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chapter 15
Alyssa pov
So the first thing I started doing was warming ups doing leg lifts and squats. I ran on the track for sixty laps, by the time I was done my legs were burning. I loved it, I jumped rope for about thirty minutes. and then I started on the punching bag. i was thinking of Jaden's face when I started punching on the punching bag, i was punching so hard that I made the thing explode, sand was everywhere including my hair. I shook my hair out then headed toward the weight lifting. I put fourty on first. It was too light so I put in fifty. It was a little better. i lifted about sixty then put them down, I looked at my watch, damn it was getting late. But i'll be up here in the morning doing the same thing, i decided i was going to go back and take a bath to relax my mucles, everything on my body was burning and needing to relax, i went into my room to the bathroom, i took off my sweaty clothes tossed them in the hamper and got into the tub, I turned the water on letting it fill up, When it was done i turned it off, the tub was huge just enough to relax, i was loving this, it had a cushion on the back so I could lay my head on, so that's what i did, the hot water was soothing my bones they didn't feel they were on fire anymore. I closed my eyes for a few minutes, I was thinking of the times I was on my own. I didn't have to worry about things like being queen or having a mate. I knew I had one. I thought he would never look for me so I never had to worry about it, but now it's different. I had to put up with an ass hole of a mate, thinking he can come at me and i would bow down to him, im sorry but i won't do that,
‘Alyssa, you need to calm down. i can feel you getting angry, he was shocked he didn't know you was going to do that, he wasn't prepared for it, Shadow said you have a good right hook. he says Jaden was just upset, he is still in mourning, he might be for the rest of his life, but he doesn't want to give up on you, He didn't mean to growl or talk to you the way he did. he was just shocked.”
“Yeah well, you know we have been on our own for years. how the hell am i going to fit into all of this. I don’t know what to do or how to do it. We have a fight in two days. and we need to win. so we need to train, if he's not worried about us. so why should we worried about him.” I heard her sigh and whimper Mariah had never been the type to whimper.
Mariah, What is wrong with you? what's in that lycan head of yours honey?”
“ Me and Shadow have been hitting it off. I don't want us to leave. I like him Alyssa. I think I can love him as well, he is trying to calm his human down knock some sense into his head.
“Well, Tell Shadow I like him already. it's just his human that is a pain in the ass. I would like to relax before tomorrow's training.
Jaden pov
Janice had linked me telling me that Alyssa was in the gym working out, I really didnt give a s**t what she does at this moment, she punched the s**t out of me.
“Well, you shouldn't had talked to her like that. I understand we are still in mourning, but enough is enough for crying out loud. we need her Jaden. if you do not cut out your temper we will lose her. and if we lose her then I lose my mate too. that's going to piss me off, me and Mariah get along great. we would like for y'all to go for a run so we could spend some time together. but with your hot head, there is no such luck. Because you're an ass hole.
“Alright already. I will try to calm my hot head. I was just in shock, that's all.” I got up from my chair in the family room and went to her bedroom, i knew it was already late and she might be asleep. I went into my room to the joining door and peeked inside. her scent was everywhere and was driving me nuts but she was already asleep.
“I will talk to her tomorrow, she's already asleep. I walked over to where she was sleeping, I watched her for a few minutes. she had a soft snore going on, and she looked so peaceful, I covered her arms up, kissed her on the forhead and left her room, what I really wanted was to wake her up and f**k her until the sun came up. But I left her alone. I took my own shower and had to fix myself. After I showered I went to bed. I knew i f****d up by the way i talked to her. This is all too new to me again. I am not even sure if I even want a mate. Kathrine was just too soft; she never wanted to train. She always said that training was for men. I wished she would have trained, Maybe she would have still been here. Alyssa was strong. The punch she gave me was something I never thought a woman could ever do. i was impressed with what she did.
Alyssa pov
I awoke the next day to the sun shining on my face, I always loved it when the sun was heating my face like that. I needed to train today, so I got up, went to the bathroom to do my business, then washed my hands. I put on shorts and a sports bra with a shirt over it, put my hair in a ponytail put my sneakers on and i was headed out the door, i wanted to leave the bedroom before he came back into the room, i knew he was there last night, i was pretending to sleep when he covered me up and kissed my forehead, i thought that was sweet. But I was still mad at him, How dare he growl at me and talk to me like I am a child, I don't think so. I got to the gym and started warming up by running a few laps, I did the jump rope and then I started on the punching bag. I was picturing the fighter's face. hitting her with an uppercut and a roundhouse kick. I guess someone replaced the bag because the other was ruined when I destroyed it last night. i did some weight lifting then started on a few laps. I did about seventy laps, i wanted to keep going but someone cleared their throat, i looked up when I was about to punch the bag again, it was him. I rolled my eyes, turned my back to him and started to punch the bag once again, i was kicking it sideways and forward,
“Alyssa can we talk?” I didn’t say anything to him, I just kept going. ‘Fine. I will talk and you pretend the bag is my head. I’m sorry for yesterday okay, I wasn't prepared for your speech, I miss her Alyssa. I miss her every single day. And sometimes I do not know what to do anymore, I think the museum is a good idea. and I thank you for that. But I had no business growling at you or talking to you like you were a child. I can’t promise you i will stop missing her and loving her. but I do promise that I will respect you and love you. I know we only have three years together before you make the decision to either stay or leave. So how about this. We never go to bed angry we either stay up all night talking or yelling at each other and try to come up with a salutation.” I kept punching the bag while i listened to him talk to me, I understand that he misses her and still loves her, I have no problem with that, but he still had no right talking to me like that, he is asking for forgiveness,
“Will you please stop punching that thing and talk to me?” I turned around to punch him but he stopped my fist,. i was impressed, i smirked at him, he smiled,
“Fine, your fogiven. but do not ever speak to me like that ever again, your right we have three years together. and then the decision making will begain, im not going to hold that over your head. but your attitude stinks, I took a towel to clean the sweat off my forehead and chest, he was watching every move i made. I guess he doesn't like being punched in the face.
“By the way. I have something to do in the morning, I am just going to go see a few friends, and then I'll be back.”
“How long will you be gone? I will send a few guards with you to keep you safe.” I knew he was meaning right. but i really didn't need protection, but if I told him his attitude sucks, i guess mine does too. I will be gone for only a few hours. If you want to send guards, you can send one. I don't need a whole crew of guards watching my back, one will do. So have him ready outside at six am in the morning.” he nodded i was surprised he didn't ask what I would be doing, but it is still early,
“How about this, it's only day two and I know Mariah is dying to get out and go for a run. let's go outside and let them out so they can bond.” He was a little surprised that i suggested that. I knew Mariah was wanting to see her mate. they needed to bond. just because my mate was an ass hole doesn’t mean that they couldnt bond.