The Cruel Alpha's Mate!

Marking, Passion And Worries...

"Love led us all the way to each other's arms and lives..."

Mira's pov

It has been one day since I woke up and Liam is still pressuring me to stay in bed and get rest. 

I can't move, get up, walk or do anything else except from lying on the bed. I am tired of getting rest, ironic huh? 

They are all so overprotective after I told them about what happened that night in the forest after the attack and some days ago when I almost died from bleeding and I have already regretted it.

Liam is always here with me except from last night when he went to spend about two hours with Angel and Ethan and my mother stayed here in his place to take care of me and scolded me enough for the next ten years. She didn't even let me speak, she was so angry with the secrets I was keeping and her nerves were a mess. When Liam came back I was glad because I couldn't stand her behavior anymore, I had a headache from her yelling. I liked it when my father told me he calmed her down enough in order to come and stay with me... Just imagine her if she wasn't 'calm'...

They are also feeding me by force like I am a cow and it is a miracle that I haven't threw up till now. My stomach is awful and I am not in mood of eating but they ignore my begs and last night Liam made me eat one big plate of spaghetti with white sauce and one salad. After he fed me he forced me to go to sleep and when I told him that I wanted s*x he denied and ended up sleeping next to me without letting me touch him.

Right now he is trying to feed me again but this time I am not going to eat again like an elephant and I am ready even to have a fight with him. I am getting crazy!

"Liam enough, I can't eat more. I had already one toast and orange juice. I am going to throw up."

He stops keeping the folk in front of me and lets it on the plate annoyed. He sighs and looks at me angry, presses his lips, leaves the plate on the bedside table with noise and then crosses his arms in front of his chest and narrows his eyes.

"Don't you look at me like this! I wasn't eating like this even when I was pregnant!" I shout frustrated.

"Mira, you have to rest and recover. I am not discussing it further!" He replies back.

"Call Axel NOW!" I yell.

"For what?" he asks confused.

"To assure you that I am fine. I have no problem at all Liam. You are killing me like this!" I scream and hit my palms on the covers in frustration.

He sighs and comes to sit next to me. He wraps his arms around me and kisses my forehead while I am staring at him with complaint and he pecks my cheek teasingly. I sigh and close my eyes ready to cry. My hormones are making me so sensitive and I want to cry. 

What am I doing? 

I can't stand his behavior like I am a child but disagreeing with him is hurting so much!

"Baby, I love you so much!" he whispers and one tear falls from my eye.

The next second I feel his lips on mine and my whole body shudders. I open my mouth slightly and he begins kissing me gently and slowly. I move my hands on his chest and moan with more tears on my cheeks. I kiss him back timidly and he pulls me gently on the bed. I lay down and he lands on top of me carefully without letting his full weight falls on me. I move my hands and bury them in his hair. He moans in my mouth and starts caressing my shoulders and neck. He breaks the kiss and pulls a bit back smiling some seconds later, wipes my tears and I give him a weak smile.

"I am sorry I am pressuring you so much, I am just worried and I want to take care of you and help you." he whispers and I sniffle ready to cry.

"I know, I am just frustrated for no reason. I don't know what is happening to me, keeping me in here like this and pressuring me so much is not helping. I am fine, I am not lying to you." I say trembling with some tears blurring my vision but he wipes them again and kisses my forehead.

"I won't pressure you again. I trust you, I... Mira, I lost my life when I saw you in that condition. That was my worst nightmare. I thought that you would leave me alone and the pain was unbearable. I can't live in this world without you. You are my everything, I can't lose you."

I caress his cheek with shaking hands and I feel my heart breaking from pain. I can understand him, I am dying even in the thought of losing him but he has already seen me almost dead and he has every right to act and feel like this.

"I understand, you are right. I promise, I won't leave you alone again. I will be very careful, okay? I just want you to calm down and relax, forget about it, yes?"

He stares at me for some seconds and then closes his eyes and sighs. He has the most painful expression I have ever seen, he seems so broken and weak, so fragile. He starts crying and I pull him on me gently, he buries his face in my neck and I wrap my arms around him.

