The Cruel Alpha's Mate!

'Love' And Truths.

"-Come and sleep with me. We won't make love... Love will make us."

"-I think we were meant to be... But we did it wrong..."

Mira's pov

I open my eyes and turn to the other side covering myself better under the blankets and thinking about what happened today...

Liam talked with Ethan and Angel, they played together for some time, they laughed, they had fun...

I, the i***t, left him close to my kids, I left him make my heart start beating again.

Angel was excited with him. She was stuck on him, she was smiling all the time and did everything she could to have his full attention.

Ethan from the other side was serious but I know from his look that he liked Liam a lot.

Like they know...

I did my best not to cry, to show no emotion but I don't think I was convincing. Liam was staring at me most of the time and I couldn't hide myself from his gaze. The others left us almost alone. Only James and Cassie came after some time and joined their games while I preferred to stay a bit back and just observe them.

Moira is extremely happy, I am surprised and shocked from her attitude, she likes them together and as she told me Phobos was glad I left them so close to our kids.

Wait!

Did I just say 'our'?

I am losing my mind damn it!

His behavior is killing me, why is he so sweet?

After he played with Ethan and Angel they came all together and forced me to eat. I mean it!

I refused because my stomach was awful after all the things that had happened the last two days but the three of them made an alliance and forced me to eat one big plate of my favorite pasta and a big piece of chocolate cake. I was really close to throw up but thankfully I felt better when Cassie came and brought me a cola which helped me a lot and calmed my stomach.

After that the three of them and I mean it when I say the three of them almost dragged me to my bedroom with Cassie and put me to sleep.

I got up one hour later but my father and mother took me to bed again like I was a two years old child and they even locked me in.

This is so f*****g frustrating!

They are all acting like I am nobody, I was talking, asking them to stop pressuring me but they were ignoring me. They are lucky my children were present or else they would have been all done, they found the perfect opportunity to force me into anything they wanted me to do.

Okay, they wanted to take care of me!

I know they are worried and my condition this morning shocked them but I am not a child.

"You are acting like one sometimes..." Moira states reading my thoughts and giggles.

"Look who is talking. You were against Liam. What changed now?" I scream annoyed.

"Let's just say I start liking him. He seems different and the way he was staring at you was different yet touching. Our pups were excited with him. You saw him and let's say that I talked a bit with my mate and I know some more things... Is he the same man he was five years ago?" she asks me and I bury my face in the pillows confused.

Stupid, i***t wolf!

I can't believe I am the tough one on this!

"He... I... I am not sure, okay? I need time and proofs. Don't forget what he did to us." I remind her and she just nods.

I stay like this for some more minutes thinking of everything and I feel like drowning!

I look at the clock next to my bed and realize it is almost time for dinner and they have me still locked inside my room to let me rest enough. I sigh confused and I here laughters and voices outside my room.

It's Ethan and Angel for sure, I recognize my kids better than anyone else!

Someone unlocks my door some seconds later and Ethan and Angel rush inside with Cassie and Lily.

"How are you feeling mom?" Ethan asks and jumps on the bed next to me.

"I am fine, can I get up now mister? I am bored." I tell him with puppy eyes and he giggles.

"Get up mom, we will help you get ready for dinner." Angel almost orders me and I blink my eyes curious.

"Why?" I whisper and Lily with Cassie smirk at me wickedly.

"We want to take care of you and make you look even better than you already look baby." Lily explains with a devilish smile.

Fuck!

I know that smile, she is up to something and from what Cassie said to me earlier she also has something to do with it.

"He is crazy for you..." Cassie whispers through the link and I throw a pillow to her frustrated.

It's about Liam! Really now?

"I knew it! Are you both serious?" I yell at her.

"Mom! Stop throwing pillows to aunt Cassie and get up now." Ethan scolds me and I roll my eyes groaning.

See? This is what I am talking about when I say that this kid is something... I can't deny him a thing!

I get up giving Cassie a deadly look and stare at them impatiently.

At least I want them to be quick because I am feeling nervous.

