Love Doesn't Exist

Naughty, Naughty Kids

Claire's pov

when I wake up jays curled up next to me with his arm across my waist, the doona draped across us enough so that hopefully if Te checked on us she didn't see how naked I am. getting up quietly so I don't wake jay I go and have a shower and get dressed. for the next half an hour I watch the news with the sound turned down low. when suddenly my door opens. it's Gus "hey ki-" I hold my finger up to my lips "shh" I quickly walk outside the room and explain to a bewildered Gus "jays sleeping, I didn't want to wake him." he nods putting his hands in his pockets "I didn't realise he stayed over" s**t "I hope that's okay, I though it would be but I shoulda asked" Gus shakes his head "No, no. it's fine he can stay when ever he wants. me and te are going to be away for a week again leaving tomorrow. so we wanted to see you open the rest of the gifts. if you don't want to it's fine though" dam I forgot about all those sitting in the lounge room. "well i-" just as I was aboutnto answer jay opens the door in his underwear with his eyes half closed. "babe who're you talking to?" he says, his voice still groggy from sleep, then he looks at Gus and his eyes go wide. "ahh s**t. I mean sorry, umm I'll just...go" he says closing the door to leave me to deal with Gus. "I...um..." I start to try and explain why he was pretty much naked considering what I told Gus last night. "it's fine you don't need to explain anything to me unless you really want to" he says cringing. I nod "um how about those presents?" he claps his hands awkwardly "right, yes I'll see you downstairs in a few minutes, tell jay he's welcome to come down too." I nod and walk back into my room where I find jay sitting on the couch. "oh my God" I laugh "wanna come down and watch me open the rest of my presents" I say opening my bar fridge and putting milk in the dog bowl for prince. "I would but I can't walk around in last night's suit and I can't walk around in my underwear" he says. "gimme a minute." I duck outta my room and down to Te and Gus "would it be alright if jay borrows some clothes?" I ask "of course" Gus nods as he turns on the coffe machine. "want one?" he asks "no thanks" I say walking back upstairs I grab a simple white t shirt and some black sweat pants for jay to wear. walking back into my room I chuck the clothes at him "put these on, they might be a bit big but it'll do" he shoves them on still half asleep "naww baby are you tired?" I say and he smiles "no I'm just still half asleep. I just need to wake up a bit more" he says scratching his chest. "too bad you're coming to watch me open the rest of my presents from friday" I say grabbing his hand and dragging him downstairs. when we get down stairs Te is in her dressing gown holding a cup of tea and Gus is finishing his coffee. "hey you two" Te chirps looking me wiggling her eyebrows. "did you have a good sleep?" I roll my eyes "yes Te we did." I answer for both of us. "okay get on with then kiddo" Gus days smiling as he jerks his head in the direction of the silver presents.

after a few paper cuts and alot of wrapping paper I have; a set of sapphire earnings, a dog car seat for Prince, expensive metallic and glow in the dark oil paints, a few different rings and necklaces, Gucci and Lois vuitton bags and sun glasses, a few pairs of shoes and a few other tinkets and such. "wow thanks you guys!" I say putting on a pair of black stilettos with the heels encrusted with gems. "those are on the cover of vouge next month" Te says. "speaking of which I have a photo shoot for a magazine cover in Malibu in a fortnight, wanna come we could have fun and do a few photos just for us" Te says "sure okay" I agree. she's right it might be fun, up until now I've turned down invitations to go to these things with her but I think I'll give it a try. "what about Prince?" I ask "he's vaccinated and everything, he can fly over there with you" he says casually. "cool" I look over to jay "oh don't be a big baby, it will only be a day or two along then I'll be back" I say walking over to him in my new heels, which thanks to them I'm as tall as him now. he looks down at my feet "don't trip or anything" his concerned voice says. betraying his cool and stoic demire. "oh Gus looks how cute they are!" Te loudly whispers to her husband making the other three of us laugh at her. "hey since we're leaving for the week how about jay stays over here with you?" te suggests. I shrug "maybe I could stay at his place?" I ask which makes Te grin like a cat that got the cream.