I could have never imagined all these. Liam is so sensitive, sweet and caring... I had never thought that he would love me so much. This is like a dream. All those years of pain feels so much in the past and his presence in my life feels so familiar and natural. Watching him like this is killing me, I want him to cry only from happiness, not from fear and agony.

"I love you so much Liam. You have no idea how much! I feel so blessed that I finally have you in my life. My heart, my body, my every breath, smile, tear, laughter is only for you." I whisper and he stops crying slowly and pulls back to look at me. 

His eyes are wet and a bit red, he looks like a small boy and he is adorable.

"You are making me the happiest man there is! You are my sun, my moon, my stars, my whole world. You are my miracle!" He whispers and kisses me with affection.

My heart melts, my body is on fire and there is only one thing in my mind, us!

So...

"Liam?"

"Yes my love."

I stare in his eyes and smile, I feel ready, I need it, I want it to happen. I am sure now, I can trust him with my life, he won't leave me, he won't hurt me.

"Mark me!" I say determinate.

He looks into my eyes for some time speechless and breathless. 

I feel his heart beating like crazy above my chest and my stomach is like there are butterflies in it. I am happy and lucky. I have the man of my life and our kids. I have a great big family, friends and a great pack. I have the best wolf I could have imagined and I am almost whole. All I need now is my mate and our integration.

"You mean it, don't you?" he asks me shaking impatiently.

"Of course I do! I want to be completely yours forever Liam. I want them all to know it. I want to feel it!"

He leans on me and touches his forehead on mine. He sighs deeply in my half opened mouth and my skin shudders from excitement. He is giving me life, oxygen, warmth and I wrap my hands around his neck and moan from lust.

"Liam, will you?" I ask breathless.

"Mark me too." he says firmly.

Oh my God!

He doesn't ask me, he just orders me, he demands it and can't and don't want to refuse! I want it so much!

"You first." I whisper and move my head turning it on my right.

I give him full access like this. 

My neck is in his mercy, it's exposed to him and this feels so good. 

He moves from my cheeks to my neck slowly with long, torturing, wet kisses and I moan when he kisses the spot he is going to bite me. He starts sucking it so slowly and carefully that I begin shaking and I am getting wet from pleasure. I want to scream but I am holding back, I bite my lower lip and bury my hands in his thick, soft hair.

"Tell me you love me..." he says in a husky tone with his lips almost on my skin.

"I love you Liam Holder and I am only yours!" I whisper trembling from pleasure.

Moira howls and growls like crazy and I am holding her back with difficulty. She was calm all this time but now she wants more, she demands Liam to mark us and then mark him back. 

She needs Phobos desperately and I need Liam...

I feel his canines pressing on my skin the next second and I stop breathing from excitement. My heart is beating so fast that I think it will explode and my body is shaking and shuddering in waiting. 

He exhales on my skin and the next second I feel his canines digging into my skin making me scream and then I gasp for air and pull him closer on me. I wrap my legs around his waist and with my hands keep him on my neck with his canines still inside my skin. It is not clear pain, it is a mix of pleasure and the slightest dose of pain but the next second it is completely gone and all I feel is pleasure and lust.

Liam groans and pulls his canines out of my skin slowly but immediately starts licking the small amount of blood and then sucks his mark gently making me moan and ready to come even without having him inside me.

"Liam... I..." I murmur desperate and tighten my hold around his waist with my legs.

His manhood is hard and big pressing my stomach and his whole body is hot like fire. He is wearing only his boxers and I am wearing underwear and a short nightdress. I feel his body shaking with mine and the pleasure is hurting me, I need release.

"Mark me now baby, I can't wait!" He says huskily.

I groan and without being able to react he moves and lands on the bed with me on top of him. He places his one hand behind my head and the other on my butt. I moan and move above him impatiently, lean on his neck and pull his head from his hair on his right. He groans and squeezes my butt roughly and I start licking his neck sensually and slowly feeling his manhood pressing me more and do you know what?

After I mark him I will take him without caring about anything!

