Trying seems so terrifying when you stare in the mirror and all you see is a face of scars, miseries, and failed attempts. Yet one must keep hope things change.
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Jairus
NAPAHILAMOS na lang ako sa mukha ko at umiling-iling na lang sa inasal ko. Nakakahiya. Tita Maggie caught us. Napangiwi na lang ako as I imagined her reaction. Ngayon pa lang, bad shot na ako.
My reason for coming was to tell her that I am not walking out of her life. No matter how rough or hard it is. But when I saw her, hindi ko napigil ang pananabik sa kanya. I wanted nothing more than to be with her as much as I could for the rest of our lives.
Alam kong maiksi lang ang panahon na ibinigay sa akin—sa aming dalawa, but I still wanted every moment, every smile.
"Aher