Lily and Angel go to my closet and open it while Cassie and Ethan sit on the edge of the bed waiting for Lily to start showing my clothes to decide what I am going to wear and I...

I am standing like an i***t next to them observing my 'stylists'.

This is going to end up really badly and I am freaking out, I am f**k sure!

The first thing Lily pulls out of my closet is a dark blue mini dress which leaves my whole back exposed. Ethan signs no quickly and I sigh relieved. That's my boy!

The second one is a set of a black applied form with sparkles and lace at the back. Cassie signs to pull it back inside and Angel points a narrow satin dark green midi dress with a 'v' on the chest and slides at the hands.

Hmm...

I stare the dress with interest, it was Oliver's gift for my birthday last year and I never wore it.

"This is it!" Ethan and Angel yell together and Cassie nods excited.

"Go get dressed and then come to make your makeup and hair." Lily tells me shortly and I quickly go in the bathroom and get changed.

Are you worried like I am? What the hell is happening?

Why are they acting so weirdly?

I get out obviously annoyed and sit in front of my dresser where they are all waiting for me to continue. Ethan is just observing us and Cassie with Angel are making my hair as Lily is taking care of my makeup.

After some minutes they are done and I look myself surprised, now I am sure that they are crazy.

My hair is up on a simple chignon bun and my makeup is quiet simple as well with a sweet sugar eye shadow with discreet sparkles, black mascara, and a matte rose pink lipstick.

"You are all insane." I whisper and Angels giggles.

"You look like a real queen." Ethan compliments me and I give him a big smile.

He is a charmer unlike his father, thanks God!

"Thank you all. Now, I am really hungry. Can we go and eat?" I beg them nervously trying to change the subject and Lily with Cassie smirk.

"We both know you are hungry for something else but I won't talk about it right now..." Cassie whispers and Lily coughs surprised.

This is so damn wrong yet humiliating but I keep my mouth shut for my own good!

I just roll my eyes and we all get down for dinner.

This is going to be a long night...

Liam's pov

We are all sitting in the dining room around the table waiting for the girls and the kids.

I am nervous waiting to see Mira again, I am acting like a teenager and it feels weird but I have to say I love it!

Today it was the happiest day of my life after Mira came back and I got sure she was 'fine'. She allowed me to be close to her and our kids and I am grateful.

And now I am more certain than ever, I want this woman like crazy, I need her and our kids. I am crazy in love and not being with her hurts like nothing else!

I sigh desperate while thinking of it and turn to look at James next to me. He seems calmer than ever!

"Are you and Cassie alright?" I ask him through the link.

"We are very good! She is shy but she allows me to hold her, kiss her, show her my affection and my feelings. She needs some time but we are in a good way. I feel relieved even if tomorrow her family is coming and I feel a bit nervous but we will make it..." He explains and I smile happy for him.

"And what about you and your family man? You looked like a real family today, your kids loved you." he asks me in excitement and I think I am blushing!

"I am glad Mira allowed me so close to them, I am happier yet more terrified than ever James." I say nervous and he laughs.

"I guess you have a point, I would be scared of her if I were you but I am sure everything is going to be fine too soon... " he whispers with a wicked smile and I stiffen confused.

"What do you mean?" I ask him shortly.

"Let's just say that you will soon have your mate... I have a feeling... I saw you today, she has still some feelings for you or else you would have been dead by now..." he explains and it is then when Mira walks in the room with the others and my heart stops beating.

She looks so beautiful...

No!

She is the most beautiful woman on earth. Her face, her eyes, her smile, her body are breathtaking. She is shining and she looks to be completely healed. She gives me a nervous look and I smile at her in amusement.

Alright I know I am not discreet but do you know what?

I don't f*****g care!

Behind her are Angel and Ethan that are both smiling proudly and everyone are staring at them smiling and they greet us all.

Cassie and Lily get in the room right after them and give to James and me a pointed look.

Huh?

I turn and look at him surprised and James just closes his eye and smirks devilish.

They did something together, he knows something I don't and Cassie with Lily are helping me as well?!

Mira sits down opposite of me and after we are all settled down we start our meal.

