Love Doesn't Exist

Accidents Happen

Jays pov

after going through exams and prom at the end of the school year me and Claire are finally in the school holidays. throughout the last few weeks I've been getting her to pick out stuff we're going to need in the apartment. and yes we've already picked one out. it's only 15 minutes away from campus. it has a fair bit of space and is a bit excessive since it has two bedrooms and a study along with two lounge rooms and the kitchen. but chances are Gus and Te will want to stay over or possibly one of the boys or even a few will come and visit us.

"hey come on, let's go!" claire laughs getting into the car. we're going to the lakehouse for a week before we all split up to go to collage. once again we leave to go off on the 4 hour drive. on the way there her hand goes from sitting on my knee to grabbing my crotch. "babe" I warn her and she smiles innocently "what?" I pick up her hand and move it back down to my knee. "do you want me to crash?" I ask and she rolls her eyes. "you're no fun" she teases me. sighing she pulls off her skimpy crop top so she's just sitting there in her bra and denimum shorts. "what are you doing now?" I ask as she opens the window making her hair blow everywhere. "it's hot" is her lame ass excuse. when I look over at her I notice her boobs are practically spilling out of her bra. "babe your boobs seem bigger" she Shrugs making them jiggle. "nah the bra probably just shrunk in the dryer." for the rest of the trip we sing along to songs and talk while she sits there in her bra. life dosent get much better.

when we arrive she pulls back on her top and we go inside. "I guess somethings don't change" she laughs watching the boys who are now watching basketball instead of football. "I'll take our stuff upstairs." I offer and she nods going over to sit down with the boys. I walk up the familiar stairs and drag our bags into our room shoving them in the wardrobe. it's good enough for now, we can unpack later. as I walk back downstairs claire isn't on the couch with the guys, she's in the kitchen. "hey, what're you doing?" I ask looking around the open fridge door to see her scanning the the fridge. "do you have any olives?" she asks "I really feel like olives right now" none of us have ever eaten olives apart from me when I visit my parents but they make me eat so much Italian I don't purposely eat it unless they make me "no there's none in here, we can go to the shop though, there's one down the road." she nods picking up the car keys. she's got her licence now. "I'm driving" she giggles running out the front door. when I catch up to her in the car she's already got her seatbelt on and the car started. "where to?" she asks and I point the directions until we get there.

walking in together a old man looks a me, wait do I know him. "well how about it, Jayden is that you, young man?" oh I know who it is. "hi Mr Smith, how are you doing?" I ask and claire stops too smiling at the old man. "good, good" he says then looks at claire "I didn't realise it has been so long you've all grown up and got a wife now!" his voice croaks happily. "oh no, Mr Smith we're not married" I say but he dosent seem to care or maybe hear. "can't wait to see the children, promise me you'll come around and visit when you have some. I have to get home to tibbles though" he says walking away. "whose tibbles?" claire asks "his fat cat" I laugh "I'm not joking when I say fat, he can barely walk." I tell her as we stroll through the shop and eventually find olives. she picks out a massive freaking jar. "anything else?" I ask before we leave to pay. "nah, we're all good to go now" she says putting the jar on the counter and getting her card out. I already have my card out though, because she always does this. I pay for it before she has a chance too and then pick the jar up "come on" I smile with triumph and she rolls her eyes as she turns to follow me out to the car.

driving home she complains "why don't you let me pay?" I sigh, we've had this conversation many times before and will more than likely have even more to come. "because I want to be a gentlemen that can look after a beautiful women" I say trying to suck up to her a little bit. "fine whatever" she huffs half heartedly.

when we get back home it's nearly dinner time. "wanna help me cook tonight?" she asks as she pops a few olives into her mouth. "sure, what are we making?" she grins "I was thinking of making our own Kentucky fried chicken" she says pulling out meat from the fridge. after two and a half hours the food is ready and it looks great. sitting down to eat claire takes a bite and scrunches up her face. "what's wrong?" I ask "dunno I just really don't feel like eating this now" she sits down with her plate looking confused and goes to get the jar of olives instead. "I'm kinda tired, is it alright if I just go to bed early and watch TV up there?" she asks "yeah of course" as she walks upstairs Sam looks over to me "is she on her period or what" I laugh and throw a chicken bone at him "don't be a b***h you know girls hate it when guys ask that" for the rest of the night we do stupid s**t and get a bit drunk. when I go up to our room at 10pm to check on claire and ask if she wants to come back downstairs she's asleep, like a angel with her hair splayed around her head on the pillow. I pull her shoes and socks off along with her shirt and shorts then tuck her in under the covers.

