Elliot
I must have slept for most of the flight because I woke up when we were above the edge of the Atlantic ocean. I look out the bedroom window and stare into the nothingness. I used to feel like I was nothing. Despite not being a part of my life, Devin changed that forever. I will never be nothing again, I get to have a new identity in life: Mom. I wish I could be something more. Girlfriend, fiance, even wife. I miss him so much, but I guess some things are just not meant to be. I told myself that I wouldn’t cry, so I picked up my pieces and walked out to the front of the cabin.
Both my parents are sitting in their usual seats and look back towards me when they hear my footsteps.
“Did you sleep well, Princess?” Dad asks. I can tell he is being cautious not to bring up anythi
