Scars Reopened (Runaway Angel book 2)

Unexpected Visitors

**Mila's POV**

It has been a whole week since I murdered Stephanie. Ever since I saw the hole in her chest that I put there, I have felt different. Everyone assures me that she deserved it, and if It was them she would have died a lot slower, but I still feel guilty. At the same time I didn't feel like me, in that moment I wasn't Mila. When I saw Stephanie chained to that wall I immediately gave in to my bloodlust and vengeful side. She not only f****d me over for the third time, but she attacked my mate, and my pack. I was no longer, Mila, a wife and mother. I was a Luna, who wanted to seek vengeance on the traitor that was in front of me. I wanted to protect my mate, and defend my pack. I also wanted to cause her unimaginable pain, to show whoever f****d with me they would regret it. I wanted to prove a point that I would no longer be merciful, I would no longer be understanding. If you crossed me, came after my pack, or harmed my family, I would murder you with no remorse. 

But there is only one problem. I do feel remorseful. Even though I know she deserved it, and I know I did the right thing. Did I have to do it the way I did? I mean, slowly burning a hole through her chest? That's kind of extreme, isn't it? I sit out on the balcony, legs crossed in my chair, staring out at the garden. I don't know how long I have been sitting here. I know Leo has checked on me a few times, but each time I just can't bring myself to face him. I know he wouldn't dare judge me, but I am still afraid what kind of look will be in his eyes. I have never been so violent before, and honestly it scares me how much I enjoyed it. I loved the feeling of the blow torch in my hand, and I loved how her screams filled the entire building. Most importantly, I loved when I heard her heartbeat speed up and then stopped when she was dead. Then when I saw the look of fear and horror in the other prisoner's eyes, I felt powerful. 

Who am I turning into? Who am I? How can I live with myself? These questions have been repeating over and over in my head. I was afraid that I was changing too much, and soon would lose sight of who I am. I knew that I was going to change, especially being a werewolf and a Luna. But did that mean I would turn into some blood thirsty, cold hearted, murderer? I didn't want Amelia to see her mother be so violent, and full of anger and hate. How can I raise her to be a great Luna, when I do not even know how to be one myself? I do not know who I can talk to about this. Leo's mother, and past Luna is dead. She cannot guide me on what to do or tell me this is normal. I can't talk to Leo about it because I know he will just reassure me I did nothing wrong, but if that was true then why does it feel like it was wrong? 

"Moon Goddess, please help me. I pray you bestow wisdom on how to be a great Luna and leader." I whisper into the breeze. Hoping it carries my prayer to her, and she answers. 

"Oh brother, it is always something with you or Leo." A voice came from my bedroom. 

I got up from my chair, and entered through the double doors that led to my bedroom. There stood a beautiful woman. She had long white hair, striking blue eyes, pale unflawed skin, but shockingly she was in sweats and a black KISS band muscle shirt. 

"Yea, yea, I know I am not what you expected. Well let me tell you something, you wear an itchy, heavy, tight floor length gown for decades and tell me how you like it." She rolled her eyes. I was still standing there speechless. "Look Mila, I came here to tell you to stop beating yourself up. Leo and yourself are great leaders, and you are doing a fantastic job as Luna. Would it make you feel better knowing that I enjoyed the little show with Stephanie?" 

My eyes popped out of their sockets, and my jaw tensed. "You saw that?" I whispered. 

"HELL YEA !" She yelled. "I was cheering for you !" She laughed. "Mila, you did what was right. Yes you took a life in a violent and gruesome way, but honestly if you took it easy on her or granted her a quick death, your enemies would see you as weak, and attack your pack. You would have a war on your hands. You cannot risk looking like you do not take betrayal seriously. You have to rule justly and believe it or not, her execution was just and fair. It just doesn't feel that way because your heart is so pure. You are such a good person that it is hard to behave in such a manner without questioning if it was wrong."

