The Lycan Kings warrior Luna. Book three of the Luna Fighter Series

All I feel is anger

WARNING, TIGGER WARNING,

Chapter 35

Jaden pov

I don't know why but my phone has been ringing off the damn hook for a week, and I didn't want to answer the damn thing, but something told me I should. I been busy with training the new alphas and lunas. and trying to get paperwork done. So I said f**k it. I might as well its not going to stop ringing, So I answered the phone,

"Alright already, this better get important, I have work to do." It was the truth I did have paperwork to do and tons of it.

"King Jaden, this is Alpha Cross. This is important, I have news that you're not going to like one bit." s**t what now? So I asked him.

"What am I not going to like Alpha Cross?" He started telling me about the torture of that b***h and what she had said about Sapphire and the rogue king, That Sapphire was the one that stabbed her then the rogues took over. She kept her from going into that safe room. I was enrage, where the f**k was Sapphire. I haven't seen her for a while. Didn't Alyssa tell me she's sleeping in the cooks ward? I thanked him for the information, and hung the phone up. Shadow was fuming that f*****g b***h destroyed my life my mate. Where the f**k is she. I sat there for a few minutes then stood up. I stoomped out of my office to find Alyssa, she was in the gym when I entered she was training, punching the punching back when i walked into the room. I stormed over to her.

"Where the f**k is Sapphire? Why the hell are you in here? No one is allowed in here without my permission?" The look on her face said it all. She was stunned how I was speaking to her. I didn't care right now. I want to know where the f**k is Sapphire. I grabbed her arm dragging her back inside

"You said she's in the cooks' ward so go get her ass right now, I want f*****g answers." Alyssa stood there just looking at me shocked. She didn't know what to say or do. This was just making me more angry. I didn't know what to do next. So I pushed past her to the cooks ward. And demanded to know where Sapphire was. One of the cooks came forward, his name was Frank.

"Sir, she left a month ago, she hurried to pack a bag Something she said, she had to get the hell out of here before she got caught." I growled loudly. I went back upstairs. Alyssa wasn't where I left her, I went looking for her in her old room. I found her on the edge of the bed with a notebook in her hand, she was reading it, I walked over and snatched it out of her hand. Throwing it across the room.

"You..you told me to keep her here so we could keep an eye on her, it's your f*****g fault that she's gone, you didn't f*****g watch her. I grabbed her by the shoulders lifting her up off the bed roughly. If it wasn't for her my mate would still be alive!!!" She jerked from me punching me right in my face. She grabbed the book off the ground and swung it at me. I caught it in my hands.

"Why don't you f*****g read this. Maybe if she told you what was going on, she would be still alive you f*****g prick. and then she will be here and not me." She stormed out of the room, flipping me off. I stood there looking at the book. I knew she didn't write any of this stuff. Kathrine wrote everything I set there reading when Jan and Janice burst into the room screaming at me.

"WHAT THE f**k DID YOU DO TO ALYSSA?? SHE HAS BRUISES ALL OVER HER SHOULDERS AND ARMS!!!" I looked up at them. Tears in my eyes. They didn't care. "DO YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU HAD DONE TO HER JADEN!!"

Alyssa pov

I was in the gym working out hard. I had heard the one I was going to fight was really good at fighting; she had only lost once. And that was years ago. I was working up a sweat when Jaden walked into the gym. He usually comes and watches me work out and sometimes gives me pointers. But not this time. This time he grabbed me roughly telling me I didn't have permission to be here. What the hell was he talking about? He was grabbing my arms so tightly that he was leaving bruises on my arms. I felt them and it hurt like hell. Why was he so f*****g mad at me I haven't done anything. We were doing great. Until today. He even came to some of my fights. He cheered me on with the rest of the crowd. So what the hell was the problem? He dragged me out of the gym back inside. I stood there stunned he was screaming and cussing at me. Mariah was getting pissed he has no right. We had done nothing wrong. He yelled about Sapphire. Where the hell was she? He stormed down to the cooks ward and came back up a few minutes later. I was in my old room trying to calm down. Mariah couldn't heal my arms and shoulders right away they were hurting like crazy. And I didn't know how to make them go away. Janice and Jan came into the room and asked what had happened. I told them I didn't know I was working out. He came in and grabbed me and yelled at me. They left the room. I already packed a bag for tomorrow. Tomorrow was the fight but I was leaving when I gave him this notebook. I was not staying. He stormed into the room, taking the book out of my hands, tossing it down.

