. And I agreed with him, but first, I needed to find out about her strange behavior. Mate's quite a behavior makes me want to know something off about her, have to know what's wrong, without forcing her.
"Thanks for the pen.." She said to me without looking at me. I see that Nurse left us alone again. Now she was getting nervous again.
" You don't need to thank me, Mat... I mean Dr. Morris. I'm glad to help you..." I feel so nervously
' Shit... I was almost going to call her Mate. Why do I get so nervous in front of her..? I make many mistakes.' I sigh what I thought this.
When I try to get my pen from her, our fingers touch each other, and boom! Star's sparked in my mind and heart. Maybe she feels the same; that's why she looks up at me the first time she looks at me in my eyes. Her Amber eyes look so beautiful on her. Her black mask hides her half face but still,l her eyes look more attractive and sexy. My eyes field with love. I heard her gasp in surprise and shock when she saw my eyes. Now she can feel my feeling thoughts. Eyes connection was the central part for Mates. When we look into our eyes, we know that we are Mates.
' I hope she knows that we are her Mate...' My wolf said hopefully.
' I'm thinking the same...'
' But we had a small problem here, Jax.' My wolf said seriously. I never feel his seriousness often.
' Huh? what is it?'
' I can't feel her She-wolf around. Not when we first met. she is a wolf, but her other wolf-like me.. never shows up or feels anywhere. Did something happen to her She-wolf? I'm getting worried about her.' My wolf said.
' Come on... Maybe she also doesn't want to talk to you like she is... Give her some time...' I try to comfort him.
' No. It's not that she doesn't want to talk to me or is scared of me... She didn't feel anywhere... Maybe she was not with our Mate. Without her she-wolf, we can't fully connect to our Mate.'
' Don't worry. We will find out about her too...' As I said this, he got quiet again.
Mate roll her eyes to avoid looking at me again. I feel so hurt and growled, displeased. And she can hear my growls. I can't help but want to hold her in my arms. But before, I was going to have her that stupid Nures come at the wrong time into my arms.
And she runs away again!
' Can I break that Nurse's neck for you? Why she interrupts again and again and again... Mate, run again! ' My wolf growls.
And me too! And she heard this too! Because she walks fast. Now what?
' Follow her stupid Beta...' My wolf shouted.
' You are stupid too! now stop yelling at me...' I said back and walked in that direction.
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