Healed by the Scottish beauty

Chapter Nine - No going back now...

Nicola’s P.O.V

The night had been going well, Samuel fitting in perfectly with my friends, learning some French along the way. We had all drank too much, but everyone was having fun, that was the main thing, Samuel seemed in his element, then again he was surrounded by beautiful women, sure they were making him forget about his soon to be ex-wife for the night. I was currently dancing alone, my friends all had enough but I loved dancing so I never minded dancing on my own. I could feel a pair of eyes burning into me, knowing who it was without looking. I decided not to look at him though, not after our conversation earlier, don’t want to tempt him more than I apparently already have. I just let myself get lost in the music. Telling myself in my head not to look at him. That never lasted long, in the end I looked up at him. He was watching me intensely, maybe I should stop dancing, that would be the best idea right? But I never I kept dancing, my eyes on his as I did. What was I doing? Did we not agree on being friends? I don’t think either of us are thinking straight at the moment, the alcohol making our heads fuzzy.

I see one of my friends whisper something to him, then nodding in my direction and smirking at me. What did she just do? I watched as he stood from his seat, finishing his drink and coming towards me. s**t! What am I gonna do now? I can’t exactly disappear he would take that the wrong way. It was only a dance right? I have enough control to end it there? I hope!

“Dance with me?” I hear him say, his arms slipping around my waist from behind.

I took a deep breath, turning around to face him.

“Is that really such a good idea us being that close?” I asked

“It is only a dance.” He said pulling me in against him “I am sure we can handle.” He added

“I wouldn’t be so sure…” I said under my breath, quiet enough I knew he wouldn’t hear what I said.

I slipped my arms around his neck, his landing on my hips and our bodies started moving against each other’s. I repeated the words in my head it is only a dance. I closed my eyes trying to block out all the things I was feeling in the moment, those things being want and lust. I can’t be feeling those things. I wanted to pull away, but I couldn’t not with how perfectly our bodies moved together.

He turned me around, my front against back and started moving against me once again. I slipped my arm around his neck, grinding myself into him. This is not helping this situation one bit! I feel his warm breath against my neck.

“We aren’t making this easy are we?” He whispered, his warm breath making me shudder.

“No.” I breathed out feeling his excitement against me.

“Maybe we should stop…” he said

“Hmm maybe…” I said leaning into him.

“It is only dancing right?” He said his lips kissing my neck.

“Mmm.” Was all I manged to get out?

I think this has gone way by just dancing. I slipped my fingers into his hair, pulling at it, moaning softly as his lips continued working against my neck. I can’t handle this anymore. I turned around to face him, placing my hand on the back of his neck and bringing his lips to mine kissing him roughly. He grunted into my lips, holding me tightly against him and kissed me back in the same way. s**t! There goes my hormones into overdrive. I pulled away, trying to give me a moment to catch my breath.

“We…should…stop.” I stuttered out

“I know but I don’t wanna.” He said honestly

“Neither do I but is this really a good idea? I don’t want anything messing our friendship up.” I said

“It doesn’t have to, if this is what we both really want?” He said

He had a point, it doesn’t need to mess anything up right? We area adults, we can have s*x without dire consequences right?

“I don’t want you thinking I am taking advantage of you when you are vulnerable Samuel.” I said honestly.

He was still fragile, I never wanted to take advantage of that, which is not the sort of person I am. He pulled me back into him.

“You wouldn’t be taking advantage of me I promise. I know what I want and right now I want you.” He said

I don’t know if this something we will both regret in the morning but right now I think that was the furthest thing from our mind. I grabbed his tee, pulling his lips back to mine. I was too drawn in to stop now, he was too.

“Wanna get out of here?” I said against his lips.

Things were getting way too much for an audience, going towards something we needed a place more private. One night won’t do any harm right? We are just two adults who are attracted to each other, who want to have s*x?

“One night right?” He asked

“One night…yes.” I said.

He nodded, grabbing my hand and leading me through the crowds back to our table. My friends hand our things in their hands, handing them to us as soon as we approached. I never had to say anything, neither did they everyone knew what was happening. I laughed, shaking my head giving them all a hug goodbye before Samuel and I headed out of the club, trying to hail down a cab to get back to my place.

“No regrets.” He whispered to me.

“No regrets.” I replied.

I was hoping he was right…no regrets when we wake up in the morning. We finally got a cab, giving the driver my address and we were on our way. The tension on the ride was strong, both losing patience. As soon as we pulled up outside my place he paid the driver and we rushed out, my keys already in hand to get the door opened. We entered into my apartment, the door closing behind us and my back was soon against it, his body pressing to mine.

“Are you sure this is what you want?” I asked

“What do you think?” he said pressing his excitement against me.

“I will take that as a yes…” I giggled

“Yes.” He laughed before his lips covered mine.

I pushed myself off the door, leading him towards my bedroom, fighting with eagerness with others clothing. There was no going back now.