Second Thought

Chapter 36

Alexander POV

            This woman would be the damn death of me. She was amazing. She surprised me at every corner. I knew her desire to have me was strong, but never did I imagine she would be okay with us having s*x in this crowded restaurant.

            As we walked back to our seats, my lips formed a smile. “All good over there?”

            “More than okay.” Serenity smiled back up to me knowing damn well what I was referring to.

            When we left the men’s restroom, she forgot a certain piece of clothing that was still placed inside the pocket of my jeans. Her dress was a little to short not to have on her panties but at the same this was satisfying me to no end. We sat back down at the table, waiting over twenty minutes for my brother.

            “Doesn’t look like he is coming back. Maybe we can just have dinner. It would be a waste to have come all the way here for nothing.” She sensed the little sarcasm in voice. Even if she didn’t want to have dinner with me, it most certainly was not a waste coming here tonight.

            “I’m starving now so I think that would be okay.”

            Another waitress came to take our orders. Serenity ordered pasta with lamb ragu and I ordered mushroom risotto with parmesan cheese. Deciding that we should have some wine I ordered a bottle of cabernet sauvignon. “Is there anything else that I can get you?” The waitress eyes me up and down.

        “No, that is all thank you.” I could see that Serenity was getting a little jealous. The waitress walked away slowly, making sure to look back at me while she did.

        “She couldn’t be more obvious.”

        Hmm…maybe playing dumb would get her to admit that she was jealous. “More obvious about what?”

        “Uh, she was totally hitting on you. Did she not see you sitting here with another woman?”

        “Baby, she was just being polite. You know, to get a good tip.” I winked at her letting her know that I was referring to her with the guys at her job.

        “If she keeps this up, she won’t be getting a tip.”

        “Sure, she will. I can respect a woman that knows what she wants and goes for it.” My intention was to get her all worked up and it seemed to be working.

        The waitress returned with our wine order placing two glasses in front of us. Glancing at me, she poured the wine slowly into my glass first. Then quickly filling Serenity’s glass without even taking a look at her. This was very amusing. My eyes never left Serenity’s which made it much more difficult to hold back my laughter. She left and returned a moment later with our entrees. Bending over in front me, she placed my food down. She made sure to bend far enough over that I saw directly down her shirt revealing her large breast. When she sat Serenity’s food in front of her, I thought she was going to bust. Again, the waitress left but not before she winked at me before she was out of sight.

        Serenity stood up from the table suddenly. “I’ll be right back.”

        “Where do you think you are going?”

        “I’m about to teach this b***h some manners.”

        My plan was to talk her out of it, but she was already making her way over into the next dinning area to face her.

        Serenity touched her on the shoulder to gain her attention. The waitress spun around smiling gleefully. “Excuse me but I think you owe me an apology.”

        The waitress began laughing. “For what reason could I possibly owe you an apology.”

        “If you want to hit on my boyfr…” She stopped herself. “If you want to hit on my date, you could at least have the decency to do it while I’m not sitting right there.”

        “Honey, your date was flirting with me. I was kindly returning the gesture. If he was so interested in you or your date then he wouldn’t have been mind f*****g me while he was sitting with you.” She eyed me coming up behind Serenity and stalked toward me placing her hand on my shoulder. With her hand on my shoulder she began to move it along to my back while she walked around me. Her hand followed to the other side of my shoulder. Her lips leant into my ear. “Now if he wants my number so he can do the actual f*****g later, all he does is need to ask.”

        A long uncomfortable silence came across the three of us. What turned into playful fun was now getting a little out of hand. This slut was touching me right in front of my woman and I was not having that. As her hand rested on my shoulder, her lips still lingered near my ear.

        “Okay that is enough. Serenity let’s go.” She didn’t move.

        If looks could kill, her look would have. I had never seen her like this. Her eyes turned an almost black as her face became red with rage. One quick movement from her is all it took. She had the waitress on the floor. Both of them punching, pulling hair, and rolling around on top of each other to gain strength over the other. Running over to Serenity, I picked her up and placed her over my shoulder. Customers eating turned their heads at the commotion letting out sharp gasp. f**k! It hit me. She didn’t have any damn panties on. I’m sure the whole restaurant got a good look of all her goods before I stalked out of there.

