Kept and Wrecked (SERIE FEROCI 7)

Chapter Four

I bit my lower lip while playing with the hem of my off-shoulder top. Tumingin na lang ako sa bintana habang pilit na iniiwas ang tingin ko kay Eron. We're currently inside his car, on the way to his house... I know what we're going to do, pumayag din naman ako, pero sobra pa rin ang kabang nararamdaman ko sa mga oras na 'to.

"Are you sure about this, Cristina?"

I looked at Eron and nodded slowly. "I'm sure, Eron..." I mumbled softly and gripped the hem of my top harder.

Eron glanced at me and smirked. "Are you nervous?" tanong pa n'ya.

Napapitlag ako nang hawakan n'ya ang kamay ko na nasa ibabaw ng hita ko. Tumikhim na lang ako at pilit na pinakalma ang sarili ko kahit na naghuhuramentado na ang puso ko ngayon... I'm nervous and excited at the same time. Hindi ko alam kung ano ang lamang na pakiramdam sa dalawang 'yon.

"I-I'm excited," I said, trying to sound tough.

Eron chuckled and gently squeeze my hand. I just bit my lower lip let him. I gulped when his hand went down on my thigh and gently squeezed it too. My pulse raced because of his warm touch and the way he caressed my thigh... it was sensual. I can feel electricity running through my veins... I couldn't explain the heat and tension lurking in my body right now.

I don't know how we managed to arrive at his house. Pakiramdam ko nalalasing na rin ako, hindi sa alak kundi sa mga haplos n'ya. Agad siyang bumaba ng kotse at pinagbuksan ako. Nagpatianod na lang ako nang hawakan n'ya ang kamay ko saka hinila ako palabas ng kotse. Napasinghap ako nang walang habas na isinandal n'ya ang likod ko sa kotse saka matiim na tumitig sa akin.

"E-Eron..."

He touched my jaw and crushed his lips on mine in a needy manner. He hungrily kissed my lips as if it will be the last time. He nibbled on my lower lip and put his hot tongue inside my mouth, thrusting it while caressing my right cheek and waist. I just moaned and hugged his nape... Ito ang unang beses na naranasan ko ang mahalikan ng ganito pero pilit akong sumasabay sa kan'ya kahit pa hindi ako marunong.

I just hope he won't notice that I'm inexperienced when it comes to this.

Napasinghap na lang ako nang hawakan n'ya ako sa baywang at iniangat nang walang kahirap hirap. Tila kusang gumalaw ang mga hita ko upang iyakap sa baywang n'ya, naramdaman ko namang napangisi siya sa ginawa ko saka marahang kinagat ang ibabang labi ko. Impit na napadaing na lang ako sa ginawa n'ya.

"This won't do... Damn, I want you so bad," he muttered in a low and husky voice and ran his hot tongue on my bottom lip. He gave a peck on the side of my lips after that. He's so expert with his lips and tongue... It's impossible for me to keep up with him.

"E-Eron..." I let out a breathy moan when he bit my lower lip again and started kissing me again with eagerness as if my lips is the only thing that can sate his hunger.

Hindi ko na maalala kung paano kami nakarating sa silid n'ya. I just realized that I'm now lying on his bed while he's above me, kissing me and roaming his hands around my body. I just moaned against his mouth when his hand went inside my off-shoulder top. His tongue went inside my mouth and started thrusting it inside. I opened my mouth for him and gripped his broad shoulder tighter.

"Hmm..." I groaned when I felt his hand gently caressing my waist, up to my breast. I just closed my eyes when he gently squeezed it... Oddly, I can still feel the warmth from his palm even though my breasts are still covered by my brassiere.

Humawak si Eron sa tuhod ko gamit ang isang kamay n'ya saka marahang pinaghiwalay ang mga hita ko. He positioned himself in between my legs after that. I let out a weak moan when I felt something hard in grinding on my center. I opened my eyes and held his muscled arm and gently squeezed it.. Halata namang natigilan si Eron sa ginawa ko. He stopped kissing me, it created a sensual noise. I just bit my lower lip and looked at Eron's handsome face.

"Do you want me to stop?" he asked in a soft voice while staring at me.