They are all talking about some pack things and after that about some funny stories but I am not taking part, I am just staying silent observing Mira and our kids.

Angel is giving me some big smiles and Ethan is mostly teasing Mira and pressures her to eat. Mira is avoiding eye contact with me and her cheeks are red from embarrassment.

She is sweet... She can't hide herself and I am sure she doesn't want it or else she would have accomplished to be completely cold with me...

I can feel she has feelings for me and I know she feels our bond, she is nervous like a little girl and I love it. She is so strong but so shy at the same time and thus is just adorable!

She feels my eyes on her and her body is betraying her.

"Are you better my dear?" David suddenly asks Mira and she jumps up surprised.

"I am fine David, thank you for your concern and everything you did for me, my pack and my family." She replies kindly and he shakes his head in understanding.

"You are a strong woman Mira. I admire you." This i***t I want so much to kill tells her and I growl frustrated.

He knows that we have two kids together and look at him again?

Aren't I right now? Tell me!

"Um... Can I say something please?" Dom speaks up before anyone else does it and we all turn our gaze at him.

"Yeah?" Lily signs.

"Um... I have to make a small announcement. I and Cilia... We are mates." He says pausing but still with pride and turns his head and look at Cilia who is blushing.

"And you didn't tell me?" Colton shouts amused.

They are all laughing, congratulating them and Dom stands up and walks to Cilia pulling her to stand up and then in his arms.

Believe it or not I am happy for them, they look great next to each other, this was a big surprise and everyone seem excited.

I clear my throat and turn to stare at Mira that is smiling and I can't hold back my excitement, I love this smile! And it is then when she turns her gaze on me and blushes.

I am going to have a heart attack soon!

"Mira what are we going to do now?" Colton speaks up making everyone stop talking and murmuring.

"What do you mean?" she asks him confused.

"Where are they going to stay? My pack or yours?" Colton explains.

"Um, I don't know. They are free to decide by themselves from me. I won't force them on anything. And Cassie will have to take a decision too." She says and I see Cassie and James stiffening.

"Will you go with James?" April asks her sadly.

"I don't know yet, I mean I don't want to leave Mira and the pack. I love them." Cassie explains awkwardly.

"Is auntie Cassie going with James and Liam?" Angel asks Mira worried.

"We will see Angel." James answers smiling gently.

"If you want to come, it will be a pleasure Cassie." I tell her smiling and they all stare at me with widely open eyes.

All except from Mira and James...

James smiles at me grateful and Mira has a painful expression, her eyes show hurt and chagrin.

What did I do now? Why is she sad?

I am willing to accept Cassie in my pack and she is hurt?!

She gets up quickly and takes one step back while Jacob, Ryan, Zoey and April observe her with wary, Cassie is ready to cry and Paul seems anxious.

"Excuse me." she says trembling and leaves the room quickly almost running like someone is chasing her.

I stay frozen trying to understand why she got so sad so suddenly and Lily gives me a pointing look trying to show me something.

"Go to her idiot." Phobos screams and I jump up nervously.

Yes, they are right, I need to know what did I do!

Cooper makes a move to stand up too but Ryan gives him a warning look and he sits down immediately. Zoey and Jacob are staring at me seriously and April gives me an encouraging smile.

I know what I have to do, I have to talk to her so I take a deep breath and walk outside with big steps while my heart is beating like crazy, my legs are shaking and I breathing with difficulty.

I follow her scent, I never forgot it and I never got bored of it, it's blueberries and vanilla. I reach outside her room some time and take a deep breath to get sure that she is inside.

I knock her door gently trying to get rid of my nervousness but no answer. I wait for some seconds but nothing, I start feeling worried so I take the decision to open the door without her permission, I need to have a talk with her.

I open the door softly and get inside, the room is empty but her scent is everywhere. The room has no lights the balcony's door is open and a breeze is blowing the curtain.

She is at the balcony!

I close the door without making any noise and lock it while I am shaking panicked and then I start taking small steps to the door which leads to the balcony.

She is standing on the edge of it with her back on me, I can hear her sniffling softly and she probably wipes some tears from her eyes. The breeze is taking her scent on me and I take a deep breath to calm down as I am shaking more than before. I stare at her for some more seconds lost in her, it is dark but I can see her clearly.