"Mira, please!" He almost cries and I sigh getting ready.

"What do you want?" I ask devilishly.

"I want to have your mark on me, I want to be your male officially!" He replies immediately breathless in a tone I have never heard before.

I smirk and open my mouth leaning on him more. My lips touch his hot skin and next I press my canines on it. He is shaking and gasping for air under me. This makes me feel powerful over his body, I need more, I am getting crazy so I take a deep breath and Moira howls impatient in my mind asking me to finally mark our mate and that's it...

I dig my canines into his skin and groan on his neck tasting his blood.

"Mira!" he screams and wraps his hands so tightly around me that I lose my breath.

I suck him with my canines still inside his skin and he moves like crazy under me trying not to lose his self control but I want him to lose it... 

I pull my canines out and suck him again while rubbing his manhood on my thighs. He is breathing harshly, I can listen to his heartbeat and he is shaking so much that he begins sweating. 

I sit up slowly smirking wickedly and he opens his eyes and stares at me speechless. I bite my lower lip and take off my nightdress staying almost naked.

"s**t!" he exclaims and I stop him by placing my hand on his mouth.

"Be a good boy now baby..." I say through my teeth and he nods quickly.

Oh, I love it when he is obedient!

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I fall on his body shaking and gasping for air. He wraps his arms around me and I close my eyes ready to pass out from the shock of the orgasm.

Oh Goddess!

That was so different than the other times!

"You are going to be the death of me..." he whispers and kisses my forehead.

"I love you!" I murmur and bury my face in his neck.

"I love you too!"

"Liam... I think I need some sleep..." I whisper sleepy with complaint.

I feel him moving his one hand and covering both of us with a blanket we had close to us before and I purr, it is soft and cozy. 

I sigh relieved with my eyes closed and kiss my mark on his neck gently as he wraps his arm around me again and holds me tightly on him.

"Sleep baby! I am here for you!" he whispers and this is the last thing I hear before I fall asleep with a bright smile on my face.

Liam's pov

I am staring at her sleeping in my arms and I feel tears building up on my eyes. 

I can't believe we are one! 

She asked me to mark her, she wanted me to make her mine, she needs everyone to know she is mine and then she marked me as well, she made me officially hers!

I am hers! And she is MINE!

The woman of my life, the mother of my children, my Luna, my mate, my everything!

I had never imagined that she would ask me on her own to mark her... I thought that she would never be comfortable with it, I mean... Even when she was in heat she never showed me enough trust to feel the need to ask it and now...

"She loves us Liam! She really does!" Phobos says with pride.

"And we love her and Moira!"

"We are dying for them Liam! I can't live without them." He whispers truthfully.

"We have to protect them man. I won't let anyone harm mate or our pups. I won't let anything happens to her again."

"We have to find the one who tries to kill her and don't forget the one who was sending her those photos... I will rip them in pieces!" he growls angry.

I sigh frustrated and Mira moves a bit in my arms. 

I freeze worried that I have woken her up but fortunately she begins breathing steadily and buries her face in my neck. I caress her bare back gently and close my eyes relieved. 

She is safe for now but for how long until this bastard tries to get close to her again?

Who the hell is he? 

Mira never did anything to anyone, I know this for sure!

"Do you think is Cooper?" I ask Phobos with anger.

He has days to be seen and this is suspicious... 

If I catch him in my hands I will kill him in one second... 

That bastard, that asshole! 

He knew that Mira and I were getting closer and we are sleeping with each other, he knew about our kids and despite these he tried to convince her to leave me for him. 

How shameless!

"I don't know Liam... He was here that night when Mira was chasing the rogues that attacked her pack... I don't think so..." he murmurs confused.

"s**t!"

"Who was so close to us when we were training Mira and the others back at the private collage?" he asks worried.

"No one... Except from those women... But they knew nothing about Mira, it doesn't make any sense! I never told them about her..." I say frustrated.

"Only Lily and Cassie knew..." he murmurs skeptical.

"No way! You can't think they were behind the photos! They are like sisters for Mira, they adore her!" I yell panicked, I can't believe it, I know them, they would have never been able to do something like this.