"now that is an idea, jay will your parents mind?" he shakes his head "no they won't"

ge answers truthfully even though his parents don't live with him. they wouldn't mind. "well...if it's okay we'll go and hang out in my room for a while and then we'll leave to go to his place" I say to Te and Gus who are both happy with the arrangement, Gus more so because he thinks there's going to be adults in the house. "okay, come on jay" I beckon him to follow me.

jays pov

dam this is going to be fun. when we get into her room we both laugh as we collapse onto her bed. "jesus, I was worried you were going to rat us out by saying your parents aren't even there!" she giggles. leaning over me, her hair falling around her face. "hmm" I mumble distracted by looking at her. "hey!" she says playfully. "you're not even listening!" I roll over so now I'm leaning over her "hmm well what should we do about that?" I ask leaning down to kiss her. she beats me to it and nips my lip between her teeth. "hey claire I just wanted to know if you're taking Prince to jays house?" we hear Te ask walking into the room and we move apart to make it look like we were just sitting next to each other on the bed. but none of us are dumb and I'm sure Te can tell by our swollen lips that we've been kissing. "umm yeah if that's okay?" claire answers looking to me "oh yeah it's cool" and speaking of the devil he walks over to claire and she picks him up to put him on the bed with us. "so cute" Te says walking back out and closing the door.

for the rest of the day we hang out at her house and mostly kiss alot. at around four in the afternoon we decide to get ready to go to my place. "I'm just gonna pack a couple things since I already have some stuff at your house" she says walking around her bedroom and going in out of her bathroom and wardrobe. I'm sitting on the couch with Prince both of us watching her. "hey could you strap in the car seat for Prince into your car?" she asks as she goes into the bathroom a third time. "sure, come on boy" I call the little dog "make sure you carry his down the stairs, his back can't handle it!" she yells as I walk out the door already holding Prince in my arms.

once I get the car seat out of the box and into my car I spend quite a while trying to figure out how to actually strap it in. "here, let me help." a gruff voice says "you'd be useless if you ever had kids" he says, I don't think even thinks he's joking. "I umm I just don't get how the thingy is suppose to attach to the bolt and the other thingy-" he inturpts "it's fine, be quite." after less than five minutes it's been installed properly and he picks up Prince and sits him in. "oh hey Chad!" claire says happily and as soon as the gruff old man sees her his whole face changes. he smiles and his voice comes out softer "hello claire, I was just showing jay here how to install a car seat. absolutely useless this kid is" he says "Chad, that's bullshit and you know it. at least pretend to like him" she says putting her bag on the back seat next to Prince. "any way, I'll see you again in a week" she says to this Chad dude and he looks surprised "a week!?" she nods as she gets into the car. "yep don't worry Chad" she waves as I start up the car and we pull out of the drive way.

when we get back to my place I get out prince and carry him to the door while claire unlocks the front door. for a second I realise how crazy normal we're acting. it seems like we've fast forward years and suddenly we have a small family, with a small dog for a baby. I smile looking at claire turn to me but I realise she looks concerned. "the doors already unlocked!" she says surprised. "I'm pretty sure I locked it when I left" I say pushing the door open, I quietly walk inside holding prince with claire behind me. "what the f**k?" the house has been cleaned up from the party. "hey there you are!" Sam comes in from outside the sliding door to the back yard. "me and the boys decided to clean up the place but the door was locked so mike picked the lock on the door" I roll my eyes and claire laughs "oh my God you guys, you could've just texted us." she says and tylor comes in "you have a dog?" he asks as I put down prince who runs to Claire's feet. "no this is prince, he's Claire's puppy" I explain as I walk outside with claire to look around. "so what? you guys have a kid now" sam jokes when be sees prince but I can't help but feel like that's exactly how it is. I wounder what she thinks. I look down at claire to see her broad smile as she watches Sam and mike play with her puppy. "what's with the bag" Sam asks claire. "oh I'm staying with jay for the week" she says casually and everyone who heard stopped what they were doing "like moving in?" mike grins at me. "no mike, Te and Gus are going on a trip and they didn't want claire to be alone" Sam nods with a suspicious smile on his lips. "well we're done cleaning up so we'd better go now" he says trying to round everyone up. "what! can't we stay for a few rounds of call of duty or something!" will complains. "no" Sam says firmly and manages to herd everyone out of the house. "you know I wouldn't have minded if they stayed for a while" claire says as we go up to my room to "yeah but I would, I want you all to myself" I complain coming from behind her and wrapping my arms around her waist i sit my chin on her shoulder. she stands at my drawers and adds clothes to the collection I spread have. "sounds like the perfect reason to blow off your mates who just cleaned up your house" she says. "mmm" I mumble as I take a deep breath when I breathe back out she giggles "stop it! your tickling me with your breathe on my neck. she turns her head and moves out of my embrace to go to the bathroom. "where can I put my stuff?" she asks "just in here" I say walking over and opening the bottom drawer I just have to take out like three boxes of condoms. "umm you have alot of those" claire says "it's umm just that I rather be prepared than the alternative" I say looking at the dates "this box is out of date anyway" I chuck it in the bin, while claire puts the rest of her stuff away. "umm you mind if I have a shower now?" she asks "course not" I say "I'll go downstairs and start making dinner" I say.

