[ this. so I asked her,
‘Alyssa, What is that? And why are you hiding it behind your pillow?” I could tell she was nervous but she placed it down with the other letters,
“When I was looking through the box. I found it. It has my name on it. I took it out and i thought i would read this in private but since we are going to read all these letters we might as well read this as well, I don't know who wrote this letter and placed it in here, but they knew i would be here sooner or later,” I was ready for her to read that letter, because i wanted to know who wrote it and what was inside of it,
“Alyssa, I know you wanted to read the letter alone, I feel honored that you would read it in front of me, would you read this letter first before we ready the others?” she nodded yes. picking the letter up and opening it up, She started to read it. and let me tell you something, I think I was more shocked then she was. She kept reading it until the end.
Dear Alyssa.
You might not know me, But I know you. Not so long ago the moon goddess came to me and told me all about you. I know when I leave this world. You will be there for him. There are a few things I want to tell you about. First, he has a temper. but he has to be put in his place from time to time. Second he is a hard worker. make sure you make him put aside things for himself, I knew I should have trained, but I felt like I had enough time. but things started happening, Things started coming up missing. we would get in arguments over the littlest things. Someone in this castle is a spy for the rogue king and I am coming up with a few names, and they know I am watching them. if this letter reaches you. It means I am dead and you are there. I will help as much as I can so you can find the people that have done this. Watch out for the rogue king, he will be after you soon enough, I know you are a strong woman. just be there for each other. never go to bed mad. and always talk things out, that's how we lasted for so long. I trust you Alyssa, to watch after the kingdom. I must go. someone is coming to the door. be safe and always keep a lookout. i am placing this in a box with the rest of the letters, there is another one hidden somewhere in this room, you must find it. until then,
with all the love
Katrine,
I placed the letter on the bed. I was a little shocked that the moon goddess told her about me. Was it easy for her knowing she would soon die and I would come? If that was me. It would not be easy at all. I would be trying my best to find out how I would live and be with my mate. I looked over at Jaden. He had a stun look on his face. He asked me.
Do you want to go look for that other letter?" I shook my head.
'No. I don't think I want to right now. Let's just finish these. And if we feel up to it then we will." I opened the letters one by one, reading them to him. She had so much love for him. They were planning a family and even once she thought she was with pup. But it was a false alarm. She was so unhappy about that. And so was he.in the end the last letter was in my hand. I began to read this slowly. Because I didn't want them to end. The love between them was so much.
.My Dearest Jaden.
By the time you read this it might be over twenty to thirty years. Maybe even longer. I don't know. I will miss you so much. This Alyssa woman will love you so much. Do not chase her away. Let her help you honey. You will find out she is tougher and smarter than you think she is. Now I have written her two letters, one she will find here and the other she will find in the room. Let her do that on her own. It's something private just between us women. Remember to be kind, loving, understanding and never try to tell her what to do or how to do it. This woman is strong willed. Something I wished I was. I'm sorry that I'm gone honey. But you will be alright. But a warning and take this warning seriously. Do not trust the ones that come into your home. There are two spies in the castle. Never do business around them.
Love always
Kathrine.
I softly sighed as I placed the last letter down. I leaned back on the bed.
"You need to put these up so later on if you want you can read them alone. I know it's hard. But just know I am here for you if you ever need me to be close to you." I got out of his bed and walked to my room. I left the letter that was written to me there. So he could read that one as well. I never knew anything about love until now. They had a love that can never be replaced. How am I going to compete with that? The three years can not come any faster. This is just too much. He really loved her like no other. It's no wonder he threatened me so long ago. He didn't want anyone else. I'm here just to help him keep his home. After that I'm a nobody just like my mom had said.
Jaden pov
after she had read the letters she told me to keep them so I could read them again. I didn't want to read them anymore. I placed them in my nightstand so I could at least be close to her somehow. I looked up and I did not even notice that Alyssa had left. Damn why the hell did she leave. I thought we were bonding. Maybe reading these letters was a bad idea. Maybe I should have never asked for the box, but if I didn’t. How else would I have known that she had written to me so long ago. I just don't understand why she just could not come to me and tell me these things herself. She might have a reason. and i do understand,. but my heart will always be apart of her.