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Being alone has given me too much time to think about the future. I have had a taste of what it will feel like to lose my son. I don’t want to feel this pain tenfold. It hurts so much that I can barely breathe. Melody wasn’t even mine; I knew her only a few days, but it hurts as if I had known her forever.
Kayson’s family arrived this morning, so my mate is with them. He took them to the infirmary to say Goodbye to Melody, but I couldn’t bring myself to go there.
I’ve seen many dead bodies in my lifetime, including children. But seeing Melody dead has done something to me that no other dead body ever has. Perhaps it’s because I’m pregnant. Maybe that’s why it’s affected me so badly. But I feel it has more to do with the fact Melody was family.
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