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Chapter Four

ETHAN'S POV

We all went quiet as we noticed Sienna staring at her phone. She had been staring at it like it was a ghost for ten minutes.

"What is she looking at?" Sid mouthed and I looked over to see it was a text message.

"Whats that your looking at?" I say to Sienna pointing to the phone screen after reading the message.

"Just an update on a patient. Apparently there doing really well after surgery and officially being discharged for good. The family wanted me to know how much they appreciate everything I did" Sienna says turning it over to hide it..

"Sienna I saw the message to try again" I say

"It's nothing" Sienna says.

"Must be something if your arguing over it" Maria Says

"Okay, then I don't want to talk about it. Its personal" Sienna says standing up before she then says "I need to use the bathroom anyway" with that she walks out the room the second she leaves Sid asks "Whats she hiding?"

"A medical appointment at 3pm, from what I could tell" I say

"Where is it to?" Maria asks.

"It didn't say. just a reminder to see Vic friend to be checked over after the flight at three this afternoon" I say

"If it was just a check up I'd buy it. The fact Sienna reacted like that though I think she is hiding something from us all" Maria says standing up.

"I agree but where are you going?" Sid asks.

"ladys room, She might tell me since I'm a women and your all men" Maria says walking towards the door.

"Good point" Harry says

Whilst the girls were in the bathroom we came up with a plan to so that me and Harry would be awaiting for Sienna when she came out of her appointment. We would hold back to not invade her space but we would be there for her incase she needed someone when she came out of wherever she was going.

It wasn't long until Sienna and Maria came back in and Maria shook her head to indicate she had no luck.

we exchanged brief looks between us all of concern and worry

"Okay, well it was good to have breakfast with everyone but I'm gonna go now. I can make my own way back Maria you stay for a while longer" Sienna says grabbing her bag instead of sitting back down.

We all turn to face Sienna stunned and im even more shocked none of us have whip lash amount of times we have whipped our heads around today to look at Sienna in shock.

"Wow, Wow, Wow princess. We just get you back and already you want to fly solo. How do we know your not gonna run away?" Harry asks and he has a good point I think.

"Forever dramatic you are Harry, If it makes you feel better even if I was to run away I wouldn't miss my appointment this afternoon.. and no im still not telling you what it is. But I was serious when I said I needed time to myself as well. Plus I have no doubt that at least one of you are gonna stalk me from afar so shall we just skip this bickering stage because I don't have the energy to argue with you all right now" Sienna says.

With that we share stunned looks and Maria says "Oh come on, even I guessed you would pull a stunt like that. Especially You Ethan and Sid"

"Well in that case I won't have to worry about being caught out" I say taking out my keys as I then continue to say "But the very least you can take the spare key to mine. I was serious in what I said earlier princess".. and with that I take the spare key off the bunch of keys and hold it out to Sienna.

"Thanks" Sienna says taking the key.

"We may as well walk you out as well" Harry says and I smile standing up liking this idea as well.

After everyone said there goodbyes me and Harry had followed Sienna to the local river Bank where Sienna had been sat watching the river ever since. But with just under a hour to go until Siennas appointment Harry was starting to fret so I opted to check in with Sienna.. as I approached I noticed scan pictures where laid in Siennas lap which is what Sienna was actually looking at instead of the river. Sienna was so lost in the pictures she didn't see or hear me approaching her. I knealt down next to Sienna and took a look at the scan pictures as I also held her hand in mine..

"There lovely" I started to state but I quickly stopped speaking as I pointed to one scan photo noticing more than one baby in it. taking a closer looks I saw three babys.

I pointed to the scan photo as I said "One, two and three. Three babys Siennas why didn't you tell us it was more than one you lost?" I ask

"That was Eleven weeks ago" Sienna says then she points at a scan picture next to it and says after he did what he did we ended up with this" Sienna says and I look and see two babys.

"You mean you lost one and only have two left?" I ask confused suddenly.

"I was on bed rest as was told a very high risk id lose them both as I started to think that maybe just maybe there be okay four weeks ago we went to this" Sienna says pointing to the last scan pictures and I look closely to see one baby in the scan photo.