Mukhang kahit na gustong gusto n'ya 'tong mangyari, mukhang hindi talaga siya tutuloy kung hindi ako komportable.

"N-No, i-it's just..." I fixed my eyeglasses and blinked... Doon ko lang napagtanto na nagawa naming maghalikan nang gano'n kahit na may suot akong salamin.

"Hmm?" Eron asked and planted small kisses on my jaw.

"N-Nothing... please continue," I mumbled and cleared my throat.

Eron let out a sexy chuckle and put his hand inside my bra. My lips parted when I felt his hot hand on my bare breast. Eron bit his lower lip while staring at me... "Damn, this is so soft..." he mumbled and started fondling my bosom.

"Ahh..." I hugged my legs around his waist and let out a helpless moan.

"f**k," Eron muttered and pinched my hard n****e gently. Nakatitig pa rin siya sa akin at tila pinapanood ang bawat reaksyon ko sa ginagawa n'ya.

Napalunok na lang ako at napakapit nang mahigpit sa matipunong braso n'ya. Pakiramdam ko ang hina hina ko kumpara sa kan'ya, sa mga haplos at halik n'ya, pati na rin sa nakakapaso n'yang tingin.

"E-Eron..." Natigilan ako nang maramdaman ko ang isang kamay n'ya sa laylayan ng damit ko. Akmang itataas n'ya 'yon ngunit agad kong nahawakan ang kamay n'ya para pigilan siya. Nagtatakang napatingin siya sa akin, napakunot pa ang noo n'ya.

"Do you want me to stop?" he rasped.

"H-Hindi... can we just... do this with my top on?" I asked and fixed my eyeglasses.

Halatang natigilan si Eron sa tanong ko, ngunit imbis na mairita, bahagya pa siyang tumawa sa sinabi ko... "That's not possible, Cristina... I want to touch and kiss every part of your body," he muttered and pinched my n****e once again. I let out a weak moan and gripped his arm tighter.

"I-It's just... ahm..." Hindi ko maituloy-tuloy ang sasabihin ko.

"Go on, sabihin mo kung ano'ng problema," he said in a serious tone and started kissing my jaw, down to my neck.

"I-I'm fat..." nasabi ko na lang.

Alam kong nakita na n'ya ang katawan ko noong binihisan n'ya ako, pero hindi ako komportable. My co-workers used to say that I'm kinda fat, sabi rin nila na mas maganda kung papayat pa ako. Hindi ko na lang pinakikinggan ang mga 'yon. Nasa lahi na talaga namin ang mabilis tumaba, I'm confident with my body, I'm used to it... pero natatakot ako na baka hindi magandahan si Eron kapag nakita n'ya nang tuluyan ang katawan ko.

Muling natigilan si Eron sa sinabi ko. Bahagya n'yang inilayo ang mukha sa leeg ko saka tumitig sa akin. He tilted his head and raked his eyes on my body... I let out a gasp when he suddenly pulled the hem of my top. Hindi ako nakagalaw nang maalis n'ya na iyon sa katawan ko. Walang kahirap hirap na inalis n'ya rin ang pagkaka-zipper ng jeans na suot ko saka hinubad 'yon mula sa akin.

"E-Eron..." I was about to hug myself but Eron held both of my wrists and pinned it on the bed. I bit my lower lip when he started roaming his eyes around my body.

"Fuck... You're so damn hot, Cristina," he said in a raspy voice as his eyes darkened with desire.

"Y-You're lying..." I muttered and avoided his gaze... There's no way he'll find me hot.

Inilapit ni Eron ang labi sa tainga ko. "My d**k ain't lying though, Cristina," he said and grind his hard manhood in between my legs.

Napasinghap ako kasabay ng pagkuyom ng kamao ko. Mas nararamdaman ko iyon ngayon dahil underwear na lang ang suot ko sa ibaba. Napatingin ako kay Eron. Napangisi siya sa akin saka bahagyang lumayo. I just bit my lower lip when he started removing his shirt, revealing his muscled and tattooed body.

Is he even a human being? How can he be this hot and attractive?

