Second Thought

Chapter 15

                                                                                    Serenity's POV

    Was he serious? I didn't think he was serious about bringing another girl in here but there she stood. Alexander grabbed her hand and led her over by the small window in the room. There was a sofa directly under the window, bringing in the beautiful light from the moon. He started kissing her, hard. His hands were moving all over her body and he stripped off every piece of clothing she was wearing. He was still wearing the condom from earlier and he plunged himself right into her. They both started letting out moans and his eyes never left mine. I'm not sitting her watching this s**t. I quickly stood up and walked over to the door, but Alexander got there first.

    "Where do you think you’re going? You will sit here and watch this because this is your fault. If you’re not going to let me continue with you then you will watch me finish with her." He pointed his long fingers over to the woman, who was now pleasuring herself. He picked me up and flung me back onto the bed. "Now be a good little girl and set there and enjoy the show." He turned his back from me to walk over to the woman waiting for him. I got up as ran as fast to the door as I possibly could. I made it out the door and down the stairs before Alexander grabbed me. "You’re really starting to piss me off! You don't want me, but you can't sit there and watch me with another woman. You will watch me take her right in front of you, do you understand? If you don't sit there and watch, then I will make you watch."

    "You can't force me to watch that! I know that I started this, but you have taken this too far. Get away from me, you disgust me." Alexander pressed himself closer and closer to me and I was starting to get really heated. I don't ever remember a time that I was so pissed off than I was right now. Before I even knew what, I was doing, I smacked him hard in the face. He touched his cheek, shock across his face turned to something else. He went to grab me, but I ran to the front door and opened it as quickly as I could. I had no clothes on or no shoes, but I ran anyway. The rocks under my feet were painful but I could only focus on getting the hell out of there. I knew that when I had hit him that he was going to strike like he never had before, and my first instinct was to run. I looked behind me and to my surprise he wasn't following me. I assumed he didn't want to follow me butt ass naked. I took this as my advantage and continued to run. I'm not sure how long had passed but I finally started to slow down. It was getting hard to breath and my legs were hardly holding me up at this point. I flopped down underneath a streetlamp and began to cry. How did this night end up so twisted? I don't know what possessed me to start our s****l encounter. I just wanted to tease him a little bit as revenge. I couldn't help thinking how I felt with him though. Yes, he drove me crazy and he treated me so wrong, but my body responded to him so well. He was like a deep desire I refused to believe I wanted. My eyes flinched at the car lights shining my way. I stood up quickly and started waiving my hands around, trying to get the driver's attention. Thankfully, it worked. The driver pulled over next to me. The car door opened and out stepped Alexander. How did I not recognize his car?

    "Get in the car Serenity. Now!"

    "No, I'm not going anywhere with you. Just leave me alone, please. I can start my own life and find someone who really cares for me. You can go back to casually having s*x with women who are willing."

    "You are willing."

    "I didn't know what I was doing back there. I don't know what came over me, but I can promise you that it won't happen again. Standing here with you, I feel repulsed even looking at you. I will never see you the same way again. I knew how you were before. You were cruel and abusive and didn't care what I thought about you. Never did I expect you to bring another woman in there. Why didn’t you run out the door after me?"

    "To be honest Serenity, I was even more turned on after you slapped me, and I had to take care of my needs. I went back upstairs with her and finished what I started. I'm not like you, I don't just leave people hanging."

    "Are you serious? You slept with her? That just goes to show how full of s**t you are. You say that you care about me and you want to be better for me but doing that was the furthest thing you could have done. I could have easily walked down the hall, grabbed Liam and gave myself over to him, despite you."

    "I would have never allowed you to do that, you know that. I told you, I am the only man that you will ever touch again and the only man that will ever be allowed to touch you again."

    "What? So, you can go around screwing whoever you want but I must sit back and just take it? The hell with that! Screw you Alexander!"

    "I'm sorry, I didn't look at it that way."

    I couldn't see straight right now. I headed straight toward him and pushed him as hard as I could against the car and started throwing punches at him. He stopped most of my blows, but I still got a few hits in on him. Trying to stop me, he pushed me off him and when he did, I landed on the ground and my head hit the pavement. Darkness started clouding my vision and Alexander’s voice was fading.