The Apha’s Last Virgin Mate

Sent from heaven

AMELIA’S POV

I couldn't stop thinking about him and it was as if he was all I could see. I was silently being tortured by my own brain as I wondered when I would see him again. the funny thing was that I could even smell him, I could smell him on the clothes that I had been wearing that night and that puzzled me because I hadn't even been that close to him. I hadnt even spoke to him or hugged him to say that his scent may have rubbed on me when I was close to him. I thought that I was losing my mind because I felt like I had fallen in live with this stranger. I hadnt seen much about him but I had noticed his eyes and they were all I could see whenever I closed my eyes.

That night after seeing him all I could think about was him, all I could see was him and I was starting to feel like I was crazy and so did Emma. I hadn't even been able to focus in class and I was sure that I had failed my latest test, I felt like such a failure. I had failed my class and I had also failed to keep my mind off this mysterious man. I had to find a way to get Emma to go back to the club with me, maybe if I went back I would see him. I didn’t want to go alone because I didn’t want to look like a bum after I didn’t find him. The fact that I had first seen him kn the club didn't mean that he stayed there, he was probably there because his friend had forced him to go just like me. Looking back to that day when i met him, I remembered that he didn't look like he wanted to be there, he didn't look like he was having a lot of fun either. But what did I know? he was probably appalled by my singing performance with Emma, especially after I stopped singing and stared at him. thinking back to that performance made me feel very awkward, but not awkward enough to not try to get Ruth to come with me to the club.

“You have been missing classes,” she said as she walked into my dorm room.

“Yeah, I haven’t been feeling well lately” I lied and she just looked at me as if she hadn’t even heard what I said. I knew that whenever she did that it meant that she didn’t believe a word I said.

“Can we go back to that club?” I asked her and she raised her eyebrow and sat on the bed

“Why?” she asked me and I cleared my throat and sat up.

“I just think that that will cheer me up,” I said and she shook her head once more

"Didn't you just say that you were not feeling well?" she asked me "So how does being in a club help in cheering you up?"

"Don't ask me too many questions Emma, are you game or not?" I asked her and she rolled her eyes

“I don’t know dude, I mean when do you even want to go?” she asked me

“I was thinking that we go tonight, “ I said crossing my fingers and praying that she would say yes to that.

“ Tonight won’t work for me, I have a date,” she said blushing and Emma was never one to blush. Who was this guy and what was he turning my friend into?

“Who is He?” I asked her and she laid back on the bed with dreamy eyes, damn… she got it bad for whoever this guy was.

“He is in my math class, have had my eye on him ever since I saw him. He took his sweet time in approaching me but I have been patient and now my patience is finally paying off.” She said getting up and grabbing her things.

“We will just go tomorrow,” she said and I shook my head

“I’ll just go on my own, I will die of boredom here if I don’t, “ I said and she looked at me suspiciously.

“You are going after Jasper aren't you?” she asked

“Who is that?” I asked her and she sighed. I had never heard of that name before but I assumed she was talking about the guy who was my reason for wanting to go there.

“Amelia, I already told you he is bad news. Promise me you will stay away from him. You don't what to be involved with him…trust me” she said with emphasis.

“I will be fine Emma. I can take care of myself, now go, and have fun and I will catch up with you tomorrow” I said as I got up from the bed and started pushing her out of my room. I didn’t want her to keep lecturing me. no matter what she said to me I was still going to go back to that club to find this Jasper guy. I was now like a drug addict in search of another fix of her favourite drug. I liked the way that this Jasper made me feel and wanted to feel like that again, so I guess in other words I was searching for that high again.

“Please just promise me you will be careful,” she said with pleading eyes and for a moment I reconsidered going back to the club, but I was way too dumb and too committed to my decision to go to listen to my intuition or to Emma.

“I will be fine…” I said with a sigh, Emma knew me very well and she knew that once I decided to do something there was no convincing me otherwise.

After she left I started getting ready, I took a quick bath and then started going through Emma’s clothes. Emma and I didn’t share a room but we might as well have been sharing one because her clothes were taking over my closet space. She spent a lot of her time in my room and that was the reason most of her clothes were there.

I took out a silky mini dress and it was a dress that she had borrowed to me on a night out once. I loved the dress because it wasn’t a dress that restricted my movement. It was a dress that showed off my legs and my curves and I thought it was perfect for the night. For some reason, I felt like I was biting way more than I could chew as I looked at myself in the mirror. But I was still too dumb to take off the dress and go to bed.

The dress was very short but that wasn't the problem, everyone who knew me knew that I was to short things, this was also not my first time going out on my own and that was why I couldn’t understand why I was so nervous. I guess my nerves were caused by the fact that I was going after a guy that I had been told was dangerous and I had decided to ignore all warnings that had been given to me.

It didn’t take me long to get to the club after I called a taxi and because they knew Emma and they had seen me with her earlier, I was let in without having to even stand in line.

After I got inside I headed straight to the bar and thankfully there was no karaoke tonight. I didn’t want anyone coming up to me and asking me to finish the song that I had left hanging the other night. The barman started bringing my drinks and I searched and scanned the room as I drank. Why was he not here?

I felt silly even thinking that he would come back here and all for me. Despite how silly I felt I still couldn’t stop myself from searching for him and hoping that he would walk in through the club doors. After hours of scanning the room that was oddly filled to the brink for a weekday, I decided to call it a night after finally listening to my intuition.

“Someone stood you up?” I heard a raspy voice ask me as I walked out of the door, I was so preoccupied with seeing this Jasper character that I didn’t even notice that I was being followed or being watched. I had noticed that I was being watched the other day but now I couldn't noticed that I was being noticed and followed, that spoke volumes to where my head was at.

“No, I am just going home,” I said as stepped onto the pavement to wait for my taxi.

“Come on I will take you home,” he said grabbing my hand and my heart pounded hard.

“Let go of me, I don’t wanna go with You” I raised my voice hoping that someone would not only hear me but rescue me too. however it seemed ti me that even though they could clearly see what was happening and that I was being forced to do something that I didn't want to do, they chose to ignore me. I couldn't stop blaming myself for coming out here on my own and in this dress.

“damn it b***h…” before he could finish his sentence he was flying and smashing into a car that was parked close by.

“I believe the lady said she doesn’t want to go with you” the man that I had been searching for said in a white suit, looking like he just fell from heaven and been sent specifically to me. he dusted himself swiftly and then strolled to me and gave me his hand. I nervously reached for it as he helped me up and led me to his car. I felt like a hypocrite because I had just refused to go with the first stranger that had tried to get me to go home with him and yet here I was ready to go home with a man who looked dangerous and handsome at the same time. I was ready to leave with him and If he asked me to, I was also ready to take off my clothes for him.