"So your still with one baby?" I ask surprised

I was told its likely she won't survive like her siblings. So I told them in that case I was going home because when it happens I will need people to stop me joining my baby's" Sienna says

"Why didn't you tell us?" I ask

"Because I'm scared its only a matter of time and when I think about it I don't want to cry because being upset isn't good for this baby and I want to try keep her for as long as I can. I already failed her, she lost her siblings. My two precious angels, plus what's the point in telling people when its only going to lead to more sorrow?" Sienna says

"That's the appointment today right? To check on her?" I ask

"Yes, but now I'm terrified and I don't know if I can face it just yet" Sienna says not once taking her eyes off the scan photos.

"Then I will come with you. No matter what I will be here with you" I say

"I don't think its going to be good news today" Sienna says

"What makes you say that?" I ask taking a seat next to Sienna.

"You forget I'm a doctor. But I'm also still human and until I see it on the screen then I can live in denial a little longer" Sienna says finally looking at me and her eyes are all red from crying.

I cup Siennas face gently in my hand as I make her maintain eye contact with me.

"Remember when we were kids growing up? We all made a pack that we would always have each others backs no matter what after Charlie lost his mum. Well its never stopped or changed when one of us is in need of help we all show up. What makes you any different princess? If anything you were always the rock knowing what to say in these type of situations which just made us all fiercely protective over you. We all feel like we failed in trusting that asshole but I can promise you we won't fail you anymore. We are here and we won't leave you until we know your okay again. So no matter what happens today we are going to face it together" I say then I gently wipe the straying tears from Siennas face before hugging her.

"You got this princess and we all got you no matter how long you need us" I say

"Okay" Sienna says and with that she sits up putting the pictures back into her bag.

As we make our way back to the car I ask Sienna where we are going and she tells me just before Harry gets out the car and hugs Sienna. Whilst he does that I send everyone a message stating the address and to get there as soon as possible before getting into the car.

Harry looks at me confused before getting back into his own car to follow us.

We arrive with Five minutes to spare and a panting Charlie who clearly ran from his car as fast as he could to meet us at the entrance. I had no doubt he probably broke the speed limit driving down as well.

I quickly sent Sid a text where abouts in the hospital we would be and he quickly rang me.

"Whats going on?" Sid asks as I answer the phone.

"Its a damn long story just hurry up and get your parents here as well. Trust me on this" I say

"I'm like three streets away. My parents are half hour away after deciding to go food shopping.. wait for me" Sid says before ending the call.

"We have got to wait for Sid" I say as Sienna books in and Charlie taps me on the shoulder mouthing "why are we here?"

so I tried to sign language holding three fingers up and pointing to my stomach and there eyes went wide and I shock my head to take two fingers away whilst pointing to my stomach and Charlie looked like he was gonna faint.

"One baby left?" Harry mouthed out so I tried to indicated I was unsure with a shrug of shoulders holding my hand out tilting it pulling a face to indicate maybe.

Then Charlie and Harry looked at me even more confused.

"We can sit down now" Sienna says turning to us.

"Huh?" Charlie says looking at Sienna and she says "Stand if you want, hell even try a hand stand if you wish. I really couldn't care right now but I'm sitting down" to which Harry pats Charlie around the head and Sienna walks on off to sit down.. I quickly whisper "One baby, but she might be losing it" which got both there attention as there heads did that whip lash movement in a double whammy to me which a shocked expression before then turning to face Sienna as we hurried to join Sienna sitting down.

"It will be okay, remember what I said princess none of us are going anywhere"

"Thats right, you have us as long as we are needed princess" Charlie says.

"I don't feel like talking right now, but I appreciate you all being here" Sienna says.

We all go quiet until Sienna is called by the doctor. To which we all stand up and say "who you want in with you?" At the same time.

"Sid" Sienna says pointing to the door where Sid has just run through.

"What going on?" Sid asks confused to which the doctor says "We will explain in here. You ready Sienna or you need a moment?"

"I'm ready" Sienna says not sounding confident and we all watch as they enter the doctors office.

None of us spoke not knowing what to say we had alot of information given to us it such a short space of time. One thing for sure though we were all worried.

I prayed this baby was still alive for Siennas sake and would make it full term. She needed this baby, I was certain of that.

We soon had our answer though when we heard Sienna piercing screams coming from the doctors office followed by things being smashed up.

