The undercover wolf (#4 of the Spike pack)

Oh my God

Tyler’s P.O.V.

I saw Amber look around the room, the way she took in the creamy colored walls and the darker brown carpet on the floor. Her dark eyes big in wonder, she had probably never been inside a guestroom of the pack house before.

Shit… I sure as hell hoped not.

“No luggage?” She asked me, as if she was referring to the weather, so I just shook my head.

“No. I ran over here in my wolf form. The Alpha gave me some clothes to wear, though.” I answered her, seeing how she swallowed and nodded. She was nervous, I could tell, but I didn’t want her to be. I sure as hell wanted her, all of her, but I didn’t want her to fear me, or be stressed around me either, I wanted her to melt inside of my hands, as soon as I would touch her.

I walked over towards the bed, sitting down on the edge as I looked back at Amber. It was only now that I was able to truly look at her without any threats being nearby. She was wearing a dark blue dress which came above her knees, it showed a bit of cleavage, but not too much. She was wearing brown boots underneath, almost reminding me of cowgirl boots. I sure as hell loved those boots on her. She was pretty lean with a small waist and, to my surprise, looked very fit as well, and I wondered if she would train with the guards and warriors. I sure as hell would love to see her in one of those short shorts and a tight tank top. Those would hug her in all the right places. And I was surprised, as I started to understand how my mind had already shifted so fast. A couple of hours ago, I didn’t even want a mate to begin with. But now, sitting here, looking up at her, the whole world had shifted for me, making me see through a new pair of glasses. And I found myself truly wanting her, wanting to be with her in any way that I possibly could.

The fact that she was so f*****g gorgeous and perfect in my eyes, actually made me crave for her as well, and I had never once in my life, craved for someone, ever before. It was scary, and it made my heart clench. This girl in front of me, she was dangerous to me, she had my heart in her pretty little hands, and she could so easily destroy it if she wanted to. And I had had my heart crushed before by a girl, badly. I wasn’t sure if I was able to let that happen all over again. I didn’t know if I would be able to truly connect with her in the way that other mates did. In the way that she deserved. I had been on my own for so f*****g long, it was all that I was used to by now. I couldn’t open my heart, because what if she would break it? I wouldn’t be able to survive from that a second time. But what I did know, was that I f*****g wanted her in this moment. And by the looks of it, she wanted me just as much. So who was I to say no to that? Especially, when her fingers grabbed the hem of her blue dress and she started to lift it up, slowly and seductively, inch by inch, before she pulled it over her head, her black hair falling over her shoulders in thick waves, a big contrast against her pale skin.

Holy. f*****g. s**t!

My mate was standing in front of me in a lilac colored satin bra with matching panties.

Matching. f*****g. Panties!

The boots she was still wearing just made the whole entire picture look that much more perfect. It was the prettiest thing I had ever seen in my whole freaking life. If they would ask me my favorite way to die, looking at this and dying from a heart attack, it seemed like a pretty darn good way to go.

Fuck me!

All I could do, was just stare at her like a fool. This was by far the best night of my whole f*****g life! I had found the man who had turned my life into a living hell, and I finally had stood up to him. I had taken revenge for Tamara and he was a dead man now. I had found my mate who was a f*****g vision, and she was all mine. And out of nowhere, the idea of me living inside this pack, along with her, seemed all f*****g perfect, and besides it being a dream, now, I could really see it all happening as well! No more fantasies, but reality!

I was free!

Free to move here

Free to fall in love

Free to be happy!

Free to finally start living my life with her. My mate.

And even though I was able to think while all the blood rushed down south towards my d**k at an immense speed, I still managed to somehow be a total fool, as I started to talk to Amber. Not even knowing where the words were coming from.

“What are you doing?” I asked her, and the second I said it, I knew the words had come out all wrong. I wanted to throw myself at her feet and f*****g worship her, but instead, the look of determination in her eyes melted like snow to the sun, as she opened her mouth and took a step back.

“Oh… s**t… I thought… I’m sorry.” I saw her confidence crumbling away, as her cheeks flushed to a deep pink, and I knew I needed to do something to make this right again, and I needed to do it, fast.

“No, stop…I mean… are you sure you want to do this?” I asked her. Seeing how her eyes grew even wider. But she needed to understand, the last thing that I wanted to do, was scare her away. She was too precious for me to push away. I f*****g needed her, forever! She was my mate, this wasn't just a quick f**k, this was forever!

“I thought I was, as I was trying to be seductive here, but turns out I am not doing such a good job at that, so…” She leaned down and grabbed her dress back up, which made me reach out to her, in order to stop her.

“Don’t you dare to second guess yourself, my d**k is about to pop off from seeing you like this, and not being able to touch you, so in my humble opinion, you are doing a hell of a good job at seducing me here, I just don’t want you to do it, so you will regret it in the morning.” I told her, seeing how she tilted her head in wonder, while looking at me.

“Why would I regret it in the morning?” She asked me, to which I shrugged.

Because it is me we are talking about?

Because I wasn’t good enough for someone in the past?

Because honestly… You are far out of my league here?

But instead of saying it, I just sighed. And to my surprise, Amber stepped over towards me, stopping until she was standing right in between my legs, looking down at me. She even reached up as she held my face in both of her hands. I couldn’t help myself as both of my hands held on to her legs. f**k, she felt so amazing, so soft, so damn perfect.

