Chasing Luna

Chapter Four

Chapter Four: The urges can take you so far; and knowing when to stop or continue is key!

My inner voice was pleading with me and after feeling like it was probably time to stop, I shoved all my worries to the back of my mind and continued with it!

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His hand rested on my cheek and I gave him a smile. That was permission, and I loved that he already understood that it was.

His eyes went down to my lips before his gaze returned to my orbs. He was building the anticipation, but I was simply too impatient!

"Just kiss me!" The words left my mouth, shocking me! I did not even recognise myself right now! And I am sure he was very confused too right now!

Because how did the same girl that rejected him over and over and made it a point to look uninterested when she could manage it, suddenly so full-on?!

I was certain that it did not make sense to him, but he was not questioning it! He put his lips on mine and I literally forgot that this was practicality my first kiss! I was too needy to feel nervous or overthink it. And that must have been the recipe for a successful kiss because things were getting more intense and everything was going just fine!

Thank f**k I was not messing up! Oh how proud Jules and Chlo would be right now! It was their advice for me to not overthink things and it was working more than brilliantly!

My hand was holding onto his firm bicep as I pressed myself more into him. He was messing my hair up and pulling me closer, as if there was even microscopic distance left between us at this point!

The more I pressed myself onto him, the more I began to feel his stiffy, and that was the first thing that made me nervous since I threw myself on this bed!

"Get out of your head, Raine, get the f**k out of your head!" My inner voice was pleading with me and after feeling like it was probably time to stop, I shoved all my worries to the back of my mind and continued with it!

To prove to myself that I was ready to take things very far, I grabbed the hand that he had kept glued to my neck and above only, and placed it right on my butt!

That made him even more eager and he began kissing my neck and going down to my bare chest!

My boobs were almost falling out because of the strapless dtress that the girls had chosen for me, and I was trying hard not to get shy about it!

"What do you want to do? I do not want to overstep the margin!" Dean confessed and I could tell that he genuinely did not want to f**k his chances up with me!

"Maybe we should stop here!" I replied, taking the side of my chicken self! My hormotions were dying to stab me to death with a huge knife! I could still feel the wetness between my legs but I was choosing to be less senseless! I could not even imagine myself confessing to him that he was about to be my first, and I definitely did not see that flowing as naturally as the kiss!

"Right. If you say so!" He stated and I thought it was his decision and that he was fine with it but he looked very disappointed!

"We should do the research work or something.." he scratched the back of his neck and got off the bed before adjusting the crotch of his tight pants. I could still see how hard he was, and I was trying my hardest to act like I was not looking.

"Maybe tomorrow! We can have food then as well, I need to get going!" I lied. I was not seeing a single cloud or single star tomorrow! I had to keep myself concealed and take it to the extremes with masking my scent! If I survive my second birthday since my escape without being found by that Alpha Baron, then I would have achieved my biggest goal for the year, and maybe I could really consider getting together with Dean. He was not half the douchebag that he looked like, or what his reputation promised! But perhpas he had changed, or even scarier, he was willing to change for me, as Chloe was already trying to get into my head!

He did not hesitate, but the entire drive back to my house was awkward as s**t! And that is not how I wanted it to be!

At least I got one last good peck on the lips before he dropped me off.

Walking into the house, I immediately kicked my shoes off, glad that I had the entire house to myself and did not have to worry about explaining myself to either my mother or my sister!

"Ughhh! How could you do that?!" I scolded myself while leaning against the door with my eyes shut and my hair definitely looking f****d up!

"Do what? Did you? Did you really?" A squeaky voice alerted me, making my heart skip a beat.

"Chloe, what the f**k?!" I exclaimed as I stared at the two girls standing near the kitchen counters like they had been waiting on me to return...which they definitely were!

"What are you talking about? She was gone barely an hour, did he even see that lace number?" Julia asked and I rolled my eyes before walking past them

"I do not need this right now! Why are you still here?"

"Mmm..we take it that's a no! How could you mess that up?" Julia could not stop looking disappointed. I know she liked Dean but would never go there because she knew about my mini crush on him, more than mini...

"My mother sent me a text, and she will be here in a few minutes. Can we talk tomorrow?" I pushed them towards the door, literally, until the message was clear!

"Geez! Can we get our things at least? This is why you need to get laid, you would not be acting like this! You need endorphins! Endorphins girl!" Chloe remarked as she walked to my room. A minute later, they emerged from the room with their bags and phones in hand before heading out.

"Finally!" I exclaimed! I had a few hours left before the fight to survive the red moon came and I already felt way too luvky last year, I was still as uncertain about me managing to stay hidden as much as possible because there were some wolves that were fond of humans and they were definitely going to fill the streets, hopeful they will find a human mate!

Even if I did not stumble upom Baron, being recognised would definitely get the news of me being alive out and that would just be an entire nightmare!