Muli n'yang siniil nang malalim na halik ang labi ko. Ngunit agad din siyang tumigil. Napalunok na lang ako nang tila naiiritang inalis n'ya nag salamin ko sa mata saka inilapag 'yon sa bedside table. Napakagat na lang ako sa ibabang labi ko dahil hindi ko na siya maaninag nang ayos.

"I-I can't see you clearly, Eron."

"Shh... Just feel it... Just enjoy everything that I'm gonna do," he said in a raspy voice and crushed his lips on mine again.

I just hugged his nape and kissed him back. I can taste the liquor, cigarette, and mint from his mouth but it just made our kiss hotter. I let out a needy groan when he started sucking my lower lip then licking it. He's really an expert when it comes to this. I will never be able to keep up with him... He put his hot tongue inside my mouth, he explored my mouth with his tongue and played with my small one. Halos naghahabol ako ng hininga dahil hindi ako makahabol sa paraan ng paghalik n'ya. Naramdaman ko na lang ang kamay n'ya sa likod ko. He experty unclasped my bra and removed it from my body.

"Hmm..." I groaned when I felt his hot hand on my bare bosom. He started fondling it gently as he played with its hard peak. I can feel something ticklish in between my legs that I couldn't explain... I like what he's doing, no, I love it so much my body's melting against his warm touch.

He bit my lower lip for the last time and ran his hot tongue on it. My lips parted, catching my breath after our breathtaking kiss... His kisses went down on my jaw. I just gripped his nape tighter as he suck and bit my skin there... Nakakakiliti rin ang dulot ng dila n'ya na humahaplos sa balat ko.

"Ahh..." I let out helpless moan when he suddenly pinched my n****e harder. I felt him grinned as his lips and tongue went down on my neck.

He bit the soft skin on my neck and sucked it. I moaned and bit my lower lip to restrain myself from moaning loudly. It's embarrassing... simpleng halik at hawak n'ya lang, sobra na ang epekto sa akin.

I gripped him tighter when he sucked my neck again, this time it was harder. Tila ba sinasadya n'yang mag-iwan ng marka sa leeg ko. Tila wala na ring pumapasok sa isip ko, hinayaan ko na lang siya at iniliyad pa ang leeg ko para mas mahalikan n'ya iyon nang ayos. Naramdaman kong napangisi siya sa ginawa ko. Tila nanggigil siya at muling kinagat ang leeg ko.

"Damn... every part of your body is f*****g hot, Cristina," he muttered against my neck and planted small kisses there.

"Aahhh, E-Eron... hmm..." I bit my lower lip when Eron started grinding his hardness on my center again.

"f**k," mariing mura n'ya saka mas idiniin ang p*********i sa pagitan ng mga hita ko.

His lips went down on my bosom. My eyes dilated and my back arched when I felt his tongue on my n****e. He lashed his tongue there. He's continuously flicking my taut n****e with the tip of his hot tongue... Halos magtayuan ang mga balahibo ko sa ginawa n'ya. I felt that familiar tingling sensation on my abdomen down to my center again. Eron bit my hard n****e gently then started sucking it. His other hand went down on my legs, sensually caressing it.

"Aahhh... E-Eron, oohhh!" I moaned helplessly. I don't know where should I focus... Should I focus on his lips and tongue playing with my n*****s or his hardness grinding on my center? Hindi ko na alam, masyado na akong nalulunod sa sensasyon na dulot n'ya sa akin.

Eron held my knee and spread my legs wider as he thrusts rougher in between my legs. I gladly opened my legs for him and tried to move my hips against his. My lips parted when I felt something in my abdomen down to my center. There's a weird feeling that I want to release... I have a huge need to release this heat inside me... Eron stopped sucking my n*****s. Umangat ulit siya saka siniil ng halik ang labi ko. Hindi naman ako nag-aksaya ng oras at agad na tinugon ang halik n'ya.

"E-Eron... please," I begged. I don't even know what I'm begging for.

"Cristina... Are you a virgin?" he asked in between our kisses.

I gulped and gripped his arm. Hindi ko alam pero hindi kaagad ako nakasagot sa tanong n'ya. Halata namang natigilan si Eron sa pananahimik ko at agad na napatitig sa mukha ko.