Claire's pov

the next morning when I wake up I find I'm in my underwear and under the covers with jay next to me. naww he must've taken my clothes and shoes off. the sun shines through a crack from the curtains shining down on his face Like a halo. I brush his hair out of his eyes and smile at his peaceful face. rolling over I give him a kiss on the cheek and then get out of bed. since it's like 8 no one else it up yet so I have a shower and sit down to watch TV and eat some olives.

jays pov

at around 1 in the afternoon I wake up to Claire's side of the bed empty and cold. Dam I really wanted to cuddle for a little while. chucking on some clothes I head down to grab some food. sitting on the couch as perfectly as ever is my girl. wearing a cute loose blue jumpsuit and her hair in a messy bun on top of her head. "goodmorning beautiful" I say forgetting the food and sitting down with her "good afternoon" she corrects me with a laughing tilt in her voice. I take a deep breathe in as I lean down and kiss her neck, cuddling up to me she sighs. pulling her into my lap she runs her hands through my thick hair. "you like my hair?" I ask and she nods "of course I do you i***t" she says leaning down to kiss me. "mmm you taste like olives" I tease her "oh speaking of which do you think we can get more?" she asks "seriously?" she nods and blushes "I accidentally ate them all and still want more" dam I have never known her to like a food this much. "cool, we can get more later today, is that okay?" she nibbles on her lip "of course" she says happily laying back into me. "have you always liked olives?" I wounder "umm I don't really know I've never really eaten them before" she says thoughtfully. "hey what's up" we look up to the stairs where mike's booming voice is coming from. "shut the f**k up mike" claire yells back grinning.

over the next hour or so the rest of the guys wake up. "who wants to go swimming?" claire asks. Me, mike, Sam and tylor all shout out and go get changed into board shorts claire comes out in her bikini. a different one than last time. it ties together like the black one but it's a light blue colour. Dam her boobs look particularly juicy today. "do you like?" she asks turning around in the scarce outfit "you look sexy as f**k" I growl playfully as we walk out the door down to the jetty the guys have got heaps of different blow up things there. "you wanna pick one? l" I ask when we get there. she shakes her head and jumps off the jetty straight into the water. when she comes back up she flips her hair back and looks at me. "okay you can throw one down now, pick one we can both go on!" she yells up at me. I pick out a blown up mattress and throw it down next to her and jump into the water next to it then climb on. "aren't you going to be a gentleman and help me up?" claire teases trying to climb on whilst her bikini top shifts and slips starting to reveal her brown area around her n****e. I would let it keep going but mike, sam and tylor are probably watching. "come here" I reach down and pull her up and fix her top half. "don't want to share the view with anyone else?" she jokes seeing my worried expression as my eyes land on her boobs. "thats exactly how it is" I say pulling her ontop of me as I lay back. the guys from the jetty and the water whoop and laugh. "f**k off and mind your own business!" claire yells at them good heartedly which makes them laugh more. "I don't care if they watch" I joke and pull her down to kiss which becomes a heated make out session. suddenly the floaty device beneath us flips and throws us into the water. "what the f**k!?" I yell when I come back up from under the water. Sam and mike are both swimming away with the blow up mattress. I turn around to see Claire giggling at my angry face.

the five of us play around in the water until the sun goes down. flipping, splashing and playing games we're all tired, wringing wet and exhausted when we trudge inside leaving trails of water behind us. "dibs showering first!" squeals claire running to the bathroom, immediately she turns on the shower and locks the door. quietly I pick the lock and walk in. "jay!" she laughs. she standing infront of the mirror naked. "what are you doing?" I ask walking behind her placing my hands on her hips. she blushes and looks down at the sink. "I um, my n*****s are sore, I think it's the bathing suit material chafing on them or something" she says worriedly, her brows creasing. placing my hand gently over one I rub my thumb over it and she bites her lip. "no, please don't, it's actually really sore" she says seriously. I give her a kiss on the neck "I'm sorry baby" she turns around and gets into the shower "it's all good, come and join me." she invites me to get in the shower with her. stripping off my shorts I step into the streams of water falling down on her perfect body. "can I wash your hair for you?" I ask as she faces away from me "yes" she says gently pulling all her hair behind her so I could reach it all. first I use the shampoo then the conditioner. "I'm gonna get out the shower now, you can stay and wash yourself properly though." she says as she gets out of the shower her voice a little bit shaky. "hey umm, can I go to the shop to get more olives, I'll be quick" she asks "of course, maybe take one of the boys with you" I suggest because I don't like her to be alone. she nods and gets dressed. smart girl, she left clothes in here before we left to go swimming. then she walks out the door.

