For the next week we spent time together after work. I couldn’t stop from smiling when I was around her. I finally felt like I belonged.
Things weighed heavily on my mind. I’m still in love with Jay, but it’s a different kind of love. We had been together since I was 16 and he was 18. However, 3 years ago he just stopped trying with me. Everything was about him. Being around Azura made me realize I lost myself in being his wife.
Azura and I regularly argued about my relationship with Jay. She made the point that he wasn’t treating me right, but she didn’t know the Jay I knew. The one I fell in love with. My heart was torn. I made it clear to Azura I was not leaving Jay.
The more time I spent with Azura the deeper my love was for her. She had her issues, but I am not one that can speak