She is in pain and this time I do not know why!

"What do you want Liam?" she suddenly asks me in a cold tone which makes me wake up.

I take some more steps and reach inches behind her but she stays in her place without moving and I slowly wrap my arms around her waist.

For once more she doesn't move but I can feel her body shaking from my touch. I lean closer to her near her neck and take her scent with deep breaths, I am almost touching my lips on her skin and she lets out a low moan which makes me groan.

I pull her on me and her butt is pressing my manhood. I feel aroused and I start caressing her lower stomach slowly not knowing what to do and I earn a louder moan from her.

She suddenly places her hands around mine and exhales heavily. She is the one who is shaking now and I am ready to lose control. I place a long soft kiss on her neck and she moves her right hand and buries it in my hair keeping my head locked on her. I raise my right hand slowly and grab her jaw gently, I make her turn her head to me and I lean close to her lips.

Our breaths get mixed with each other's and she is trembling again in my arms. I slowly crash my lips on hers and I feel sparks all over my body. She groans and I press my body more on her, I feel the warmth of her body and I need more but soon she breaks our kiss and takes a deep breath trying to free herself from my hold but I refuse to let her go.

I hold her tightly yet gently on me and after some seconds she stops moving again and throws her head back resting it on my left shoulder.

I love this moment...

"What did I do? Why did you leave? I thought you would be happy with me accepting Cassie." I whisper softly and she immediately starts sobbing and I freeze.

"What is wrong? Do you want Cassie with you? I can tell James to join your pack if you want. Just don't cry baby." I say panicked and she sobs worse than before.

I am panicking, my heart is in pain, looking at her in this condition is breaking my heart, it is killing me.

I turn her softly to face me and take her face in my shaking hands. I stare at her in the eyes with wary and she gasps for air stiffening nervously. I kiss her forehead and caress her back slowly trying to make her feel better and after one minute she looks calmer and I wipe the tears from her eyes.

"Will you tell me now love?" I ask her softly and she lowers her gaze.

"I am sorry for accepting Cassie if you want her that much." I add wanting to make her feel better.

"I am not crying about it i***t. I am hurt because you never accepted me the way you accepted Cassie so easily! How much more patience and strength to show? I have feelings damn it!" She screams and pushes me back with power before I manage to react.

I sigh while stare at her shocked and she is crying again without breathing and soon enough she seems ready to pass out from the lack of oxygen.

I quickly reach her again and pull her on my chest protectively. She fights me again at the beginning but I hold her tightly on me while caressing her back and she slowly calms down and stays silent in my arms with her face buried in my chest.

She is right! I am an i***t, I hurt her so much and she is still suffering.

What did I do?

"Show her your true feelings asshole!" Phobos roars outraged.

I sigh coming back to reality and gaining my mind knowing what I need to do!

I lift her up with affection, turn and get inside her room leaving the balcony's door open. I pin her on the wall gently and she pulls her head back staring at me in the eyes.

She is not crying anymore, I can smell that is about to get aroused and I am controlling myself and Phobos with extreme difficulty.

You have no idea how much I want her!

"I was an asshole back then." I whisper.

"Yes, you were and even more than that!"She replies with a hurt expression and pain in her voice.

"I am sorry love, I was a monster, I never showed you that you mean the world to me!" I whisper leaning closer to her and she buries her hands in my hair pulling me on her.

"I am not the same woman... I am not afraid of you! I..."

"You have no reason to be scared of me. I... I know that what I did is... I can't even describe it but there is no way I am repeating the same things again! I promise you, I will never hurt you again, I can't, I will die!" I cut her and she sighs speechless.

Our lips crash on each other's before I realize it and we begin kissing hungrily with passion.

I feel like I am flying, my heart have never beaten like this before, my body is screaming for her and I am losing my mind. I pressure her to open her mouth for me and she willingly opens it widely so the next second I press my tongue searching every side of her mouth, she moans and I begin moving my hands up on her breasts and down on her hips. She lets out a loud cry and pulls my whole body on hers, her body is hot, her hands are holding me steadily on her.

