Chasing Luna

Chapter Three

Chapter Three: Too irrational, too thirsty and starver! Not the best combination!

he was going to punish me severely once he reached me! I might as well give him a reason, a really good reason to do so, like coming back without my innocence! Right?

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I had made one promise to myself concerning this date; "I will not freak out!". And although that was pretty broad, it meant one simple thing. I was not supposed to overthink anything and act like I was going to some serious interview with God or something and how I looked and acted would shape my future!

But that is exactly what I was doing, and unfortunately, the way I was behaving was not from thoughts created by me, although the thoughts were in my head now at this point!

"You have to look good and remind him exactly why he wanted to go on this date to begin with. But do not look too desperate to impress him, that is how you keep him on the edge and very interested, and afraid of falling for you!" Julia has advised earlier, adding a very suggestive wink at the end of that statement.

"Where is your sexy underwear?"

"You cannot, never wear that!" Chloe had added fuel to the fire and now my insecurities were off the roof, especially after they confidently reminded me that they were experienced and I was not!

After they destroyed my closet, searching for something that does not exist, they laughed at me and presented me with a dress and lingerie that they had bought for this occasion.

Although I was not exactly in support of Julia's answer to me questioning the skimpy lingerie, I wore it just because...why not? It was nice to feel sexy anyway!

I shook my head as her words rang in my head as her words echoed in my head again.

"We are getting you laid before you turn twenty!"

Hilarious!

The doorbell went off and both the girls dashed to go get it. A conversation full of giggles followed and I could not help but feel like I was being seriously embarrassed in there! They better not be telling him things like I want to f**k tonight or how inexperienced I am!

When the third explosion of laughter came, I grabbed my phone and my phone and left my bedroom.

"There is the woman of the hour..sorry..night!" Julia yelled and I noticed Dean's gaze shifting to me.

He looked mesmerized, and I was not going to lie and say the look on his face did not melt my heart right now!

"Woahh!" The words left his mouth like he had not planned it and I imagined myself blushing, red like a f*****g tomato!

This is exactly why I did not do things like this! Jules and Chloe could handle the surge of "hormotions", as I called the hormone influenced emotions, much better than I ever could!

Dean chased Chloe and Julia away before he walked in and handed me a single pink rose. Chloe...she told him!

I smiled and showed my gratitude for it before I allowed him to take my hand and walk to his car.

I was doing breathing techniques, chanting so many things in my head to try and calm me down and it was only working just slightly... f**k I was too extra!

Right after I settled in his passenger seat, my eyes landed on a man that was standing by the side of the road, doing nothing but looking straight into the car. I know the lights in the car were off and a typical human could never see me, but it seriously looked like he was staring straight into my eyes!

Right...why the f**k was I here when the red moon celebration was tomorrow!

The more I looked at him, it seemed it was the more he began to smile, like he was pleased by the obvious fear on my face.

"Guess where I am taking you!" Dean spoke to me in his f*****g sexy voice, and I turned my head to see him giving me an even more enthralling gaze. He had what I would call "resting I want to s*x you eyes" and that look was driving me crazy already. For a second, I had gone silent and forgotten completely about the creepy man! But...I could not do that to myself!

In fact, whether or not Dean and I were going anywhere depended on how careful I was tonight and tomorrow.

"What? Is everything okay?" He questioned before looking at the man after noticing he had captured my attention.

"Do not tell me he is freaking you out, what do you take me for?" He smirked and nudged my arm with his elbow.

"I will beat him up if he dares to do or even say anything to you that you do not want to hear!"

All I was doing was getting fantasies every time he spoke, but they were shattered each second by the thought of me being captured and never getting to have such a moment again!

"I am so sorry!" I could feel the tears pooling in my eyes as his smile dropped.

"I really do not feel like going out! I really am sorry for this!" I stated and there was a massive look of concern on his face.

"Was it something I said?" He questioned, his cute brows curving inwards to add to his concerned look.

"No, I just..I do not want to be in public!" I shrugged and looked out through my window. I was a f*****g fugitive! How was I not allowed to enjoy such moments? It was ridiculous!

"Would you feel better if I took you to my house? My parents are not around and I can whip up something nice for us in the kitchen!" He gave me a half smile and I swear I melted! He was trying so hard and I felt so bad!

Okay...maybe his house would be safe for me! I could not turn down such a cute face! And what the f**k would I tell Julia and Chloe as I walk back into the house?

"Okay! I cannot say no to that!"

It was surprising just how quickly we were able to get to his house, and even more astonishing once I got to see the interior of the mansion he called his home!

I was gasping at everything that he was showing me while he was just downsizing it like it should not have me impressed!

I mean, he had already seen my home and definitely knows that it should feel like a dream to be walking on such floors right now!

"I should show you my room! That is my personal space that has my influence! This is all my parents!" I froze instantly before throwing my black hair behind my back.

"Uhmm..sure!" I hesitated for a bit, to which he smirked upon noticing my nerves. He held my hand as we walked up the stairs. At the very end of the hallway was his room, isolated brilliantly from the other rooms.

He opened the door and I was welcomed by electric blue heavy designs, he had his art hung up and a f*****g huge tv that I seriously envied!

"Check this out!" He clicked on a remote and the ceiling literally opened up like a curtain to reveal glass... see through glass that displayed the stars!

"What the f**k?! I gasped and before I could comprehend what I was doing, I had thrown myself onto his bed with my back on the bed while I gazed at the stars.

He was beside me in the blink of an eye and my nerves almost took control of me

"It looks a lot better without the lights on!" He stated before turning them off.

While he was correct, I could not help but feel like I should not be on this bed if I was not going to give my friends exactly what they want!

Or should I?

I mean, why the f**k was I still trying to secure my virginity for a beast I never wanted to be with?! I faked my death and ran off to live a different life! I was in my second year now, he was going to punish me severely once he reached me! I might as well give him a reason, a really good reason to do so, like coming back without my innocence! Right?

I was too irrational and too ready to take out my long lived frustration on Dean!

I had been imagining myself getting into a lot of sexy situations with him, and I had a chance to do that right now! Why the f**k should I resist?

He had been talking about constellations and a painting he made of his favorite one but between trying to figure out how the f**k I will get him to make a move on me because I was easily not doing that first, and fantasizing of all the things I wanted to do, that was all I was able to pick from his conversation!

"That is really nice!" I stated before turning to my side and looking him in the eyes.

He smiled but clearly he was not getting it!

Throwing my leg over him was definitely the perfect sign, and he had recieved it just fine!