Claire's pov

stripping off I throw my clothes into the hamper and jump into the shower. as i stand in the shower using jays shampoo I can't help imagining him naked. Dam I need to get a grip on myself. but I can't stop thinking about him and all the blood in my body seems to go to my p***y. I turn the shower colder and rinse out my hair then get out wrapping a towel around me I dry off then go into the bedroom and pull on a black silky nightie with matching underwear. and no bra, I mean why bother I don't really like wearing them and chances are it'll be off sometime soon anyway.

walking downstairs prince rushes up to me to say hello. "hey bubba sit, good boy" I give him a pat. walking through the lounge he follows me to the kitchen. I look across the kitchen to see jay cooking with pots and pans on the stove top while looking at his phone. "what are you making?" I ask "chicken tyriaki with that special sticky kinda a rice" he says still looking at his phone and then to the ingredients he has. "how long until it's ready, I'm really tried" I say baiting him. and he finally looks up from his phone and drops the spoon he's holding. "tired?" he asks looking me up and down making my n*****s harden under his gaze. he's never actually seen me wear something like this before. "uh wooow" he says slowly. "what's the occasion?" he asks "no occasion" I say walking into the kitchen, looking around at everything. "I think you should stir this" I say looking at the chicken in sauce that seems to be bubbling quite alot. listening to me he picks back up the spoon he dropped and started stirring the chicken while turning the heat down. "hey do you wanna pick a movie out to watch while we eat?" he asks "sure" after finding the remote I pick out dead pool to watch. "what'd you pick?" jay wonders when I walk back into the kitchen area. "dead pool" he smiles "not horror?" I automatically roll my eyes. "no I didn't want you to chuck up your food while you're eating it." I tease him while he plates up the food "you got chopsticks to eat it with?" I joke and he shakes his head. "if we were eating with those I'd die of hunger." he chuckles walking over to the couch with our food. "come on"

jays pov

after dinner we finish watching the movie with Prince taking turns getting belly rubs from the two of us. as the credits roll I stretch and stand up as I look down at Claire. "what now?" I ask suggestively and she sticks her leg out and rubs her foot up and down my leg. "what do you want to do?" she says bitting her lip. mmm I wanna f**k her until she can't walk straight but I can't tell her that. "how bout we start by going up to my room?" I suggest as I pull her up by her arms and lead her to my room the both of us giggling like school kids. together we fall down onto the bed pawing at each others clothes and kissing until we're panting sweating and naked, very naked. I lean back to see Claire completely naked "so f*****g hot" I pant and she bites her lip as she pushes her hips up to grind on me. "hey, I know I said we'd take things super slow but I wanna go all the way tonight" she smiles like the devil. "all the way?" I ask again and she nods as she runs her hands from my chest down to my c**k. her hand wraps around the base and she slides her hand up and down. "oh baby girl, if you're sure" I moan and she pulls my head to rest on her shoulder while she strokes me. "I'm very sure" her sweet voice is music to my ears. after she's made me as hard as a rock I stop her. "your turn" my voice comes out horse as I go down on her licking at her clit making her moan and whimper but this time I add two fingers into her hole. "oh" she she says and I see why, she's so f*****g tight I don't think she's ever had anything inside her. slowly i sit back up to kiss her while I finger her. "mmm" she moans as I kiss her silky soft neck and her hands run from my head down to my back and up my chest resting around my neck. "noww!" she