after finishing my shower I wrap a towel around my self and walk up to my room and pull on some pajama pants. as I come back down stairs I look around and try to figure out who she took to the shop. "hey Sam who went with claire to the shop?" he looks surprised "no one, she went by herself. she's a big girl ya know. she can take care of herself. don't worry." he says calmly and he's right I should chill the f**k out. sitting down I open a beer and relax with the boys and sure enough about half an hour later claire walks through the door with a small bag from the shop "hey I also got a few other things as well as olives" she smiles as she goes into the kitchen and takes out lollies and chips sitting them on the bench she opens the new jar of olives.

at only 9 pm she starts to yawn "I'm really tired so I'm going to head off to bed early again" she says kissing me on the cheek to leave. "what's up with her, she used to be up till 5 in the morning doing stupid s**t with us. or are you just tiring her out when she's meant to be sleeping?" mike chuckles. "I think its just cause she's tired after all the exams, she really tried her best." it true she busted her ass making sure she got good grades even though we can both buy our spot at harvard she still wanted to make sure she's done her best. she spent at least three hours after school studying for the last few weeks of school. after we watch some more football replays noah puts a usb into the TV. "what's that?" I ask. oh for f***s sake. he's put on porn, a video starts with a naked girl answering a door to some steroid looking junkie. it feels wrong to watch this s**t when I'm with claire. "aight, I'm going up to bed" I say and leave them to their wanking sesh.

Claire's pov

at some time in the early morning I feel jay get into bed. mmm I roll over and straddle him. "woah" he says surprised. "hey baby" I Purr leaning down to whisper into his ear. "hey, what're you doing?" he asks running his hands over me, realising I'm naked. "I'm asking you to make love to me" I whisper into his ear as I stroke his c**k feeling it come to life and stiffen at my lightest touch. mmm I feel his chest rumble in agreement. we roll over together so that he's on top of me. reaching down he feels my wet p***y waiting for him and knows what I've been doing. "baby? have you been playing with yourself? why didn't you ask me to come up here, you know I want to make you feel good when ever I can" I hold my hand up to his face. "i know, I just forgot you were so close by I guess and I was half asleep" I laugh a little. "in any case I'm ready for you straight away" I say. he jumps out of bed stripping off and grabbing a condom, rolling it on he gets back into bed and slips right into my waiting p***y. biting my lip I lean back and pull jay down on top of me. holding his face to my chest and neck, he gives me kisses as he smoothly slides inside me. I can't help moaning softly as he rocks his hatd c**k inside me while I run my hands down his back. together our bodies create a rythem. he becomes tense and gets harder. finally we c*m, him a few seconds after me, shuddering he lets out a low growl as his eyes look into my soul. "that was great" I pant rubbing his belly as I pull of the protection and tie it off before throwing it in the bin next to the bed. when I come back to the bed he's snoring cutely. I snuggle up to him and fall asleep for the second time tonight.

jays pov

ring ring, ring ring "hello?" I answer my phone. I've only just got home from the trip to the lakehouse. "hey, um can I come around to your place tonight?" claire asks "of course babe" I say holding the phone to my ear with my shoulder while I rush to do some washing that was left around the house before I left. "okay, see ya" she hangs up and I quickly run around the house to clean it up. about an hour later she walks through the door and I can feel somethings wrong. "hey" she says clearly trying not to panic but failing. "what's wrong?" I ask as she sits down on the couch with me. she's wearing one of my hoodies with some leggings, her hands are clenched in the pocket of the hoodie. "I umm" her voice breaks and tears streak down her face. she takes a few deep breathes "did someone hurt you?" I ask she shakes her head "no, it's not like that" she says shakily. "so I don't know how the f**k it happened but..." she pulls three sticks out of her pocket. "I'm pregnant" she sobs. I look down at her hand and see three pregnancy tests that all say positive. she's almost hysterical now. "I'm so, so sorry!" she says through heaving breaths. f**k I got her pregnant. f**k I GOT CLAIRE PREGNANT!!! I look down at her belly, is there a baby in there right now, that we made? I look back up at her face and she's crying so much now she can barely breathe "hey, hey calm down" she takes a deep breathe and hiccups. "are you mad?" she asks "no, baby I think this is my fault, last month when we were at your place the condom ripped but I didn't say anything, I didn't think you'd get pregnant and I didn't want to freak you out" I tell her guiltily watching her jaw drop. "JAYDEN LORENZO ROSSI, I WANNA STRANGLE YOU RIGHT NOW!! WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME I COULD'VE TAKEN THE MORNING AFTER PILL!! you complete arse, you're right this is your own f*****g fault!" she screams as tears roll down her face. she stands up and slaps me across the face angrily then sits back down "I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that" she crys. "its fine, I deserved it. you're right you could've taken the morning after pill." for maybe half an hour she sits there calming down. "okay?" I ask when her breathing gets back to normal. "yeah" she nods "does anyone else know?" I ask "no, not even Te or Gus. I just felt weird for the last week and when we got home I realised that I hadn't had my period in a while and thought it was weird how many olives I've been eating along with my sore n*****s, it just didn't add up or well it did, just not in the way you'd want." she explains with tears in her eyes. I pull her over to me to cuddle. "so, what do you want to do?" I ask her "I was thinking about an abortion but I don't think I could live with myself if I did that, I think I wanna keep it" she says her voice breaking. "I need to see a doctor though" she says nervously. "want me to come with you?" I ask "yeah, that would be good." she says nervously.