        “Alexander! Put me down right now! I’m going to kick her ass!”

        Ignoring her pleas, holding on tight, my hand waived at a taxi. Once the driver got a good look of what was going on, he drove on by not wanting to get mixed up in whatever was going on here. I began walking, catching the hateful eyes of people on the sidewalk passing by. Trying again for another taxi, one finally stopped. Pushing Serenity in the backseat. I climbed in beside her as the taxi drove off to our destination. She kicked and screamed at the taxi driver to stop but I told him if he overlooked what happened in the backseat then I would pay him double. He obliged happily. We pulled over in front of her apartment building. After paying the taxi driver we stepped out, but Serenity started walking.

        “Serenity come back here. Where are you going?”

        But she didn’t respond. She was on a mission. Again running over to her, I picked her up and placed her over my shoulder. This woman was impossible. We stalked through the apartment building, all while she was still kicking and screaming. Pushing the button to the elevator we stepped in. She began throwing fist at my chest begging to let her go back. Finding the big red button to stop the elevator, I pressed it and the elevator came to a screeching halt.

        “What the hell are you doing? Have you gone crazy? You can’t just stop the f*****g elevator!”

        “Take out your anger and frustration on me but I won’t let you go back there. You are going to get yourself arrested.”

        “Take out my frustrations on you? I’m not going to hit you Alexander. You’re not the one I’m pissed at.”

        With laughter filling the elevator I said, “I’m not talking about hitting me. I’m talking about you f*****g me right here, right now. Let your body take out your frustrations for you.”

        “s*x is always the answer to everything for you. We are not having s*x on an elevator Alexander.”

        “No, s*x is not always the answer, but it does help when it comes to certain overpowering emotions. Don’t think, just do. Let your body guide you.”

        My mind thought she would never actually do this, but I had to try. This would be hot. Very f*****g hot and something I’ve always wanted to do. And I wanted to do it with her. Surprisingly, she slapped me in the face. Not hard enough to hurt but hard enough to send that electricity of excitement throughout my body. She remembered. She remembers what this does to me and she was enjoying every moment of it. A crooked smile played across her lips as she slowly made her way over to me. With her hands on my chest, she roughly slammed me into the elevator wall. Her lips began traveling over the crook of my neck kissing and licking slowly. Slowly she turned her body until her ass was against me. She bent over and began moving herself against me. I began feeling the wetness of her arousal against my pants as she started moving against me harder. My hand rubbed against her ass briefly then raised and smacked against her hard.

        “Do it again.” So, I did. “Again.” So, I did.

        She stood up, turning around to face me. She slowly pulled the belt from its loops on my pants and threw it to the ground. Pushing my pants and my boxers to the ground, she placed her hands over my d**k and began moving at such a slow place. It was driving me crazy. But this was her show. If she wanted something from me, she was going to have to ask. Turning back around until her ass was against me, she bent over. I slid into her but stopped. Since this was her show, she was going to have to do the work. I thought she would say something. Ask why I wasn’t moving but she didn’t. She began her work flexing herself over me in slow circular rhythms at first. Then she began picking up her speed around me making me harder and harder.

        “Serenity you do not even understand how f*****g hot this is for me.”

        At my words she started moving faster and faster. Feeling her wetness all around me set me ablaze. Ready to c*m right then but she stopped moving.

        “Don’t cum.” I heard her say. Oh I see, she was using my own words against me. Hearing her dirty mouth only brought me more pleasure.

        Her movements started picking up again and she slammed against me. She began letting out slow sensual moans that took me over.

        “Play with me while I f**k you.” Oh s**t. This woman was unbelievable. Who was this woman right now?

        Without hesitation I grabbed her sweet spot, circulating my fingers around her in sweet slow motions. I couldn’t take it anymore. My d**k slammed into her and began sinking into her deeper and deeper until I was completely inside of her. With my free hand, I placed it on her back and pushed her all the way over so I can feel her completely. Her legs began shaking in the all familiar way. She was close and I could feel how tight she was getting around me. She screamed my name as my movements increased. My own release was coming fast. Her ass started bouncing up and down on me, taking complete control again. Tensing and building I began to pull out of her.

        “No, I’m not finished yet. This is not about you finding your release remember.”

