Elliot I apologized profusely to Ashley and told her that I needed to be alone right now to process my life. It’s not completely a lie, but I still can’t share this news with her. Not until I talk to Devin. I can’t see her either, because for some reason, I started ballooning up faster than I thought I would. I mean, I am noticeably pregnant in anything I wear. It’s my first pregnancy and I don’t know many pregnant people, so maybe this is normal. Regardless, I decided that I needed to get this check out, so I am currently sitting in the examination room at the obstetrics office. It’s my first pregnancy visit, so hopefully they tell me everything's okay, and being this large is normal. I insisted to my parents that I go to it alone. They weren’t very happy, but did respect my re