Second Thought

Chapter 8

                                                                                    Serenity's POV

    I didn’t know what I was thinking but I wanted him. I needed him now in a way I had never needed anything else before. His body was a sight on its own. The way his muscles consumed his body was something I could stare at forever. Just as my hands were making their way to his pants, the door swung open loudly. Before I could even turn my head, I knew it was Alexander. I heard a growl like sound escape his mouth and he stomped his way over to us. Liam was barely standing when Alexander hit him so hard his body flung across the room hitting the wall and knocking everything on it down onto him. He flung his head over to me and grabbed me up so quickly that it took my breath away. He adjusted me so I was standing in front of him with my back to his chest. I could care less about myself in that moment. All I wanted to do was run over to Liam but as I started to move my legs Alexander placed his hand to cup my throat.

    "Let her go Alexander! This wasn't her fault, it was mine."

    "Do you think that I am stupid brother? She is mine! You know better than to mess with me and yet you do this! She is not yours and never will be. You can’t have both worlds Liam. You will not touch her again. And for you," he says to me while tightening his grip, making it extremely hard to breath. I hear Liam running over.

    "Don't f*****g touch her! Leave her alone, you'll kill her!"

    All I could hear were Liam's screams. I had to keep my eyes closed to focus on not passing out. My body falls to the ground as I heard a loud noise. Once I look up, I see Liam punching Alexander over and over while Alexander was laughing. I could sense Liam getting angrier and angrier. His fists connect to Alexanders cheek and he stumbles back. He spits out the blood onto the floor and in one swift move, he is on top of Liam, slamming his head into the floor. I gather my strength and run over to Alexander and push him as hard as I possibly could. He smiles a devilish smile and stands up and walks over to me. I back into a wall and he breaths in my ear, "you are going to regret that." I felt a burning as the back of his hand connects a powerful blow to my face. It hurt, don't get me wrong but my anger and adrenaline makes me stronger, so I don’t fall over this time. I wasn't going to give him the satisfaction of seeing me fall to the ground or blacking out this time. He smirks again as if this makes him happy. He grabs me again with my back facing his front, standing directly in front of Liam.

    "You’re going to play tough? You won’t defy me again and I'll make sure of it."

    He walks us closer to Liam where he is still laying on the floor. I noticed a little blood coming from behind his head, but not enough to cause worry. I hope. Liam looks up at me and tries to reach for me, but he was unable to move. Alexander took this as a time to torment Liam since he was unable to get to me. I don't know if it was more of a torment to Liam or to myself. Alexander snaked his arm above my chest to keep me from moving and with his other hand, he placed it on my thigh. I tried to wiggle out of his grip, now sure of his plan but it was hopeless. I wasn't strong enough. He slowly made his way to my panties and placed a finger over them as I screamed.

    "No, no. Please stop! I won't see him anymore, just please stop!" Tears were once again running along my cheeks, unable to stop them. Alexander didn't even look at me. He was looking at the shock on his brother’s face. He was enjoying it more than he was touching me. This was his pleasure, putting us though this hell for his own enjoyment.

    "You won't stop seeing him. He cares about you and now he won't stop. He thinks he can just have it all. Maybe I should kill him. That’s the only way to make sure he doesn't touch what is mine."

    "Please no, kill me. Just kill me instead." The words were out of my mouth before I knew it. I needed to protect Liam; I didn't matter but I couldn't live knowing Alexander killed his brother because of me.

    "Kill you? I'm not going to kill you and give you an easy way out." It is as if my words made him angrier and he pushed his fingers inside of me taking me by surprise. No this isn't right.

    "Please stop. I’m sorry, it won’t happen again. I will do what you want, just please stop Alexander."   

    "What? I am just finishing what both of you started. Your so wet and ready."

    "No, I don't want this please." I pleaded with him once more. I looked at Liam and tears streaked down his face. He was trying to move but was having trouble. He looked so pained for the first time and I know he felt helpless. He reached out to try and grab Alexander, to make him stop but his hand fell back down without strength to move it. Alexander was moving his fingers in and out so fast it hurt. "Please stop!"

    I felt his hand slid out of me with surprise on his face. I thought it was at my words but when I saw what he was staring at, I was wrong.

    "What is this?" Alexander was staring at his hand. There wasn't much but there was a little bit of blood surrounding his fingers. "Are you a virgin?" A silence filled the room and I heard Alexander yell, "Answer me now!"

    "Yes, I am." I looked at Alexander and watched as his face turned from shock into another devilish grin.