I sighed. I was listening to everything she had to say, and even though what she said was true, I still have the feeling that I am a monster. "I just do not want to be this way. So violent and vengeful. How can I show Mila what it means to be Luna when I murdered Stephanie in such a horrible way?" 

"Honey, she was asking for it. First, she tries to separate you and Leo, then the b***h had the nerve to tell your ex husband where to find you, and finally she leads an army for an attack to kidnap and murder you! Stephanie was going to be a problem until the day she died. Trust me, my child, you did the right thing. What if she came after your children next?" She raised an eyebrow. 

Just thinking of that evil b***h having her hands on my babies sent a wave of rage through my body. My body tensed, my hands balled up at my sides, and a growl was trying to release itself from my throat. 

"See. You did the right thing. Stephanie was capable of anything, and hurting children was not something she would think twice about. You are a werewolf, Mila. Which means you have an instinct to protect your family and your pack. A wolf is also very loyal, and if loved ones are in danger, they can be violent and lethal. You are not a normal human anymore. You can feel remorse for the lives you take, but do not ever think that you are a monster. Your instincts are always going to be right." She flipped her long hair over her shoulder and smiled. "You are truly blessed by me so stop doubting yourself. It's quite insulting."

I walked to the railing of the balcony and looked around. I saw the warriors in their second training session, children were running around chasing butterflies, families were having picnics and barbeques enjoying todays beautiful weather. I saw Amelia playing hide and seek with her friends, I saw little Brandon studying the grass with Joey and Kelsie. I saw my family, my pack. I knew right away I would do anything to protect them. I would become whatever I needed to, to ensure my pack was safe and that they prospered. "You're right." I whispered. 

"Of course I am! Hello, I'm the Moon Goddess." She laughed. 

I turned to thank her, but she was gone. I felt a huge weight lifted, and my heart felt like it was released from someone's tight grasp. For once, I could breathe without feeling like I was a horrible person. I went to take a much needed shower to relax my muscles and got dressed. 

I decided on a floral loose sundress with wedges. My hair cascaded down in thick waves, and I wore no make up. When I was satisfied with how I looked, I headed downstairs in search of my husband. Without knocking I entered his office, and saw that he was alone. He was standing next to the window, looking deep in thought. He had his hands stuffed into his black jean pockets. His white button up shirt was tucked in, sleeves rolled up, and the top 3 buttons left undone. He looked so serious, but so damn sexy. His brows were scrunched up, his eyes narrow. Something was bothering him. 

"Penny for your thoughts?" I said. 

Leo turned to see me closing and locking his door. I just realized how long its been since we were happy and carefree. Things were finally getting back on track at the wedding, but then we were attacked. After murdering Stephanie, I shut myself away from everybody. Looking at relief cross Leo's face, I now understood why he looked so worried. It was me. 

"My treasure." He whispered. His deep voice sent chills all over my body, and my lady bits tingled with satisfaction. 

"I'm sorry I've been so distant. I was feeling so much regret and confusion. I just needed to deal with it on my own." I took slow steps towards him. 

I saw his face contort into anger. "You do not need to deal with anything alone. I could've helped you. Instead you shut me out, after promising we wouldn't do that. We said we would handle everything together." He yelled. 

"I know." I stopped walking and lowered my head. "Please try and understand that you couldn't have helped. It was a problem I had with myself. It was an inner struggle that I needed to figure out. You would have been so supportive and reassuring, but that would have only made me feel even more guilty. I am sorry I worried you, and shut you out. It was wrong. But please, please see that in that moment I was doing what was best for me. I needed space."

Leo closed the distance between us with quick long strides. He engulfed me into one of his big, suffocating hugs. "I do understand, treasure. But you need to understand that you need to communicate that with me. You wouldn't even talk to me. Wouldn't look at me. If you need space I will respect that, but I need you to say it. Don't just shut yourself away from me. It hurts." His voice cracked, and my heart broke. I was hurting my mate, and was too selfish to notice it. 

"I promise I will be better at communicating with you what I need." I hugged him back, and kissed his neck. 

