The queen and the mystical being

Chapter twenty one

I woke up feeling a bit better, although I still have a slight headache which was making my head feels like falling off. I definitely wasn't ready for today but had to step out of the bed, after crying myself to sleep which has become my normal routine, I had a beautiful dream for once in a long time and in my dreams I saw this handsome man with a white long hair and his skin looks naturally white which made me wonder how it will feel touching his skin, although I didn't see his face because of the cloak he used in covering his face, still he was glowing, I doubt if it he was human and if maybe by any slightest chance he was, I wonder where he will be? And I hope he comes often in my dreams because it kind of stare up some happiness in me, which I really can't explain how.

Ruling this kingdom now Is my major priority and I promised my father to protect the throne from thiefs; talking about thiefs, I haven't seen that so called husband of mine, maybe he decided that being with his mistress is better than coming here to stay with his wife and I think it's for the good he stays far from me which is what we both need now.

I know you might think of me to be vulnerable princess and i know I have to be strong but sometimes I just can't help it!.

" I missed him so much!" and this made me feel like a little girl, which I wasn't okay with. I'm a matured woman who needs to brave up, I have my duties now to the kingdom and I also needs the strength for my upcoming coronation of which I know my enemies are already planning my downfall which I won't allow it.

I moved closer to the mirror in my father's room and took the seat closed to the mirror, I looked so pale, my hair was like that of birds nest, I looked unkept, even my glowing caramel skin looks dull, I finally accepted to be pampered by the maidens and have my hair put in place, so I asked one of the guards to informed Rose that she's needed. For these past few days I have actually pushed everyone away and I regret doing it but I needed the space, my mind went back to the dream I had last night, the handsome stranger thumb on my lips felt so real that it makes me wonder if it was actually a dream...