Claire's pov

after messaging Te and Gus I just tell them I'm staying at jays tonight. I'm too scared to tell them yet and I'm worried they'll be disappointed in me. I feel like Te would be mostly okay about it but Gus might get mad. the thing I'm worried about most is their public presentation, having a teen mum for a adopted daughter won't look good. I'm going to have to try and spend a lot of time out of the public eye. coming out of my thoughts I hear jay repeat a question "what do you feel like eating?" he asks "umm sushi, wait no you can't eat that when you're pregnant. I dunno how about carbonara?" he smiles "I'll order it from the restaurant in town called amici's" the grin on his face getting wider. "this baby is definitely Italian" he chuckles. rolling my eyes I know he's partly right because pasta is usually very low on the list of things I'd pick to eat. usually I'd pick a wrap, salad or even a burger before pasta. "mkay genius, I guess this also means it's a boy since its your side that's italian" I say raising my eyebrows at him as he speaks on the phone. when he hangs up he looks at me "exactly" he says. I have to give it to him he's been pretty good about all this. "thank you" I whisper "what for?" he asks "for supporting me and being so chill about everything" he laughs "trust me when I say I'm freaking the f**k out on the inside" he says his voice strained. "talk to me, tell me what you're thinking" I encourage him. "I'm worried I'll be a s**t dad, I don't want go give our baby a bad life. I don't want to be like my dad. I want to protect you and him from everything in the world including my family. I wish I could leave it all behind. I wish we could live in our own little island just us and anything we need with no one else to bother us" he says desperately. wouldn't I like that too. "me too" I say agree. "how about we do it!?" he asks "You said yourself it won't work, your father would find us." he shakes his head "if my father now about the baby he'd let me do it for maybe a few years possibly. I could ask him to leave us alone while we raise our baby, I'll work on him and see how long we can get. we could go anywhere you want" he says hopefully. he's probably a bit delusional right now so I'll just humor him. "what about an island near Australia, it would be good to be somewhat near home again" I say smiling "but what about Harvard?" I ask "harvard can get f****d" he chuckles and he pulls out his phone and rings some one. "hey pops...ah huh...hmm well, me and claire would like you and ma to come over...I don't want to talk about it over the phone...okay...yes well it's more of a discussion really...it's important make time for it or you'll be sorry I f*****g mean it and make sure ma comes too....I don't care, it's important like I said just be here tomorrow afternoon, goodbye" he hangs up a bit frustrated "what's wrong?" I ask "oh he's going to be busy for the next two months, like as if he can't take out a few hours to fly down here. he'll be over the moon once we tell him anyway" he says happily. I'm glad he's been so on board with this, I think he's excited really. "jay?" he looks at me "you wanted to have children?" I ask and he seems caught off guard. "well yeah actually but not for the same reason as my father" he confesses "why didn't you say anything when I said I never want to have kids?" he Shrugs "babe I'm your first boyfriend and when you said that we weren't even together. I thought chances were that'd you move on before you we were both old enough to think about kids and even if we lasted that long I wouldn't make you have kids just because I wanted them." he says plainly. "you still didn't say anything or try and persuade me when I said I was thinking about an abortion though" I say, surely if some thing he wanted was so close he would say something. "babe at the end of the day I won't be the one who's going to have to carry and grow a baby for three quarters of a year and then push it out of my v****a" he says frankly, making me laugh. "I'm impressed, most men I know don't think like that" I say. "then most men you know aren't worth s**t" he says "you know we're gonna have to stop swearing" I warn him. "yeah I suppose so" he says playfully. "you know I think we could just live in the lake house, maybe ask your parents if they wouldn't mind us doing a few renovations" I say thoughtfully. "really? out of everywhere in the world you want to live in the lake house?" he says "yeah, it's out in the open. there's alot of land and privacy and it's a beautiful place. we could make it our home, we could move in together" laying down on the couch and pulling down with him he brushes my hair out of my eyes "I think I love that idea" he murmers leaning in to kiss me.