How I Wish

Chapter Twelve (Rated R)

This contains s****l content.

"Okay, I'm leaving. You have the credit card, call my number if anything, and down burn down the house"

Have a accidental fire one time, and you will never live it down, I promise you. "Mom, leave! the sooner you're gone, the sooner we can miss you."

"Muah, have a good night. I'll be back before midnight"

"Don't give it up too easy" I winked

She scold at me and left. I knew she wanted to laugh.

"Nate it's almost bedtime"

"No"

"I'm serious, don't let me have to throw you out the window cause I'm not afraid"

He ran up to me to try and hold me back. It was almost 8 pm and I was already tired from my day and for cooking myself dinner. Cooking and cleaning was no joke.

The door bell rang and Nathan ran to the door. She probably forgot her key.

I heard the door open and then slam shut. I stood up fast and turned to see Nate pushing hard against the already closed door.

"What happened?" I asked, picking him up in my hand "Who was it?"

He shook his head 'I don't know'. I opened the door again and came face to face with a green rose. It was held against his chest, a cocky yet sexy smirk on his gorgeous face. His eyes matching the rose in front of him.

He handed it to me and I took it. Nathan eventually took the rose from out of my hand, fascinated by it.

"Can I come in?" He had his hands in his pocket and he was looking down at me. His voice was soft and pleading.

"Shaw" Nate responded before I could. Rolling my eyes at the fact that I couldn't say no, I stepped aside, allowing Trent to enter.

He had changed. He was wearing a fitted dress pants and white shirt under a black leather jacket. Trying to keep my breathing even, I placed Nate on the floor.

I watched as he looked around my house and then sat on my couch as if he's been here a million times. He pat the spot beside him and I sat on the couch across from him. He sighed.

"What can I do for you Mr. Logan?"

"Stop being so formal. Come here"

I sat back in the couch and crossed my legs.

"I see you're back to being stubborn."

"Trent, please. I'm babysitting, I don't have all night"

"Who's baby?"

"My brother Nathan"

"My future brother-in-law" he smiled

I shook my head trying to hold back my smile and my pounding chest.

"I'll help you babysit. Right, little man?"

"Shaw" Nathan smiled watching TV with the rose still in hand.

"Stop trying to friend my brother. Why are you here and why did you bring the rose?" I wasn't complaining or anything...

"I came to see my girl" he said simply. "Despite what you think Leigh, I would never exclude you in a negative way. Yes, I did but I wanted it to be different. You asked me if I had anything planned yesterday and it got me thinking. I wanted to give everyone roses. It makes me look sweet right?" he smiled

I rubbed my forehead. He called me his girl!! I didn't want to freak out. I waited until he continued.

"But at the same time, I didn't want to give you the same thing as everyone else. I wanted it to be different. So I asked the florist to dye one green. I couldn't have it the night they delivered all the others because they didn't have the color so I had to wait until this evening to pick it up after work."

Every time he explained something, I end up feeling like a fool. He went through all that trouble just to get me something special. I should apologize... "You still made me look like an i***t"... That's all I will say.

"Come here"

I leaped out of the couch and onto his lap. He finally brought his lips to mine with no mercy. My eyes rolled back in my head as he took control of my mouth. Our tongue caressed each other causing my heart to beat so loud you could hear it. I moaned in his mouth. A groan came from deep in his throat as he placed me down on the couch and positioned himself between my legs. His hands caressed my stomach and then my thighs.

"Leigh"

Hearing Nathan's voices made me jump and so did Trent. We straighten up as Nate came over and sat on my lap looking angrily at Trent. When Trent offered his arms, he abandoned me and sat on his lap instead.

I avoided eye contact until he took my hand in his.

"How was work?" I asked, flushed.

"Fine"

"Just fine?"

He chuckled lightly and then kissed my fingers "Yes, Leigh. Fine."

I rolled my eyes at him. "So how do you manage to work and go to school while still managing to live alone?"

"I'm enjoying myself right now. I don't want to talk about this"

I stared at him with a blank face. I attempted to take my hand out of his but he held it tighter.

"My father pays for my apartment and pays me to work for him."

"Why don't you just live at home"

"Because I asked to emancipated"

"what's that?"

"Look it up in the dictionary." He took the remote off the couch and began to flip through the channels. I tried to take my hand back again but he held on tighter. I sighed and then pulled out my phone, googling the word.