I break the kiss after some time gasping for air and she is shaking with her hands still wrapped around me. I press my forehead on hers and close my eyes trying to control my hormones.

If we continue like this we won't get out of this room and she will probably hate me tomorrow for taking advantage of her emotions. I want her like crazy but I have to stop, the most important thing for me now is to make everything right from now on.

We stay in silence before she starts kissing me again going down on my neck slowly. I push my head back growling with my eyes closed enjoying her kisses and now I am shaking more trying to keep my senses under control but I feel really weak and unable to hold back for too long.

She is trying to kill me and she found the best way to make it and I need to stop her if I want to have more hopes with her.

I open my eyes ecstatic when she starts sucks my neck right on the spot her mark should be and I moan from pleasure.

I am going to die!

"If you keep on doing it, I won't be able to control myself." I growl and push her on the wall carefully.

She groans annoyed and stares at me speechless and disappointed.

She is breaking my heart, the way she is looking at me is hurting me. She looks like I am killing her, like I am rejecting her again and I can't bear it.

I exhale lowering my head and I feel tears building up.

I know I am still breaking her but I don't want to pressure her, I was not an angel and I need to make things right this time because I won't stand her loss again!

"Stay with me tonight." She states breaking the silence and making me jump up shocked.

"What?" I say breathless not able to realize what she just told me.

"Spend this night with me Liam..." she says again and  buries her face in my neck while wrapping her arms around me tightly.

"Are you... Sure?" I ask her trembling more anxious than ever in my life.

It's like my life is depending on her answer and it's true, her acceptance is everything for me.

"I want a night with you. Don't leave." She begs me and starts sucking my neck again.

I push her on the wall and lift her up instinctually, she wraps her legs around my waist and I help her by pushing her dress up to her hips.

My hands are traveling all over her legs and rest on her hips squeezing them as gently as possible. She moans and begins undressing my shirt while I move my hand on her dress' zipper and unzip it quickly pulling it down and exposing her breasts.

I freeze for a second and stare at her body breathless trying to convince myself that I am not dreaming and this is real.

I... I am losing the ground under my feet, she is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen and I don't know what have I done to have her as my mate.

She looks at me with tension and caresses my naked chest, her hands are hot like fire and her eyes are black from lust burning me alive.

I crash my lips again on hers and I carry her to the bed with she is wrapped around me like a second skin. I lean down and place her on the bed with me landing on top of her and my manhood pressing her between her thighs. She lets out a desperate cry, buries her nails in my back and I bite her lower lip carefully not to cut her and I moan in her mouth.

I break our kiss and move my right hand on her left breast squeezing it softly admiring her view. She bites her lip, moans and rubs her hips on me making me even more aroused and harder than before.

She is going to be the death of me!

"Let me make love to you." I whisper huskily trying to catch my breath.

"Let me love you." I continue and lean again close to her.

"For how long?" she whispers lost.

"Forever!" I say and she touches my chest feeling my heart beating like crazy.

She smiles emotionally, takes my hand in hers and places it on her heart which is beating ready to explode.

Forever...

~some hours later~

Mira's pov

I am laying in Liam's arms totally naked covered with sheets.

I feel warm and safe in his arms, he is holding me tightly yet gently caressing me slowly.

I wanted only one night with him and tomorrow everything will be done! I know I shouldn't do this but I just wanted to feel wanted from him even for once! I wanted to ease my pain a bit, to erase all those memories and do you know what?

This is the best night of my life, the first night I felt a real woman, the first night I felt wanted. 

He made love to me again and again, he was very gentle and sweet like he was another man. The man I knew was cruel, violent and harsh with anger and a cold heart. I am so confused and scared about the future, I mean I can't trust this man even if he is my mate.

He was the one who broke my heart, the one who was abusing me, threatening me and in the end raped me. Even if he looks different I am not sure about him but...

He was worried about me today, he was sweet with our kids and me, he took care of me with them, he was jealous... He even respected me when I told him not to mark me again some hours ago... I know he is hurt about it but I don't trust him yet, I can't trust him my life, my kids' lives.