"Why are you not answering?" he asked. He doesn't seem mad but I don't know why I'm nervous.

"I-I'm still a virgin," I honestly admitted.

Eron's lips parted. Tila napapasong umalis siya sa ibabaw ko saka lumayo sa akin. Nagtatakang napatingin ako sa kan'ya. Bumangon ako saka napayakap sa sarili ko.

"Damn." Eron caressed his nape and distanced himself from me.

"M-May problema ba?" naitanong ko na lang.

"We can't do this," sabi naman n'ya saka napaiwas ng tingin sa akin. Kinuha n'ya ang kaha ng sigarilyo sa bulsa n'ya at kumuha ng isang sigarilyo saka sinindihan 'yon... Hindi siya makatingin sa akin.

"W-Why?"

Humithit siya sa sigarilyo n'ya saka bumuga ng usok bago sumagot. "I'm not into virgins," tipid na sagot n'ya.

Napalunok na lang ako at napakapit nang mahigpit sa braso ko. Tila may kumirot sa puso ko dahil sa sinabi n'ya. "W-Why? Do you prefer experienced women?" I asked in a shaky voice.

Eron looked at me and sighed. "It's not like that, Cristina... I respect all kinds of women, but I don't like taking someone's virginity. I don't care if your first time is important to you or not... but I don't deserve to be someone's first," paliwanag n'ya.

Napakagat ako sa ibabang labi ko at napatungo. "I-It's for me to decide, Eron," I mumbled in a soft voice.

"I'm sorry, Cristina... Believe me, you're really hot, sexy, and beautiful... But I don't want to be your first. Trust me, I don't deserve it."

Hindi na lang ako nagsalita. Naramdaman ko ang panlalabo ng paningin ko dahil sa mga luha. Hindi ko maipaliwanag ang nararamdaman ko. Is this shame or embarrassment? I don't know. It feels like he just rejected me.

Nanatili akong nakatungo. Ayaw kong makita n'ya na naluluha ako... Mas lalo lang akong mahihiya sa kan'ya.

I just stood up and took my clothes on the floor. Hindi pa rin ako makatingin sa kan'ya. Hindi na rin ako nag-abalang isuot 'yon at agad na nagtungo sa pinto... gusto ko ng makaalis agad sa silid n'ya dahil ayokong makita n'ya na naluluha ako.

Akmang bubuksan ko na ang pinto ngunit natigilan ako nang maramdamang iniharang ni Eron ang kamay n'ya ro'n, tila pinipigilan akong buksan ang pinto. Nagtatakang napatingin ako sa kan'ya, ngunit agad ko ring iniwas iyon.

"O-Oh right, 'y-yung salamin ko pa," sabi ko na lang at akmang pupunta sa bedside table para kuhanin ang salamin ko ngunit agad na nahawakan ni Eron ang braso ko.

Napasinghap na lang ako nang walang kahirap-hirap na humawak siya sa baywang ko at inangat ako saka isinandal sa pinto. I involuntarily gripped his shoulder and hugged his waist with my legs para hindi ako malaglag. Napalunok ako at nagtatakang napatingin sa kan'ya. Matiim siyang nakatitig sa akin. Tila napapaso ako ro'n.

"Damn, I really really want you, Cristina..."

"E-Eron... I-I thought you don't like virgins. Why are you doing this? Y-You're confusing me."

Eron licked his lower lip and sighed. "You'll be the exception, Cristina..."

I bit my lower lip and nodded. "O-Okay."

Eron crushed his lips on mine. I moaned helplessly when I felt him grinding his hardness on my center again.

"Prepare yourself, Cristina," he muttered between our hot kiss.

"W-Why?" I asked and gripped his shoulder tighter.

Eron distanced his face on mine and stared at me. Naramdaman ko ang pag-iinit ng pisngi ko sa paraan ng pagtitig n'ya sa akin. Hinawakan n'ya ang pisngi ko saka marahang hinaplos 'yon. Napalunok na lang ako nang ngumisi siya sa akin.

"I will eat your p***y, Cristina. I will f**k you with my tongue and fingers... After that, I will f**k you so hard, so rough... endlessly."