moans "I want you inside me noww" f**k me dead "give me a second baby, I need grab the condoms. I quickly get up and run to the bathroom and a box ripping open the box on the way to the bed i kneel on the bed over claire and open the condom packet with my mouth "nah uh babe, we can't afford a ripped one, open it with your hands." she says concerned. so I grab another one and open it the right way, slipping it on. "you still sure?" I ask and she nods smiling. "I'm sure" I move over her so I'm waiting at her entrance. then ever so slowly I push into her tight p***y. "f**k!" her legs clench around my waist and she crys out as tears spring to her eyes. "s**t do you want me to stop." she shakes her head. "no, just wait a second" she says holding her eyes closed in pain. "baby I'm so sorry" I nuzzle around her neck and kiss her slowly. "mmm" she mumbles after a few minutes and her legs fall apart, relaxed. "I'm okay now" she opens her eyes smiling up at me. "just keep being gentle." she says shakily. slowly I start to move until we make our own rythem. when I feel her p***y start to tighten I reach down to rub her clit. panting and sweating she whimpers and moans underneath me in pleasure "I'm gonna c*m soon" she says opening her eyes to look at me. I quicken my pace a bit and then squirt my load just as she orgasms. panting I colaspe ontop of her and we lay there together for a few minutes. when I pull out of her there's blood on the condom and on her. "oh umm" she goes to get up. "no, stay there" I gently tell her and she relaxes again closing her eyes. I grab a wet wash cloth and clean her up after discarding the used protection. "thanks" she mumbles opening her eyes she looks at me. "I want you to lay your head here" she says holding her hand to her heart. so I lay down with her and get under the covers then sit my head on her chest. "here that?" she asks and I listen to her heart beating in her chest "mmhm" I confirm and a smile is brought to her lips. "it beats for you" she says letting s few tears slip out of her crystal blue eyes as she looks at me. her hand comes up and brushes my hair out of my eyes. "you're so beautiful" she sighs sleepily. "you are too" I say as she runs her hands through my hair at the nape of my neck. "I want time to stop so we can stay this way forever" she whispers "me too" I agree. then I relaxe leaving my head on her chest to listen to her heart that beats for me. not long after we fall asleep together in a perfect moment of bliss.