The fact that he accepted like this Cassie made me happy for her but sorry for me. I wish he would have accepted me like this and now everything is clear in my mind...

My heart is still broken, I thought I hated him and now I am confused!

If I hate him then why I feel so hurt and why I am so vulnerable next to him?

I want to cry and leave away from him sometimes but the next second I want to run and bury myself in his arms.

"Are you alright love?" he whispers with wary and I lift my head up and smile at him weakly.

"Yes, I just feel sore down there." I say trying to avoid more questions.

The truth is I really feel a bit sore after what we did, he was gentle but I never had s*x despite that night when he raped me. I didn't bleed at all tonight, I didn't feel pain but the feeling between my legs is different. I will need more time to stop feeling like this...

"Does it hurt?" he asks me and moves his warm hand on my lower stomach and caresses it gently.

"For the 100th time tonight Liam no, it doesn't hurt. I am fine!" I assure him and giggle shyly.

Yes, I am stupid and I can't stop acting like a teenage girl... I couldn't be one back at the college and now...

Fuck!

"Good, the last thing I wanted was to hurt you." He says bringing me back to reality and I stay silent.

"This is the most beautiful night of my life. This is the first time I made love to a woman." He continues and places a soft kiss on the top of my head.

Sure, kill me more!

"I ... I feel alive for the first time in my life and it is because of you and our kids. I had never thought about having a family before and now I can't imagine even one day of my life without you. I need you, I am sorry love, I know I behaved you like a monster but I am sorry."

Okay... He can say anything he wants, I have already taken my decision, I just need to know some things...

"Liam?" I interrupt him and he stiffens showing me full attention.

"How did you change your mind?" I ask and I feel my heart aching nervously about his answer.

"I think I missed you so much all these years and when I saw you my egoism broke immediately. I was denying that I loved you from the first time we met, I was swearing that the only thing I was feeling about you was hatred. I had always feelings for you but I didn't want to admit it, I didn't want to feel weak, you had power over my body believe it or not. You had power over my soul, I got mad and scared. I wanted to hurt you and keep myself away from you but I couldn't and I was getting mad. I was violent towards you because I was mad at me and I didn't know how to stop myself from wanting you. When I raped you that night the feeling of being inside you was unbearable, the best thing I had ever felt. No woman had made me feel like this before. I got angry again and that's why I rejected you and when you accepted my rejection you made me feel even worse. I was sleeping with other women to forget about you and to convince myself that I was wrong that night and you were nothing special. One year now I slept with no one, I was done and tired, I felt disgust. No one was like you and then... When I saw you alive in front of me I lost my mind, the ice in my heart melted, you broke down my egoism. When I saw you with our kids I lost the ground under my feet. I gave you nothing but pain and you gave me everything I never asked for and never knew I needed. I am responsible for my mother's death and I couldn't accept that I deserve to be loved in the grade you loved me, I was punishing myself and you but what hurts me is that you were suffering. I don't care about me, only for you and our kids!" He explains and I feel tears making their appearance.

I knew his answer would break my heart, first because he was an egoist and then because he was in pain for so many years as well.

All these because of his arrogance!

"Say something, please!" he begs me in agony.

"I don't know what to say Liam. I am confused."

"How do you feel now?" he asks me breathless.

"Safe." I whisper smiling softly.

And this is true! Right now I feel safer than ever even if I know I shouldn't.

He lifts me up in order to face him and kisses me on the lips passionately.

I love his kisses, they give me life, they make me feel a completed woman. I respond and kiss him back gently burying my hands in his hair. He breaks the kiss some seconds later and looks at me smiling.

I look into his eyes and sigh overwhelmed. I always loved their color, light blue, lighter than the clear sky. I was always confused with his eyes, I could never read them, I was even afraid of looking at him in the eyes as I was feeling like I was in danger, his eyes were like the ice when he was angry. Now his eyes are the most beautiful thing I see on him.

I give him a soft smile and he exhales worried.

"I need to ask you something... Cilia told us that something happened last night in the forest and..." he says but I place my hand on his lips and stop him.