"Why would you want to be free of his authority?"

He kept his eyes on the television. This was a sign. I was about to lose him soon.

"I don't agree with his lifestyle"

"And what would that be?"

Silence.

Damn. I sighed and rest my head on his shoulder. Nate was half awake and half asleep in Trent's lap. Trent raised his feet, resting it on the coffee table. Why is he so comfortable?

"Trent" I whispered

He continued to flip through the channels. After about 10 minutes, I tried again.

"Trent"

He sat back in the couch, continuing to ignore me. Before I would get upset or pissed when he did this. But now it just made me want to laugh. It's just how he is.

I ran my finger over his bottom lip "baby"

His eyes looked down into mine, a slight, barely visible smirk on his lips "yes?"

I leaned up and kissed him lightly. I could never get tired of this. I rest back on his shoulders before his hand could touch my face.

"Come kiss me" He ordered. "I can't move too much, Nathan might be sleeping"

"No, not until you tell me what I want to know"

He sighed "when my mom died, I was 16. She was out late with a few friends, got in a car crash and died at the hospital. Less than a year later, my dad got married to someone twenty five years younger than him. I was disgusted so I asked to leave. He offered to pay and I offered my service to his business. The end. Now come kiss me."

"That's so sad. Oh, Trent."

"Please, not now. I don't want to talk about it."

I could respect that. Nate was fast asleep. I stood to take him from Trent but he refused, standing to his own feet with Nate resting on his shoulder. I led him up to his room and watched as he placed him in bed.

I took Trent's hand and led him to my room. When we got in, he lift me into his arms and I wrapped my leg around his waist, our lips colliding. It wasn't as eager as it was downstairs. He kissed me slowly and passionately. I felt his hands on my ass as he firmly squeezed it, bracing my back against the wall. I pushed his jacket off his shoulders and pulled my shirt over my head.

He laid me on the bed, hovering over me. He broke the kiss to stare into my eyes as he traced my lips with his finger. He began to kiss me slowly and I pushed my pelvis up to meet his, wanting contact. His hard bulge rubbed against me, causing me to moan involuntarily. My fingers began to unbutton his shirt, pushing it off his shoulders.

His lips moved from mine, leading soft and wet kisses all the way down my stomach. I gasped as he unbuttoned my pants with his mouth. I could feel his body vibrate as he chuckled.

Thank god my mom takes me shopping for new bra and underwear every month. I was wearing a matching red lace bra and thong from Victoria secret.

When Trent pulled my pants off completely, he stopped. I felt his eyes gaze over my body, I blushed.

"I want to kiss every inch of you" he whispered, his voice low and husky.

I moaned as I felt his lips slowly made there way up my inner thigh to my center. Before he reached it, he started on the other inner thigh. My breathing was shallow and rigid, my heart pounding. I cried out in ecstasy as he nipped at my clit under my panties, I gripped the edge of the bed.

My mind was going crazy. Was I about to let him take my virginity? At this moment, I didn't care. His lips made their way slowly up my stomach and to my lips. I tugged lips bottom lip between my teeth as his hand knead my breasts slowly over the bra. When his finger tugged gently on one of my hard tips, I whimpered into his mouth. I pushed my pelvis up into him, need friction.

His hands pulled my bra up freeing my breasts. He took one of my tender tip into his mouth, sucking hard while his fingers pulled on the other

"Trent..." I whimpered running my hands through his hair.

He groaned, switching breast.

"Please..." I begged.

His finger moved down to my dripping wet opening, still sucking my n*****s. As his finger began to make circular rotations over my clit, I cried out in pleasure, moving my hips. My body began to buck and lean into his fingers.

"Trent" I cried as I orgasm all over on his fingers breathing heavily. When my orgasm subsided, tears began to spillover my eyes. I didn't know why I was crying. It wasn't the first time I m*********d but that was just so... intense...?

"Come here" He pulled my into his lap. I rest my head on his shirtless body wiping my eyes. "what's wrong?"

"I love you"

Silence.

"I think that's the orgasm talking" he whispered.

I shook my head and kissed his neck. We sat in silence for what seemed like forever. Until I heard the door downstairs open.

"s**t"

I scrambled to me feet and pulled my sweat pants on and a shirt over my head.

"You're not planning on returning my clothes are you?" Trent laughed as he buttoned up his shirt

"Not now. My mom's home" I whispered pulling my hair into a ponytail.

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