Claire's pov

when I open my eyes again realize there's something holding me down. oh I almost laugh, it's just jay laying on my chest. Dam I want to pee but I can't move cause his arm and leg has also been flung over my body. I spend a good ten minutes pulling his arm back and trying to push him off me before he just rolls over, still asleep. I can't help laughing at him as I make my way to the toilet. when I get back from the toilet he's sitting up with his glorious body uncovered. we're both still naked. "hey baby" he sighs looking at me. "heyy" my voice comes out a little groggy from sleep. "come back and lay down with me" he says as I walk back towards the bed. "I have to take prince out to pee" I tell him and he pouts. i pull out my dressing gown and put it on to quickly go downstairs and let my puppy out to go toilet. when I come back inside there's a knock at the front door. opening the door I find three very buff men with neck tats and beefy faces, dressed in black suits "who is it?" I ask uncertain. they look confused for a second "this is jays house?" one of them asks and I nod "what can we help you with" one of them smiles. something is very off about these men. "we didn't know he'd gotten himself a ladyfriend, his father will be interested to know this" he says "oh are you work colleagues?" I ask and they snicker. "of the sort" one says "how about you invite us in for some drinks" the first one says pushing me out of the way and walking into the house. "um excuse me but who the f**k do you think you are!" I say angrily as they open the fridge and find beers "like you said dear, colleagues of jays dad, now run along and tell him we're here" I scoff "and who exactly would be here? what your names?" they look a little taken aback at my rudeness. "tell him uncle Mac is here" he smirks looking at my legs. I walk promptly up to the bed room "jay, what the f**k is going on!?" I say when I storm back into the room. "huh?" I walk to the the drawers to pull on some leggings and one of his hoodies "there's three men in our living room who invited themselves in as colleagues of your dads and one is uncle mac" I say annoyed looking over at him to see realisation dawn on his face. quickly he jumps up pulling on some sweat pants. "umm you might want to stay down here" he says going to leave me in the bedroom "Jayden you stop what you're doing right f*****g now and look at me" he does as I say and I walk across the room to him "what the fucken hell is going on?" I ask and he looks away from me nervously. "I'll explain when they've left" he says. "na ah mister, I swear to f*****g God you are on thin ice with me. these men seem dodgy as f**k just barging into the house. you tell me what is happening right now, or you can have this f*****g ring back" I say talking about the promise ring. he sighs "look everyone at school is actually right okay, me and the boys are kinda in a gang. my dad is the boss of the Italian mafia" he says clenching his jaw. I can't help it I flip out. "WHAT THE f*****g HELL!!!?" I scream at him and hes just stands there and takes it as I hit his chest slapping and punching him. "YOU f*****g ARSEHOLE WHY WOULDN'T YOU TELL ME THAT EARLIER!!" I stop hitting him and turn around "why are they here?" I ask looking at the wall. "they've probably come to try and convince me to go to italy, my dad wants me to take over when he kicks the bucket" he says flatly. tears fall down my face "the stuff people say about the mafia is that all true?" I ask "yeah" he says "give me a second I'm coming downstairs with you." I quickly walk into the bathroom and wash my face putting on some very light and quick make up so hopefully they can't tell I've been crying. when I come back out I see hand prints on his chest left by my hands. I feel nothing but remorse which makes me angry at myself. "are you sur-" I hold my hand up "yes I'm f*****g sure" I growl firmly as we walk downstairs. we find the three men waiting and when they see us the mac man laughs "boy I've known you since before you could talk, and never has anyone laid a hand on you without repruccusions. is this one a keeper then" he asks suddenly friendly. jay looks to me and back at them. "I would say yes, but with amount of trouble I'm in right now I'll be lucky if she dosent leave me" he sighs and it makes all three of them laugh "she didn't know huh?" he says looking at me. "no I didn't and I'm right here you know you can talk to me" I say hotly annoyed and he nods "okay girly, why are you here?" I shrug my shoulders "I dunno why are you here?" he raises his eyebrows and me and jay sit down, usually I would sit on his lap but today there's at least a foot of space between us. "your father wants you to go to Italy to learn how to run the" he looks at me smiling "family business" he finishes. "look I've told him before and I'll tell him again, I'm not doing it or at least not right now. I want to have a life first. can't he find someone else he want to be his protguee" mac shakes his head. and goes to logjt a cigar. "no smoking in the f*****g house!" I say and he seems surprised. "since when?" jay points to me smiling "since she said so" I give a curt smile. "well the little lady has what it takes to be a gang mother, at least we have some good news to give to your father, but you do know that eventually he's gonna come here in person" he warns jay and he nods "I'll deal with it when it happens." mac nods "it might be sooner than you think" he adds as him and the guys get up "well until our next pleasant encounter, see ya" Mac says and the other two dudes follow him out the building. I turn to Jayden and notice his eyes watering. what the f**k "is something in your eye?" I ask and he shakes his head. when he talks next his voice breaks "I know I don't deserve you and you came here wanting a better life and if you want to leave me I understand but I want you to know, that I really care about you Claire and I'll do anything in my power to keep you safe." he looks at me and I realise he's crying. "yeah well I trusted you" I cry too "I f*****g gave you my virginity" I sob. "I'm sorry" he says as I get up to walk out of the room. "sorry dosent change the fact you lied to me about you being in a f*****g gang, YOU PRICK!" I scream as I storm upstairs

jays pov

I've f****d up really bad. it's been two hours she's been crying in my bedroom. I pick up my phone and ring Sam "hey" he laughs into the phone "Sam I've f****d up" the other end of the line goes deadly quite. "what happened?" he asks "she found out and she's been crying for two hours" Sam sighs "it could be worse" he tries to reassure me "Sam I f*****g took her v card last night" I say trying to not cry again. I haven't cried since I was four years old. "ohhh man I don't know what to say" he sighs bubbling a bong in the back ground. "and the reason she found out was because my dad sent more men over to try and convince me to go to italy" I tell him. "did she get hurt?" he asks "no" I scoff "she swore at him wfor trying to smoke in the house" I laugh and so does Sam "atta girl" he says. "want me to come over?" I shake my head "nah we'll figure this s**t out I'll ring you later and let you know weather we're going to celebrate or get high as f**k, if she dumps me I'm not gonna cope." and with that I hang up the phone.