"Liam, I don't want to talk about it. Let's just forget it. It is over now."

"It is not over Mira! You almost got killed. You are nervous and all of us can feel it. I was scared to death, I was about to pass out when I saw you this morning in that condition. I am your mate, I need to know who did this to you. I need to make you feel safe." He tells me with a painful expression.

"If I want to talk about it, I will. I am safe and sound, I can protect myself as you saw. Don't ruin our night Liam, please." I say with complaint and he lowers his head defeated.

"As you wish love, I can wait. I am here and I am not planning to leave you again. Whatever you want."

"Liam..." I whisper weakly.

"I knew you were sleeping with other women all these years... I could feel it. The pain was always here..." I confess and point my heart.

He closes his eyes, his face shows he is in pain, he is not breathing, he is shaking and his heart is beating fast under my chest. I lean on him and kiss his cheek while I start caressing his head, his cheeks, his neck and finally his chest. He tightens his hold around me and takes a deep breath.

"I am sorry." He whispers and starts crying softly.

I freeze almost immediately and stare at him speechless, I can't believe it! 

He is crying like a little child in front of me about hurting me all these years. I had never imagined about it, I thought that he wasn't able to show any kind of deep emotion. I guess I was wrong about him, again and I can't see him like this, I don't want him to feel hurt, I need him happy no matter how much I suffered because of him!

I move a bit and lay my body on top of him slowly. I start kissing him by pressing my lips on his asking him to open his mouth. He allows me entrance in his mouth and I press my tongue in licking his tongue slowly with passion. It takes him some seconds to reply back and start kissing me timidly. I let out a low moan and start feeling wet once more for tonight. He moves his hands on my hips and caresses them gently but I want more and place my legs on the right and left of his body trapping him between me. I start moving my body back and forth pressing my naked wet core on his manhood and he growls hard under me again. 

I break our kiss and stare at him biting my lower lip.

"I want you again." I whisper wickedly with a husky voice and his eyes turn black from lust.

"I want only you!" He groans annoyed from my movement above him and I crash my lips on his again.

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He leaves himself free and falls on me with his full weight. I wrap my arms around him, my legs are wrapped around his waist still shaking from the orgasm I had and we try to catch our breaths and relax our bodies' tension.

"I love you!" he whispers with his face buried in my neck.

I want to cry and tell him that I love him even though he killed me but something is stopping me.

I can't, it's not right and also... When the sun rises in some hours from now we will be over, I won't allow this to happen again, I can't!

I just wanted a night, this night and now I know everything I needed to!

"Stay inside me all night." I whisper weakly and tighten my hold around him doing my best not to cry.

I want the more I can for these next hours, I want to feel him mine!

"I will never leave you again." He whsipers back and I close my eyes but the last thing I hear before I fall asleep with the man of my life finally wrapped around me for the first time is something I had never imagined...

"I love you Mira..."

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Hello for the second time in a day (I think there will be one more so get ready)!

This is the 7th chapter and a quite 'strong' one!

Hmm... Okay, Liam is trying to change and Mira is trying to satisfy her insecurities! I know it was a bomb all this chapter  (actually they were two but I decided to make them one and don't keep you in agony and because I decided to cut one of the 'hot' scenes). Also Mira is not willing to continue, she wants to stop everything and Liam has no idea about it!

I know that it was somehow fast for you (I mean this whole 'mating' thing but what can I say? One year ago I had other opinion...) and I would understand your frusration but let me tell you that Mira is not someone that is going to step back anymore! Get ready for big 'fights' between them and lots of tries from Liam!

I gave you some hints so what do you think it's going to happen next? Is Liam going to be happy when he weaks up? How about Mira?

At this point let me remind you that you can also find me in w*****d with the same name and photo and in i********: with the same photo and the username: ria_kyriakidou 

Also if you liked this chapter and you want more please write me a comment and tell me your opinion or even share the story! 

This is for now! See you again in the next chapter or in one of my other books or even this one if you want another chapter so much! Until next time have fun, be safe and smile!

Love you all,

                             Marie!