I needto heal
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Hey guys I found the chapter the chapter i deleted sorry if your confused. It was chapter 10
Chapter 13
Cheyenne pov.
It has been a week now and I could finally open my eyes the way they should open. I could get out of bed but my legs were still a little wobbly. She helps me walk outside. And it's like a whole new world. There were so many trees and flowers. But it was weird. These trees would uproot itself from go to the pond and drink from one of its limbs and then root itself back. At first was scared shitless seeing a tree do that. But then I thought it was amazing. Even some of them bowed to us when we walked by them. Everyday my legs would get stronger. I didn't want to look in a mirror. I didn't want to see what I looked like. But croustyly got the best of me and one day I went to her bathroom. Looked into the mirror. I was shocked. I didn't even think it was me looking back at myself. My face was still a little swollen. My lips had cuts on them. My nose was still a little crooked because it was broken but it's still healing. I still could still see the faint fingerprints of Holly's hands around my neck. I looked at my chest and it was just as bad. Brushes everywhere. No wonder why I was still sore. There was no makeup in the world that could cover any of this up. I walked out of the bathroom and saw Aura sitting on her bed. She looked like she had something to tell me. So I walked over to sit beside her.
"I know you have something to talk about. I can tell by the look on your face. What's wrong Aura?" I heard her sigh then looked up at me.
"I know you don't want to hear this right now. But my brother has second sight and the gift of seeing the past and the future. He saw Mercury looking for you. He now knows that Ace and Holly ran off and took half his money. He's worried about you Cheyenne. Your kids are worried about you. At least see him tell him you are okay. And if you wish for him to leave then tell him to leave." I didn't know what to say or do. I didn't want to see anyone, not the way I look. They beat me pretty badly. That I almost died and wanted to die. I looked into Aura's beautiful glowing silver eyes her hair was so white and down to the middle of her hair. She keeps it in a ponytail to keep it out of her face. I knew Aura meant well. But the way I look right now. I didn't want to see them. I didn't want to worry or scare them. I now knew that the moon goddess made a mistake by putting Ace and I together. I knew when I felt no sparks from Ace anymore or smelled his scent. I just needed to just reject him properly but instead he tried to kill me and now he is after Mercury. I sighed and looked at her. My lips turned into a small smile. Even though it hurt, I smiled at her.
"Aura. I can try and mindlink him and see if he will accept my word telling him I am okay and safe. I just don't want to see anyone right now. Not the way I look." she nodded as she held my hand. She knew it's going to hurt when I mind linked him. My eyes glazed over and I began my link.
"Mercury I do not know if you can hear me or not. But I'm letting you know I'm okay. I do not want to see anyone right now. I do not want anyone to worry or be scared. They really did a number on me. And I'm healing. Please just do this one thing for me and not look for me. Not yet. Let the children know I am okay." I cut the link and just slumped down. My head was hurting and I felt Aura healing my head. Things are different now. And I know now I should have been with Mercury. He is my home. But right now I just can't. Not right now. I'm hurting, scared and bruised up. It's going to take a long time for me to heal. And I don't need anyone to take pity on me. And I know that's what he will do is take pity. And make sure that I'm cared for. I don't need that right now. What I need is to get better and get my mind right. What fears me the most is having them come back and try and kill me again. Yes I will admit. I am terrified right now. The first time in my life I am terrified of them coming back to hurt me again. I need to get my body strong. I need to get where I am not looking over my shoulder anymore. No one can help me but myself. I know he will look for me. But he won't be able to find me. Not until I am ready for them to. I looked over at Aura. I could tell she had something else on her mind.
"What's wrong Aura?"
I am wondering if my wolf mate will reject me when he finds out what I am. I haven't even gone to look for him. I'm staying away. One of my brothers tells me he looks for me where he smelled my scent. I do not even dare to go near there." I nodded and understood.
"In time you will. You will wonder how he is and you will go to that place and watch him. I know you will. The mate bond is strong. In time you will want to see him. She nodded and she understood because it is a powerful thing to have a mate and all you want to do is want to be with them. It's strong and overpowering. The love of the mate bond is very strong. The only way to keep from the bond is to reject the bond and the person that you are mated to. its the reason why i am staying away from Mercury. You never know Mercury and I are probably not mates. The moon goddess can be tricky sometimes. she is cruel when she wants to play tricks. but for right now. I am staying away. but once you know who your mate is, all you will want to do is be with him. you can not live with out your mate. 3I suddenly got a mind link. My fear was that Ace was trying to see if I was still alive. But it was Mercury. He had said that he could not stay away. And he will find me. And together we will go after them. That is my fear. I don't want him here. I looked at Aura.
"Aura I must leave this place and go some place else. I don't want him finding me here. I tried to stand up but I got a little dizzy and Aura has to sit me back down.
"Do not worry Cheyenne. He will not find you. I promise."
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