        She pushed me with her ass further against the wall. Unable to move. My movements stopped; afraid I was unable to control my own release. But she didn’t stop. She rammed into me harder while moaning my name. I was building up higher and higher as I was on the edge from releasing inside of her.

        “Serenity, I’m about to c*m. You have to stop or I’m going to all inside of you. Remember I’m not wearing a condom.”

        “Don’t care. I’m so close Alexander. Please.”

        She wasn’t thinking straight. She continued pushing her ass against me moving it with just enough intensity that I found my release. My movements ceased all at once but hers didn’t. She wasn’t done. My hand found her sweet spot again but this time I sped up my movements. Her ass continued rocking against me and finally she let go. Screaming my name as she did.

        The button was pressed for the elevator to continue. We made it to the door of the apartment with complete silence falling over us. Unsure of what to say about the most amazing s*x we both have had. Each of us thinking of the possibility that she could get pregnant. It was high ass chances of her getting pregnant. We were both so careless. Serenity opened the door to the apartment, making her way into her bedroom. However, I did not follow. The last thing I wanted to do was to say something stupid to upset her. She seemed calmer now than she was before so there is that. But if I told her what I was really thinking she would be upset again. So, I walked over into the kitchen to get me a bottled water. As the refrigerator door closed, Liam appeared behind it.

        “Hey little brother. Where did you run off to earlier?” I wanted to engage in any other conversation to get my wondering mind off earlier events.

        “Hey Alex. Erina and I decided to come back here after we left the restaurant. We needed to do some talking. So, I decided to make her dinner.”

        “Nice. No woman could ever pass up your cooking. Did everything go smooth? Where is Erina now?”

        “She is in my room sleeping. There was a lot for us to discuss so I decided cooking a nice meal for her here would be best. Actually, it went great. We decided that we are going to have another go at things. Everything will be taken slow but I’m happy. You know how I feel about her.”

        “That is great news man. I’m happy for you. You guys belong together. Plus, you are happier when you’re with her. You always have been.”

        “What about Serenity? Is she pissed that I left dinner?”

        “No, she understands. I think it would be a good idea if you talked to her though and you told her. She may have some questions that I cannot answer. For example, she wants to know if her t**s are real.” Laughter escaped my lips uncontrollably.

        “Okay then.” Liam joined in with my laughter. “You seem like something is bothering you. Want to talk about it?”

        “I’m not sure you’re the best one to talk about it with.”

        “Look, I know that it might be a little weird at first but there is no reason you can’t come talk to me about her. I still care about Serenity. You should be happy too Alex.”

        “We were sitting at the restaurant and a waitress was hitting on me pretty strong. After a few times of it happening, Serenity couldn’t take it any longer. She walked up to her and confronted her. Before I knew it, she lunged at the woman and they started fighting. I dragged her out of there and we made our way back here. We were on the elevator when I decided to stop it. We had mind blowing s*x, but she wouldn’t let me pull out. So yeah that is where my head is at right now. Confusion is how I feel right now. Now for all I know that this incident could get her pregnant. I’m not ready for kids. I told her I wanted kids, but the truth is I don’t know if I really do.”

        “That is not what I was expecting to hear. Nothing will be known for sure for awhile so don’t stress about it. Don’t worry yourself until you know for sure. Besides there is nothing you could do about it now anyways.”

        “You’re right. Thanks for the talk. I’m going to go bed then I’m going to take off tomorrow morning. Is it cool if I crash on the couch?”

        “The couch? You’re not going to go sleep with her? I’m sure she is expecting you to. Especially after tonight. The best decision is to be there for her. Her mind is probably going through the same thing yours is right now.”

        “Yeah. I’m still sleeping on the couch. When we are around each other, our bodies do the talking and its best if that doesn’t happen for a third time tonight. I need to distant myself for a little while.”

        Liam just shakes his head. He walks over toward the hall closest, pulling out a pillow and blankets for me. After he hands them to me, he stalks back to his bedroom. Once I was lying down on the couch, my mind continues to wonder about the possibilities. I love this woman but am I really the best thing for her. I still have so much to figure out. So many things to work out about myself before I can fully commit to her. The best thing I can do for her is to work on myself. The problem is I can’t do that when I’m around her. So, when morning comes, I will leave before she wakes. As my mind takes me to dark places, my eyes shut and soon I was drifting off to sleep.