He groaned. I kissed his neck again and bit his earlobe. "Treasure. Don't start something you cant finish." 

"That's why I locked the door." I whispered into his ear as I pushed my hips further into him. 

Leo bent down and captured my lips with his. He lifted me up by my thighs, and my legs wrapped around his waist. He walked over to his desk, and with one hand holding me up, he used the other to throw everything off his desk. I jumped down, and pushed him against his desk. I kissed him hard, plunging my tongue into his mouth. I broke our kiss and stared up into his eyes. My hand began working on the belt around his waist. I unbuttoned his pants and quickly jerked them down, along with his boxers. His erection sprang free. I licked my lips and sunk to my knees. Leo let out a satisfying moan as I slowly took him into my mouth. I was still not used to Leo's incredibly large d**k, but I loved choking on it. There was only thing I loved more. When he dominated me. I grabbed his hands and put them in my hair, then clasped my hands behind my back and let him f**k my mouth. 

**Alpha Leo's POV**

Mila was on her knees in front of me, her hands clasped behind her back. I loved when she was so submissive, it turned me on so damn much. Seeing her hand over control was a huge boost to my ego and my wolf. Hades has been wanting to come out and f**k her relentlessly. Trust me, I'll give him his chance, but right now I needed this. Mila and I have been going through such a rough time, and now we were finally coming back together. 

I gripped her hair hard between my fingers and slowly slid out of her mouth. She sucked me hard, and had me ready to burst into her mouth. We haven't even been at it more than five minutes and I was already wanting to c*m. Only Mila could have me ready this quickly. Her mouth was f*****g amazing, her wet p***y was better. I pumped into her mouth a few more times, each time I hit the back of her throat and she gagged. I was afraid I was hurting her but she was moaning and I could smell her arousal. She needed this as much as I did. I was so close, I tried to pull out, I wanted to come inside of her but she bobbed her head up and down my length. I leaned back against my desk and my hands gripped the edges. I watched as my hard d**k slid in and out of her gorgeous mouth. She gagged and moaned, tears falling from her eyes. I moaned and growled, and I knew I was getting close. 

"I love pleasuring you with my mouth." Mila whispered. "I'm yours, Alpha. I belong to you."

"f**k, I'm gonna come." I groaned. 

She quickly slipped me back into her mouth, all the way into her throat and I came. She swallowed and her throat clenched around my length. Mila milked everything I had out of me, and didn't spill a drop. I had beads of sweat on my forehead and I felt like I was floating in the air. Mila always knew how to make me feel so amazing. I looked down and instantly I was hard again. 

I grabbed her by the shoulders and roughly pulled her up to stand on her feet. I claimed her mouth and shoved my tongue in her mouth. One hand clenched around her beautiful throat and the other snaked around her waist. Just as I was about to rip her dress off there was a knock. 

"GO AWAY." I roared. Claiming Mila's mouth again. I was not going to let work keep me from pleasuring my woman. 

Another knock. "LEAVE. NOW." Mila yelled. 

There was a shuffle outside and we heard footsteps running away. One thing that can be scarier than a horny Alpha, is his horny Luna. We both giggled and went back to our fun. I sat her on the edge of my desk and pushed up her dress. I was so happy to see she didn't have underwear on. I went to my knees in front of her and kissed up her calves and thighs. She was so incredibly soaked, she was dripping down her folds to her ass. I slowly licked from her entrance, between her fold, to her clit. Mila moaned and threw her head back. Then I got a wonderful idea. 

"I said I was going to f**k your ass one day. I think we should start prepping it for my dick." I whispered against her wet mound. 

Mila looked down at me with confusion. I slid my index finger into her weeping hole. Once my finger was coated with her slick juices I pulled it out slowly and started to suck on her clit. When she was completely distracted by my tongue, I slid my finger into her tight ass. She gasped, and her eyes flew open. I pushed my finger a little further, and rubbed her clit with my thumb. She moaned and bit her lip. I f****d her tight ass with my finger as I f****d her p***y with my tongue, and my other hand was rubbing relentlessly on her clit.