We all were quick on our feet as we rushed for the doctors room. Opening the door we see a monitor on the floor with other things thrown around but Sienna was being held tightly by Sid as she continued screaming.

"I'm gonna sedate her" we heard the doctor say to which Sienna started screaming "I don't need sedating, now all my babys are gone I will go kill him myself" as she thrashed her arms, legs and even tried headbutting Sid to escape.

"I'm sorry Sienna but its for your own good" The doctor said as she managed to get the needle in dispite the fact Sienna wasn't letting up.

"Sienna?" We hear Sue Say.

"Thankgod your here mum, I don't what to do" Sid says as Ian says "Whats wrong with my daughter, I want to know right now" as they both rush over to try sooth Sienna. The medication starts to take effect as Sienna starts to slow down but still crys "He killed all my babys. I need my babys".

"Get her back on the bed, be gentle her body is weak" The doctor says.

Once Sienna is on the bed the doctor goes over and takes her hand as she says "Sienna, I'm so sorry. I'm going ahead with plan B.. I know you wanted plan A but your not in a fit state".

"I want plan c" Sienna says

"We didn't make a plan c" The doctor says

"You didn't, but I did. I will do it myself just bury me with my babys" Sienna says

"We will go with plan B, you can beat my ass after by all means. But don't worry, I will make sure your baby's will be together waiting for you when you wake up" The doctor says

"What are you talking about?" Sue demands

"Mr and Mrs beatwood. Sienna has now lost the third baby. I flew baby number two a girl back with me last month after Sienna insisted she wanted to come home knowing its was highly likely we would lose baby number three. Her wish was to have them buried together if that was the case and we had strings pulled to make this happen if baby number three didn't make it.

Right now though Sienna is my main priority and her body is to weak to go through having to deliver the baby naturally. Plus mentally, I really don't think Sienna can cope. So plan B was I put Sienna to sleep so she can rest whilst I deliver her baby. When she wakes up I will have it arranged she can be with her babys like she wanted for as long as she needs. After that she wishes to bury them together. However I can not stress how important it is you look after Sienna when I discharge her which won't be for a few days.. she had major surgery recently followed by the lose of two more babys she needs rest and alot for support" The doctor says and everyone just seems to stunned to say anything.

"Do what has to be done doctor.. as for Sienna I can assure you we will all take great care of her. Sid go buy some nice outfits and blankets for the babys. Harry go buy Sienna lose comfortable pj's with Charlie. Ethan go buy Sienna favourite foods, magazines ect you were the closest of friends growing up after all so you all know what she will like. I will go get Sue and Ian drinks whilst they stay with Sienna until its time for the baby to be delivered" Maria says and I hadn't even noticed Maria had arrived let alone started to take control of the situation. That's when I realise we are all stood there crying, which won't help Sienna.

But no one argued with her as we all went did what we was told, to stunned to speak. to shocked to know what to say.

As we were exiting the hospital Sid said "How did you find out?" as he grabbed my arm to look at me.

"Pot luck that we actually did follow Sienna. she was so lost in her thoughts looking at scan pictures she didn't see me coming. I noticed one scan picture had three babys, I thought she lost them all straight away before coming back. but as she pointed out each scan photo it soon became clear what had happened. She knew she had already lost this baby, she told me she was scared to walk into that room. She also told me she couldn't lose all three without having us all here to stop her joining her baby's" I say as I feel my owns tears forming again and see Sid crying himself again.

"Then that's what we will do. We will save her and she will restart her life instead of ending it" Sid says with determination whilst letting go of my arm.

"I know you wish she told you sooner but I think I know why she didn't.. she was barely keeping it together having lost one baby originally and then two. She really wanted to try hold the grief in to try save her baby's. Sienna said to me that she didn't want to cry as she didn't want the baby to be in distress to try save her baby. Yet telling us all would make her cry having to talk about it" I say

"I will kill that man if its the last thing I ever do. The second the doctor said there was no heartbeat, Sienna lost it as if all this pain and grief was finally allowed to escape. I've never ever seen my sister like that before. She sure had some strength on trying to fight me as well" Sid says looking haunted from thinking about it.

"I agree, he has gotten of lightly being locked up in a cell while Sienna is still suffering" I say feeling my own blood boiling in rage thinking what that man has done to Sienna.