“I’m a big girl, Tyler. I know what I want and when I want it. And right now, I want my mate.” She spoke to me, sounding clear as day, determination set in her eyes as she looked down at me. Sounding sexy as hell.

Shit

point well made…

And she was, she was an adult, she wasn’t drunk or intoxicated at the moment, she knew what she was doing and she was old enough to make her own choices in life, as long as she would choose me in the end, I was f*****g happy with that. Because f**k, I did not deserve this girl standing in front of me now, and I bloody knew it. I would never be able to deserve her, no matter what I did in life. And that’s why I was stalling here. I knew it would just take time, before, in one way or another, I would disappoint her or I would screw up big time. I would turn out to be someone who she didn’t like, and I would lose her as a result of that. But I couldn’t overthink it, not now, because my mate was waiting, and if anything, I couldn’t make her wait a second longer. I would surely disappoint her at some point in time, but I wasn’t going to start doing it now.

“You’re right.” I nodded, agreeing with her.

“Tell me what you want.” I told her, seeing how her eyes started to shimmer, as her own fantasies probably started to cloud her mind.

“I want you.” She stated, and I couldn’t help but grin at her determination. So I stood up from the bed, as we practically jumped at each other. I kissed the hell out her delicious soft lips, stepping back to be as close to her as humanly possible, until she stopped because her back got pressed into a wall. She felt so soft and warm underneath my hands, feminine and sexy as hell. Her sweet vanilla scent, clouding my mind and turning me into a fool. I couldn’t help the groan that escaped from my lips, now that I finally had her in my arms in the way that I had wanted to, ever since laying eyes on her. I seductively rolled my hips, needing some form of friction between the two of us, and was greeted by Amber’s first moan, which almost turned me into my wolf because, f**k, it made me wild. But as she tipped her head back, I got full advantage of her neck and was finally able to kiss and lick my way down there as well, getting to know every inch of her delicious body. I groaned again, as I felt her hand go lower and lower, until she cupped me through my shorts, which almost made me spill in my damn pants, because her hand was on my d**k.

Her hand is on my d**k!

Fuck me!

“Is that all you down there?” She asked me, sounding either surprised, or worried. I couldn’t quite pick out which one it was, yet.

“All me.” I growled at her, making her understand that partly, that was all me, because of her, because of what she was doing and because she was driving me crazy here in her little lilac ensemble, and more than anything, it needed to go off of her body, I needed to take it all off.

I picked her up and turned the both of us around, taking the three full steps before finally making it towards the bed. It had been a while since I had slept with a she-wolf. And it had been even longer since I had been this crazy about it, come to think of it, I had never been this crazy about it. I knew I wouldn’t be able to do nice and slow right now. This would go fast and hard, but somehow, I knew that that was what Amber wanted as well. I honestly don’t know who was more wild up to this point, me or Amber? And I honestly didn't care either. Fingers fumbled, panties got dropped and shorts got pushed down. Hell, I didn’t even take the time to lay down in the bed, I needed her right f*****g then and there, at the edge of the freaking bed.

“Is this your first time?” I asked her, not wanting to hurt her if it was. She shook my head, and even though my wolf snarled and I hated to know that it wasn’t, I wasn’t a selfish prick either. I wasn’t a virgin myself, so I wouldn’t have expected my mate to be one as well. Hell, even better for now, since I knew for a fact I wouldn’t be hurting her during our first time. I might not be her first, but I sure as hell would be her best. And hopefully, her last as well.

I grabbed her waist as I pulled her on top of me. Her eyes studied me, as she placed her hands on both of my shoulders and her knees on either side of my hips. I cupped her ass with one hand and felt like having died and gone to heaven at the single touch, while I used my other hand to position myself right underneath her, looking into Amber’s eyes when I was ready for her to take over. And she never looked back from me, as she slowly went down and she let me fill her up completely.

“Fuck.” I groaned through gritted teeth. My mate was f*****g incredible. She was hot, wild and sweet at the same time, a wildcat and f*****g perfection at that, as I felt her walls clench around me, and once she was adjusted to me, she finally started to move, her fingers rising up as she grabbed my hair and her nails scratched over my scalp. And that tiny gesture on her part, threw me overboard, and I took over, lifting her and lowering her onto me, while I thrusted upwards, greeting her with every stroke.

“Ty,” She cried, as I started to go faster, her breathing loud, her whimpers turning me crazy.

“So f*****g good.” I groaned, licking into her mouth, needing to taste her again, as I grabbed a fistful of hair, making sure she wasn’t going anywhere, anytime soon.

“Ty… Oh my God.” She cried again, her mouth not closing again, and my wolf boomed with pride. My name and God used in the same sentence? Job well done, my boy. Very well done indeed. And as her inner walls started to choke me, I knew she wasn’t far from finding her own climax. Thank God, because I was not going to be able to wait much longer either. She was going to make me spill like I was still a virgin here. But her muscles tensed up and she cried out again, throwing her head back as she came. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen in my life, so it only took me two whole seconds to follow right behind her, as I snarled and lost myself in the moment.

“f**k,” I sighed, my chest still heaving up and down, while Amber laid lump against my chest. I was still holding on to her with a passion, knowing I was never going to let her go, ever again. She was all f*****g mine, forever and ever. Of that, I was sure.