"f**k. f**k. Fuck." She moaned. "It's too much, Leo. It feels so amazing, I can't take it."

"You're going to take what I give you." I growled. 

My dominant voice turned her on even more and soon she was coming all over my hand and face. Her screams and moans filled the office and the house. I forgot to tell her that only the bedrooms were soundproof. Not my office. Oops. 

I laughed as I started to help her clean up. "What's so funny?" She asked.

"Oh nothing." I replied. "Just happy."

Once we were cleaned up and dressed, I grabbed her hand and kissed each knuckle. "Shall we see what they needed." She nodded.

We walked out of the office and into the living room. There sat Joseph, Kelsie, and to my surprise, Kelsie's brother and father. They all were blushing really hard and couldn't make eye contact. 

"Hey guys, why the faces?" Mila asked innocently. 

Joseph cleared his throat uncomfortable and answered. "Um, Luna. The office isn't soundproof." He whispered. 

I burst into laughter again at Mila's expression. She was so embarrassed. "I had absolutely no idea." She whispered. "But you did!" She pointed and yelled at me. 

"Sorry love, how did I know they were all going to sit here and listen?" I managed to get out. Mila rolled her eyes and looked at our uninvited guests. 

"What can we help you with?" I asked. My jaw clenched. I didn't want these assholes in my house. Ha. Assholes. I just finger f****d Mila's ass.

'Leo!' Mila yelled through the mind link. Oops. Must have forgot to block her out of my thoughts. 

"I just wanted to come apologize to my daughter for missing her wedding." Her father stood. "I did not receive an invitation." He growled while he looked down at his son. 

"We did not need to be here. She made her choice." Her brother growled back. 

Smack. His father hit him on the back of the head. "She is still my child you little s**t, and my only daughter. I missed out on walking her down the aisle because your ego was hurt. Stop acting like a jackass and be a leader !" He then turned to myself and Mila. "I also would like to apologize for my son's rude behavior. We would be so honored to have a treaty with your pack. That is if the offer stands."

"I do not wish to have a treaty with them." His son whispered.

"Stop being stupid, son! You may be Alpha but I am your father. His pack is the strongest and fiercest in the north! An alliance with him would mean great prosperities for our pack! Even our businesses will flourish. Stop being egotistical you moron!" Smack. "Excuse my son." He laughed. "He is too much like me when I was younger."

"Forgiven. The offer still stands, but it is your son who has to sign the treaty and abide by it, not you sir. So, it is still his choice." I looked down at the now Alpha. 

"I will sign and abide by the treaty. Even though I am still angry." He looked at his sister. "I cannot argue with my father, he is right. This treaty and alliance will be more valuable than my sister's arranged marriage."

"Okay sounds good." I said. 

"On one condition." Mila spoke. All eyes turned to her. "You take back Kelsie being a traitor so she can return home to visit family and friends without being killed."

"That is not a part of the deal." Alpha Theo said angrily through clenched teeth.

"It is now." Mila replied. "I am Luna, and have as much authority as the Alpha. If you want this treaty, Kelsie will no longer be considered a traitor. Am I understood!" Mila yelled. 

"Understood." Theo replied.

"Great!" She smiled back, which angered him further. "The treaty will be drawn up by our lawyers and should be ready within a few weeks. We'll be in touch." 

Theo and his father bowed in respect to Mila, and left after saying goodbye to Kelsie and congratulating her on her marriage. I looked down at Mila and my d**k twitched. I have never seen a Luna take charge like that, and she did it so well. Huge turn on!

"Okay we have some business to finish." I said. I tossed Mila over my shoulder and headed up the stairs. Joseph and Kelsie laughed. 

I am going to make Mila scream my name so loud, that everyone would hear. Even through the soundproof. I ran down the hall and into our room. I couldn't wait to worship Mila's body all night.