"I don't accuse them but... What if they told anyone else?" he asks annoyed.

I stop and think about his thought... They were always close with Mira and they never told me a thing even to me that I was her mate after all and they had every right to talk to me and tell me to stay away from Mira and stop torturing her.

"If Mira trusts them so much then we have to trust them too." I finally say shortly.

"i***t, listen! I know they are not the persons that sent to Mira those photos but they could have spoken by accident to someone and he did it... What if they told Cooper?"

"You mean he can be behind the photos?" I ask gasping in realization.

"Yes... He can be behind this... In order to win Mira he could trap you like that! He was there back then."

"Except from Lily, Cassie, James and his parents, Nick and Catherine no one else knew... Not even my father... You may be right but... We can't accuse him without proofs, we need to be sure." I say and he nods.

"Liam..." Mira whispers and moves slightly in my arms.

"Shh my love... Sleep." I whisper and kiss her shoulder gently.

"Liam..." she repeats again.

"Yes?"

"Forget the past and don't worry about the future..." she murmurs and kisses her mark on my neck.

"How do you...?" I ask surprised.

"I can feel your nervousness even more now! Moira is howling worried... I don't want to read your thoughts but I feel you."

"I have to protect you baby!" I whisper ready to cry terrified....

"You will, I know! I found you again and I won't leave you alone. We are one, no one can harm us now."

She lifts her head up and smiles. I give her a weak yet worried smile, she pecks my lips with her soft fingers, sighs and kisses my cheek with nozzle.

"Are you disobeying me Alpha?" she asks teasingly and I chuckle.

"Maybe Alpha..." I reply and she blushes.

"I am fine now babe. I am stronger than ever, don't worry..."

"What are you thinking? I know this look..." I ask her suspicious.

"Um... About him... Liam, if he wants to find me, he will... So..." she pauses and her eyes turn darker.

"Yes?" I ask impatient and curious.

"We have to let him come to me Liam. Only in this way we are going to catch him... He knows my every move, it's like..."

"He is a ghost?!" I say worried.

"Worse... his nickname is 'shadow' or 'nightmare'... This explains a lot..." she murmurs frozen with her eyes locked on mine.

"MIRA! NO WAY IN HELL!" I shout shaking from anger.

"I said nothing Liam... We just have to be ready. If he comes close to me and my pack again we have to be ready... We can catch him in this way, I hope so..." she says thoughtfully.

I sigh frustrated and I pull her on me again, then cover us better and she buries her face in my neck once more.

"I take it as a 'you are right as always love'..." she whispers and I roll my eyes desperate.

"Maybe, we'll see... Now sleep or else I will keep you locked in here alone and I will spend the whole day and night with our kids without you..." I warn her playfully and she groans in complaint.

"Shh..." I whisper and start caressing her hair slowly.

"Say it again..." she suddenly murmurs.

"I love you very much!"

"I love you too!" 

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Alright everyone, hello! 

This is the 14th chapter and they are officially one!

Coronavirus is working for you and me as here in Greece the goverment decided to take the hardest measure and now we will be locked in our houses for about one month and least so this means more chapters!

And back to our topic...

This chapter is not so large than the usual but I guess it was pleasing so I have made it up somehow?

So what do you think of this chapter? Where is Cooper? Who was behind the photos? Do you like that Mira and Liam marked each other?

After all these what is going to happen next? 

Also if you liked this chapter and you want more please write me a comment and tell me your opinion or even share the story! 

This is for now! See you again in the next chapter or in one of my other books! 

And last but not least a new book is available called Cleo's Heart Decisions and it's about a girl that is getting rejected from her mate and Alpha for someone else, she doesn't want to leave but she is in pain and there is a mysterious unknown wolf gains her interest! Lots of secrets and revealings are going to bring the upside down in her life and the pain is going to change her heart and future probably forever! Please check it out and tell me your opinion, I am extremely excited and I hope you'll like it!

This is it for now, until next time have fun, be safe and smile!

Love you all,

                             Marie!