Yelling telling me if it wasn't for Sapphire he would have still had his mate. So what am I to him? Wasn't I his mate? Didn't he just tell me a few days ago that he loved me? He dragged me up, shaking me. I jerked away from him. Punching him right in his face. I tossed the book to him and walked out with the bag in my hand. I ran into Janice and Jan again. They looked at my arms and shoulders once again. I told them I was leaving for my fight tomorrow. I am not sure if I was coming back. This was just too much and I'm done. I hugged both of them and walked out, got in my car and sped off. Mariah was whimpering.

"But Alyssa, he is just upset, let's go back."

"Mariah, look what the hell he did. He had no right yelling at us and treating us the way he just did." I heard her whimper like she was crying. That made me cry. I am sorry I am so very sorry. But I won't stay like this. We drove for hours. Thankful that he had no clue where this fight was. We made it to Savannah Georgia where the fight was being held. I rented a hotel for a few nights. So I could think on what to do after the fight. I was already missing Jaden. Do I love him? Yes I do. But I don't think he wants me. I was just a pawn to keep them in the castle. When the Elders come. He will just have to make up something. Because that's not my problem anymore. I walked into the hotel room and tossed the bags on the bed and sat at the table. All I could do was just stare at the walls and think of what went wrong. This was bad. But now his kingdom won't get attacked. I was not there anymore and that's what matters, he can mourn his true mate completely now.

Jaden pov

I was reading this book for hours now. Kathrine was writing down everything that has been going on. How come she never came to me and told me any of this. I know we had our arguments but we always made up. Why didn't she tell me what Sapphire was doing? And Dunne. This other spy is here. He's one of my guards. She knew of them and didn't tell me. Where the hell was I when all of this was going on. Janice and Jan walked into the room screaming at me about Alyssa the bruises on her arms and shoulders the way I screamed at her. I was crying over my dead mate and now I'm stunned about the mate I had now. Where did she go? How long has she been gone? Oh goddess what the f**k did I just do? I was so in rage that I wasn't even thinking. I finally found out who actually killed my Kathrine. And I made my other mate run from me. I knew she had a fight tomorrow. But where at? Janice kept yelling at me. I gave her the book to read. She started reading. And looked up at me. I got up and left the room where I needed my Alyssa. I had to tell her how sorry I was. I never meant to hurt her. I was just angry about Kathrine. But that is no excuse to hurt a woman. Never an excuse. I was wrong for doing this. I looked all around the castle. She was gone. Was she gone for good? Will she be back? I had to figure out where she was. I love her. She is my life. I know i really f****d up. But what I really wanted was to find Sapphire and kill her, But before I could do that I had to find my mate. I do not care about the Elders anymore. they f****d around and hurt my sister. The guy said he would be back and he hasn’t even called her. Its heart breaks all around. I was still looking around in her old room, then it hit me. I went back to my room and looked around. She wrote down the address where the fight was going to be held. Was it still there? I looked at the notepad. She tore the address out, but I knew a trick. I lightly shaded it with a pencil. The address was showing up lightly. I wrote it down and grabbed a bag and packed it up with a few jeans and tshirts, boxers. socks and I was done. I headed out my room door. Janice was standing there with her own bag.

“Jan is going to stay here and watch the homefront. Let's get going.” I really wanted to do this on my own, but I knew Janice loved her like a sister. she wanted her back too.

‘Fine. let's get out of here. But no bitching at me on the way. I know what i did was wrong. I do not need a reminder.”